Chapter 262, shocking
If you are destined not to go back, then you will not go back.
If you think about it, you can't tell where you are coming back and where you are in the past.
So, go with the flow.
After all, his experience is something that others don't have, and being able to have this experience is already the biggest gain in life.
Li Chun's cooking skills don't seem to be very good, but she is also very smart not to do any stir-frying, but to make a hot pot, and the brothers and sisters gather around the stove in the living room, chatting about the past while eating.
Unlike the last time he found himself back at the age of 16, Li He was not even in a hurry to understand what he had experienced and changed in his life this time. He just kept looking at his sister, looking at her face with little time left, just a little tired.
After seeing too much, Li Chun couldn't help but ask: "Brother, why are you staring at me all the time?
Li He smiled and said: "My sister has always been a flower, I look at you because I always think of you when I was a child, by the way, I remind you that you are about to graduate from elementary school, and you often rely on me to hold me on my back." This is the memory after being reborn, not for temptation, he believes that the current Li Chun must have this memory.
Sure enough, Li Chun smiled and said, "Who let you spoil me." But no matter how good the memory is, your sister is no longer the little princess you hold in your arms, and I see that I am aging, which is a very sad thing for a woman. ”
"Stop. Li He said: "Even if you are seventy or eighty, you are still my little princess." Time only takes away memories, but not young hearts, how old are you? ”
"How old?" Li Chun said sadly: "I'm thirty years old, and a woman is thirty, so I'm really old." ”
Li He waved his hand and said, "Test you, when should you say the golden age of life should be?"
Li Chun said: "At the age of seventeen or eighteen, you can wear school uniforms, princess dresses, and double ponytails will not be laughed at." ”
"I used to think so, but now I don't think so. I think the real golden age of life is after the standing, not before the confusion. The seventeen or eighteen years old you said was certainly young, but the experience at that time was too pale, and it was basically a sad thing to say about new words, even if the body was a golden age body, in fact, I didn't know how to appreciate it at all.
The reason why we think that it was a golden age is that we look back after we have matured, and at that time, we don't care what era it is? Only after the year of establishment, the mind is mature enough, and the body is still enough to support dreams, this is the last golden age. It's really going to be forty, and a lot of things can only be imagined. ”
Li Chun smiled and said, "You are comforting yourself." After a pause, she reached out and touched her brother's face and said, "But I'm glad you came out...... You can wash the dishes yourself in a while, I'm going back, there is still a day of class tomorrow, you must know that as a goddess-level university teacher, I must not let students think that I am not energetic, so I have to go back early to sleep beautifully. I'll see you next week. ”
Oh, Li Chun is a university teacher now, I don't know what he teaches, but it's good.
After eating, Li He sent his sister to the side of the road and watched her get into a red Audi A1 she drove, which was not a good car, but apparently her quality of life was still good. Li He was satisfied, and he hadn't asked her about her relationship yet, but he would talk about it slowly in the future.
As for himself, Li He thought about it, and finally gave up looking for information about "her" in his computer. "She's not coming back", "I'm glad you came out"...... These words sound like Li He was dumped by her, and it seems that he has been in pain for a long time, so it should be over here, not to understand, but to have less worries.
What Li He wants now is to cherish the present and live the rest of his life well.
After sending his sister away, Li He returned to his house, cleaned up the dishes and chopsticks, and watched TV for a while, because he slept too much during the day, it was obviously unrealistic to sleep immediately and develop a regular schedule. So it's still online, there is a lot of information on the Internet, the Belt and Road, the launch of the aircraft carrier, Zhu Rihe military parade, Boss Ma is still Boss Ma, but the richest man seems to have become Boss Xu, and Dian Niang has not been replaced by his homeland Chinese network, the popular "Wolf Warrior 2", there are more new movies, new songs, and all kinds of ......
It's a pity that there are too few things in my mind when I was reborn, and more of the memory space is occupied by those murders in the archives, otherwise I would have become the richest man early, and I probably wouldn't have to help Ling Qingyan block that knife to get here.
However, Li He does not regret it, it is not that he died under the peony flower, but he can stand up at that time and be worthy of the word master. And with that knife in exchange for the present, it is not a loss, at least back to this age, those regrets that I once had are gone, I just can't be a rich man, that's also fate.
I watched it on the Internet for a long time, and it wasn't until I gradually became sleepy that Li He went to bed, and he always felt that something was missing before he went to bed, but he still slept after thinking about it.
The next day, Li He went to work on time and continued the file entry work he had been doing for many years in the data room of the forensic medicine building.
Just go to work at the point, get off work at the point, look at the money in the card, it is far from enough to buy a car and a house, but it is still very easy to go to the gym to open a card. So going to the gym after work has also become Li He's daily routine, anyway, I haven't thought about what will happen in the future, so let's calm down for a while.
A week passed quickly, and this week Li He went to work very seriously every day, and he didn't do it for anyone to see, anyway, as in the past, his department leaders usually don't appear. He was the only one in the data room, so he didn't feel like he had any colleagues. But this is what Li He himself wants, he needs to be quiet now, and he doesn't want to be disturbed by some tedious communication.
During this week, he carefully went through the files he had recorded, starting from the early files, sorting them out, and checking for gaps. It's not why.,It's just that I feel that the time I was reborn.,A lot of memories are very confusing.,So I'm very dissatisfied with the way I used to live casually.。 So when he works, he works hard, which is what he requires of himself.
Fitness after work, fitness home to learn all kinds of information on the computer, did not have the habit of keeping a diary before, not this week to start a record, until going to bed, can write down several pages of things in the notebook. That is, pick something that interests you to remember, and the focus is to find things to do for yourself, don't think nonsense.
A week is not long, so Li He felt that there was no need to contact other people for the time being, until the weekend Li Chun called to say that her school had activities and could not come to accompany him, Li He decided to change the rhythm, everything else can be put aside for the time being, at least to see his mother Qiao Chu first.
Because of the butterfly effect of his rebirth, many people and things have changed, so he feels that his mother should be living a good life now. Even if she is not very successful in business, after her temperament changes, she can always be optimistic and cheerful, and an optimistic and cheerful person will never live a bad life. It's just that I'm not sure where my mother lives now, after all, the house in the past, because I wanted to buy the home pharmaceutical factory, was sold, and since Li He's later career is gone, it is estimated that my mother will not be very rich now.
There was his mother's phone number stored in the phone, but the phone was turned off when Li He called.
It's still early, maybe I haven't gotten up yet.
Li He put down the phone, changed his clothes and went for a run.
In 2017, the provincial capital of Guangyin City has changed too much compared with 98 years and 00 years, if it is said that Guangyin City was still a large city at that time, the current Guangyin City already has the appearance of a city, especially the several light rail stations that Li He has run, which have not been built in 00 years, and have been running for a long time now, because of various constructions, many old houses have been demolished a lot.
But it has nothing to do with him, and now he just has a place to stand. He could only smile and say to himself, once I also had a chance to own a street, but unfortunately I missed it, if God could give me a chance to do it again...... Even if you have the opportunity, you can't buy this street. So, there's no need to dwell on it.
The weekend passed in Li He's running, running in this familiar city, looking around, and not thinking too much, just like Forrest Gump, run if you want to.
My mother called twice, once turned off the phone, and once didn't answer, because there was nothing special, and Li He didn't keep calling. Then I continued to work, continued to record information, continued to read all kinds of things, did some data collection, and by the way, thought about whether it was possible for me to change something in the future.
It was definitely not okay to be content with the status quo, and he began to sort out his interpersonal relationships in his notebook, preparing to change his way of life. Anyway, I don't have a home and don't have too many worries, and it's not impossible to be a backpacker at the age of 35. At this time, to be a backpacker is not to play literature and art, but to change the way of living. Or, quit your job and find a job where you can connect with more people, even if it's a taxi.
The job is definitely going to quit, although he is a civil servant, but he has been recording files in the data room for ten years, and when he reaches Zeng Gege's age, it is impossible to have more room for development in this system, and more importantly, Li He himself does not want to bury himself in the dust of the old archives like this.
The resignation letter has also been written, but there are still many procedures to go through to resign from the system.
Li He was not in a hurry, he was still recording the information in front of him very carefully and combing through the past information. There are a lot of files in the forensic department, and these days he has sorted out the materials he has recorded, and he has seen the 2005 ones. Thinking that he was going to resign, so he slowed down the progress a little, in 2006 there was a famous big case in the province, and it took 8 years until 2014 to finally crack, the content is also very rich, the process is also very tortuous, you can write a book.
Well, maybe it's not bad to be an online writer after resigning, after all, my own experience and these files, there are still a lot of things to write, I don't know if there is a future for mixing online articles at the age of 35. If you can mix into a great god...... Even if you can't mix with the big gods, being a middle god and a small god is better than now. Okay, this is a good way out, go back and go to Tun for half a year's food, and after half a year, maybe you will be a god.
When he combed through the file to 2007, he suddenly saw a case that made him almost stop breathing.
Prison escapes, serial retaliation, cruel methods, many deaths and injuries, bad impact, and direct control of the ministry......
This is simply the material for making blockbusters, but Li He has no time at all, and he is not in the mood to think about filming, because when he saw this escaped murderer, he stabbed him and made his life twist and turn, his real name is Feng Kun, the name is very ordinary, but he is indeed a fierce bandit to the extreme. In Li He's previous records, the bandit was shot dead by the police for violently resisting arrest, and shot a police officer before he died, resulting in the death of the police officer. And this time, he even escaped from prison, and then took revenge on the police who arrested him in the first place.
And in a series of death lists of those who were injured by retaliation, Li Jie was at the top of the list.
Li He thought that he had seen it wrong, after all, there were 100,000 people in the country named Li Jie, but he held his breath and continued to check the information, and found that this Li Jie was not another Li Jie, but his father! Because of the butterfly effect of his rebirth, his father Li Jie was transferred to Guangyin City by the provincial department to work, and he was still doing his old job, as a criminal policeman, and the information showed that it was Li Jie who arrested Feng Kun, so he was also the first target of revenge after Feng Kun escaped from prison.
Because of the butterfly effect of his rebirth, his father was killed, and Li He's calm heart during this time could no longer be calm.
Further down, there was even Mia in the death list! They were killed at home, maybe it was the negligence of the always cautious Li Jie, or maybe the murderer was too deep, in short, they did not escape this catastrophe. Li Chunneng survived because she was studying in a university in another place at the time, and Li He himself avoided Feng Kun in this reincarnation because he had not yet returned to the provincial capital from the army.
For a while, Li He felt that his hands and feet were a little cold, these days he didn't contact more people for the sake of calm, and took it for granted that his mother, father and aunt were doing well, but he didn't expect that his father and aunt had been dead for ten years.
No wonder Li Chun is always a little sad, it is a kind of sadness that depends on him.
And I take it for granted that they are all fine.
Flipping down the page further, Ling Qingyan's name is also impressively listed! She is Feng Kun's second target for revenge, and then she was shot dead by Feng Kun, there are autopsy reports and pictures in the forensic file, and the black bullet hole on Ling Qingyan's forehead is particularly shocking!
What Li He didn't expect the most was that there were mulberries in this list.
She was the last person on Feng Kun's revenge list, and she was also shot. But what does this matter have to do with her?
This matter should have nothing to do with mulberry, since it has nothing to do with mulberry, then the reason why she was killed must have something to do with herself!
Or, the "she" that Li Chun said is mulberry?
It turned out that he was not dumped, but she left him forever, no wonder Li Chun would ask him if he really wouldn't find another one, no wonder he would say that it was good that he could come out, if he was just dumped in love, where would he be so exaggerated? Li He is not the kind of Qiong Yao drama male protagonist who concentrates on only loving one person. It's only when the pain and guilt are extreme that you can't extricate yourself, right?
In the winter, Li He's sweat really trickled down his cheeks.
Li He dialed Li Chun's phone, and he couldn't take it for granted anymore, even if it would make Li Chun wonder if he was really Li He, he had to ask everything clearly.
Today is still a change, and I have said many times that I may not be able to do two more, so I don't say it, if I have the ability, I will send it directly, and I will owe it to it