Gu Xiyan lowered her head and walked slowly on the path of the campus. Although the entire road is blocked with cement. Occasionally, however, a small tuft of grass would emerge from some crevice. The weather is getting warmer and warmer.

I kept my phone in my hand. But there has been no movement on the phone. She was a little lost. There was also some frustration. I didn't want Xue Zimo to apologize. I also felt that he should at least say something to her before leaving......

Xue Zimo can stay here for three or four days at most. She knew it could be busy. Maybe you'll be so busy that you won't even have time to eat. I don't even sleep well. The phone must be full of people's voices. Those were enough to make him forget that he had ever quarreled with her. Forgot about the "nonsense" she tossed for half to midnight......

Look up at the plane tree. More and faster chapters are here. When she was in college. It seems to be like this. In the spring days. It is covered with leaves. of the roots. The green is deep. Twigs. The green is light. Although the queues are born from each other. One piece is not the same as one piece. Postures are also different.

When there is no wind. Appears plump. Delicate and dignified. When there is a slanting wind. The leaves moved. The vein of the green which had been seen on the back of the leaf was seen. Like countless colored butterflies falling there.

There will be a couple of birds living among the branches. Build a nest together and forage for food together. Raising children together. This used to make her very envious and jealous. Once she told Qin Kai that it would be nice if she could be like those two birds. Qin Kai looked up. Smiled and said that it is still better for us to be like this......

Gu Xiyan lingered under the tree for a while. It's all a memory. She hadn't thought of Qin Kai for a long time. Sure enough, he was squeezed into a corner by time. Even if it is slowly covered with dust. It will also be when she is sad and uncomfortable. The first time to jump out. Caressing her chest. Tell her: You have to be happy.

She is really unkind enough. I only think of him when I am alone. Thinking about going straight outside and getting a taxi. Went straight to Qin Kai......

She tried not to think about him. I didn't dare to think about it at first. It hurts when I think about it. I don't want to think about it later. She felt that she should devote 100% of her energy to Xue Zimo. In that way, he will not be worthy of his friendship with Xue Zimo. And now I don't know how. The feeling of longing is like a flood that has opened the floodgates. It's about to burst. More and faster chapters are here.

She hurried straight to the tombstone. Stroking the name. My heart still hurts. Qin Kai. Must be angry. It's been five years since she last came. It's a cloudy day. The cold wind was swishing in the cemetery. She stood for that long. Didn't say a word. Because she still has resentment in her heart. Now she comes. It feels like there's a lot to say. But I don't know where to start......

Tell him Xue Zimo. How he would feel. It must still be blessed to her. Because that's her own decision. That was the courage and starting point for her to start looking for happiness again. Why found happiness. I would still miss you like that.

How nice it is to be like a mermaid's tail to be free. However, it takes a pair of "normal" legs to gain recognition. Even if every step of that "normal" hurts as much as walking on the tip of a knife. looked at Qin Kai's posthumous photo. You can still stay in the past. And she. But with the passage of time, it was pushed onto another trajectory.

After the seminar. Xue Zimo went to find Gu Xiyan as soon as possible. In my ears was a sentence from the dormitory administrator: "Their room is empty." Locked. ”

I really can't grasp the rules of her life at all. The phone kept repeating "The call you made could not be reached......". He found himself without the restlessness of that night. She just went for a walk. It's just a matter of adjusting your mood. She'll figure it out. She will return to her normal mind and sanity. She must have realized how childish and ridiculous she was. Hiding in a corner and blaming yourself......

These thoughts extended all the way to Xue Zimo to Ling Zhanchi's company. Even if he and Ling Zhanchi talked about the recent situation during the time they were separated from each other. Even if they analyze the possible cooperation between each other. Even if he tries not to be quiet. But after Ling Zhanchi finished talking about his opinion on City B. still threw out a sentence: "Are you going to spend it all the time?" ”

"Consumed. Xue Zimo chewed on these two words. He doesn't like to spend it. No matter how things go. He didn't like the style.

"What can you do if you look down. Ling Zhanchi felt that he had lost his interest in chatting in an instant. He had never seen what Gu Xiyan looked like walking on the road with a pale face. He didn't feel what it was like to have her blood on his hands. He must not have known that Gu Xiyan was lying on the hospital bed. The kind of depression that my lips are about to bite and I can't cry......

If it's yourself. Update as soon as possible At this time, you will definitely not be sitting in a friend's company talking about partnership opportunities and bullshit.

"She is not often away from school. Xue Zimo thought about it for only two days. Gu Xiyan was not there. So what does she usually do?

"You've been looking for her. Ling Zhanchi quickly raised his vigilance. She's not emotionally stable. Don't repeat the same old tricks. "You called. You're sure she's not in school. Or in which classroom? ”

"Is there any place in their school where there is no cell phone reception? Xue Zimo asked rhetorically. "Where did you get her back yesterday? ”

"Outside the complex where I live. And say. Be the first to update if you hadn't called and heard her phone ringing. Find me dead. I can't find it. Ling Zhanchi said. I wondered where she was going. Whether it's watching a movie or shopping. In short, let Xue Zimo know what to do but not do anything. He always felt that she was not doing her job. "It's broad daylight. There won't be anything. And you do. I'm not allowed to relieve her depression. ”

"I just wanted to talk to her when she calmed down. I'm also relieved. Otherwise, she wouldn't have the heart to study. Xue Zimo suddenly stood up. "I have to go back first. I had to discuss something in the evening. ”

"Xue Zimo. When is it? You're not in your head to let her study hard. It's to be a workaholic yourself. Gu Xiyan, she is a person. And it's very fragile. Don't you know. Ling Zhanchi grabbed Xue Zimo. "How far do you want to suffocate her. ”

She was aggrieved. Did she tell you. Xue Zimo's gaze also became stern. Shake off Ling Zhanchi's hand. He wanted to make some achievements in this period. He also wants to take his career to the next level. If you miss this stage. Or that's it for the rest of your life. He didn't understand why Gu Xiyan's eyes could only be fixed on him.

There was no view of the door before marriage. There was no deviance after marriage. His heart was on her alone. He didn't have the slightest idea of wanting Gu Xiyan to be wronged. And Gu Xiyan survived the most difficult time. These can be regarded as grievances.

Even if he and Ling Zhanchi are brothers who have played since childhood. He didn't want to show up his private life.

"Don't think about it. Not someone she felt at ease. How is it possible to say this. She didn't tell me...... "Ling Zhanchi suddenly realized that he was about to cross the line. The more you say it yourself. Maybe the more tangled their contradictions will be.

"I knew I was ignoring her. Xue Zimo was a little helpless. But Gu Xiyan knew it from the beginning. There isn't a lot of time and space that is entirely his own. Now I think about my so-called "pursuit" of Gu Xiyan. Basically, it is carried out within the scope of work. The only exception was that he chased after his parents-in-law. Such a move was rare in his lifetime. So he understands that urgency as love. More and faster chapters are here. And Gu Xiyan did open his heart to him at this point.

"You know. You know. You know a lot. But women care more about yes, what you do. Ling Zhanchi looked at Xue Zimo a little anxiously. The IQ is not low. Emotional intelligence is worrisome. From that point of view. Man. There are a few more relationships before marriage. Learn more about several types of women. At the very least, some low-level mistakes can be avoided.

"Don't complain. Looking more anxious than I am. I want to talk to her. Don't you have to meet people first? Xue Zimo felt that he was only aggrieved sometimes. Twice and twice made him around. I don't know when it started. Don't talk about having a good time. Can't you be calm?

"Ask Jiang Xinran to go. "This time. She is the only one who can provide valuable information.

"Give me the car keys. Xue Zimo walked out of Jiang Xinran. Said to Ling Zhanchi.

"Where are you going. Ling Zhanchi asked as he digged.

"Is there a martyr's cemetery in the eastern suburbs? Xue Zimo took the set of keys.

"Hmm. Ling Zhanchi responded. "Where is Gu Xiyan? "She's getting weirder and weirder.

"Is there navigation in the car. Xue Zimo asked as he walked out.

"I'm not as good at navigating anything. Ling Zhanchi said, pulling up the back of the chair and his coat and following out.

The two men watched Gu Xiyan squatting in front of a tombstone. Stopping by in unison. I couldn't hear Gu Xiyan's voice. But she must have been talking about something. Hands caressing the words on the tombstone. Over and over again.

Xue Zimo turned his face sideways. Bowed his head. After Gu Xiyan talked about her experience. And he no longer touched the city of her heart. He believed he had enough energy to make her forget. And she seemed to have really forgotten the pain......

"Who's that. Ling Zhanchi's gaze was still on the back in the distance.

In this world, there are missed friends, and there are reunions after a long absence. There are parting ways, and there are also broken mirrors and reunions. But Qin Kai. It is an opponent and a shadow that you can never see. Always follow him. From time to time, he would provocatively burst out and compete with him. Although she didn't say it. Although he left her a vacant lot. But at this time, it challenged Xue Zimo's ability to bear.

"The guy she was supposed to marry. ”

He remembered. When newlywed. Gu Xiyan panicked when she found out that the pendant was missing. Search every corner of the house. Asked all the way from the room to the wedding restaurant. And he just feints to sleep. Watch her rummage and find ......

At the time, he thought it was gone. Heaven is helping him. Gu Xiyan will definitely slowly forget about Qin Kai. Someday. She's going to be completely just for him. There will be no comparisons, consciously or unconsciously. will clearly distinguish that he is Xue Zimo......

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(Tianjin)