Chapter 202: The Girl Who Listens to the Song (5)

Han Enjing actually lay down again, and hummed in pain, I don't know if this girl really reacted and couldn't stand the pain or pretended to be in pain to hide her embarrassment.

"Aren't you hungry?" Jin Zhongming handed over a piece of chocolate that had been torn open.

"I'm full, I'm not hungry!" Han Enjing turned his face and replied, it seems that the stiff neck itself is really better, at least the neck can be turned.

"Would you like to drink some water?" Jin Zhongming unscrewed a bottle of mineral water and handed it over.

"I'm full, I'm not thirsty!" Han Enjing replied again crisply.

"I know, you must have secretly gotten up to eat and drink during the day when people are away, otherwise you will definitely not be able to hold on all day. As he spoke, Jin Zhongming put the water bottle back. "I should have thought of it. ”

"Do you want to take care of it?" Han Enjing replied angrily, and at the same time she struggled to sit up again, and it could be seen that although she was barely able to recover her movements, her shoulders and neck should still be very painful.

"Now that I'm out of the dormitory, it's not the same as at home. Jin Zhongming's tone was calm and natural, but the content of what he said was like an elder teaching a junior. "At home, your parents help you take care of everything, and now you naturally need to rely on your teammates here, but you just have to fall into your head, and what is there to honestly talk to the group of people outside? Are you afraid of jokes? You will find yourself living with these people twenty-four hours a day, and it is good to have a good relationship with them. ”

"It's like I'm having trouble with them, I just don't want them to worry, it's for their good!" Han Enjing explained with an embarrassed face.

"But there is also an element of fear of losing face, isn't it?" Jin Zhongming did not save face for the other party at all.

"You save me some face. Han Enjing suddenly weakened, and then covered her face and lay on her side on the bed. But she had obviously forgotten about her neck again. As soon as she got into bed, she was forced to sit up again with her neck covered. Because it will make her shoulders and neck feel better.

"Don't worry. Jin Zhongming replied with a smile. "Just now, when you jumped up and yelled at me, everyone at the door ran away. ”

"Oh!" Eun Jing breathed a sigh of relief, but it was only a few seconds before she lowered her head again, because she only remembered that the two of them were alone for the first time since that incident, and it was still in their bedroom, so what was the point of her previous decision?

Jin Zhongming sat in front of the computer desk and was also silent for a while, and a slightly strange atmosphere immediately spread in the room, and he felt it keenly at the moment. With the assistance of a bunch of roommates on the other side, he has successfully obtained the best chance to overturn the ridiculous agreement before.

After a long time, Jin Zhongming spoke: "Be quiet." ”

"What?" Han Enjing was obviously relieved because the other party took the initiative to break the silence, but she immediately became weak again, so weak that her voice trembled. "Why, why do you call me that?"

"Can't you?" asked Jin Zhongming, turning his head to stare at the other party.

Han Enjing swallowed his saliva, and then replied weakly, "It's not that you can't do it."

"That's it!" Jin Zhongming interrupted the other party domineeringly.

"What the hell do you want to do?" asked Han Enjing with her head down.

"Ask you something. Jin Zhongming didn't pay attention to the other party, but came at his own pace, he reached out and unplugged the headphones on the computer to change it to public play, and then reopened the music player. "Aside from your old problem of stiff neck because of the wind cold, I heard many people say that you listened to my song yesterday and listened to it for most of the night, how do I think you suffered from the wind cold because of this?"

"I didn't listen!" Han Enjing lowered her head and resisted uselessly. It seems that the family has forgotten the sound in the headphones just now.

So Jin Zhongming clicked the space bar without hesitation, and the song "First Love" played on the computer immediately spread throughout the room. Then the two sat on the bed with their heads down, and the other sat in front of the computer with their heads up, and the song was looped several times.

"This has nothing to do with what we said before, and it doesn't contradict it. Han Enjing leaned her back against the wall, lowered her head and grabbed the sheets with both hands, and her voice was as low as a mosquito. "Didn't I say that before? I just asked you not to come to me because I felt like I was going to fall into it, and what I was worried about was that untimely feelings would affect me."

"But you're still trapped, aren't you?" asked Kim Jongming softly.

"That's right, but it's not ......"

"And haven't we broken the agreement now?" Kim Jong-ming didn't give the other party a chance to convince her. "I'm right in front of you right now. ”

Han Enjing let go of the sheet as if deflated, and this time he didn't open his mouth to refute it again.

"I'm coming to you now!"

Brother Enjing was silent.

"I've fouled, I've broken the contract, what are you going to do?"

Eun Jing raised her head and looked at Jin Zhongming with wide eyes, she couldn't imagine that the other party was so unreasonable and so ...... Overbearing.

"Do you think this kind of thing that violates the agreement and the common will of both parties can have any binding effect?" Jin Zhongming turned his head and looked at the other party face to face. "You're trapped, why shouldn't I?"

Han Enjing's persistence and hardness were wiped clean by this sentence that was almost like a confession.

"Quietly. Jin Zhongming sorted out his mood and decided to show his thoughts to the other party frankly.

"You know what? I probably forgot about you the moment I was in college. It was probably from that time that you were no longer a living person, but an abstract figure with a lot of definite words, and I could occasionally recall your appearance, but it must have been the result of my personal retouching in my mind, in other words, even your appearance was privately reshaped and made up by me during that time. ”

Han Enjing had a rare laugh today, but the voice was a bit like a disguise, you must know that she herself treats Jin Zhongming like this? After she came to Mnet, debut, ideals, stars, all kinds of concepts filled almost all her life, at that time, even if she could see each other on the movie screen and TV set, but the memory and impression of Jin Zhongming was also modified and deduced by herself, and it was an abstract concept idealized by herself.

"Then we saw each other again. Jin Zhongming unscrewed the mineral water and poured two sips, and his tone was calm, as if he was talking about something that had nothing to do with him. "At that time, we refreshed each other's impressions, but they were just friends with a good past. In fact, I still don't have a strong impression of you after you got drunk on chocolate. ”

"But I already felt it at that time. Han Enjing hugged the quilt and said, this will make her feel safe. "It's a very strong feeling, and I'm afraid I wouldn't have been so honest without that drunken experience. ”

"Now of course I feel it!" Kim continued. "The last time I had an inexplicable feeling for you was when you went to my house that day, when you made me a cold sausage that I could only eat with water. ”

"Turn off the music, I beg you. Eun Jing hugged the quilt in her arms.

"I won't say much about what happened after that. Kim continued to preach and turned off the music as the other party asked. "Because since then, you and I have both taken each other to heart, and everything between the two of us has been clear. ”

"And what else do you want to say?"

"Of course, I want to talk about it now!" replied calmly. "I think we should be honest, yes, no, no, no, don't do it, don't do it like in the TV series, make yourself regret it after many years, that would be too much of a failure!"

"Then I'll say it first!" Han Enjing let go of the quilt, she had never been a person who lacked courage. "I like you, but I still don't think I can fall into it like this, I'm actually glad you came here today, but my attitude hasn't changed much!"

"You're making a fool of yourself. Jin Zhongming retorted in a low voice.

"That's because I'm scared!" At this point, Eun Jing has put aside her shyness and other uneasy emotions, and she is willing to tell the other party what she really thinks, or catharsis. "If I have a boyfriend before I debut, how do I deal with the rest of the team, how do I hide it from my fans, and how do I talk to the president."

"None of this is a problem. Jin Zhongming stopped the other party's cathartic question. "The question is what do you think?"

"How do I think about this, I need to refer to these factors!" replied Han Enjing angrily. "Don't you have to think about the feelings of the people around you and other things when making decisions?"

Jin Zhongming was speechless: "I just feel unwilling." ”

"I'm not reconciled!" Han Enjing lay down angrily. "But what can we do? We're not kids anymore, and we can run over and hand over love letters if we want to have a relationship. Now we all have our own lives, our own jobs, our own friends and colleagues, not to mention the characteristics of our profession!"

"But no matter what, we shouldn't be reckless in cutting off the connection with a knife!"

"You're right. Han Enjing pressed his backhand on his forehead and said. "It's against the will. But I still can't just fall into it, because it's going to ruin my ideals, almost certainly. ”

Jin Zhongming was extremely helpless, the conversation between the two seemed to be that they were tough and the other party was weak, but in fact, the other party was a strong character on the outside and strong on the inside, and now he was shaken by the other party in turn. And as the so-called arrow has to be sent, now he is destined to do his best to give it a go in the face of TVXQ and the things behind them, so he can't get entangled with Enjing at this time.

But having said that, Jin Zhongming really didn't want to give up, because after experiencing a psychological baptism, he didn't want to regret this retreat in the future.

PS: There are two more. (To be continued.) )