Chapter VIII
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Gu Xiyan felt that her mission had been completed, and it was not good to continue to harass the newlywed couple and prepare to go home.
"Baby, stay for a few more days!" Jiang Xinran reluctantly.
"Hehe, it's time to live in Xiao Chengyu again. Gu Xiyan joked.
"Do you dare?" Jiang Xinran turned around and asked Xiao Chengyu, who was packing up all kinds of specialties.
"Don't dare, don't dare. Xiao Chengyu said repeatedly.
"Xiao Chengyu, your wife kicked her nose in the face, and she didn't clean up. Gu Xiyan felt that she had earned it in the past few days, at least the depression in her heart had been relieved a lot.
"Don't dare, don't dare!" Xiao Chengyu said again, and the two people on the side laughed.
"Last night, you were really powerful, you suppressed all the people in our company, I was really afraid that you would turn over on the spot! I didn't expect you to have this potential!" Jiang Xinran had never seen Gu Xiyan drink liquor.
"Hehe, I didn't turn it so fast, so I ran out to breathe......" Speaking of this, he suddenly thought of Ling Zhanchi, and felt that he was relying on his strength to drink last night, as if he was doing a little rude.
"When you get married, I will escort you! You won't suffer!" Jiang Xinran's spirit of being a woman is here again.
"We'll talk about that then. Gu Xiyan smiled "miserably".
"It's okay, right?" Jiang Xinran looked at Gu Xiyan's face, a little alert, "It can't really be something, right?"
"......" Gu Xiyan lowered her head and was speechless, she didn't want anyone to touch Qin Kai again.
"Say, talk quickly......" The first time I saw Gu Xiyan, I felt that something was wrong, and I couldn't tell what was wrong, so I was just busy with my own happiness these days.
"Happy days, I don't want to say that. Gu Xiyan really didn't want to spoil the festive atmosphere.
"Don't go back if you don't say it!" Jiang Xinran looked at Gu Xiyan's expression, it was expected that something big had happened.
"Qin Kai, he ......" Gu Xiyan felt like tearing the scab off the wound again.
"Don't sue me that he has changed his hexagram, I don't believe this!" Jiang happily dismissed this worry.
"Sacrificed. Gu Xiyan felt that God had lifted himself to the top of its head at first, and now he had trampled her under his feet.
"......" Jiang Xinran was dumbfounded, her mouth was "o" for a long time, and she actually invited Gu Xiyan to be a bridesmaid for her, and she felt happiness with her with a smile, "I'm sorry, I'm sorry, Gu Xiyan, I ......"
"It's all over, haven't you seen me fine now?" Gu Xiyan was still heartbroken, but she knew that it was her own sadness, and no one could replace it.
"Jiang Xinran is reckless in doing things, I'm really sorry, we don't know ......" Xiao Chengyu on the side stopped and explained for his wife.
"Yes, Xiao Chengyu is right this time, I am reckless in doing things......" Jiang Xinran really wanted to slap herself in the mouth, she knew Gu Xiyan's feelings for Qin Kai, such a blow was tantamount to urging people to die, how did Gu Xiyan come over these days, no wonder she lost so much weight!
"It's okay, really, and the big things of the two of you, how can you miss me!It's just that my head will be a little short-circuited from time to time now......" Gu Xiyan smiled, "I wish you happiness and early birth to a precious son!"
"Thank you!" The two of them were like a fish in their throats for a while, and at this time they could only say these two words, Jiang Xinran lowered his head and suppressed the tears that were about to burst out of his eyes.
"Look at you, you're not a man at all. I'm so good, I'm just a little confused, and I don't know what to do for a while. Gu Xiyan said a little helplessly, she has lived for more than 20 years, whether it is a life goal or a career goal, she has always aimed at Qin Kai, but now, she is really confused.
"After that......" Jiang Xinran knew that Gu Xiyan had listened to Qin Kai's arrangement and returned to his hometown.
"I don't know what will happen in the future, but for now, we have to go back first, and it's not good to disturb your honeymoon. Gu Xiyan felt that his ability to adjust should not be underestimated, and changing the environment was indeed helpful to him, at least he still had the ability to joke.
"Why don't you come here to develop?" Jiang Xinran suddenly had this thought.
"......" Gu Xiyan was stunned for a moment, and her heart instantly moved.
"Change the environment, maybe there will be a new harvest!" Jiang Xinran didn't want Gu Xiyan to go back and fall into discouragement again, every corner there was full of memories, and it was difficult to really get out of the shadows.
"I really hadn't thought about it. Gu Xiyan used to want to spread her wings and fly high like Jiang Xinran, but she knew that she was different from Jiang Xinran now, this was already Jiang Xinran's home, and she had nothing to rely on.
"Oh, don't be afraid, we're here!, right?" Jiang Xinran said to Xiao Chengyu.
"Yes, change the environment, there is more room for development. If it doesn't work, go back ......" Xiao Chengyu said very truthfully.
"What's not going to work? Can you speak? I can do it, Gu Xiyan must be fine!" Jiang Xinran interrupted without waiting for Xiao Chengyu to finish speaking. "It's not a big deal, you'll be here then, all food and accommodation are included, and I'll accompany you to find a job!"
"Let me think about it!" Gu Xiyan knew that even if she wanted to come up with it, she would have to pass her parents' level first.
Gu Xiyan sat on the bed in a daze with a pillow, and after she came back, she had been thinking about Jiang Xinran's mention.
Without Qin Kai in her life, she felt that she had become very confused, and she didn't know where to go, now she thought about it soberly, and let herself stay in such an office for decades in the next few decades, sorting out and sorting out documents every day, statistically counting, making meeting minutes, drinking tea and chatting with other colleagues to pass the free time, many times her story may be the talk of others......
Every street here has her and Qin Kai's footprints, the air here is filled with Qin Kai's shadow, she can't hide, can't forget, every day relying on thoughts to live, these memories will one day slowly fade, gradually fade, whenever she thinks of these she feels extremely frightened, what will she have left in the end? pale white hair, wasted years, disappearing lovers, inaction-free life......
"Xixi, are you uncomfortable or is there something wrong?" Gu's mother came in with milk, she didn't dare to be as "careless" as before, she had been observing the changes in Gu Xi's face very carefully.
"Mom, I'm not uncomfortable, I just want to do something. Gu Xiyan hurriedly dispelled her mother's concerns, her mother had been frightened by her some time ago.
"Let's drink the milk first!" Gu's mother said and handed the milk to Gu Xiyan, "Jiang Xinran is real, look at the things you brought, there are too many, you call her and say we thank her!"
"Hmm. Mom, shall I go to Jiang Xinran's place?" Gu Xiyan asked.
"Didn't you have enough fun this time?" Gu's mother didn't understand.
"No, go to work. Gu Xiyan explained.
"You want to go out to work?" Gu's mother understood the woman's words, "What about your current job?"
"Resigned. Gu Xiyan said lightly.
"Isn't it good to be safe and secure at home? It's not easy to find a job now, Jiang Xinran is outside, you don't know how hard it is. Gu's mother couldn't bear to let her daughter suffer a little anymore.
"Mom, the family is very good, but look at it, going to work every day is like messing around, I used to be a mess......" Gu Xiyan said and stopped, in the past, he felt that his focus was on the family, and it was another kind of life, but now he seems to be getting more and more deviated from that track.
"You're out there, who's going to take care of you?"
"Mom, I will learn to take care of myself, and I will take care of you in the future. "In the past, Qin Kai could help her carry it, but now it's time to come by herself, Qin Yue can be so strong, why can't she.
"Mom doesn't want you to live outside all day long watching other people's faces. ”
"Believe me, Mom, let me try. ”
"It's not a trivial matter, you have to discuss it with your father. "Gu's mother adopts a procrastination policy.
Men always have a rational side, Gu's father didn't stop him too much, but what he said made Gu Xiyan think for a long time: "If you want to avoid something, then Dad tells you that you can't get over the hurdle in your heart, and you can't get over it anywhere." If you want to go out and have a new beginning, Daddy has your back!"
Before that, all her envious thoughts of Jiang Xinran only stayed in her head, and the days of spreading her wings and flying high were just her imagination when she had nothing to do, because of Qin Kai's affection, she didn't feel who was shackling anyone at all, and blindly thought that even if she painted the ground as a prison, she was the happiest person!
And now, she doesn't want to deny it, she sees every grass, tree, brick, tile, street and alley here, every word, every move, and every look of the people around her can touch her sensitive nerves, and subconsciously she wants to avoid a qiē related to Qin Kai, and avoid those memories that come to her face anytime and anywhere, don't they all say that time is a good medicine to heal wounds?
Maybe to start a new life in a new place, there may be no love in the future life, but there must be her passion for struggle, Qin Kai has always hoped that she will be good, she will be well, and she should learn to grow up!
When Director Qin saw Gu Xiyan's resignation letter, he thought about it for a long time, he was a little hesitant, whether to approve or not, if her son was still there, she would not have the idea of leaving if she killed this girl, and now she ...... But what kind of position does he take and what kind of reasons do he give to keep him?
"Have you really thought about it?" asked Director Qin.
"Hmm. Gu Xiyan didn't hesitate.
"Your dad and I will have to retire in a few years, and a few years can make a big difference. "Director Qin thinks that Gu Xiyan is a good seedling, and with the influence of him and Lao Gu, even if she is ranked by seniority, she accumulates faster than ordinary people, and it is easier.
"Thank you, Uncle Qin. But I figured it out. Gu Xiyan was very grateful to Director Qin for his kindness.
"Then, in this way, you can accept the resignation letter first, let's find a way to leave without pay, how about leaving a way out!" He can't control this girl's choice, Director Qin wants to be benevolent and righteous, although this girl has not been able to become his daughter-in-law, but the affection of half a daughter is more than enough, and now that this place is full of sadness, it is not a good thing to leave for a while.