Chapter 126: Can't Stop
Chu Ming is a typical egoist, of course, he is highly educated, so he will not show this selfish side very obviously. Pen, fun, pavilion www. biquge。 info
In urban life, in fact, everyone is living with a mask, including Chu Ming.
Over time, even he thought he was an emotional and tenacious web writer.
In fact, where is the real Chu Ming?
For him, if he really reaches the point of desperation, he can throw away any discipline and dare to do anything!
Whether it is a traitor, a traitor, or something else that has been infamous through the ages, if he really has no choice, Chu Ming will definitely not have any psychological burden to do it!
For example, when he is at a low point in his life or facing a desperate situation, if he wants to sell his soul, he will sell it ruthlessly.
But this does not mean that he will not be annoyed and regret afterwards.
After all, he is not a hero of great benevolence and bravery, nor is he a demon king of great treachery, he does not have that kind of unwavering heart, and he only has a paranoid character.
If he is happy, Chu Ming actually doesn't mind being a good person, doing good deeds occasionally, and bringing happiness to more people. He is easily satisfied, and he is willing to satisfy others, provided that he is already content!
To die for the sake of ideals, Chu Ming can't do it. For the sake of living ideally, Chu Ming has already done it!
Chu Ming wanted to be a hero since he was a child, but he only wanted to enjoy the treatment of a hero and didn't want to take on the responsibility of a hero.
In fact, everyone is like this, but most people deceive themselves and think that they are noble and pure.
Chu Ming is not noble, let alone thinks that he is pure, even if he violates his oath and promise, as long as it is beneficial to the future, it can be like a common thing! What a promise is worthless in his eyes!
Therefore, even if his girlfriend did not abandon him, he could not guarantee that if he had such an opportunity, he would not become another Chen Shimei in the future.
Even if it is a work that he has put a lot of effort into, even if it is an opportunity for him to turn over, if he no longer needs it, if he finds that it poses a huge threat and hidden danger, he doesn't mind trying to cut it in two!
A novel can be sustenance, it can be hope, and it can be all of Chu Ming.
But if you have enough, you don't need sustenance, you don't need ethereal hope, then it's nothing!
No, it's trouble!
Chu Ming is really a scumbag, he is the kind of person who dares to use ghosts when he encounters a predicament, and when he wants to make a promise after using it, he wants to find a mage to kill the ghosts!
He's just a selfish little guy who just wants to live his little life with his wife!
Chu Mingyuan also thought that the resentment in his heart could only be washed away by turning the world upside down.
However, when he used the power of mind control to control a beautiful rich lady who had lived separately from her parents, and then lived together for a while.
Chu Ming shamefully found that he was already satisfied and very content!
It turns out that not only can't he be a hero, but he can't even be a demon king, because he doesn't have any ambition and ambition at all!
After all, he is just an ordinary person, a passerby, not a natural protagonist!
He is not the Ling Qi who can do anything to achieve his goals, nor is he a careerist with big ambitions and ideals! Chu Ming can lose his temperance, but he can't lose his low-hanging happiness, let alone his own life!
What he wanted, in fact, has always been very simple, just like now, with endless money to spend and a considerate woman. He doesn't need much money, because he is not a person who likes to splurge, and the wealth that others squander for a few days is the same for him as if he couldn't spend it. He doesn't need any world-class models, even if he is a little bit of a woman, as long as he is gentle and considerate, he is already very satisfied, because he knows his weight.
However...
He can't do it!
He's ready to stop and be content with himself, but the story continues...
Facing the new chapter, facing the chapter that was completely different from the ending he wanted to write, Chu Ming suddenly smiled.
He is now staying in a beautifully decorated villa, and the computer he uses now is worth all his previous net worth, but he feels as if he is still in the low-rent house of that dilapidated small building, facing the computer that he bought seven or eight years ago, even if it was not high-end at that time!
The improvement of the environment, instead of solving his dilemma, has brought new and heavier pressure!
Once, in the face of high student loans from banks, he was able to pay them off little by little with a ruthless heart.
Now, he realizes that what he owes this novel, and the entanglement between himself and this novel, may never be repaid!
That being the case...
The door was pushed open, and a girl in lace pajamas with a beautiful figure walked in.
Lin Cirong looked at the "lover" sitting in front of the computer, and her fascinated eyes flashed with admiration.
The man wasn't handsome at all, and he was a little older, twenty-seven or eighteen, a full ten years older than her. Although it is not uncommon for old husbands and young wives to be in society, it is not Lin Cistanche's dish at all.
Twenty-seven or eighteen, an older youth, at this age, in the past, he was already an "uncle" level figure in her mind.
No matter how handsome, rich, and capable the other party is, she will not look down on her.
But what -
Because of a ridiculous experience three years ago when she was just out of her infancy, because of some inexplicable attraction in this person, because of the buried childhood memories, she always followed behind the wise teenager like a little tail.
When they met again a few years later, she was still like a moth to a fire, and she fell incorrigibly in love with him!
But for some reason, it was just a matter of taking a shower, and a certain temperament on this man seemed to have changed dramatically.
Just like a budding flower bone, it was originally just a fragrant fragrance, but after being forcibly torn open by a sword, it bloomed into a brilliant color and a pungent fragrance, but it was inevitably too early!
"Chu Ming..."
Hearing the girl's voice, Chu Ming, whose face had returned to calm, and whose eyes flashed with a certain enlightened light, turned around and looked at the girl with a doting look.
This girl, who was originally impossible for him to hook up with no matter what, has now become the most loyal and obsessive person to himself, and has become his own private property.
Chu Ming didn't know what other people who had obtained similar superpowers would do with this kind of "servant of the soul". He himself regards the girl as his "most beloved person"!
It's not naïve, it's realistic. Compared with his former girlfriend, although he and this girl have only known each other for less than half a month, they have already fallen madly in love with her.
Not because she's rich, not because she's younger and prettier, but because she's more loyal and won't betray herself no matter what!
Many people care a lot about the origin of loyalty, but Chu Ming doesn't care at all! Some people may think that only that kind of loyalty from the heart is true loyalty, which is countless times better than the mind that is manipulated and the heart that is enslaved. However, they don't know that the so-called loyalty is originally a kind of bondage to the heart, and the means may be different, but the result is not different, only strong and unstable!
In this world, there is absolutely no kind of love and loyalty, it is absolute, it is immutable!
Relatively speaking, the loyalty of the "servant of the soul" has been countless times more reliable than the so-called loyalty of affection!
Therefore, this girl is the person who is most worthy of his care, and she is the one who is qualified to carry his fragile side!
Of course, he will fall incorrigibly in love, and it is also because he needs this love!
After all, Chu Ming is not the kind of person who can be strong and strong for no reason, he needs a reason and a goal to make himself stronger!
Love can make people strong, hate can also make people strong, and being strong itself doesn't even need a reason, it's just that Chu Ming can't be so pure!
Therefore, he chooses to love, chooses to love, to be loved, chooses to love a puppet, to be loved by a puppet, to give himself a reason to be stronger!
Is this sad? Perhaps! But so what! This is human nature!
Compared with entrusting his feelings to an uncontrollable object, Chu Ming at least made the most suitable choice rationally, and because the object was perfect to himself, this made him not unable to accept it emotionally!
Chu Ming stood up, walked to the girl's side, and hugged her.
The two rolled into bed with each other in their arms, and then, being turned over by the red waves, sleepless all night, the intoxicating moans, covered up all doubts and hesitation.
The next day, Chu Mingqiang bothered and glanced at the fair-skinned girl lying in his arms, with doting, complexity, indifference and alienation in his eyes.
People are complex, and some people are especially so, and Chu Ming is one of them.
He can be dedicated, because he is not qualified to be promiscuous. He can rush forward without hesitation for the sake of his ideals, because he has nothing but ideals! He can also throw his ideals and loyalties into the garbage heap after achieving them, because they are worthless at that time!
Time changes, everyone in different environments, will be affected to different degrees, only the set and mytholog, can be immutable.
Of course, maybe what others say is right, especially a woman who has lived with her for a long time.
Chu Ming has always been a selfish person, and the goat in his flock loves him the most after all.
Chu Ming pushed the girl away, cheered up, and walked to the computer desk in the bedroom.
The girl herself doesn't use a desktop, let alone put this radiation source in the bedroom, but Chu Ming already has this habit, so he asked the girl to buy one.
changed the previous Chu Ming, after venting, he must have directly covered his head and slept with his head covered.
It should be said that if he had changed before, that night's fierce battle would be enough for him to die ten times, not to mention that he still had the energy to do other things, of course, this is the same in the girl.
Whether it is Chu Ming or the girl, under the influence of that unique jade pendant, their physical fitness has become far beyond that of ordinary people, I am afraid that even if they are stabbed a few holes in the front, as long as the heart is not injured, there will be no fatal danger.
This kind of subtle change, a day or two, may not be felt, or careless. However, once quantitative change causes qualitative change, as long as you are not a fool, everyone will find out the abnormality.
Chu Ming was more sad than dead before, his state was wrong, and he didn't notice it. Later, even the ability was there, and it was a little abnormal, and I wouldn't mind. Since there are benefits, of course, it is clear and pretending to be confused.
But at this time, he is still covering his ears and stealing the bell, thinking that he can make a fortune in a muffled voice, which is too stupid!
With enlightenment, after Chu Ming turned on the computer, he took out the original file of the novel he wrote, and chose the latest chapter that he had not yet released.
There is a section of the chapter that describes the protagonist Ling Qi's encounter in a small tribe.
It's just an insignificant passage in the chapter, saying it's an affair, but it's actually just to highlight the inhuman side of the protagonist, or the indifference to human desires and human nature.
Now, Chu Ming suddenly remembered that he was ready to use it!
Chu Ming is actually unable to interfere too much with the novel, he is like a typewriter, just relaying a story that is happening! But Chu Ming is the author after all, not a typewriter, so he can still make adjustments to a certain extent for the work, as long as it does not affect the general outline!
Chu Ming didn't know if he was doing the right thing, because it felt crazy and very risky just thinking about it!
Even, if it weren't for some details in the extra memory, the changes in the jade pendant, and the crystal door that I always saw in my dreams recently.
Perhaps, Chu Ming won't even have this kind of attempt!
Even if his novels do change, from stories to truth, they can even have an impact on reality. But the probability of all this being caused by him, the author, or the protagonist of the book, is very small at all!
In other words, even if everything comes true, it has absolutely nothing to do with him and the protagonist, there must be another terrifying force pushing it, and they are all just pawns!
But he is unwilling, he can't be willing, he can feel that the protagonist Ling Qi has begun to fight back, and Ling Qi is not reconciled, so Chu Ming also has to fight back!
As for who they fought back, alas, he didn't know!
Even, even the position of each other, he can't say for sure!
That weird novel, will it really come true? All of this is just Chu Ming's speculation, and the evidence is seriously insufficient!
But what does it matter?
Life is like gambling, some people bet small, some people bet big!
Chu Ming didn't dare to make big bets all his life, but he still lost more and more, almost losing to nothing!
So this time, he's going to play big!
Since the novel can't be ended early, let yourself work harder to make it more exciting!
The north wind plain, the scenery is pleasant, and the grassland is lush.
There are five medium-sized tribes in this grassland!
It is said that it is a medium-sized and nomadic tribe, but in fact, it can be called a country when it is placed in the magic continent!
Occupying the center of the North Wind Plain is the Pegasus Division, the strongest of the five, worshipping the Dharma God of the North Wind Plain the most, and being good at domesticating mixed Pegasus.
On this day, next to the king's tent of the Pegasus Ministry, an extremely luxurious purple-gold tent was erected, completely overshadowing the limelight of the king's tent!
The nobles who are qualified to approach the scope of the royal tent are speculating who has such a big style, it is a certain Dharma god who has traveled here?
However, only the Dharma God who was enshrined by the five parts knew how noble and terrifying the person who came was!
That person was accompanied by the real master of this world to the North Wind Plain! This alone will be a shocking wave once it spreads!
In the purple-gold tent, Ling Qi looked at the big girl in front of him who was stripped naked, and felt a little speechless.
This speechlessness does not mean that he is embarrassed or has to be silent, but that he is really indifferent and really disdainful to speak.
Looking at the girls whose body and skin were not perfect, but there were just some girls who were too young, Ling Qi suddenly wanted to laugh.
How many people in this world are pursuing his current life, and how many people want to replace him?
However, what he wants most is always what those people can't imagine, or even understand!
"Go down, child, you don't need to continue to serve here!"
Although he didn't bother to communicate too much with such a mortal at all, thinking that he had already hated Franklin, and the other party would arrange himself in this place, I am afraid that there was some deep meaning, and Ling Qi was willing to give the other party some face.
The girl, who was obviously still a big Lori, seemed to be relieved when she heard this, but at the same time she was a little lost.
She was the little princess of the tribe, and of course she did not want to do such a thing, to treat herself as a slave, as a gift to a stranger. However, she also knew that those who were qualified to make her father make such a decision, whether it was coercion, hints, or even no hints at all, it was not her own tribe that could offend. Even, if the other party doesn't even hint at it, the father does it, which means-
But now, the other party is not interested in her at all, and she doesn't know whether to be happy, disappointed, or simply annoyed?
Ling Qi didn't care either, and he was about to leave after taking care of himself.
He doesn't need to rest, and he doesn't want to waste time any longer.
Accepting the arrangement and giving Franklin face is the attitude. But that doesn't mean he really has to obey.
"Wait!"
The girl suddenly said something, Ling Qi originally didn't want to pay attention to it!
But in an instant, the magic crystal ball that was only the size of a marble and compressed by the power of space in his arms actually emitted bursts of scorching heat!
Ling Qi turned his head in an instant, and his gaze swept towards the girl, like a bolt of lightning!
The girl seemed to be in a trance, as if drunk, and said word by word:
"Do you really hate me that much?"
"Is there really no way for us to get to know each other better?"
These two sentences, put in such a scene, lonely men and widows, are actually very provocative.
But if you shield the beautiful girl in front of you, and then look back, you will find that some of them are inappropriate.
Of course, that may not prove anything, and there is always ambiguity in language.
The magic crystal ball in Ling Qi's arms is the best evidence!
"I don't really need you. ”
"But that was just now!"
Ling Qi smiled, looked at the girl, and suddenly changed his words, as if what he saw was no longer a mortal girl who was difficult to attract him, but an interesting existence of the same level, or something mouth-watering delicious!
In front of the computer desk, Chu Ming looked at the gradually changed text in the document, and was shocked.
After being frightened, he laughed incorrigibly in a low voice, laughing and laughing, tears had already fallen!
People, it's always like this, there are gains and losses.
Chu Ming sighed, had to cheer up, used his ability to kill the chaotic distractions, and continued to type on the keyboard!