Chapter 143
Ren Xue didn't believe that these words came out of Gu Xiyan's mouth. In the past, she was always full of grievances. The little daughter-in-law who is full of worries and can't be resolved. And now she told herself not to suffer the loss of cowardice.
Ren Xue looked at Gu Xiyan seriously for the first time. It's still those bright eyes. There's nothing there. She tried her best to find clues inside. But in the end nothing came of it.
Gu Xiyan also looked at Ren Xue. used to be full of benevolence and morality to tell her all kinds of great truths. Ren Xue, who gave her countless suggestions and comforts. When she was with him, she never thought about having a self. Is she a momentary joy or is she really in love with Xue Zimo.
"You've changed a little. Ren Xue finally made up her mind. That's not your own delusion.
"Change. Speaking of which. I think Xue Zimo has really changed. Gu Xiyan said of Xue Zimo. His eyes were still fixed on Ren Xue. Really. A trace of discomfort crossed Ren Xue's face.
"No, it won't. How so. Ren Xue's head was swirling rapidly, how to divert the topic.
"Spend all day with him. Naturally, I don't think so. Gu Xiyan looked at Ren Xue, who wanted to speak for Xue Zimo but held back. The words didn't come out though. But that urgency is hard to hide.
"yes. It doesn't seem to me that much has changed. All day long. Except for work and work. Ren Xue found herself a little difficult to describe Xue Zimo.
Woman. There will always be a true love. Maybe the timing is wrong. Relationship misalignment. Once in love. After all, it is getting deeper and deeper. I can't extricate myself.
"This should be a good man. Ren Xue then added. Once the woman finds out that there is a change in the man. More and faster chapters are here. Then there is only one direction that is suspected first.
"I think so too. Gu Xiyan echoed casually.
Ren Xue once reminded herself. Good men have to hurry. Don't miss out. She also felt that she could not be taken care of by the god of luck all the time. So muster up the courage to grab it. Even if it's not all the same. But there is always happiness that outweighs pain.
Gu Xiyan lowered his head. A dull ache began to rise in his chest again. If it's a night out. Shoot and scatter. It's a thing of the past. That's fine. She will also try her best to let go. Desperately trying to get better, I want to go to the past and redeem ......
But she knew that look. Ren Xue understands her. She also knows Ren Xue. It was a woman who longed for love as much as she did. If it's true love. Even if it's leaving. I won't choose to hurt ...... He.
They left the office one after the other. Xue Zimo is like a thief who has been surrounded by the police. My heart went from the beginning of the anxiety to the panic later. Finally, I couldn't hold it back. Pretended to run to Ren Xue's office. asked where Ren Xue was. and couldn't wait to chase it out.
In the eyes of others. The two of them ate together. It's a normal thing. If it was before. He also wished that Ren Xue would pull Gu Xiyan to go shopping and chat more. And now he is like a great enemy.
It is said that Ren Xue should be calm and sophisticated in the face of Gu Xiyan. It is said that Ren Xue will never leak the slightest rumor. But he always thought about what if there was a ......
Gu Xiyan's gaze swept over Xue Zimo's face. He was genuinely worried. There was anxiety on his face and a look in his eyes. It's a perfect match at this juncture.
As for being so worried. Is it worried about her or Ren Xue. Is it worried that she accidentally noticed that something was hurt, or is she worried that Ren Xue accidentally divulged the secret.
Xue Zimo finally fixed his eyes on Gu Xiyan and Ren Xue. Their expressions were the same. Calm demeanor. It's like a weekday chatter.
Between thoughts. touched Gu Xiyan's projected eyes. I actually felt that those eyes were a kind of coercion on me. It's almost like squeezing out the "small" underneath the clothes.
Gu Xiyan raised her hand. He waved at Xue Zimo. Xue Zimo stubbornly walked over. Sitting next to Gu Xiyan. Ren Xue's opposite......
"You two...... What to talk about. "There is a ghost in my heart. There is no normalcy at all. Such a common sentence. actually insisted on letting himself speak intermittently.
"I haven't had time to say anything personal. You're here. Gu Xiyan scraped the plate with a fork. Make a "squeak" sound. Why haven't you ordered something yet?
"Hmm. Ren Xue hummed a word from her nose. The little one didn't even hear herself. The "squeak" sound made her fidgety.
Xue Zimo glanced at Ren Xue. She probably didn't know where to put her eyes. has been wandering and wandering, and has no fixed place.
"Are you giving Ren Xue too many tasks? You see, she's so tired that she can't even talk now. I knew it was like this. I'm not going to let her do this errand. Gu Xiyan regretted it. But there is no regret medicine in this world.
"How can there be ......?"
"No ......"
Ren Xue and Xue Zimo spoke at the same time. Gu Xiyan looked at them in a daze. Whether it's mutual affection or not. But sympathy is inevitable.
Ren Xue looked at Xue Zimo. Is it just dewy love? Xue Zimo looked at Gu Xiyan. Once said for a lifetime. Gu Xiyan looked at Ren Xue. It's not a joke.
Possess it temporarily. Subsequently lost. People are all from every loss. The more I understand what is going on. It's not time and distance that make people feel distant. Rather, it is two or three irreparable things......
"I said you had changed. Ren Xue said that you haven't changed. What do you think. Gu Xiyan turned his head to look at Xue Zimo. She's never been so direct. So provocative. So boring.
"The same person is naturally different in the eyes of different people. Xue Zimo looked back at the waiter. It's a bit slow on today's dishes.
"But close. The first update is always clearer. Gu Xiyan was still stubborn about listening to the exact answer. She didn't want what Ren Xue said to be as correct as ever.
"Not necessarily. Otherwise, there is a saying that 'the authorities are obsessed with bystanders'. Xue Zimo finally saw the waiter come over and give them vegetables. Like a savior. "I'm hungry. Hurry up ......"
"This is Ren Xue's favorite food. Gu Xiyan sandwiched the celery beef and put it in Ren Xue's bowl. Turning his head and asking Xue Zimo. "You must not know what Ren Xue likes to eat. ”
Xue Zimo looked at Ren Xue again. She kept her head down. Pick up the celery and chew it slowly. It seems to have fallen on deaf ears to such conversations. They turned a blind eye to them......
"Are you a vegetarian? Gu Xiyan found that Ren Xue didn't touch the beef.
"No, I didn't. It's just that my stomach hasn't been doing well lately. Ren Xue coped with it indiscriminately. Women have the sharpest senses. Gu Xiyan must have sensed something to be abnormal.
"It won't be worse than me. Gu Xiyan smiled and feasted. There's nothing more refreshing than it is now.
"I'm done. There is a manuscript that I am in a hurry to use in the afternoon. I'll go up first. Ren Xue put down the dishes and chopsticks. Stand up. She had to get out of here. No matter what, she felt that Gu Xiyan was targeting her every word......
"Ren Xue......" Xue Zimo stopped Ren Xue, who had just turned around and was about to walk away.
Gu Xiyan stopped his chopsticks. I continue the aggressiveness of last night. couldn't help but burn the fire on Ren Xue's body. Xue Zimo can see it. Is this to apologize to Ren Xue?
"Your bag. Update as soon as possible Xue Zimo looked at Ren Xue's puzzled eyes. He pointed to the bag that had fallen from the snow on his seat.
"Oh. How did I forget this. ”
watched Ren Xue walk out of the restaurant in a panic. Xue Zimo had unbearable self-blame and guilt in his heart. The silent Ren Xue. He carries a moral cross on his back. also bears half of the guilt for him.
Harm from men to women. It doesn't have to be love or not love. It's about letting her down when she's expecting something. didn't help her when she was vulnerable......
He seriously loves and spoils a woman. also seriously failed to hurt another woman.
In fact, men are very greedy. Even though he has always been pure-hearted and has few desires. but still occupies a marriage. At the same time, another woman was changed.
"Why don't you eat it. Didn't you just relish? Xue Zimo looked at Gu Xiyan strangely.
"I've eaten too. Gu Xiyan tried her best to ignore Xue Zimo's eyes that followed Ren Xue. The skin-to-skin blind date on the bed will still break after leaving the bed.
Some people say that love is whether it is a bed of 1.8 meters or 2.2 meters. Both men only half slept. And she and Xue Zimo. It doesn't matter if the bed is 1.8 meters or 2.2 meters. But it's two.
She can't use this to determine whether the two are in love or not. But she always thought that when she could hold hands, she should not be shoulder to shoulder. Don't hold hands when you can hug. When you can love each other, don't say separate......
Too many people underestimate how difficult it is to spend a lifetime together. Overestimating the pain of getting through it together. Therefore, some feelings can withstand the wind and rain, but they can't withstand the blandness. Some feelings can withstand the blandness, but they can't withstand the wind and rain.
Facing the uncertainty of the future. Childish people only run away and hesitate. Mature people will cherish and stick to it. No one knows better than her. Sometimes a momentary loss is an eternity. One turn can be forever.
She doesn't blame love for hurting her. Because at the beginning, it was I who nodded and agreed to the advent of love. Then pour out all the past. The days that shed so many tears. Whether or not you can live old. She was reluctant to throw it away. From now on, she has to learn to stick to ......
Beauty is an obsession. I insist. You feel free. It's just that she's looking forward to it. If only love had a button. Press "on" once. The power is turned on. Press "OFF" once. It's all over.
Ren Xue walked quickly down the empty corridor. One wrong step, one wrong step. But she knew it well. I have no regrets. She just wasn't sure how long she would be able to forget about it. I can't guarantee that I can really forget it. But that's all she can do now. Lock yourself in your own space. Not noisy, not noisy. Quietly with him. No more intersections.
In an endless search. There will be one coincidence after another and chance. There will also be one accident after another and misses. People who meet want a warm ending. But the order in which anyone appears matters. And the one who accompanies you to get drunk. There's no way to send you home.
She had lost. She knows that loss doesn't mean anything. Equally. Get it too.
Lots of accidents. Sometimes pleasantly surprised. It is unprepared, and sometimes helpless. It's hard to talk about, and sometimes it's painful. It's hard to prevent...... A lot of people are not immune to many times.
Even if I was lucky enough to move him to tears. He doesn't want to spend the rest of his life with you. this world. In the end, the bridge returns to the bridge. The way back. Like to like. Reality to reality......
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(Tianjin)