kept looking at books, forgetting to sleep and eating, her love of learning made the nurse who had been persuading her to study hard frightened, and asked her to eat outside several times, Fu Jiayue only ate a few times hastily in the study, and then continued to read. Pen % fun % Pavilion www.biquge.info

The nurse looked distressed, but it was not good to say anything, I was afraid that it would disturb Fu Jiayue and make her read even slower, so after persuading her a few times to no avail, she went out, and also instructed the maid not to come to this study to disturb her.

It is even more so that the maids and women who pass by here are lighter.

The surrounding environment is much quieter, but it makes Fu Jiayue a little unaccustomed, in fact, she doesn't like to be quiet, whenever it is quiet, she is a little scared, afraid of being lonely, maybe this is the consequence of her lack of love since she was a child.

Although she wanted to take Shuyu to the back garden to read, and wanted to watch Xiao Tuanzi read a book with now, so that she would not feel lonely, but she was studying literature at the moment, and she couldn't move out a lot of thick books at all, which was really impractical.

So, she forcibly refused to let her emotions go out, hinting that she should not be afraid.

However, her adaptability is excellent, and after such a hard work, she gradually immersed herself in the sea of books, and she was very fascinated by it, and she didn't realize it until she saw the evening.

It wasn't until the nurse brought in the supper that she realized it was night.

At that time, the nurse refused to let her read it again, saying that if she wanted to read it, she would read it tomorrow, saying that her eyes would be broken when she read at night, and she would have to suffer in the future.

She actually wanted to continue watching, but this time the nurse refused to let go no matter what, and when the good nurse spoke, she also felt a little tired, so she stopped insisting.

The nurse watched her eat, and when she was eating, the nurse was obviously very happy, and she praised her from time to time, saying that she also loves to learn, and when the young master comes back, she must tell the young master about it.

"Nurse, don't you tell my brother, okay?" This was Fu Jiayue's first reaction when she heard the nurse say about it, and she spoke.

The nurse was obviously very puzzled, her face eroded by the years wrinkled, and said, "What's the matter? Let the young master know, he should be very happy!"

I think that at the beginning, it took a lot of effort for them to ask Fu Jiayue to study with Mr., but in the end, it had no effect at all.

In the end, it became Lu Tiance to teach Fu Jiayue, which made Fu Jiayue have the idea of learning, and now she likes to read.

Hearing this, Fu Jiayue's face sank, she thought, her heart was uncomfortable, she wanted to say what she really thought in her heart, but she didn't dare to say what she thought in her heart since she was a child.

Because, my brother is a boy, and many things are difficult to say, and she is a girl, and her mind is different from that of boys, and she is actually embarrassed to say many things.

And the nurse is not her parents after all, there is always some estrangement in her heart, and many things are inconvenient to say. Therefore, since she was a child, she has developed a habit of not saying what she really thinks in her heart. Naturally, these things are difficult for her to talk about.

However, she will not lie, but will avoid it.

However, this time, if she doesn't say it, the nurse will tell her brother about it, and at that time, what if her brother doesn't tell her stories anymore?

My brother was at home for a short time, but she didn't want to lose the opportunity to pester her brother like this.

Actually, at the beginning, she didn't pester, just because her brother's time with her was too short, and she really wanted family affection, so she began to pester her brother hard.

Actually, she doesn't have to sneak out to play, it's just that every time she sneaks out, her brother will personally find her and take her home.

That way, she would be able to see her brother a few more times.

Although, she also knows that this is not good, so she also knows that this kind of thing cannot be done often, she knows that this is because her brother cares about herself and cares about herself, so she will allow herself to mess around, and she doesn't want her brother to suffer too much fatigue because of this.

She only does this when her brother rarely comes home, and after all, she has dealt with so many things with her head down, so she should take a break, right?

That way, she thought, and felt much better.

In fact, she is not as ignorant as everyone says, she actually knows many things, but, but she thinks that it is better for her to be ignorant, because, only if she is not sensible, her brother will spend more energy to take care of her.

And if she has the ability to take care of herself, at that time, I am afraid, my brother will devote his energy to the outside career.

In fact, it wasn't until the moment of Fu Jiayue's death that she knew that her brother had never been in business, and her parents had not gone far away because of business, but had always been very close to her, in the capital, but, only, she was the only one who had been kept in the dark.

Also, in fact, she is willful in her bones, if she knew, her parents were just worried that she would be hurt and left her in the deep mountains and old forests for so many years, and they never saw her, and they didn't even bring a word of greeting.

She will definitely go to her parents to ask for clarification, even if it is exposed, so what's the matter. After all, her parents hid her, because they were afraid that she would be hurt, but she just wanted to stay with her parents, and at that time, after she explained it to them, it would be okay, and she believed that when they knew what they really thought, they would understand her.

It's just that these things are often hidden in the deepest part of her heart, and many times, she deceives herself and doesn't let herself think about her selfish thoughts.

wants to pretend to be willful and ignorant, but she can't really pass the level in her heart, and many times, she cries alone in the bed.

She actually feels that she is not happy, although she has a brother who loves her, but she does not love her parents, it is okay not to be rich, it is okay to ask her to do things, as long as she can have her own father and mother, she can have family affection, she is willing.

Maybe in the eyes of others, she is happy, but, in her own eyes, others are happier than her.

Although, she also knows that everyone's situation is different, maybe, when she really lives a life of running for life and not having enough food and clothing, she will miss the current "happy" material life.

But people will never be satisfied, and they will never be satisfied with the current situation. It's right to think about it, if people are like salted fish, without dreams and without the motivation to continue, then how can the world progress?

The monotony of life is always boring, and then it is not the way to go on like this.

So, a lot of times, in fact, hints still work, just like the idea that she has been instilling in herself to be naïve all the time, as if it worked.

Since then, she has a lot less things on her mind, and she can have a carefree life like a normal child. Therefore, she likes to play with the bunnies, because only when she plays with them can she forget the many pains in life.

In fact, many times, there is still very little innocence.

Naturally, Fu Jiayue thought that she had understood a lot at the time, thinking that she had grown up, but in fact, she was still a child after all, she was still a child who longed for love, and her so-called maturity was actually just in her eyes. She's still a person who will be amused by her favorite food, walnut crisp. She can be happy for Lu Tiance's words and a story for a long time. 、

So, in fact, she just thought too much and thought too much about things she didn't understand, which caused her to be a little unable to understand her true thoughts.

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Her brain seemed to be bombarded by countless things, Fu Jiayue suddenly felt stuffy in her head and chest, she pursed her lips, and still said what she thought in her heart, "I want to hear my brother tell me stories, my brother has very little time at home, I want to hear him tell me stories." ”

Hearing this, the nurse was not surprised, but felt a little sad.

This child was born from the womb of her lady as she watched.

The wet nurse is also Lu Tiance's wet nurse, she has been in the house for a long time, because her children happened to collide with his wife's pregnancy, even if she became the wet nurse of the two, her wife was also relieved.

And her own children, she is incapable of milk, her husband is actually lazy, but ancient women would not divorce easily, after all, her husband was just lazy, he couldn't drink, and he was good to his children.

When the nurse became a nurse in the house, she had a job, and the house gave her a lot of money, and she also had a lot of money to send to her family, and the child also had money to hire a wet nurse, and his husband was also a Gu family, which was the most gratifying thing for her.

However, the most regrettable thing is that when she became a wet nurse in Lufu, she rarely had time to go back, and she was in a hurry to go back occasionally, and she didn't have much time to get along with her children at all.

But fortunately, Lu Tiance is very well-behaved, although Fu Jiayue likes to make trouble and mess around, but she is still very well-behaved in front of her, she also likes it very much, treats her like her own child, every time Fu Jiayue is coquettish in front of her, the nurse will feel that the child in front of her is her own child.

Every time Fu Jiayue has something delicious, when she sees the nurse coming, even if it is her favorite walnut crisp in her hand, she will share it with little left.

The nurse is an adult, and she will not fight with her.

Whenever she sees that the nurse doesn't want her walnut crisp, Fu Jiayue is still happy in her heart, in fact, if Lu Tiance wants to eat, she will give it, but children are always gluttonous, and they have a different attachment to what they eat.

The nurse touched Fu Jiayue's head distressedly, and reminded, "Silly child, the nurse promises you, but you also have to promise the nurse, in the future, don't read books like today, although the nurse likes you love to read, but compared with the body, the body is more important." ”

As she spoke, the nurse's eyes were full of pity.

"Okay, nurse, you're so nice!" Fu Jiayue smiled and nodded, her heart was like honey, and the words in her mouth became more and more well-behaved.

In this mansion, except for her own brother, Lu Tiance, only the nurse treats her sincerely.

Because she has not been accompanied by her parents since she was a child, for this kind of relationship that is not family affection but is very similar to family affection, Fu Jiayue only regards the nurse as her own relatives and cherishes it very much.

Sometimes, Fu Jiayue is still thinking that when she grows up in the future, she must make a lot of money, and while buying walnut crisp for herself, she must also buy a lot of delicious food for Lu Tiance and the nurse.

In fact, Fu Jiayue also wanted to buy something for her parents, but she hadn't even seen them in person all these years, let alone knew where they lived.

In her imagination, the word "parents" was just two familiar but equally unfamiliar words, and she didn't even know what her parents had to do other than give birth to her.

Lu Tiance told her that when she was a child, her parents still stayed with the two of them, but later, when the business was very busy, and the business in many places was sluggish, they went to investigate their own business in person, in order to give them a better life.

Fu Jiayue still believed this reason when she heard this, because in her impression, her brother had never deceived her.

It's just that she doesn't know that the only thing Lu Tiance deceived her about is this incident, but Lu Tiance said this for her own good, and Fu Jiayue understands.

Naturally, that's all for later.

Seeing Fu Jiayue's stunned appearance, the nurse rubbed her hair with a smile and urged, "Silly child, eat quickly." ”

This child, according to the innocent appearance, but sometimes always shows a depth different from her age, and the nurse doesn't know if she is wrong, or if she thinks wrong.

But I also knew that Fu Jiayue was afraid that she remembered the matter of Mrs. and Master again, and she didn't know what to comfort, so she pretended not to see it.

Regarding these things in Lu Fu, the nurse is actually kept in the dark, and this matter is only known to Lu Tiance, this matter is related to too many people, and the less people know, the less danger there is.

The nurse only said that the lady wanted to live in seclusion and withdraw from the dispute in the court, so she sent the young master and young lady out first.

But, even if this is the case, there is no need not to come to see the young master for several years, although the nurse still has doubts about this matter, but it is always the master's business, and it is not her subordinate who should be in charge, so she didn't think about it so much, just do her own thing.

In this way, the nurse has less time to see her child, but the more she really regards Fu Jiayue as her own child, because Lu Tiance doesn't like to pester people very much, and the nurse has more contact with Lu Tiance when she was a child.