Chapter 6: Thoughts
After Luo Zhenyuan went out, Hongluo also hurriedly followed, and was busy instructing the kitchen to prepare some light and delicious food for Luo Huanyan. The gentle conversation between the father www.biquge.info and daughter today made Hongluo very happy, and he went out with a smile on the corner of his mouth.
Hongluo gently covered the door, and saw Chenshuang and Xiyue guarding the door, so he smiled and advised: "You are so born here to guard Miss, don't be careless, and don't let anyone quarrel Miss to rest." After speaking, he just took two steps, and he paused and turned back and added: "Miss is frightened today, I'm afraid I'll have a nightmare for a while, but I can't leave people." ”
Xiyue and Chenshuang glanced at each other, and they both saw that Hongluo was in a happy mood, and when they remembered the situation in the house before, they couldn't help but breathe a sigh of relief, and they all smiled together: "Sister Hongluo is really, is it possible that we can still be lazy?"
Hongluo didn't care, smiled and glanced at the two of them, and turned around and went to the kitchen. In this way, the room is really quiet.
Luo Huanyan lay in the quilt but didn't really sleep, just closed her eyes and thought about her thoughts...... The bits and pieces of three years ago, the piles and piles of the past three years, are constantly looking back in front of me. Those people came and went, and walked and came, and they seemed to be wandering around and around......
Luo Huanyan silently recited in her heart: the setting moon, the morning frost, the red snail...... Stepmom, father...... I don't know if I will wake up tomorrow, or will I see more people? Will I really see the nurse? And Cui Niang and my brother, mother and son, will they also come to visit me? And Luo Miaoshu, I haven't seen it yet!
And uncles, aunts, cousins...... Can I still see it? What is the matter with Mrs. Tai now? The disturbing thoughts lingered in Luo Huanyan's heart......
Luo Huanyan remembered for a while that she first lost her identity because her stepmother said that Cui Niang was born as a maid, and she was an aunt who couldn't get on the stage. Therefore, not only did he alienate Cui Niang, but he also treated his younger brother very unkindly. even often teased his younger brother with Luo Miaoshu......
Luo Huanyan remembered for a while that she disliked her uncle for being a businessman, and she humiliated her cousin who came to visit her with her uncle with Luo Miaoshu, offended her aunt and broke her uncle's heart...... Later, he drove away the nurse, and he didn't even leave the red snail before he got married......
And then ...... He often offends An Yangbo, provokes An Yangbo to punish himself, and when he is in a bad mood, he can only lose his temper with the sunset moon and morning dew...... Until the morning dew couldn't stand it, he asked for the grace of Mrs. Tai and was let out. But Chenshuang was very stubborn and gave himself the money to redeem himself! And he really accepted it......
In the end, these people around him, whether they were left by their mother or grew up together, were the only ones left with Xiyue, with two little maids......
Thinking of the two little maids, Luo Huanyan's gaze became more and more complicated, Luo Huanyan remembered that those two little maids were added by the stepmother after her sister Luo Miaoshu, when she picked a maid for Luo Miaoshu, her father asked her stepmother to make up for it in her yard, and she was about the same size as herself when she first came, and she was less than six years old.
I don't know what happened to the two of them who fell into the water and fell into this strange dream, and who accompanied them to the incense...... There is also Mrs. Tai who stayed in the meditation room, and the setting moon who stayed in Anyang Bofu......
Thinking of this, Luo Huanyan bit the corner of her lip, opened her eyes and looked at the top of the tent, not letting herself cry, but silently made a wish in her heart: "If all this is now the Bodhisattva who made me come once, it is a gift from the Buddha, I will definitely treat these people around me kindly, and I will not let myself fall so desolate!
After speaking, Luo Huanyan couldn't help but sigh again: "But if all this is just my dream, then let me wake up! Wake up! What qualifications do I have, what right do I have, to escape and be comfortable in this dream?"
Luo Huanyan quickly closed her eyes and wanted to fall asleep immediately. Whether it's a gift from the Lord of the Buddha or a dream, let yourself fall asleep! Wake up and face everything.
Luo Huanyan made up her mind in her heart, and thought about everything she had happened after the age of twelve, and she really fell asleep quietly. There are too many things to experience today, and her emotions have been up and down, she is indeed tired, tired......
When Hongluo came back to see her, she had fallen asleep peacefully, her face was calm and her breath was long. Thinking of Luo Wanyan's performance today, the corners of Hongluo's mouth couldn't help but bring a smile. Relieved in front of Luo Huanyan's bed, she clasped her hands together and said softly: "Madam, have you seen it? Miss has finally grown up, really grown up!"
After a dreamless night, Luo Huanyan slept soundly, and got up early the next morning, her face was slightly pale, but her spirit was exceptionally good. Under the service of the setting moon and morning dew, she used tea and washed her face, Luo Huanyan smiled: "...... today"
As soon as she said two words, Luo Huanyan was stunned, such a voice was sweet and crisp, like the yellow bird out of the valley, tactful and bright! I haven't heard it for many years...... Could it really be that the Bodhisattva apparition made me live again?
But why did he go back to the age of twelve, and not before his mother died? I don't remember what my mother looked like......
Luo Huanyan thought about her thoughts, her eyes were slightly red, the setting moon and the morning dew didn't know when it happened, she was a little apprehensive in her heart, afraid that Luo Huanyan's kindness yesterday was just an accident after being frightened, looking at Luo Huanyan in a daze after saying two words, she was afraid that Luo Huanyan would suddenly lose her temper again, so she couldn't help but stand aside and observe, and didn't dare to say anything to disturb.
However, Luo Huanyan came back to her senses, with apprehension and excitement in her heart, and saw Xiyue and Chenlu with a cautious and worried look, she couldn't help but feel sour in her heart, and reluctantly bowed her head to the two who were waiting carefully, and said with a smile: "Let's have dinner earlier, go to the lady's side and come back, so let's go to the nurse as soon as possible to have a look, I don't know what happened to the nurse yesterday." ”
When Xiyue and Chenlu heard this, they couldn't help but raise their heads at the same time, and when they saw the smile on the corner of Luo Wanyan's mouth, they were also relieved and laughed.
Luo Huanyan quickly packed up, and deliberately changed into a goose yellow ground embroidered oil green treasure pattern right shirt with a green embroidered grass horse face skirt, a goose yellow sweat towel around her waist, and willow green tassels. A green silk hair, a simple hanging hair in a slightly bun. With a plain silver filigree dotted emerald headband. The whole person looks refreshed and refreshed.
Morning Dew and Xiyue didn't expect that Miss Chen, who has always liked bright colors such as red, rose, crimson, and rouge, specially picked such a body from the cage today, and couldn't help but look at Luo Huanyan quietly.