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The road at night was a little cold, Gu Xiyan wrapped her coat, and considering Xue Zimo's legs, she refused Xue Zimo to send her. When she came out of Xue Zimo's house, she didn't take a car, she just wanted to take a walk! Xia Xiaoqing's dishes are very good-looking, and the taste should be very good, because seeing their family eat with relish, but for her, a person who can't eat spicy, there is very little choice, Xue Zimo understands her habits, picks light dishes and puts them in her bowl, and puts them in her mouth, which is completely different from her mother's dishes.

During the banquet, Xia Xiaoqing said two words to her: "Put the dishes and chopsticks in place" and "Give Xue Zimo a bowl of soup", after the meal, she wanted to help wash the dishes, Xia Xiaoqing said: "I'll come", it was natural and natural, but it made Gu Xiyan feel uncomfortable all over her body, it turned out that there was no sense of zài so strong!

Gu Xiyan had a feeling of being excluded, she could neither understand Xue Cheng's unfathomable nor integrate into Xue Zixu's nonsensical world, Xia Xiaoqing would not give up an inch of land...... Intuition: She can't get in, even if she squeezes in, she has to be deformed if she doesn't twist it! She had an urge to strip Xue Zimo out, and instantly extinguished this thought, when did she want to take the demon route?

After walking for a while, Gu Xiyan sighed, and suddenly found that her feet hurt and she was too far away from home, so she raised her hand to stop a taxi.

"Why are you so wilted?" Jiang Xinran looked at Gu Xiyan with no joy, and he was "messing around" in the lover's house until now, but he came back with a drooping face, "Is it awkward?"

"Nope. Gu Xiyan threw the bag onto the sofa and fell on Jiang Xinran's shoulder.

"I'm worried about whether that leg will be useless? Jiang Xinran used his index finger to prop up Gu Xiyan's head.

"Not anymore. Gu Xiyan straightened up, "I suddenly found myself walking into an unknown world. ”

"Meet the parents. Ren Xue blurted out calmly.

"This beat is fast enough!" Jiang Xinran raised his voice abruptly.

"It's not what I thought at all," Gu Xiyan said with a little annoyance, "I was seen by my parents today, and I was blocked in the house." ”

"You two didn't do anything bad at the time, did you?" Hahaha......" Jiang Xinran heard this, and let his imagination play freely, and then laughed exaggeratedly.

"Can you, a married woman, be pure in her thoughts?" Gu Xiyan was a little "annoyed and angry".

Ren Xue smiled and stopped Jiang Xinran with her eyes, "What the hell is the situation?"

Gu Xiyan finished talking about the whole thing, "It doesn't feel like there's anything worse." ”

"If you think about it the other way, if Teacher Xia hadn't loosened up a bit, you just said that she wouldn't stay. Ren Xue patted Gu Xiyan on the shoulder, "People have to understand slowly, things are changing, don't think so strictly, or the pressure is too great, and you will be in chaos." ”

"That being said, what do we do now?"

"Braised and fried, simmered, stewed, cold dressed...... Whatever, you might as well let go, you can do whatever you want, why cower? It's not a big deal. Jiang Xinran has never advocated tying himself up like a dumpling.

"Mothers in the world are basically the same: their sons don't have girlfriends, their mothers cry and shout in a hurry, and if they don't get married, their mothers kick and push the ground. Why does the mother involuntarily want to mix and mingle when her son is serious? The deepest reason is that the mother is worried that this son is not her own. Ren Xue analyzed it authentically, "You have to understand that the meat that fell off your body has been carefully cultivated and watered for so many years, and once it comes to this kind of property rights division, it is insecure to be a mother." ”

"According to you, what the hell is all about fear?" Jiang Xinran thought it was too new!

If she could think like that, at least she wouldn't have fear in her heart. Ren Xue looked at Gu Xiyan, "Deputy Xue feels so sorry for you, things won't be so bad, it's just that your mother-in-law cares more about his son, this is a process, and many people will encounter it." ”

"Mother-in-law, are you starting to learn to be out of tune?" Gu Xiyan was told by Ren Xue, but her heart was not so worried.

"I'm still the same sentence, good man, hold on, don't let go. Ren Xue comforted Gu Xiyan on her mouth, but there was a bitterness in her heart, good man, for himself, it may be a luxury accessory in the future!

"I'll go back first. Jiang happily looked at his phone and stood up.

"Why is it always so sudden?" Gu Xiyan looked at Jiang Xinran inexplicably.

"Xiao Chengyu is about to get home and says he didn't bring the key. Jiang happily prepared to open the door and leave.

"Oh, I'm afraid I told you to go back to warm up the quilt first!" Gu Xiyan said to Jiang Xinran's back.

"You're not far from the hot kang, work hard!" Jiang Xinran turned around and said while sprinting 100 meters. Gu Xiyan shook the goosebumps all over his body!

"How's your business? Xiang Hui didn't trouble you again, right?" Looking back at Ren Xue who was smiling, no matter how she looked at it, she was a little lonely.

"After that day, we were relatively calm, and now we are talking about the children. Ren Xue lowered her head and clasped her nails, "He said that the child follows him, which will be good for me in the future." ”

"What are you going to do?"

"I didn't think about what would happen to me in the future, but the child could at least go to a good school with him. Ren Xue said a little helplessly, in the face of reality, she has to measure!

"Are you at ease?"

"I can see my kids whenever I want. If he remarries, let's negotiate according to the situation of the children. Ren Xue burst into tears as she spoke, "I am a selfish mother for my children, even if Xiang Hui doesn't gamble, I still can't bear this kind of life after all." In the end, marriage is maintained by feelings, not money, not status, not children, but love. ”

Gu Xiyan had never thought so clearly and thoroughly, marriage, for her, is it love or warmth? I couldn't help but want to get close to that heat source, so what about after he warmed her up? Does she have the ability to reciprocate? Maybe it's another kind of love?

In the night, Gu Xiyan had a dream, in the dream, Qin Kai affectionately called "Yan Yan", touched her forehead and asked her if she was okay? In the dream, Xue Zimo saved a snake, but the snake pressed heavily on herself, she felt almost out of breath, and when she woke up, she broke out in a cold sweat!

I don't know if it was the wind chill caused by the street wandering that night, or the "inner demons" that were too heavy in the past few nights, in short, Gu Xiyan lay down on the bed softly! Ren Xue boiled porridge for her, told her to remember to take medicine, and hurried to work. Gu Xiyan had no appetite, knowing that it was the root cause of last year's illness that was at work, and the three-month illness did not make her forget Qin Kai, but she was a little sign of anorexia nervosa, once her thoughts were touched by Qin Kai, they would drift farther and farther away......

I took my temperature, 38.5, and lowered it a bit. Looking out the window, my eyes were a little blurry that I couldn't focus, the light rain was dripping, an autumn rain and a cold, the weather was getting colder and colder!

Xue Zimo's "Looking Back" was turned out at the head of the bed, obviously it was an occasional encounter between interviews, but Xue Zimo actually wrote a sensational taste with delicate brushwork, and it was a bit interesting! It can be seen that he has been to many places, or he would not have so many feelings, society, life, career, feelings, and life are far more sensitive than his own touches, his understanding is comprehensive, and his understanding is profound...... Then I remembered Mr. Xia's "gap theory": even if you try your best to chase it, you can't shorten it! Teacher Xia feels sorry for her son, and has saved enough face for herself, just waiting for her to retreat!

In a daze, I didn't realize when the door had been opened, and when Xue Zimo was standing at the door of the bedroom.

"Don't you want to eat yet?" Xue Zimo looked at Gu Xiyan, who was leaning on the pillow and nesting in the quilt.

"How did you get in?" Gu Xiyan closed the book, this time he was not frightened by Xue Zimo's sudden attack, could it be that he was used to being like this?

"Ren Xue's key. Pushed the quilt in, sat down, and pulled out the book from Gu Xiyan's hand, "Are you thinking about me?"

"Nonsense. ”

"How do you think about reading this book?"

"It's just to pass the time. ”

"Duplicity. ”

Xue Zimo said and put his hand on Gu Xiyan's forehead, "Did you take the medicine in the morning?"

Eaten? Didn't eat? Originally, Ren Xue said that she would eat the porridge again, but she didn't drink the porridge...... Gu Xiyan shook his head, did he want to have amnesia? Why is this head so heavy and chaotic!

"I'm going to faint if I shake it again. Xue Zimo fixed the little head melon, "If you have something in your heart, just say it, don't always think about it yourself!"

"I've just been dreaming lately, sometimes it's you, sometimes it's ......" Gu Xiyan stopped abruptly and looked at Xue Zimo.

"Qin Kai?" Xue Zimo looked at Gu Xiyan, who wanted to speak and stopped, and said it for her, "I'm glad you have me in your dreams." ”

"Aren't you angry?"

"Why are you angry, because I'm happier than Qin Kai?" Xue Zimo looked at Gu Xiyan's little pale face, how long had he been entangled?

Gu Xiyan's nose was sour, he lowered his head, and tears fell on the quilt, how could he always be like this?

"Crying, what's uncomfortable, headache, dizziness?"

Gu Xiyan shook his head.

"I dreamed that day that you saved a snake. ”

"Beautiful snakes?"

"I thought of the story of the farmer and the snake. ”

"Is the beautiful snake so unconscionable?"

"I'm afraid you'll be scared away when you see the nature of the snake. ”

"I'm not that guts. What about the beautiful snake, how attractive it is!"

"Snakes hibernate and don't wake up for a long time. ”

"I waited until she woke up. ”

"Cold-blooded, warm but not hot. ”

"Then I've been holding her in my arms. ”

"I'm still biting when I wake up!"

"How big a snake is, how much can it eat?"

Gu Xiyan couldn't hold back any longer, hugged Xue Zimo's neck, and sobbed!

"What to do, I don't seem to be good at this, so I can only lend you a shoulder. ”

"I'm afraid you'll be disappointed. Gu Xiyan pursed her mouth, hugged Xue Zimo tighter, and simply cried!

"I know that Teacher Xia is putting a lot of pressure on you, don't you be afraid, isn't there anything I carry with you?" Xue Zimo touched Gu Xiyan's hair and whispered.

"I really don't want to be a burden to others. ”

"Who says you're a burden? Your 'burden' is not something that anyone wants to have. ”

"You're comforting me. ”

"I know that Xixi has been wronged. Xue Zimo coaxed Gu Xiyan childishly.

"You...... Don't do that, I'll ...... Regardless of it. Gu Xiyan said intermittently.

"From then on, I'll take care of you, and I'll take care of you. Xue Zimo was a little distressed, the problem that was not a problem with him came to her, why was he distressed like this?

"That's not good. Gu Xiyan finally raised her head.

"Why?" Xue Zimo wiped Gu Xiyan's tears.

"It's going to be more and more dependent on you, and it's going to be more and more selfish. ”

"It's not good to be selfish, but love needs it. ”

"Why be so persistent?"

"Am I really inferior to Qin Kai?" Xue Zimo suddenly realized a Yan zhòng question.

"It's because I'm afraid that I can't tell the difference between you and Qin Kai. ”

"You don't have to force yourself to distinguish clearly, whether it's me or Qin Kai, I hope you can be happy. ”