Gu Xiyan walked out of the door of the printing workshop. Stand on the steps in front of the door. You can still hear the "click" sound of the machine inside. It's like a battlefield. There you have to give your full attention. It is necessary to give birth to dragons and tigers. But as soon as it came out. Even with a quiet and refreshing night breeze. The heart is far less solid than when you are inside.

I simply sat down on the fence of the flower bed. Look at the night sky overhead, which is not very big. There are a few stars shining brightly. Can't name it. About the horoscope. Qin Kai is the one he is most interested in researching......

Not all husbands are different. Not all mothers-in-law are harsh and difficult. Just like not all children drive young women crazy. Not all marriages are all about chicken feathers. Not all emotions will be killed halfway, just like a bloody drama. But it made her meet all.

"The stars are bright today. Xue Zimo looked at Gu Xiyan and kept looking at the sky. I had to get out of the car. Xue Zixu's words before dinner. It made him restless. He needed to determine whether Gu Xiyan knew or just suspected.

Gu Xiyan looked at Xue Zimo who came over. It's still so suave. Even the speed of walking is neither fast nor slow. Take it in stride.

There are times when sensual love each other. There will be times when there will be rational trade-offs. Since enjoying the affectionate style in the besieged city. Then be brave enough to take on the risks and variables that exist.

"Would love to see the stars. I'll take you somewhere. Xue Zimo's eyes. The Gu Xiyan who had been looking at him in a daze. There was hesitation and confusion in his eyes.

"It's eleven o'clock. Gu Xiyan said and stood up.

Love is indeed a consumable. The days of flowing water passed. It's easy to drain your passion. Brushing out romance. Maybe it was because of love. Attracted to each other. Although she doesn't have to marry him. Maybe he didn't have to marry her. But he seems to be in addition to his appearance. There is no way to reciprocate the other party.

And how long the years are. It's a long life. There is time for people to take off the whitewash. See through each other. It won't tear the skin. But it can exhaust all forms.

"It won't take too long to get there. Xue Zimo watched Gu Xiyan pass past him. There was a slight chill on his face. He held out his right hand. Hold the little hand. Really. Some cold.

"I'm tired. Let's go back. Gu Xiyan stopped. There was no reaction from the hand. Didn't break free like the hug before. was held in Xue Zimo's hand like that. Motionless.

"Good. Let's go back. Xue Zimo took Gu Xiyan's hand. Be the first to walk towards the car.

Gu Xiyan followed passively. The problem between them is not when enthusiasm wanes. Passion melts. He is no longer as tender and sweet, and then cold or indifferent as he was when he was in love. If only it were cold violence. It's a normal thing. There is no need to be restless, oversensitive, nervous, and unscrupulous because of these changes.

And Gu Xiyan thinks that between real lovers. Even if the hormones fade. Dopamine decreases. It should still be in this stone forest city. A warm old sweater. Soft and slumped up there. No longer glamorous. and even out of shape. But it still makes you most comfortable, relaxed, and natural.

When that old sweater really went out of shape. She felt so hurt again. Think about why she felt so hurt. A lot of the time it's just a matter of lingering. I can't go back to my previous willingness. I can't return to the previous lapping tolerance. I can't get back to the previous honesty......

Why is marriage called a siege? It is to change two people from free-range to a certain degree of captivity. The walls are high. Build some protection. Some constraints are also erected. We all need to change our habits. Compromise in moderation. Allow for appropriate derogation of self and personality.

No one is perfect. We live with human weakness. Marriages should also be allowed to survive with blemishes.

She always knew that Xue Zimo's words were not very many. She's not the kind of person who likes to be boisterous. When I first got married. She seemed to be enjoying it. Two people do their own thing. Even without saying a word. In fact, they are paying attention to each other's every move.

Like when she sometimes flips through the books on the shelves. Xue Zimo could easily tell where the one she needed was. The first few rows and the first few squares. It's not because of how good Xue Zimo's memory is. It was he who kept her in his heart. She didn't say she particularly liked to read those books. Rather, those books are Xue Zimo's collection......

But she seems to read those books less and less. Hardly flipping. Just wipe it occasionally when cleaning, and it is often covered with a thin layer of dust. Let's be honest. Finish wiping those books. No less time than cleaning the whole room.

The car stopped. Only then did Gu Xiyan realize that she had arrived at the garage. I opened the door and walked down. Facing Xue Zimo's inquiring eyes. "What do you think? It's still so fascinating. ”

"You called me. Gu Xiyan was a little inexplicable. But looking at Xue Zimo's appearance. I should have screamed more than once.

Xue Zimo didn't speak. Pull her to the elevator. Stop.

"Xixi. What are the words. Don't hold it back. ”

Gu Xiyan's footsteps stopped abruptly. Xue Zimo said this more than once. Every time I hear this. She will feel that there is such a person in this world who will not leave her. Right or wrong. Wrong. He could use this sentence to tolerate her. Carry the weight off her shoulders...... But now. Same phrase. She was speechless.

"You're thinking too much. I didn't hold back. Just tired. Gu Xiyan was the first to walk into the elevator. Seeing that Xue Zimo was still standing outside, he didn't move. I had to stop the elevator door that was about to close with my hand.

Xue Zimo suddenly flashed in as if he had a big realization. Standing next to Gu Xiyan. She used to be like the girl next door, and she got colder and colder.

"I've been tired lately. Gu Xiyan stared at the rising number of floors and said. "Life doesn't give you adjustments. I was careless. ”

"You know that. It's been so busy. And I'm used to it. That's not your problem. When Xue Zimo heard "You've been quite tired lately". Ren Xue's face crossed his head again. Right. Maybe it's just a habit. "It's you. All of a sudden, the pressure was high. I'm always worried that you won't be able to stand it. ”

"I find that my greatest strength is that I can tolerate it. Gu Xiyan smiled rarely. Take out the keys. Open the door. "It's just that you're underestimating my tolerance. I'm not the one who needs to cry for everything to get things done. ”

"But I didn't want you to put up with it. Xue Zimo followed Gu Xiyan's footsteps and walked into the house. He continued in an accentuated tone. "Whatever the reason. No matter what. ”

Gu Xiyan changed her shoes. Took a few steps forward. Stopped. This is Xue Zimo's consistent style. Hold high the banner that everything is important to her. Knocking on the side and striking on the side, he probed her mouth. In the past, she would be pinched to death every time.

"Do you think there's something I need to put up with? Gu Xiyan turned his head. Staring at Xue Zimo. I saw others playing Tai Chi and pushing the ball. She was dismissive. And now he has joined the ranks. And it's with Xue Zimo. She should be willing to bow to the wind, flee from the wind, or even obediently raise her hand to surrender.

"Mom, that's the case. Isn't it right......" Xue Zimo didn't expect Gu Xiyan to ask him rhetorically. She used to consciously step back. I was looking for a reason in my heart.

"Have you forgotten? You've already said you're sorry for this. Xue Zimo just said a few words. Gu Xiyan interrupted him. There is no intention of compromise. "And I didn't hold on to it. It's just that you have come up with it again and again. It seems that I am taking care of it. Are you going to talk about this again, or am I already very calculating? ”

"No...... Be. That's not true. Xue Zimo was sweating on his back when Gu Xiyan said it for the first time. "I'm just ......"

"You're just worried that I'm sick. Gu Xiyan took over. She didn't want to see Xue Zimo with embarrassment. She also knew that if she was quick to break it out. Xue Zimo no longer has any pride. That's what she doesn't want to see even more. "I've said it all. You're thinking too much. Are you ready to live like this in the future? ”

"What. Xue Zimo was confused again.

"You're more cautious than ever. I'm worried for a moment that I'm angry. For a moment I was worried that I couldn't stand the pressure. I'm worried that I won't be able to get over that hurdle for a while...... I'm going to take it. You are irreplaceable. Equally. It's up to you to take it. I can't replace it. Isn't it. "Aren't these all Xue Zimo's previous advantages. If she's a fish. Then he is the water, and she is the tree. He is the soil. The warmth and nourishment she once absorbed. Isn't it all from him?

Maybe I "miscalculated" from the beginning. There should not be big expectations for a marriage. Marriage is the grave of love, and it didn't frighten her. But as soon as she entered the city, it was as deep as the sea, but she already knew it.

Self-pity when single. Miserable Ai Ai. It's even so ambitious. Complaining. But after the scar healed, I forgot about the pain. Start chattering. Vain comparison. Can’t get enough. It's hard to fill the craving......

You could have gone to battle with him. It can also stand as a kapok plant near him. Shouldn't you try to manage your life? Ren Xue has already left. And I have it, but I am still entangled in the maze. Forget the original intention. I can't get out.

"Yes. I'm just worried about you. Xue Zimo didn't hide this worry at all. It's not exactly about worrying about things being revealed. It's where he and Gu Xiyan are going to go after the defeat is revealed.

"It may seem to you. I'm just a weakling. Always worries you. I don't want to. Gu Xiyan looked at Xue Zimo. Is that why you didn't tell me.

Xue Zimo's ideal state is to hit it off. Can be like like-minded partners. Doing what they love together. No accommodation, no reluctance. So it's important to do something together;

Right now. Gu Xiyan's every word made Xue Zimo's heart go from worry to apprehension. Some words. To say it or not to say it. It's all hurt; To stay or not to stay. will leave......

He cherished "love. Either don't start. or for a lifetime" belief that I want to live my life into a poem. Sometimes it's simple. Sometimes exquisite, but unexpectedly it became his song. Sometimes it's unreliable. Sometimes out of tune.

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(Tianjin)