CHAPTER XXVII
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On the evening of October, with a hint of coolness in the air, Gu Xiyan was ordered to send Xue Zimo back to the hotel. The push of his parents undoubtedly fueled Xue Zimo's momentum, just by looking at his unscrupulous eyes.
"It's still a little cold outside, or you go back first, I'll take a taxi. Xue Zimo stood on the side of the road, with his hands in his pockets, for pure southerners, October is like this, it is cooler.
"Go back now, my mother should say that I don't have hospitality," Gu Xiyan looked back, and it was only 2 or 300 meters away, "Besides, this night, what if I lose it?" Gu Xiyan's tone was a little teasing.
"Haha, think about it, I ran here from City A alone, is it a little scared? What if I really lose it?" Xue Zimo smiled, does this girl have to find so many reasons to care about people?
"So, I'm ......" Gu Xiyan felt an invisible pressure, maybe she would be overwhelmed.
"Don't be stressed, what you have is time. Believe me, okay?" Xue Zimo looked at Gu Xiyan who was frowning slightly, and couldn't bear it, how could she have so many scruples?
"I said, I don't have confidence in myself......" Gu Xiyan couldn't help but retreat when she saw Xue Zimo's face that was suddenly enlarged in front of her.
Xue Zimo pulled Gu Xiyan closer with one hand, and took her in his arms with the other. Gu Xiyan's head pressed against Xue Zimo's chin, which happened to be Qin Kai's height...... Gu Xiyan nostalgically stopped the idea of struggling, and honestly leaned on Xue Zimo's chest.
Xue Zimo gently stroked Gu Xiyan's hair, lowered his head and whispered in Gu Xiyan's ear, "Don't be afraid, you just need to go forward a little, a little bit." ”
Gu Xiyan sighed, stretched out his hands behind Xue Zimo's back, and wrapped his arms around Xue Zimo's waist.
"Auntie, aunt ......"
Gu Xiyan turned around, and Qin Yue, who was pulling a stone, came behind him.
"Mom, I'll just say it's my aunt. The stone shouted happily at Qin Yue.
"Don't scream, stone. Qin Yue looked at Gu Xiyan and the man in front of him, and hurriedly stopped him.
"Sister Yue......" Gu Xiyan suddenly became cramped.
"Xiao Yan, has Uncle Gu been discharged from the hospital? Qin Yue had an indescribable feeling in his heart, watching Gu Xiyan, who was originally a member of the family, go away for love, and now this ...... What is the situation? It seems to disturb this couple!
"The doctor said it's good to recuperate at home, thank you really this time, Sister Yue. When Gu Xiyan heard the words Qin's father and Qin's mother, her heart was even more flustered, and she even spoke with a little trill, feeling as if she had done something out of the ordinary and was caught by Qin Yue.
"We're welcome. So you ...... Somewhat. Qin Yue said and prepared to pull the stone and leave.
"Oh, Sister Yue, this is ......" Gu Xiyan's words were stuffed, she wanted to introduce Xue Zimo naturally, but she didn't know what was going on, she couldn't say it clearly.
"I'm Xue Zimo, hello. Xue Zimo looked at the messy Gu Xiyan, and hurriedly introduced himself, and between the words, he guessed that there was something wrong here.
"Oh, hello. Qin Yue had to stop again, she knew Gu Xiyan's mood at this time, so she wanted to leave quickly.
"This uncle is as handsome as his uncle!" The three people who were speechless for a while were rescued by the stone.
"Stone, goodbye to aunt and uncle, we have to hurry home. Qin Yue said goodbye again.
Qin Yue's "aunt" pulled Gu Xiyan into an irrepressible feeling of loss, Auntie? Can it still be an aunt? Looking up and meeting Xue Zimo, you came all the way here to see me, do you want to know what kind of past it is? Can you accept that past? Can I really take that step?
The strange thing is that there was no suspicion and confusion in Xue Zimo's eyes, he was still calm and stable, he didn't ask anything, and just looked at Gu Xiyan with a little pity.
Gu Xiyan was suddenly afraid that she would let down these eyes, her eyelids couldn't help lowering, and she stood timidly and uneasy in front of Xue Zimo.
"Is the hotel far away?" Xue Zimo opened his mouth, but it wasn't just now.
"Not too far. Gu Xiyan hurriedly sorted out her thoughts.
"Then let's go for a while?" Xue Zimo asked Gu Xiyan what he meant.
"Hmm. ”
Xue Zimo took Gu Xiyan's hand, and the two walked forward quietly, this road has always been engraved in Xue Zimo's head, he doesn't have Gu Xiyan's unforgettable childhood sweetheart, he can't understand the pain of grief after loss, but he saw Gu Xiyan so immersed in it, even if he told him now, he still smiled and sometimes locked his eyebrows, he understood that it was a feeling that could never be replaced......
"In this way, are you still so sure?" Gu Xiyan stopped, but did not have the courage to look at Xue Zimo.
Xue Zimo felt that that part of the road was a bit cruel, and he watched Gu Xiyan uncover the scars and show him the blood. He didn't ask, not because he wasn't curious, but if Gu Xiyan didn't say it, then it would be better not to say it. But Gu Xiyan said, like telling a story, he finished it in one breath without stopping, if this was Gu Xiyan's first step, then what reason did he have not to take over the future?
"Because it's Qin Kai's sister, you're uneasy?" Xue Zimo's distress expanded little by little.
"Since I was a child, I didn't have any other ideas, we have always been like a family......" Gu Xiyan's established identity as the daughter-in-law of the Qin family is well known here.
"You're not betraying anyone now, you're just expanding the radius of your life. Anything can happen in an unknown life," Xue Zimo looked at the tangled Gu Xiyan, it turned out that her heart was knotted here, "And they love you, even if Qin Kai is gone, they all want you to be happy, including Qin Kai, don't they?"
"I know, but I always think that Qin Kai is not gone, and I always want to go back to the past. Gu Xiyan choked up like a child coveting his beloved toy.
"One of the reasons for nostalgia is that you are not as happy as before, do you want to live like this in the future? Xue Zimo took out a tissue and wiped Gu Xiyan's tears, "But the truth is that after crying, you are still sad, and the people who care about you are even more uncomfortable." ”
"I don't want to do that either, but I feel like I can't get out," Gu Xiyan said with a sneer, "and it keeps going round and ......round."
"There are many ways to solve a problem, and if one doesn't work, you can try another. But in the end, you have to be courageous. For example, you can try to let me live in first. Xue Zimo said, pointing at Gu Xiyan's chest.
"......" Gu Xiyan simply sobbed.
"I'm a tenant, and if the landlord doesn't feel right for me, he can just kick me out at any time. Xue Zimo looked at the tearful man in front of him, alas, how can he cry more and more loudly?
"The house is too small. ”
"It's warm in winter. Besides, the things in the room should be sorted out regularly, and I believe that there is a suitable location, so that the place will be bigger. Xue Zimo punned expectantly.
"Will it?" for two years, the wound refused to heal for a long time, and I allowed it to spread wantonly, sinking in it, boundless and boundless......
"Of course. Xue Zimo said with certainty that Gu Xiyan was like a child asking for help at this time.
"Why?" Gu Xiyan asked in a daze.
"What, why?" Xue Zimo was confused.
"Why do you treat me like this?" Before that, Gu Xiyan didn't believe that there would be someone in the world who loved him more than Qin Kai.
"I just feel good about you, and sometimes you have to believe that you are worthy of such love from another person. Xue Zimo smiled, he just liked this feeling.
"Then don't you have anything to confess?" Gu Xiyan felt that Xue Zimo's history must be much more complicated than his own.
"Do you want to hear the history of blind date?" Most of Xue Zimo's so-called girlfriends are related to each other.
"It seems like a lot. "Does Gu Xiyan think that women are like this, and they will not give up without digging into the roots?
"If you want to know about the things that are not figs and fruits, go back and ask my mother to make a list, to ensure that it is detailed and clear at a glance. Xue Zimo's short "love history" really didn't make him nostalgic, and few girls could endure this kind of work nature plus a workaholic, he was the one who was notified to break up, and his mother finally buckled him with a hat with a bad attitude.
"No flowers and no fruits?" Gu Xiyan silently recited these words, who knows if she and Xue Zimo will blossom and bear fruit?
"I don't want you to be just a fruit. Xue Zimo said seriously.
"What's that?" Gu Xiyan was surprised, don't people like to harvest?
"Gu Xi, I hope you are a seed here for me, break open the shell, find a bright seed, bury it in the soil, wait for it to grow, then blossom and bear fruit, then plant it again, and then germinate, so that it keeps spreading, spreading ......" Xue Zimo sketched the future not far away, and his heart was filled with happiness.
"My name is not Gu Xi, my name is Gu Xiyan. Gu Xiyan looked at Xue Zimo, who was intoxicated, and was a little moved.
"Let's go, Xixi, I'll send you back. Xue Zimo beckoned a car.
"Who made you call that that?" Gu Xiyan was stuffed into the car by Xue Zimo.
"That's what my uncles and aunts call me. Xue Zimo closed the car door.
"I'll just go back on my own. Gu Xiyan was about to push Xue Zimo out of the car.
"No!" Xue Zimo grabbed Gu Xiyan's hand and pressed her head on his shoulder, "Be obedient, obedient." ”