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Xu is the will of heaven, I went to the garden but heard the emperor's order to arrest the eighth master, I just felt that this was the opportunity for God to atone for my sins, so I found the people around the eighth master and sent him a letter, I knew that the emperor would not spare me, and I didn't want my sister to turn against the emperor because of me. Pen | fun | pavilion www. biquge。 info

So, sister, don't be sad, Xiaoyun has never been loved in this life, so she has to find someone to love in the next life.

There are two wedding dresses in the bag, which were originally given to my sister and the eighth master, although Xiaoyun did a mistake for a while, causing my sister and the eighth master's lifelong regrets, but to this day I am still reluctant to throw away this dress, please keep my sister in mind!

Xiaoyun is gone, sister take care!"

After reading this letter, holding the red and bright wedding dress, my tears flowed, and they became more and more uncontrollable, and finally became a cry. I don't know how long I cried, it seemed like I had no strength to cry anymore, and I collapsed on Xiaoyun's bed. There seemed to be the smell of Xiaoyun on the sheets, and this smell reassured me, as if Xiaoyun was beside me, and I fell asleep in this comfort......

When I woke up, I found myself back in bed, and my head hurt, maybe because I was crying so much. Sometimes the mind is clear, sometimes it is blurry, sometimes it feels like it is in modern times, sometimes it feels like it is in ancient times. And the old man in front of him conjured up Xiaoyun's smiling face, and there were all kinds of people, Yinci, Binqi, Hongwang, Bafujin, Sifujin, Kangxi, Fourteen, Thirteen...... In short, a lot of faces came one after another, and finally suddenly Yinzhen's face appeared, and this face instantly became extremely terrifying, I screamed in fright and fainted again.

I woke up in a daze, fell asleep again, and couldn't seem to be fully awake. I seemed to hear Yinzhen losing her temper, hearing the imperial doctor babbling, hearing the palace maid's cry, and hearing Yunxiang's sigh, but I also heard Xiaoyun's voice, calling me over and over again.

In this way, after ten days, I only got a little better, but I still had hallucinations. Yin Jin tried all kinds of methods, and finally had to believe Chongxi's statement.

That's why he wanted to make me the queen, saying that he wanted to use this joy to wash away the bad luck in me.

Of course I knew it wasn't possible, so it didn't matter at all.

In order to cure my illness as soon as possible, the preparations for the post-closure ceremony were very hasty, and a few days later I was put on a red wedding dress, and I was led to the front hall in a daze, and finally it was Yinzhen who hugged me and walked, and he whispered in my ear: "You will be on the right for now, and when you are well, I will definitely give you a grand wedding!"

I was hugged by him to accept the ceremony and the worship of the hundred officials, and the Manchu weddings were held at night, so it was a little cold. A gust of wind blew, and I couldn't help but look to the left, only to see that the little cloud was calling me from the roof. I was suddenly distraught and wanted to pass.

When Yinzhen accepted the Baiguan Dynasty drink, I suddenly said clearly: "Yinjin, I want to breathe." ”

After listening to my words, a look of surprise suddenly appeared on his face, and he thought that I was awake, because it was the only complete sentence I had said in so long, and he gladly agreed, and asked the eunuch next to him to show me around.

As soon as I got out of his sight, I immediately ordered the little eunuch to get the ladder, my tone was cold and hard, the little eunuchs did not dare to disobey, and hurriedly found the ladder, I let them put it on the side of the city tower, and I went up step by step along the steps.

At this time, these eunuchs panicked, and they all cried and shouted not to let me go up, and I immediately shouted angrily: "You dare to disobey the queen's order, I think you are tired of life!"

The gang was stunned by me, and I immediately climbed up, and as soon as I got up, I knocked down the ladder. Only then did the eunuchs react, and hurriedly ran to find the emperor crying.

I stood on the roof, the corners of my skirt were flying, I saw Xiaoyun smiling at me, and I was more relaxed than I had ever been, I finally got out of the Forbidden City!

After a while, the city tower was already full of people, I saw Yinzhen angrily ordering something, saw the stunned expressions of the hundred officials, saw the eunuchs were so frightened that their souls were not possessed, and I also saw Yinxi's miserable white face.

Just as I felt someone coming up from behind me along the ladder, I also saw Xiaoyun stretching out her hand to me, and I couldn't help but give her my hand, and she jumped, and I flew up. In the midst of the exclamations of the crowd, I closed my eyes and jumped down, and I could not hear anything but the sound of the wind......

It's been a month since I jumped from the tower, and I thought I was going to die, to go back to the present day, but I didn't die, I didn't go back to the present, and I never even had my soul out of my body.

All I heard was that I was in a coma for three days, and for three days I was waiting for me to wake up. But when I really woke up, he never came, and he must have thought that I didn't want to be a queen, so he made this decision. Before we knew it, we had hurt each other too deeply, and now this gap is afraid that it will no longer be able to be crossed.

My injuries were not too serious, but my arms and ankles were broken, and I had to lie in bed all day, and the doctor was very diligent, and I was sent a few more girls in my room, and I couldn't see Yinzhen, but I was still surrounded by his care. However, I no longer have any illusions about our relationship, I naively thought that such a prosaic stay together could last long, and I now realize that we all underestimate fate and underestimate reality.

Every day I lay in bed with nothing to do, I was constantly stuck in my memories and began to think about the people who existed in them.

I still can't say, where did I get the courage to jump from the castle tower, maybe it was Xiaoyun's sudden execution that stimulated me, maybe it was my heart that has always longed for freedom, longing to get out of this place.

In the blink of an eye, winter is here again, and my body is gradually recovering.

During my recuperation, Yunxiang had seen me a few times, and every time he came, he sighed, but we didn't mention Yinzhen once, and we all knew that the topic about him was too heavy for me to bear.

During my recuperation, Yinzhen still never appeared, but a few times, when I slept in a daze, I felt someone talking something in my ear, but when I woke up and asked the girls, they all said that no one had come, and I took this as my own hallucination.

While I was recuperating from my injuries, I heard that Yinzhen had taken on a new concubine, who was a Mongolian and was said to be the most beautiful flower on the steppe. I heard that Yinzhen doted on this concubine very much, and stayed in the new concubine's bedroom almost every night. In addition, Yinzhen has re-established a new queen, that is, Hongli's Eniang Niu Yulu clan.

If I had heard such news before, I might have felt uncomfortable, but now, I don't feel it at all. Jumping from the tower to be alive is a rebirth for me, I can see everything, and I hope in my heart that he will find new happiness. (To be continued.) )