Chapter 134
Gu Xiyan opened her eyes. It feels like the whole room is still in a trance. Make an effort to discern. It's a cozy single room. There was only a small lamp at the head of the bed. Pale green cabinets. Pale green soft chairs. Transparent glass coffee table. White quilt. White sheets. And also...... Ling Zhanchi, who was lying on the edge of the bed.
It's a feeling that's more uncomfortable than a hangover. The right hand props up the body. It felt like it had been hollowed out. There was a strange feeling on the back of the hand. Looking down, there was a piece of duct tape on it. Because I just exerted myself. At this time, a horn was raised.
Sit up and lean against the head of the bed. The bag was on the bedside table. Take out your phone. There are two text messages.
A "sorry" from last night. A "I'm going back to City A today" came from this morning.
Gu Xiyan stared at the two text messages for a long time. Tears welled up again. I'm sorry. She hated Xue Zimo for saying these three words. Every time he says those three words. She was on the verge of collapse.
Men encounter this kind of thing. Generally, they choose to hide it. Why did he just text and not call her? Is it a weak heart or not a care.
sniffed. Wiping tears from her chin. She couldn't go and see him off.
Time is a mean mentor. While telling you to be strong. Be invulnerable. to be at ease. While watching your experience coldly, pretending to be deaf and dumb.
She was glad that she had retreated last night and hadn't rushed in to catch the rapist in bed. This preserves face and dignity for each other. Be the first to update even if you can't love anymore. At least she didn't let her see Xue Zimo's embarrassment and embarrassment with her own eyes.
Ling Zhanchi opened his eyes. Sit up straight. The whole arm and back were stiff. I saw Gu Xiyan staring at the opposite wall in a daze. Think about it. Alas. When did she wake up?
"Wake up. Ling Zhanchi didn't dare to speak loudly. Although he didn't like to see Gu Xiyan like this. But he still tried his best to suppress his voice.
Gu Xiyan slowly pulled her gaze back from the wall. "Hmm. I woke up. ”
"Woke up for a while. It's not tiring to sit like this. Do you feel better? Hungry or not. What you want to eat. I went to buy breakfast. Ling Zhanchi said and entered the bathroom. More and faster chapters are here. Rinse your face with cold water. I feel a lot more sober. At this time, she hoped that Gu Xiyan could say a lot of things like she did last time when she was sick. Even if it's deliberately difficult.
"I'm not hungry. Although Gu Xiyan felt that Ling Zhanchi's questions were a bit too much. So many questions. She didn't know which one to start answering. I can only say how I feel now. She's not hungry!
"Are you making such a big fuss about a fight? If you're going to starve. Xue Zimo can't beat me to death yet. Ling Zhanchi looked at Gu Xiyan, who was weak when he spoke. That's it. He also said that he was not hungry.
"You've found out, too. I'm stingy in my bones. No matter what, I can't be angry......" Gu Xiyan said, and a smile tugged at the corner of his mouth. But there were tears in his eyes. The atmosphere is gone. Even then. I can't make him upside down in a majestic way.
"Stop. You stop. I was wrong. Still can't do it. Ling Zhanchi watched the bean-sized tears fall on the quilt with a "snap". "You don't want to eat. It was Xue Zimo who flattened me. I'm not going to force you to eat it. ”
"I want to go back to school. Gu Xiyan said and lifted the quilt and prepared to get out of bed.
The doctor said. You'll have to stay in the hospital for observation. Ling Zhanchi stepped forward. But it's not good to impose obstacles. A little anxious.
"The doctor wished that someone would stay in a ward like this. Gu Xiyan said as she bent down to take her shoes. A wave of vertigo. She wanted to use her hand to help the edge of the bed. It turned out to be empty. It's about to come to a "fart squat".
Ling Zhanchi stepped over. His hands rested on Gu Xiyan's armpits. Scooped her up.
"When I sent it over last night. Cold hands and feet, pale face. Low blood sugar and low blood pressure. If you don't want to go back, you won't even have a heartbeat. Just lie down for me honestly!" Ling Zhanchi also seemed to have forgotten to avoid suspicion. directly picked up Gu Xiyan and put him on the bed.
"Don't exaggerate......" Gu Xiyan tossed just now. I obviously feel that my breath is not enough. I want to gasp for air. But I felt that my chest was blocked.
"You're that big. Why don't you even know how to feed yourself? All the strength is used for fighting spirit. "Ling Zhanchi sometimes really can't figure out what this woman is thinking in her head. Be the first to update though. "Qi'er" can indeed fill the stomach at some times.
Gu Xiyan lowered his head. No more talking......
If it was before. What Gu Xiyan didn't want to do. She's going to try her best to break free of him and run out. If it was before. Hear him say something he doesn't like. I'll come back like a fried cat.
"What the hell is going on. Tell me. I'll give you ideas. To know. I know Xue Zimo's hard injuries and weaknesses well. Ling Zhanchi looked at Gu Xiyan. There is an indescribable feeling in my heart. She was so well-behaved at this time. Let him decide to defect before the battle.
"He must have complained to you about life. I must have complained to you. Truly. In many ways you know him far more than I do. Gu Xiyan also looked at Ling Zhanchi. Who let himself only stare at Xue Zimo's "only words of warmth and not words" from the beginning.
"You're thinking too much. Ling Zhanchi didn't dare to look at Gu Xiyan. Although he can be false and real in front of others. But in the face of Gu Xiyan. Lies are unspeakable.
"I used to be his weakness. Now he's my bruise. Gu Xiyan sighed. Don't ask. What's the use of asking all of that now? Right and wrong are clearly distinguished. But in life, it is intertwined. It's long been unclear.
"Gu Xiyan. Don't get into a dead end. Don't get into it......" Ling Zhanchi shook Gu Xiyan's arm. Forget about the rest of the matter. This thing is not going to work.
Gu Xiyan closed her eyes. Keep your mouth shut. Ling Zhanchi had to follow her and stop. Walk to the door. "Let's get some sleep. I'm going to get breakfast. If you sneak out. At one's own risk. ”
Ling Zhanchi gently closed the door. Everything was quiet again. Gu Xiyan could even hear her own heartbeat. Retract back into the covers. Mash-ups in marriage. Sure enough, it was peaceful for a while. War I.
It is said that parallel lines are terrible. People lament that the two men have missed each other and will never meet. In fact, the most terrible intersecting lines. There is obviously an intersection. But they will move away from each other at some point in the future. And further and further.
If you love happily at this time. That's certainly good. If it's tormented love. Do you have to think about it? Do not give up. It's better to insist on being tortured a little longer. Isn't it possible to go back to the way it was at the beginning......
She wanted to get over that. Xue Zimo just made a small mistake in his life. A mistake that many men make. It's like she often leaves her keys at home when she goes out. It's often the same as buying things without a wallet......
However. How she felt as if she had spent all her patience and joy last night. Human feelings are sometimes like a sweater. When weaving, one stitch and one thread. Pull it gently when you open it.
Will it be better to survive with a broken tail than an illusion that it lasts forever.
Cover your head. Covered up the crying with it......
Ling Zhanchi listened to the intermittent cry. The heart seemed to be crumpled into a crumpled ball. It can no longer be smoothed for a while.
He resisted the urge to rush in and take her into his arms. Desperately restrained. If you rush in at this time. Everything will change its nature.
The effort calmed down a bit. Step out and head downstairs. Pull out your phone. I called Aunt Ling. Didn't come home last night. It's time to report your safety in the morning. Aunt Ling just reminded him on the phone, "It's not that I'm young." It's time to pay attention to your body." Listen to the voice. He knew it. Aunt Ling must have been so worried that she didn't sleep well last night.
He thoughtfully offered to bring Aunt Ling back early. Aunt Ling said again, "Busy with your go." I did it better than you brought it back sooner. Besides, I'm not here to hold you back......
Ling Zhanchi almost blurted out that it was Gu Xiyan's accident. Mom's words. Gu Xiyan has always been able to listen. But his mother has never advocated that he and Gu Xiyan get too close. In the end, I gave up. Just let yourself continue to be depressed.
Xue Zimo looked at his phone for the nth time. There was not the slightest movement. From last night to now. From the hotel to the airport. He was single-minded. My heart and mind are all involved in the mobile phone. The phone rang. His heart was pounding. The phone didn't move. His heart is withered......
Ren Xue stood in front of the huge floor-to-ceiling glass in the departure hall. Far away from Xue Zimo. The long hair almost covered her face. For the first time, he put on sunglasses. How surprised were the eyes of the staff at the security check. Her eyes were swollen to a certain extent.
Xue Zimo's soul is not guarded. She saw it in her eyes. Xue Zimo was anxious. She also knows...... But she had nothing to say. I didn't dare to come forward to comfort me. Any emotion that confuses the mind. It's dangerous to push. She should have known that there would be such consequences before she was impulsive.
Draw the knife to cut off the water and the water will flow more. Ren Xue's mood at this time was no more relaxed than anyone else's. She didn't get the joy and joy of it. Since last night. There seemed to be a lot of invisible pressure around her. It made her all her organs want to be displaced. Even in the morning, when I was saying goodbye to my colleagues. She thought the eyes of those people were weird. It's both ambiguous and meaningful. It made her frightened.
A man is willing to keep a woman in his life. You can chat and be a confidant. You can ** underground lover. For the former, you have to keep your heart. For the latter, you have to give**. Now it's clear that she can't do any of them.
Men are a different species from women. For them. Especially for a man like Xue Zimo. Reason is almost a nature.
Even if it is the fulfillment of a certain love. They also don't give up on life entirely. They tie love and life intimately together. In the name of equality. And women are different. They are often desperate. Burn one's ship. The sky is falling apart. Conquer life with love.
This is probably why men use the name of love to fulfill a woman's life. It's often okay. And the woman gives up her life to fulfill a man's love. There is often also a bit of a tragic root cause.
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(Tianjin)