Led by the salamander, the soldiers sang "Love Song 1980" together. Pen, fun, and www.biquge.info

This is Liu Shuang's favorite song during his lifetime, and if there were no accidents, this song should have been given to Lone Wolf and Hu Meijing at their wedding as a special program for them.

When Hu Meijing heard this familiar melody, the grief in her heart reached a limit.

The same melody appeared on two absolutely extreme occasions, how can it not make people's hearts break, although the oath is in people, it is separated by yin and yang, when there is no illness to escape, when the hatred and hostility are unraveled by reality, what is left for everyone present is only the irresolvable sadness in the heart.

The rain came just in time.

The silky drizzle hid the tears on the faces of the sad soldiers, and the thoughts of their comrades were rubbed into the song, who said that they only had iron bones and did not understand tenderness, but this romance appeared at this moment, but it was so sad.

Hu Meijing knelt on the ground, and the rain above her head suddenly stopped.

Looking up, I saw Xiao Qian in black holding a small white flower umbrella, blocking the rain above her head, looking up from the bottom, Xiao Qian seemed to be a protective umbrella, blocking her wind and rain, in the oppressive environment, like the last touch of redemption.

"Dr. Chen, what should I do... What have I done all these years..."

Hu Meijing hid her face and burst into tears.

"You've done what he wants you to do all these years, and you've done well. ”

Hu Meijing looked up at Xiao Qian with teary eyes, and Xiao Qian gently wiped away the tears on her face.

"He hopes that you can have a different life, his mother and his comrades-in-arms all hope so, how good it is to listen to this song. You can throw away anything, you can't forget anything, girl, don't cry, you're still together..."

Xiao Qian read the lyrics and looked at Hu Meijing with benevolence. "When he is fearless in front of him, his faith in his heart is nothing more than to protect the safety of the people he loves, the love of the soldier is always very wide, he hopes to exchange himself for the health of thousands of families, but I think he wants the people he loves to be happy, and you live well is the greatest affirmation of him. ”

Even in the years since Hu Meijing lost this personality, her subconscious has never stopped thinking about him, and even the second personality she derived from has changed according to the gentle woman expected by the lone wolf's heart.

There are so many expressions of love, and the most tragic one is nothing more than this, a life that is obviously very strong but still has to work hard, because she knows what he thinks in his heart.

"I don't really know how I can be happy, I don't know..."

"You know, long-term love always hurts people's hearts, the beauty of the past is gone away from you without looking back, but life always has to go on, your heart has made a choice for you, Meijing come back, come back to me. ”

Xiao Qian threw away the umbrella and stood up straight, "Come, look into my eyes." ”

Hu Meijing, who had been emptied of sadness, looked at Xiao Qian unconsciously, at this time her consciousness was highly concentrated, Xiao Qian stretched out her palms inward, gently touched Hu Meijing's temples, and said in a gentle voice: "Do you still have a wish in your heart?"

"No more. Hu Meijing shook her head, she felt her brain go blank.

"Look into my eyes, come, look and don't move, your sorrow and your sadness will turn with my gaze, and when my hand is taken away, you will fall forward with me. ”

Professor Liu had been standing closest to Xiao Qian, and she was quite surprised to see Xiao Qian's actions.

Even this?

"Come, return to my arms. Xiao Qian let go of her hand, Hu Meijing's body was light, and she fell straight towards Xiao Qian, and the whole person fainted.

Yu Minglang rushed over and said to Xiaoqian suspiciously, "What did you use for her?"

This is stronger than a tranquilizer, reaching out and stunting people?

"Forward hypnosis, usually not so useful, because she is now in an unstable state, her subconscious consciously to escape from grief, so she will cooperate with me, bring her back, I have to carry out the final treatment. ”

"Who taught you?" Professor Liu didn't expect Xiaoqian to master several methods of hypnosis so skillfully and use them just right.

"You. ”

"Did I write this in my notebook?"

"I bought your book on hypnosis. ”

Professor Liu was puzzled, had she published a book on this subject before? But she had a book in her hand that was being sorted out and had not yet passed the second review by the editor, how did she know?

Watching everyone take Hu Meijing to the car, Xiaoqian has been standing in the rain, silently looking at the monument of the lone wolf.

"He should be able to rest in peace. ”

"I don't know if I did it right, then I will help her hypnosis again to make her forget the first personality of love with the lone wolf, awaken her second personality, according to my inference, her first personality will disappear completely, and the future will gradually integrate into the second personality, and when she thinks of the lone wolf after ten or twenty years, the weight of the lone wolf in her heart will not be as heavy as it is now, and her focus will also be on her current family. ”

Yu Minglang was silent.

Xiao Qian looked at the tombstone of the lone wolf, the man in the photo looked at the world with peaceful eyes, she couldn't guess the heart of a person who had been sleeping for a long time, and she didn't know if he would approve of her actions.

After today, Hu Meijing has no unfulfilled wishes in her heart, and Hu Meijing, who belongs to a lone wolf, has completely disappeared, which is equivalent to a pair of lovers buried together in an alternative way.

"He wants her to be happy, and you're doing the right thing. Yu Minglang said.

He can understand the lone wolf, what the lone wolf hopes most before his death is that Hu Meijing can live happily, otherwise he would not write half of the pension to Hu Meijing in his suicide note, but Hu Meijing is not a person who can easily let go, if she is allowed to maintain her first personality, then the rest of her life will be spent in pain and reminiscence.

So Xiaoqian's way is the best choice for Hu Meijing and her current husband, and it also follows the will of the lone wolf.

"Yes, those who are alive will be happy, but what about those who have died..."Xiao Qian looked at the monument, thinking of her daughter.

is also a loss of love, Hu Meijing can use alternate personalities to escape reality, but she would rather bear the heartache of every thought of it.

If obsessive-compulsive disorder is a punishment for her failure to be a mother, then she is willing to bear this punishment until the day she meets her daughter again, she must not forget that she once had a very sweet little angel.

This choice is not determined by one's own consciousness, it comes from the soul's body.

Hu Meijing finally chose to let the first personality be buried with the lone wolf on this rainy day, which is a kind of love.

Xiaoqian used obsessive-compulsive disorder to punish herself for not forgetting her daughter, which is also a kind of love.

Don't say which love is deeper, don't say which love is more valuable, only say that character determines fate.

"Xiaoqiang, if one day, you want to choose between 'forgetting me' and 'pain', which one do you want?"

"I don't choose any of them. ”

"Huh?" Xiao Qian looked at him.

Yu Minglang's hand was on her face, and his eyes were soft.

"I'll let you choose. You think I'm miserable and you're happy, I'm miserable, you think I've forgotten that you're good to you, I'll pretend to forget you, as long as you're happy. If one day, I'm like a lone wolf—"

Xiao Qian put her hand on his mouth, and he held her hand and kissed her lightly on his lips.

"I just want to say, if there is a day when you must live happily, in order not to let this tragic 'if' happen, I will do my best to take care of myself, for me you also have to take care of yourself, we can live independently of each other, but in the long years, being able to accompany each other may make this journey of life more brilliant, if life gives us better choices, why don't we work in a good direction?"