I'm ashamed, I regret it - to Xinmeng's pen and painting three lives

Writing Sansheng Painting Qingyan, a very meaningful name, but all the little freshness was erased by the nicknames given by friends: Life, Sansheng, Sanyan, Stone, Sanjiao......

I've always been used to calling him Sanyan, and this is a reason made up in Chapter 25 of my book, but that reason is made up, and the actual reason is that I am a very persistent person, and I called him Sanyan when I first met, and I didn't want to change it anymore when I shouted it, hehe. Pen ~ fun ~ pavilion www.biquge.info

I can't remember clearly which group Sanyan was in when I first met him, but I remember that everyone called him "Life Trench" at that time. Later, because of the water emperor, I had more contact with Sanyan, only to know that he was a prodigal at the time, and the starting point nickname was "Life is like a dream...... (both numbers start with this), and I often play in the wave bag in the red envelope area at the starting point, I didn't notice it before, as a common red envelope area, I was simply a failure!

After that, after slowly chatting a lot, I realized that Sanyan is actually a person with very delicate feelings. The deepest impression is that once he saw that the author of a book was a single mother, and his sympathy was overflowing, and he would often go to the book to send a bag to help the author canvass for votes, because as a single mother, life is not easy. I consider myself a very kind person as well, and because of Sanyan's kind deeds, my affection for him has doubled since then.

Later, a lot of things happened in my life, and since it was a private matter, it is inconvenient to talk about it here, but I want to explain that in my saddest days, Sanyan helped me a lot. It was under his persuasion that I got out of the trough and once again mixed in the various groups with a sunny attitude.

When I first posted the book, Sanyan promised to wait for me to put one on the shelves. It's a pity that I am ashamed of my trust in him, lazy cancer attack, only more than 1,000 words a day, and the number of words is far from reaching the standard for putting on the shelves.

Yesterday, when I saw Sanyan directly appreciating the alliance, all kinds of emotions suddenly surged in my heart, in addition to being moved, grateful, guilty, and self-blame, there was also distress: Alliance leader, ten monthly passes, not on the shelves yet, ten monthly passes just flew like this, it hurt me to death, 5555......

I am guilty, I am ashamed. After learning the hard way, I have decided to start my retreat from today onwards!

I can also proudly tell you that your spur has worked! I'm going to retreat now, haha!