Nanxue continued to repeat: "I want to eat meat. Pen ~ Fun ~ Pavilion www.biquge.info"

"In a few days, you can eat whatever you want. ”

"I want to eat meat. ”

The eighth prince sighed and said, "I really can't do anything about you, I'll ask the kitchen to send a bowl of meat porridge later, but you can't eat more." ”

"Good. ”

She didn't expect that the eighth prince would not kill her child, she is the eldest princess of southern Xinjiang, and the fact that she gave birth to a man or a woman cannot change the people of southern Xinjiang, it will be a disaster.

However, she also overestimated the friendship of the eighth prince to her again. In fact, she has always known that the eighth prince's good impression of her is just a good impression, and she is the same, maybe both parties still have apologies to each other.

As he said, during the period of her pregnancy in October, he treated her like his own child, sending people to serve her well, this child, she was extremely difficult to conceive, listening to the doctor, it was the child who loved to move, so that the fetal position was a little wrong. She was already swollen because she was pregnant. Because of the abnormal fetal position, she insisted on leaning sideways every day, which made her increasingly swollen body sore.

In the days when she was raising a baby, the eighth prince, who had become the emperor of the Fu Dynasty, often came to see her, but she mostly pushed her back because she was in poor health. Regardless, she always felt uneasy when she saw his concerned eyes. In other words, it should be guilt. Whatever the reason, there was no need for him to keep her child.

The original thing was just that you and I were willing, and I couldn't say who owed or deceived whom.

They are neither relatives nor lovers, but she lives in his palace as Han Guifei, she doesn't know how to position herself, and she doesn't know how to face him, so she simply can't see it and don't bother.

But as if he couldn't understand her intentions, he still came to see her every day at dinner time. She had plucked up the courage to stab the window paper directly at him, showing what she was thinking.

"I know. Those were the first three words he answered.

He said that the harem is not as simple as she thinks, if there is no emperor's care, even the palace maids and eunuchs are willing to climb on her head, which is extremely unfavorable for her to raise a baby.

At the mention of raising a baby, she gave in.

She had also seen the battle in her father's harem, and she knew the pros and cons of it, so she stopped insisting on it.

The older the month, the more worried she became.

It's not that I'm worried about whether the child is safe or sound, because she has given him the best since she pestle, and she has done her best to give him the best, if she really can't be born safely, she can only blame God for being too kind. What she was worried about was where she would go when she gave birth to a child? Will she continue to stay in this palace? Will she still be in the capacity of Han Guifei? But after all, she is only the eldest princess who destroyed the southern frontier. But where should she go if she didn't stay in this palace? With her child, what would she do to protect him?

Not to mention that there are still many people who know her identity, and they may secretly send someone to assassinate her, just say that she has a martial arts career, and she has not learned the skills of the side, and she is a female streamer, even if she goes out to find something, no one is willing to accept her.

The more worried she was, the more she couldn't sleep, tossing and turning all night long.

That night, she was lying on her side as usual and couldn't sleep, when she was suddenly hugged from behind. She was startled and turned her head sharply, facing the emperor's embarrassed expression.

"You—" She didn't know what to say, so she just looked at him.

The two looked at each other silently for a long time, and the emperor finally broke the silence first: "You can stay in the palace after giving birth." ”

Nan Xue was surprised: "What did you say?"

"Is it okay to stay in the palace, I will raise the child for you, you will stay in this palace, as if you are with me, okay?" The emperor gently held her hand, and the residual warm breath on her hand quickly wrapped the cold in her hand.

A little warmth came out of her heart, and her eyes were gradually replaced by mist. She knew that he was only trying to make it up to himself, but why bother? after all, none of them owed anyone, and even now, she owed him only what she owed.

Nan Xue didn't look back, only biting her lip to keep her crying from being exposed: "I am the eldest princess of Southern Xinjiang." ”

However, no matter how much he tried to hide it, the pitch-changing voice and the slightly shrugged shoulders could not escape the emperor's eyes.

"I know. The emperor replied lightly.

"If your people knew about it, you would be stinking for ten thousand years. ”

"I know. ”

"I don't love you. ”

"I know that too. ”

"You don't love me either. ”

The emperor paused, and the corners of his mouth slowly hooked up a touch of arc: "Maybe you will fall in love slowly." ”

She is called Nanxue because she was born on a snowy night. On that day, a new lady had just ushered in the palace, and the father and emperor did not have time to live in the cave room, and when he heard that the queen was going to be born, he was too busy to change his clothes, so he rushed to the queen's palace in a thick university.

It's funny to say, this is the time when the emperor is most eager to come to the queen's palace, and he waited in the house for an hour. But when he heard that the queen had given birth to a daughter, he didn't even look at her, and left angrily.

That night, the mother who had just entered the palace was happy, and her queen mother sat in the gazebo with her in her arms after giving birth, enjoying the single and cold night alone.

"Niangniang, it's not good to catch a cold, and it's easy to fall ill in the future, so go back with me?" the personal maid persuaded.

The queen just shook her head and said with a smile: "Ah Zi, look, how beautiful is this snow?"

Ah Zi looked up at the night, and saw patches of snowflakes falling from the sky, and the ground seemed to be covered with thick cotton, wrapped in silver, as if he was in a fairyland.

Ah Zi pondered for a while, and pouted: "The slave maid thinks that the snow I saw when I was in the palace was more beautiful. ”

The queen smiled, her eyes looked through a merlin, and she didn't know where to focus, as if she was recalling: "Yes, the snow at that time was the most beautiful snow I have ever seen in the world, but unfortunately, I will never see such beautiful snow again." ”

Ah Zi's eyes darkened, knowing that he had said the wrong thing, and hurriedly persuaded: "Niangniang, don't be sad, the emperor just hopes that the heir will come to see you tomorrow." ”

The queen did not continue on this topic, but said, "Ah Zi, you say, how about I name the child Nanxue?"

Ah Zi nodded: "Niangniang should discuss it with the emperor." ”

The queen didn't seem to hear what Ah Zi said, and smiled to herself: "I think it's very good, let's call it Nanxue, snow, how pure." ”

Snow, how good......

The Royal Palace of Southern Xinjiang.

At the time of the capture.

In the huge queen's palace, there was nothing left left, and the queen who stood by the window and admired Merlin, her eyes were as usual, and she could not see joy, anger and sorrow. The sound of screaming outside the hall lingered, but she seemed to have never heard it at all.

The door clicked open, and the footsteps were so familiar that she didn't have to look back to know who it was.

The queen smiled: "Your Majesty, how can you still come to the palace of the concubine at this moment?"

The emperor, whose face was full of vicissitudes, also smiled, walked towards her step by step, and said helplessly: "The rabbit is dead and the dog is cooking, and people only know who is really good to them at the last moment?"

The queen gently brushed the wind-blown hair behind her ears and asked softly, "Did the emperor ever know?"

"Perhaps, it's just a pity that it's too late. ”

"I still learned too early. ”

The two didn't look at each other, as if they weren't husband and wife, not the monarch of southern Xinjiang and the mother of a country.

After a long time, the emperor finally spoke again: "Your knees are not good, why are you still standing like this?"

The queen shook her head: "I've been sick for many years, but the emperor still remembers?"

"Do you remember that plum grove? At that time, you broke a plum blossom in the plum grove and put it on my head, and said, 'Mother said that if you give me my favorite thing to the person you love the most, that person will love me for the rest of your life, and now I give you the plum blossom, and you will love me for the rest of your life.' "The plum blossom, the emperor made a bookmark, and she can see it when she reviews it every day, but she doesn't know it, because she has never seen him in the study.

The emperor smiled a little bitterly.

Maybe, if she hadn't been so stubborn and softer back then, he wouldn't have been completely disheartened and would no longer show mercy to her, right?

It's just that if I really go back to that time, maybe everything will be different again.

"The emperor still remembers, he was young and ignorant, and he actually pinned all his feelings on dead things. The queen replied indifferently, as if she had sealed all the dust.

They hadn't spoken properly for many years, and they even seemed very rusty with their usual greetings.

After being silent for a long time, the emperor asked again, "Have you ever regretted it?"

"The emperor helped my family, if it weren't for the emperor, perhaps, my father wouldn't have lived for a few more years. ”

"I mean, did you ever regret liking me?"

"Does the emperor want to listen to the truth?" the queen seemed to suddenly become interested, turned her head to look at the emperor and asked.

The emperor smiled: "If the truth is too difficult to accept, you should tell a lie." ”

"Since you have made a decision yourself, there is no regret or regret, and you can't change it, so why think about things that cause sadness?" the queen turned her head again.

"You're still so stubborn. The emperor shook his head with a smile, but there was a hint of bitterness in this smile.

"The emperor is still so confident. ”

The wind outside the house was very strong, mixed with the sound of war, as if it was about to tear a piece of the world out of the skin.

Under his influence, she was perfect, so perfect that every moment he saw her, she seemed to be a Nine Heavens Xuannu, arrogant and arrogant for him not to approach.

The emperor gently stroked her wind-blown hair, and suddenly said, "You can wear another plum blossom for me." ”

The queen shook her head: "When people are old, they don't have the thoughts they had when they were young." ”

This is not the first time she has rejected the emperor, but it is about to be the last.

"The Emperor of Southern Xinjiang is inside, kill—"

The emperor hugged her gently, and slowly spit out in her ear: "It's good to have you by your side." In the next life, I hope to meet you again, and at that time, I will definitely not fail you again. ”

In the next life, I hope we will never have anything to do with it!

On Huangquan Road, I only hope that I can walk alone!

On the day Nanxue gave birth, it was not smooth, the child tortured her for a long time, and the midwife was also so anxious that she was sweating profusely, and she was feeding her ginseng and other strengths, and encouraging her to work hard.

The Emperor paced anxiously back and forth outside.

Finally, in the early morning of the next day, the child fell to the ground.

The child is healthy, it's just a pity, it's a boy.

This is the last thing she wants to see, if it's a girl, maybe, she still has the possibility of raising her, right?

The emperor seemed to be very happy, he held the child awkwardly, for fear that one would accidentally drop the child, he carried the child to the bed, and said with a smile: "Look, child." ”

Nanxue opened her eyes weakly, but turned her face sideways and didn't look at them.

The emperor frowned slightly, looked at her worriedly, and only heard her say for a moment: "Find someone to take good care of him, don't tell him who his father and mother are, just let him grow up like an ordinary person." ”

"This is your child. ”

"It's also Yang Zheng's child. ”

The melancholy in the emperor's eyes became more and more worried, he handed the child to the nurse waiting aside, and then sat down at the head of the bed, gently brushed all the broken hair on her face behind her ears, and said softly: "I know what you are worried about, don't worry, although you raise the child well, I will treat it as my own." ”

Nan Xue only responded coldly: "No need, I already have no feelings for Yang Zheng, and naturally I don't have for his children." ”

She didn't want anything, it would be dangerous to stay with her, and she would rather never see the child for the rest of her life.

Although, he was the last contact between her and Yang Zheng.

Yang Zheng, maybe he's dead, right?

No matter what, it's better than being taken prisoner.

It is not a good thing to just hide away from this disturbing world.

"I'll go see Alin first, you rest first, I'll hand over the child to the nurse, just see him call. The emperor sighed, and then paced away anxiously.

"Concubine Niangniang, look at the little prince, the little prince wants you to hug it. The nurse brought the little prince close to Nanxue, the child's soft palm grasped her back, and her tears flowed out of her eyes.

Nan Xue cried bitterly, and her heart-rending cry made the long-aged nurses feel bitter in their hearts.

Although she didn't know why the emperor liked Concubine Han so much on weekdays, at this time, Concubine Han didn't want to see the child.

"You take him away, I don't want to see him!" Han Guifei cried like a cheating child, which made people incomprehensible but equally pitiful.

How could the nurse not see that Nan Xue actually wanted to hug the child? What mother in this world was so ruthless that she couldn't see that she was pregnant with a child who had worked hard to give birth in October?

The nurse gently put the little prince's little hand on Nanxue's body: "Niangniang, the little prince doesn't want to go." ”

"Take him away!"

Nanxue cried and shouted, the nurse was startled, and the little prince also cried because of this fright, and the nurse had no choice but to go down with the little prince.

Later, Nan Xue learned that on that day, Queen Lin gave birth with her, but unfortunately, her child was weak when she came out of her mother's womb, as if she was frightened when Queen Lin was pregnant with him on the battlefield.

was also difficult to give birth, Queen Lin was only half an hour later than her, but the emperor finally chose to come to her.