Chapter 154: The Taste of Love

Seeing Tang Ning's body trembling slightly, Bai Junyi wanted to step forward, but Tang Ning took a step back as if he had seen some flood beast, and looked at Bai Junyi in horror.

Bai Junyi stopped and looked at Tang Ning, sighed softly, turned around and went to the bathroom to wash his face with cold water, he felt that he was sober again, he returned to the living room and sat down and scratched his head, and said: "Xiaosan and I are members of a special forces, and I am the captain He is the vice captain, our team is special, there is no number but to do the most dangerous things, perennial missions abroad, it can be said that any second is possible between life and death." ”

"That mission was prepared and planned by us for a long time, and we didn't find anything unusual when we set off, but the victory that has been all the way has given us some mentality of underestimating the enemy, and then we were caught off guard by the enemy's ambush, and in the midst of the crisis, the junior died trying to save me. ”

Listening to Bai Junyi's words, Tang Ning still felt like he was listening to a book from heaven.

Shouldn't war be something that happens on TV? Why does it happen in real life?

Looking at Tang Ning's face, Bai Junyi shrugged, as if he could know what Tang Ning was thinking, and said: "In fact, this world is far more chaotic than what we see, peace is only on the surface, in other corners of this earth, there have been wars for many years. ”

"So when you first came to my house, my father saw that you behaved so strangely, and then he opposed us so fiercely, and he has been very prejudiced against you until now, just because of this matter, in fact, you and him know everything, right?" Tang Ning suddenly asked, his voice was cold like never before.

Bai Junyi did not deny it and nodded.

"So you can now tell me what you're trying to do with me. Tang Ning said calmly, there was no emotion in his voice, not even cold, as if he was talking to the air.

Bai Junyi replied: "It's just a coincidence that I know you. ”

"Things in this world are really coincidental, do you want to say this?" Tang Ning sneered.

"I know you won't believe it, but it's true. Bai Junyi said helplessly.

Tang Ning looked at Bai Junyi emotionlessly and said, "Then even if it is a fact, but I can't let go of my brother's death because of you, do you know what he means to me?"

"I don't understand. Bai Junyi replied calmly, stood up and looked directly at Tang Ning, and said slowly: "I'm an orphan, I don't even know if my parents are still alive in this world, so I don't understand how much harm my brother's death will be to you." But I know that when I watched my comrades-in-arms and my brothers stand in front of me and die for me, I was the one who I wanted to die until now. ”

Looking at Tang Ning, who was standing quietly in place and crying but did not speak, Bai Junyi's heart trembled, in the past, no matter how angry Tang Ning was, he would not cry, he had never seen Tang Ning cry, but she cried tonight.

Stretched out his hand to wipe away the tears on Tang Ning's cheeks, but Tang Ning avoided it.

Bai Junyi's hand froze in place in embarrassment, and said softly: "Xiao San did die because of me, I am a sinner, no matter what you do to me, I have nothing to say." ”

"I don't want to see you!" Tang Ning suddenly shouted hysterically at Bai Junyi.

Bai Junyi stood quietly in place, nodded after hearing Tang Ning's words, turned his head and walked towards the door.

Pulling open the door, Bai Junyi turned his back to Tang Ning and said, "I'm really sorry for letting you lose your brother, maybe it was me who died at that time, and your life would be much better." I'm sorry. ”

The words landed, and the sound of the door closing softly.

Such a sound of closing the door seemed to close a certain door in Tang Ning's heart, the light left completely, replaced by endless darkness, Tang Ning sat on the sofa weakly, she sat in a daze for a long time, and suddenly cried loudly, as if she had lost something in her heart, and was so aggrieved that she was like a little girl who couldn't find her teddy bear.

"Boom. ”

As if even the heavens were sad, a deafening thunder frightened everyone, lightning streaked across the night sky, illuminating the sky that had become gloomy at some point, and under this huge thunder, the power gate of the rose garden suddenly jumped, and the power went out completely.

Although it only took a minute or so for the backup power of the rose garden to be activated, and the light in the room was restored, Tang Ning did not feel safe at all.

Bang la blah.

Before the thunder had stopped, there was the crackling sound of raindrops crashing on the windows, and the storm suddenly turned the whole peaceful world into a noisy world, and it seemed that the outside became a world of damp rain in an instant.

Tang Ning got up suddenly, barefoot and didn't even have time to put on his slippers, ran to the door and opened the door.

In the courtyard outside, it was raining heavily, but there was a dead silence under the dim and dim street lamps, where was there half a figure?

Where is he going when it's raining so hard? Why doesn't he come back? Why doesn't he explain it to himself?

Tang Ning squatted at the door and cried heartbreakingly.

The wind blew in the rain, wetting Tang Ning, who was just wearing pajamas, and also blew into the room, making people feel cold all over the body.

At this time, Tang Ning suddenly felt that the rain on his head was light, and when he raised his head, what Tang Ning saw was a woman holding an umbrella.

"It's not him, I'm disappointed, right?" Su Mei looked at Tang Ning, who was crying, sighed softly, and said.

"It's you, why are you here?" Tang Ning wiped a handful of the liquid mixed with rain and tears on his face, stood up and said, his tone still slightly sobbing.

Shaking her head, Su Mei stretched out her hand and pulled Tang Ning into the room, then closed the door, isolated from the cold world outside, and suddenly made people feel a lot warmer and more comfortable.

"He asked me to come, saying that you are in a very bad mood right now, and I am afraid that you will not be able to think about it, so I asked me to come and accompany you. Su Mei went and poured a cup of hot tea and stuffed it into Tang Ning's hand, looked at Tang Ning, who was lost and depressed, shook her head again and sighed: "Love is a terrible thing, so I don't dare to touch it, because I don't know if I can control myself, I also know that in love, many things are involuntarily, once you fall into it, there will be ups and downs." ”

Tang Ning whispered, "It's not what you think. ”

Su Mei looked at Tang Ning, reached out and wiped the tips of Tang Ning's rain-soaked hair, and said softly: "Of course I can't know all the things between you, but there are some things that you have been avoiding yourself, but you don't see it as clearly as I am, can you really forget him and leave him completely?"

Hearing Su Mei's question, Tang Ning's hand holding the teacup tightened, and her body trembled slightly.

"But there was one thing that I really didn't know how to deal with him. Tang Ning said in a trembling voice, thinking that her brother died because of Bai Junyi, such a thought was like a curse entangled in her heart, making her unable to let go of it at all.

Su Mei looked at Tang Ning calmly, with some complicated expressions in her eyes that others couldn't read.

……

The heavy rain poured down like a scoop, and Bai Junyi felt like a fool.

There is a warm room that is not good to stay in, and actually runs out to get drenched in the rain.

Looking up at the heavy rain that did not stop at all, Bai Junyi sighed, it was really unlucky to drink cold water and stuff his teeth, drinking and drinking mistook things, this is a mistake in drinking.

Originally, he really didn't plan to hide Tang Ning's affairs from Tang Xiaosan, and it was indeed because he couldn't find a suitable opportunity to tell this matter, Tang Jiangshan had said that the relationship between Tang Ning and Tang Xiaosan had been very good since childhood, because of the relationship between family and personality, the two of them basically belonged to the kind of people who didn't have any other friends, and they couldn't talk to their classmates, and they grew up to be even more so.

In addition, the age difference between the brother and sister is not much, so their position in each other's minds is very important.

It is precisely because of this that Tang Jiangshan is worried that Tang Ning will not be able to bear it if he knows the truth of the matter, and Bai Junyi does not know how to talk to Tang Ning.

But it's okay, tonight can be regarded as a big burden in my heart, and I don't have to face Tang Ning with psychological pressure.

But...... I'm afraid that I won't even have the opportunity to face it in the future?

Bai Junyi smiled bitterly.

Suddenly, two bright lights came over, Bai Junyi squinted his eyes and looked in the direction where the lights came from, but saw that a car was parked in front of him.

The car drove slowly over and stopped beside Bai Junyi, revealing Mu Keke's face under the window.

"What are you wandering the streets in such a heavy rain?" Mu Keke looked at Bai Junyi professionally and said with an unkind expression.

Bai Junyi shrugged, and Captain Bai, who was in a bad mood, replied stiffly: "I like to be in the rain and break the law, do you want to follow me to see if I will do something evil?"

"You!" Mu Keke raised his eyebrows and said angrily: "You have taken gunpowder!"

Bai Junyi waved his hand and said, "Forget it, don't mention it, you haven't gone back so late?"

"I had a fight with the old man, and I was in a bad mood and went out for a walk, do you want to go for a drink together?" Mu Keke said.

Bai Junyi smiled bitterly: "Still drinking." I just crawled out of the vat. ”

Mu Keke got closer and sniffed, then frowned and said, "Sure enough, it smells of wine, come on, get in the car, both of us are not in a good mood, let's vent together." ”

Bai Junyi opened the car door and sat down, and said lazily: "I'm wet now, don't blame me for soiling your car." ”

Mu Keke said indifferently: "You can toss it." ”

"What are you arguing with your old man?" Bai Junyi asked nonchalantly.

"I want to investigate individuals, but the old man doesn't allow it. Mu Keke was angry when he said this, and said slightly angrily.

Liu Jiashan, secretary of the Political and Legal Committee, must be a corrupt criminal with a big problem in her opinion, but it is not for her to make decisions about the investigation of cadres at such a level, so she went back to discuss with the old man, and planned to start from the Commission for Discipline Inspection, but was severely reprimanded by the old man, saying that her hand was too long and she took herself too seriously.

What kind of temper is Mu Keke, such a woman believes that what she is doing is right, let alone ten cows, even eighty cows can't pull it back, so naturally she had a big quarrel with her old man, and ran out after the quarrel.

After listening to what Mu Keke said, Bai Junyi laughed and said: "You are just a little policeman, even if you are now the deputy director or the captain of the criminal police brigade, but you are still just a policeman, and this identity is also useful to ordinary people, you actually want to investigate a department-level cadre, or your top boss, isn't it that you can't find it yourself, if your father can promise you, it's called hell." ”

"Hmph, that's a nest of snakes and rats, it's not a good thing!" the enraged Mu Keke scolded her father without hesitation.