Section 361 Searching for the Past (1)
The beginning of 2019 may be a significant year for Kim Mi-yeon, because in this year, she experienced the most significant event in her life, and she also went from an inconspicuous college student to a synonym for the image of the country.
And this history has to start from the second half of 2017 after Xue Xuan left.
Just like the material worshipper Kim Mi-yeon in Xue Hyun's impression, her essence may be such a person. Since Da Xuexuan left, Kim Yong-in urgently needed a good-looking woman who listened to his words to be placed next to Zheng Chenglong, and Kim Mi-yeon became the right person for this position. It's just that what Kim Mi-yeon did greatly exceeded Kim Yong-in's expectations, I thought Kim Mi-yeon was just a material vase, but I didn't want to, it turned out that Kim Mi-yeon was actually a "ruthless" strong woman, who was decisive and helped Kim Yong-in do a lot of great things.
So, a year later, in 2018, Kim Meiyan and Zheng Chenglong held a grand engagement ceremony at the Four Seasons Hotel, and then officially got married in January 2019.
It is said that the newlywed Yan'er, the two should be in a state like glue, even if they are not in this state, at least they should not be in this state today. In fact, this is the result of Xue Xuan's reluctance to experience, getting married is like not getting married, or even better not getting married, both of them regard each other as tools, and don't treat each other as people at all, such a day, no one can live comfortably.
"That'...... If it's okay, I'll go to New York for a while, and I really don't want to go back to this home. ”
"Whatever you want. ”
This is the state of Kim Yong-in towards Kim Mi-yeon, and even if it is replaced by Seol-hyun, it is estimated that Kim Yong-in will be in this state. Even if Kim Yong-in's legs can no longer return to normal, this does not mean that Kim Yong-in's personality and thinking have changed since then. What he wants is money and status, and in his eyes, people are nothing more than tools and pawns.
Looking at Kim Yong-in's state and attitude towards herself, in fact, Kim Mi-yeon also understands that she is a pawn of his, but unlike Xue Hyun, even as a pawn, Kim Mi-yeon is unwilling to give up her current identity and status.
"That'...... Don't look for me during this time. ”
After speaking, Kim Mi-yeon turned to leave, while Kim Yong-in returned to the window with a blank face, looking down at the whole city, still planning his own blueprint in his heart. However, no matter how much he thought, he couldn't imagine that Jiang Mingzhe was under his nose at this time.
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In the evening, Jiang Mingzhe got up from the bed.
Looking at Xue Xuan's slightly tired sleeping face, Jiang Mingzhe also understood in his heart that in the past year, although she looked relaxed on the surface, in fact, Xue Xuan was not less sick, not only to take care of herself every morning and evening, but also to maintain her body, figure and state, and more importantly, this is still in a foreign country where she is unfamiliar with life, which will inevitably cause her fatigue.
In the past year, Jiang Mingzhe can clearly feel the changes in Xue Xuan's body, the once innocent and cheerful girl has gradually become intellectual, polite, and understanding. It's hard for Jiang Mingzhe to imagine what Xue Xuan has experienced during his absence, but it is not difficult to be sure that Xue Xuan really loves herself and will pay so much for herself.
"Huh?"
As if he had found that Jiang Mingzhe was looking at himself, Xue Xuan woke up in a daze, and looked at Jiang Mingzhe opposite each other.
"Nothing, sleep yours. Jiang Mingzhe smiled: "I'll go find you something to eat." ”
"No ......"
However, before the word "no" of "no" was spoken, Jiang Mingzhe rushed to the front and interrupted: "Let's go once, the journey is rushing, you must be tired, I won't go far, you can sleep again, I'll come back when I wake up." ”
"That'...... Well, I'll wait for you. Xue Xuan pursed her lips and smiled at Jiang Mingzhe.
And Jiang Mingzhe kissed Xue Xuan lightly on the cheek, then turned around and got up, then got dressed, put on big sunglasses that covered half of his face and went out.
It is true that the homeland that has not been back for too long is still very attractive to Jiang Mingzhe. Whether it is a familiar and unfamiliar street, a bustling crowd on the street, or a busy street, it gives Jiang Mingzhe a sense of intimacy.
"This is still my city......" Jiang Mingzhe smiled and walked down the street, so that the crowd passing around him couldn't help but glance at him, and they didn't know if he had a problem with his head.
Maybe, maybe Jiang Mingzhe's head really has a problem, but it is also a problem due to happy memories.
On the corner of the street, there is a shop that sells fried rice cakes. Jiang Mingzhe pushed open the door and walked in, the crisp wind chimes ringing in his ears.
"It's like that shop...... There is also a ...... of wind chimes."
What Kang Myung-cheol thinks of is the café opened by Park Seung-hee and Kim Mi-yeon, but things are different, and that store may still be there, but people have already undergone earth-shaking changes. It's just that at this time, Kang Ming-cheol no longer remembered who Kim Mi-yeon was, and only vaguely thought of a little girl who always followed Park Seung-hee, but as everyone knows, this little girl has now become the president's wife.
"Guest, do you buy it? The guests in the back are in a hurry. ”
For a long time, seeing that Jiang Mingzhe had been stunned, the shopkeeper finally couldn't wait to urge.
"Oh...... Buy, buy, buy. Jiang Mingzhe smiled apologetically and said, "I'm sorry, I want fried rice cakes for two, fried snacks for two, rice sausages for two, and ......."
There is anything else Jiang Mingzhe can't remember, but he only remembers the heat in Xue Xuan's heart when he saw the large and small plastic bags in his hand.
In the room, Xue Xuan finally came out of the bedroom wearing a thick bathrobe, and the spring breeze on her chest was looming, but no matter what, this was also a spring breeze that only blew for Jiang Mingzhe alone.
"Can't you put on your clothes......" Jiang Mingzhe smiled dotingly and touched Xue Xuan's head.
But Xue Xuan ignored Jiang Mingzhe's reminder at all, reached out and grabbed a piece of rice sausage and put it in his mouth, chewed it tastefully, and said with a smile while chewing: "It's delicious, it's really delicious!"
"Are you hungry?" the corners of Jiang Mingzhe's mouth never fell.
"Probably...... But it's really delicious. Xue Xuan looked at the snacks on the table, her eyes lit up, and she sighed, "I really haven't eaten these things for a long time." ”
"Then I'll eat enough today. Jiang Mingzhe said.
"Of course, you have to eat enough!"
Perhaps, only when facing food, Xue Hyun will fade away from her intellectual side, and be replaced by the innocence and liveliness and unrestrainedness of the little girl.
Looking at Xue Xuan's imageless appearance, Jiang Mingzhe didn't say anything, just shook his head and smiled bitterly. Xue Xuan, on the other hand, ignored Jiang Mingzhe at all and ate by herself.
Jiang Mingzhe didn't move a single chopstick, and he didn't say a word, for fear that Xue Xuan would choke. It wasn't until Xue Xuan took a tissue and wiped his mouth that Jiang Mingzhe spoke: "Just now at the place where these things are sold, I heard the sound of a wind chime, and then ...... It was as if I suddenly remembered a lot of familiar scenes, and then I realized that there seemed to be some places I hadn't been to for a long time. ”
"For example?" Xue Xuan looked at Jiang Mingzhe's eyes gently.
"For example...... You said that the bar we first met, you said that your uncle opened it, and finally let me buy it, if it weren't for that, your uncle wouldn't have let me be a shareholder of K-mobile. Jiang Mingzhe reminisced and said, "You also said it...... That...... The one from there, your first ......"
As soon as the words fell, Xue Xuan's face suddenly turned red, I don't know if he remembered what happened at that time and suddenly became shy, or thought that the two have been together for so long now, but what happened that night never happened again.
"Why are you red-faced. Jiang Mingzhe looked at Xue Xuan with a smile and asked half-jokingly, "Are you thinking about what happened after that night?"
"After that?" Xue Xuan pretended to be calm, but all the shyness was written on his face: "After that?"
"Then you got pregnant. Jiang Mingzhe laughed.
And Xue Xuan's face suddenly turned extremely red, like a snake fruit.
"If that child is born...... I should be two or three years old by now......"
Speaking of this, Jiang Mingzhe's eyes looked at the ceiling, but Xue Xuan suddenly became gloomy.
Seeing that Xue Xuan's state was not right, Jiang Mingzhe hurriedly came back to his senses and asked Xue Xuan, "Yes...... I'm sorry, but did I say something wrong?"
When the words fell, Xue Xuan shook her head and asked cautiously, "Do you regret it?"
"Regret what?"
"I regret not being a father. Xue Xuan said.
"I ...... I really haven't thought about it......" Jiang Mingzhe laughed dryly twice and said embarrassedly.
"Actually...... I did a lot of psychological fighting, and at that time I could be sure that I loved you, but I couldn't be sure if you loved me, so ...... I really hesitated for a long time, I really wanted to choose a family between career and family, but at that time I really didn't know if you could give me a complete family, even if it was incomplete, at least you loved me......"
Speaking of which, Jiang Mingzhe's attitude suddenly became resolute.
"Don't say it again!" Jiang Mingzhe's face was full of determination.
Looking at Jiang Mingzhe's expression, Xue Xuan didn't have to guess to know what Jiang Mingzhe was thinking, because the two had already had the same mind.
"Oba ......"
"Do you understand now?" Jiang Mingzhe's eyes were like torches, exuding a determined light.
"Of course I understand......" It's just that Xue Xuan was not moved by Jiang Mingzhe's words, but said leisurely: "So if it were me now, I would definitely not hesitate, I would choose to give birth to the child...... But ......"
"But?"
"Maybe every girl's world is like this, hoping for a perfect wedding, a complete family, but it's a pity...... Now I don't have either. Speaking of this, Xue Xuan's eyes did not have tears, but her expression was not good-looking: "I hope to have the blessing of my parents, but this will not come true anyway......"