The first chapter was blocked, and I haven't been able to read it, so I'll try to post it again now.

Xu Ruo's tender face was obviously blank, and his black and white eyes were innocent of the world.

She looked up at her brother next door, who was much taller than her, and she couldn't see that the eyes, though clear, were dirty, with a ten-year-old girl who couldn't afford or could not bear the valley hope.

The coaxing words were in the ear: "Good, put your clothes* yourself, these candies are your ......"

Joy jumped on the girl's face, and she smiled and showed a neat row of young teeth, and her inky eyes were also dotted with stars. She heard herself say, "Really?", and then after receiving an affirmative answer, she did not hesitate to use a pair of small hands* to lower her pants and clothes, until the whole person chi** faced the brother next door in front of her.

It was a pair of teenagers, with distinct knuckles, with an inneigible heat, Fumo looked at Xu Ruo's small body, and then eagerly went down, to the beginning of the ungrown *, smooth, delicate......

Slowly, slowly, the girl lay on the cold, dusty ground, her clean body stained with dust. is also attached to the tall brother next door to her.

The unspeakable pain seemed to be split. She struggled, was suppressed, cried, silenced. Tears flowed from his eyes, and there was an endless stream of them. But she still didn't understand, she just hurt......

When everything stops, the messy, the tidy, the dirty, the cleaned, the aggrieved, the coaxed. A few pieces of candy in your hand and a handful of sugar in your pocket. He smiled again, and there was still the future and the water in his eyes, which looked so clean and clear......

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Since Xu Ruo became sensible, he hated the shameless Wang Jie* woman for herself, and she complained that her mother didn't tell her that girls can't let men Peng casually. But she couldn't say anything about it, so she felt sorry for herself, she felt that she was only a teenager, and she had already lost her future. She felt so different from her classmates who had just taken a male and female physiology class. She listened to some of the prickly heads in the class talking loudly, and the girls in the class blushed and used a black pen to dress the body of C* Yiguo in the book, and smeared it...... She looked at it, distracted, her eyes were red, she couldn't make a sound at all, and she tried to make the same look as other girls, which was shy and curious, with an embarrassed look.

Xu Ruo began to be silent, from a lively, cheerful and lively girl, to dull and silent, and then to rebellious and stubborn. 's originally good academic performance fell again and again, and she became a hopeless girl in the eyes of the teacher.

Adolescence always makes boys and girls restless, and if this kind of maverick girl in the class, and her good looks, she has a certain reputation on campus. Of course, it attracted the pursuit of boys, and that subtle and ignorant feelings were magnified several times.

But no one knows the inferiority complex and self-degradation in the heart of Xu Ruo, who seems to be a wild self, and she never accepts diligence and pursuit. She seems to be proud to reject the boys one by one, but secretly hides a person in her heart.

When the person laughed, the dimples on his cheeks were deeply revealed, and he was simple and cute, and his eyes were full of energy, and the double eyelids were obvious. She has a good relationship with him, at the front and back tables, she can laugh and scold, she can fight each other coldly, she is a very iron brother, but she can't go further.

When Xu Ruo decided to secretly like that person, he didn't expect him to say to himself: "I like you!"

What kind of mood was that, I didn't even sit down on the stool in a panic, so I sat on the ground like this. The rest of the story is cliché. Xu Ruo rejected the boy he secretly liked because of his low self-esteem, but he deliberately annoyed the boy with jealousy after the boy's empathy, regardless of the entanglement of his face...... Xu Ruo has assumed more than once that when the boy said that he liked her, she also had the courage to respond, is it different now? But she didn't think that young feelings could not be taken seriously.

Time passed quickly, Xu Ruo went to the worst vocational high school in the county, and the boy had already gone to study in another city, and the two no longer intersected. A few years have passed, and at this time, Xu Ruo has already dropped out of school, wandering in a strange city, and living on a meager salary.

But a young and beautiful girl working alone outside the home, how can there be no people with ulterior motives to stare at it. On a rainy night, after Xu Ruo got off work, he crossed the road with an umbrella, walked into the alley, and took out the key to open the door in front of his rented house. The sound of raindrops obscured the sneaky footsteps behind him. Until a pair of hands covered her mouth, the scream was too late to be issued, the umbrella fell to the ground, splashing rain, Xu Ruo felt the cold rain hitting his body, as if hitting his heart, the cold was biting......

It happened in Xu Ruo's rented room, the man saw the small bed at a glance in the small rented room, pressed Xu Ruo and struggled continuously, and after lying Xu Ruo*'s whole person on the bed, he took out a small towel and plugged Xu Ruo's mouth, so that Xu Ruo couldn't make a loud sound, and the man carried a rope with him and tied Xu Ruo's hand, making Xu Ruo look like a lamb to be slaughtered.

After Xu Ruo felt that the suppression behind him was gone, he wanted to get up in panic, but he forgot that his hands were tied behind his back, and the whole person fell down for a while, before he turned over, leaned against the wall, and kept retreating, retreating to the head of the bed, and there was nowhere to retreat.

Tears flowed uncontrollably, Xu Ruo looked at the man who hurriedly undressed, his mouth made a whining sound, and he was still trying to impress the man, wanting him to let him go.

The man looked at Xu Ruo's tearful appearance excitedly, and soon approached Xu Ruo with his whole body and stepped onto the bed.

Under Xu Ruo's insignificant struggle, what should have happened still happened: "Cut, it's not out *." Xu Ruo heard it in a trance, and the memories seemed to be intertwined, when he was young, and now he ......

Why should I be treated like this, what have I done wrong, what have I done wrong, why? Why? Why! The man on his body seemed to feel that Xu Ruo had accepted his fate, and after not daring to make a sound, he untied the rope and removed the towel from Xu Ruo's mouth. Get up even harder, a pair of hands are eagerly on Xu Ruo's body, and his head is buried in front of Xu Ruo......

.. Extremely......

Suddenly Xu Ruo screamed, hysterical, the man was frightened for a moment, and then hurriedly covered Xu Ruo's mouth. Cursing and scolding in his mouth, torturing Xu Ruo even more presumptuously, the man seemed to find a different kind of pleasure, he covered Xu Ruo's mouth and nose from time to time, and waited until Xu Ruo's body was tensed due to lack of oxygen, and then released a gap for Xu Ruo to breathe oxygen......

Xu Ruo felt that she was about to float up, her consciousness was gradually about to leave her, her dark eyes seemed to be covered with a veil, her eyes became heavy, her breathing was weak, and slowly she closed her eyes, looking like a sleeping beauty asleep, but her body gradually lost heat......

No matter how afraid the man was of killing a human life after he reacted, he was afraid of legal sanctions. Anyway, Xu Ruo's short 20-year life ended like this, which is sad and lamentable......