Chapter 183
Thinking like this, Gu Xiyan began to retreat, but the moment he turned around, he was fished back by Ling Zhanchi
"You let go of me, Ling Zhanchi, let go of me" Gu Xiyan slapped Ling Zhanchi's arm, using his hands and feet together, struggling to the fullest, why did he treat her like this
"Gu Xiyan, you provoked me, if you bounce again, believe it or not" Ling Zhanchi felt that anything was superfluous, so he simply hugged Gu Xiyan by his waist, opened the car door, and threw her in
"Mess with you, what about Ling Zhanchi, what are you going to do" Gu Xiyan watched Ling Zhanchi come around from the front of the car, he kissed her, she didn't care, how could he be so aggressive
When Ling Zhanchi sat in, he saw that Gu Xiyan was unwillingly pressing the switch, trying to escape from the door, Ling Zhanchi pulled Gu Xiyan over, pressed it on his lap, and slapped Gu Xiyan's ass a few times, "You don't believe that I will beat people, right?"
Gu Xiyan felt that Ling Zhanchi was really crazy, how could she beat her, she was still spanking, she was not a child
Ling Zhanchi felt that Gu Xiyan suddenly stopped moving, and hurriedly pulled her up, Gu Xiyan sat back in her seat steadily, motionless as if petrified, and a question kept circling in her head: When did it start to become so chaotic between her and Ling Zhanchi
Gu Xiyan subconsciously shook her head, Ling Zhanchi seemed to be becoming more and more unscrupulous, which made her feel an inexplicable fear, and glanced at him again from the corner of her eye, she shouldn't have been so close to this person, this distance seemed to be beyond the scope of their friendship, and he was too bohemian and behaved abnormally, she was really a little frightened
"It hurts" It was a bit heavy to start by himself just now, and he realized that he was getting more and more in a hurry, especially after Gu Xiyan got rid of the shackles of that marriage, he always couldn't hold back the thought, she belonged to herself, as if she had never belonged to someone else.
Regardless of whether Gu Xiyan has such a mind now, he has a way to make her think about it in this way. He and Gu Xiyan, no matter what others seemed, what he said and did couldn't be more natural, there was nothing awkward, just like he kissed her and spanked her just now, as if he had done it a thousand times.
Although Gu Xiyan heard that Ling Zhanchi was really worried about hurting her, she still couldn't help but have goosebumps on her body, "Don't make trouble, Ling Zhanchi, I know you're teasing me, okay, I'll admit defeat."
"What is the matter to admit defeat" Ling Zhanchi didn't know that Gu Xiyan's nerves were on that string at this time.
"I know, I shouldn't be nosy, my purpose is very simple, just to not let Aunt Ling worry, in fact, whether to find a girlfriend or not, whether you go on a blind date or not, it's still up to you to decide" Gu Xiyan admitted that she couldn't play with Ling Zhanchi, she would never let go like him and go out open-mindedly
"I know it's wrong" Ling Zhanchi raised his eyebrows, this was not the answer he wanted, Gu Xiyan's summary was obviously off topic, it was not her problem, it was a problem that she didn't guide in place, but it was good to be able to admit "wrong", at least she now knew that she couldn't find him a girlfriend casually and indiscriminately.
"Well, I know it's wrong. Gu Xiyan couldn't be more perfunctory than quickly, she deeply realized that admitting her mistakes and being soft could help her get through the dilemma in front of her.
"What's wrong" Ling Zhanchi looked "dazed", and asked with a puzzled look.
Gu Xiyan finally understood what Jiang Xinran said, "Do you think he is so foolish", frowned and looked at Ling Zhanchi, why is he always so hateful, and does not give others a step
This attitude doesn't seem like a genuine admission of mistakes. Ling Zhanchi seriously admired Gu Xiyan's face that was all wrinkled, she was right, it was fun to tease her.
"I shouldn't have gone all out and interfered in your private life. Gu Xiyan felt that compared with the endless trickery, it was better to take a step back and stop relatively quietly.
"What's more" Ling Zhanchi laughed in her heart, she really had a "good attitude".
"You should not try to trick others under the guise of helping others. Gu Xiyan felt that the word "attempt" was used very well, indicating that she was just thinking about it and had not yet started to implement it.
"So you still have this idea, tsk" Ling Zhanchi had an expression that he really couldn't see, "That's all"
"What else" Gu Xiyan was stunned by Ling Zhanchi's question, "Although my purpose is not very pure, it is all for your good."
"There is another very important one, and I will give you another opportunity to reflect on it. Ling Zhanchi felt his face faintly warm up again, looking at the appearance of this "culprit" who couldn't think of it, he pointed to his face and asked, "How much strength did you use just now?"
"That's what you asked for" Gu Xiyan realized that Ling Zhanchi was talking about that slap, "Who let you?"
"Who asked me to kiss you" Ling Zhanchi took the next step, he wanted to tear the tip of the iceberg apart, "You really think that even this is teasing you"
"No, no, no" Gu Xiyan watched Ling Zhanchi lean sideways towards her, although his tongue was a little knotted, his eyes began to become vigilant.
"Fate is really strange, don't you believe it, some people exist specifically for another person" Ling Zhanchi's right hand stopped on the back of Gu Xiyan's chair, a strand of her hair rubbed gently on his hand, and she was actually a little flurging, "Some people fall in love at first sight, and some want to go around in circles"
"Don't scare people" Gu Xiyan interrupted Ling Zhanchi's emotion without thinking, and converted the almost blurted out "I" into "person", and the special reference to the general finger could make her stop guessing, Ling Zhanchi's tone almost made him think it was true, "Fate is a strange thing, but is it strange for you to pretend to be a re-enactment, I'm really angry."
"You really didn't think about it in the future, you have to be such a person all the time," Ling Zhanchi also became rare and serious.
"Do you have to be two people to live" Gu Xiyan asked with Ling Zhanchi's gaze, "I know that Aunt Ling is worried about me, Jiang Xinran is worried about me, and you are also worried Thank you very much, fortunately you are still here." ”
"Since you know that we are all worried, if you don't tell what is in your heart, maybe you will come out faster" Ling Zhanchi cautiously touched Gu Xiyan's boundary again.
"Do you know Ling Zhanchi, I've been telling myself all this time, don't have any illusions in the future, what happiness, what kind of love, what kind of white-headed old age Those things are not something I can have, I can't control life, I can't control happiness, the lesson is deep enough, no matter how delusional it is, just think about it, if I just thought about it at the beginning, I wouldn't have made myself like this" Gu Xiyan's eyes were a little sad, looking at Ling Zhanchi as if he was also a little sad," In the past, I thought that I couldn't live without Qin Kai, but the result was that I was still alive, and now the only change is to let myself break these wishful thoughts in the future. ”
"Gu Xiyan, life is not as pessimistic as you say many times, it is like a person, it will bully the soft and fear the hard, there is a causal cycle in this world, and what is lost will always be returned in another way. Ling Zhanchi was infected by the loneliness and disappointment in Gu Xiyan's eyes, and he used to agree with the saying that "starting a new relationship can pull a person out of a broken heart", but now looking at her, he only has unspeakable distress.
"Another way, let me learn something, or let me make five cars," Gu Xiyan smiled helplessly, "I still dare to expect that it will give me back, if it doesn't put a cold arrow behind my back, I will already be satisfied." ”
"Don't talk nonsense, it will get better and better in the future. Of course Ling Zhanchi didn't like to look at Gu Xiyan like this in front of him, if he could pull her out of the mudflat, he would quickly cut through the mess, but Xue Zimo left her not only emotional trauma, but also doubt, fear and fear of the future, "There is nothing to be afraid of, not afraid, I am here." ”
"Ling Zhanchi, although you are sometimes unlikable, I have to admit that you are really a good person. You have been with me, sometimes I think, if I didn't have you during this time, what would I be like, maybe I would cry and cry like other women, complain about others, and maybe do something hurtful to thank you for not making me that kind of woman" Gu Xiyan looked at Ling Zhanchi sincerely, her eyes were as pure as water, which made people embarrassed to look at it.
"I didn't plan to be a good person since I was a child," Ling Zhanchi naturally didn't want Gu Xiyan to include himself in the ranks of "good people", and Gu Xiyan's unadulterated eyes made him a little resentful of Xue Zimo, "Being a good person means that you have to be patient, pay, and make sacrifices when necessary, and you can't complain, you can't ask for anything in return, and you have been living depressed for 4 years, are you willing to do it now, you don't have to do that." ”
"What do you want to convince me" Gu Xiyan had to re-examine Ling Zhanchi with a careful look, "Be your girlfriend, are you hungry for too long or do you want to try what it's like to be in a relationship with a divorced woman?"
"I know you're divorced, but you don't have to stress it all the time in front of me, and who I associate with and who I like is never based on that. Ling Zhanchi would be inexplicably irritable every time he saw Gu Xiyan appear as a "divorced woman", he could understand her current attitude of avoiding feelings, but he couldn't allow her to live with such a burden all the time.
"Okay, I'm wrong, you won't take this as a standard, no colored glasses, eclectic, very chic emotional outlook. Then do I have to re-evaluate the motives you helped me before" Gu Xiyan couldn't allow Ling Zhanchi to get closer from any aspect, since he said it, whether it was a joke or a serious matter, she had to say it clearly, so as not to cause trouble.
"Regardless of the motive, there is only one purpose anyway. Ling Zhanchi is concise and to the point, whether she can accept it or not, it is very necessary for her to know her mind, preconceived, even if she figures it out one day, even if she meets someone again, she will never wait passively.
"You won't. Gu Xiyan secretly bet with himself, the biggest possibility is that Ling Zhanchi is on a whim, at most he sympathizes with himself, and when he wakes up one day, everything will naturally return to the original.
"So sure" Ling Zhanchi patted the steering wheel, this girl was really confused, and wanted to tell her that this matter was more difficult than she imagined, "Why wouldn't I?"
"Because you're not a good deal from start to finish. Gu Xiyan lowered her head and clasped her fingernails, secretly praying that Ling Zhanchi was playing tricks on her, and his life might have been too dull recently
...
(Tianjin)