Gu Xiyan finished cleaning up the dishes and chopsticks, and sat on the sofa with Teacher Xia, although she had been thinking about Xue Zimo's situation in her heart, she couldn't help but not call, since Xue Zimo had reported the situation to Teacher Xia in the evening, why did she bother to do it

She has never shown how tired Xue Zimo is in front of Teacher Xia, not only because a book about the way of getting along with mother-in-law and daughter-in-law seems to remind daughters-in-law that it is best not to have this behavior, which will invisibly increase the mother-in-law's sense of "disgust", and Teacher Xia prefers the heroic and sassy type After the last incident, Teacher Xia's attitude towards himself is already very kind, he is already satisfied, how can he make another time

"You just go back early" Teacher Xia looked at Gu Xiyan and knew that she must be bored in her heart, but as long as she didn't speak, she would never say that she would go first, although she always felt nondescript and embarrassed in this atmosphere, which made her sit like pins and needles, but she also understood that this kind of getting along was not easy.

"I'd better wait for my dad to come back before leaving. Gu Xiyan raised her head and replied cautiously.

"No need, they don't know when they will come back, it's such a cold day, you still go back, or Zimo comes back, and you don't even have hot water to drink. Teacher Xia simply stood up first, "I'm also tired and want to go to bed early." ”

"Well, I'll go back first, Mom. Gu Xiyan then stood up, put on her coat, took her bag, and opened the door to go out.

The air outside is getting colder and colder, inhaling into the lungs, feeling that the temperature of the whole person has decreased, but heartily Gu Xiyan doesn't like this kind of solitude, she wants to say nothing but nothing, she is afraid that she will not say anything right, she will not do anything right, Teacher Xia can see the problem as soon as she opens her eyes, a mouth is the problem, this kind of solitude is not very much, but the enthusiasm and courage that she has accumulated for many days are almost exhausted

Gu Xiyan took out his mobile phone to call Xue Zimo, but the first person who reached his eardrum was Wu Bai's painful person

"Xixi" Xue Zimo put on headphones.

Ren Xue turned off the music, hugged the blanket, and prepared to go to the back row.

"What are you going to do" Xue Zimo looked at Ren Xue who was about to get out of the car and asked, "It's not cold enough"

Ren Xue pointed to the back seat and whispered, "Don't disturb your sweet words, I'll squint at the back for a while." ”

"How are you guys," Gu Xiyan waited for everything to calm down before speaking.

"You're back home" Xue Zimo simply adjusted the chair and spoke half-leaning.

"I just came out of my mother's place, and I haven't gotten in the car yet, so I thought I'd call you first. Gu Xiyan listened to Xue Zimo's voice, and could hear his breathing.

"Then go back quickly, don't wait for me, I don't know when I'll be able to go." ;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;" Xue Zimo first said the key point, "I helped Teacher Xia do a lot of work today."

"Hmm. From the moment Gu Xiyan opened the door, she wanted to throw the day's "stumbling" out of the clouds.

"That saves Mr. Xia a lot of effort, and this time she can eat a ready-made one, she doesn't know how happy she will be. Xue Zimo chuckled.

"Dad didn't eat at home, and they didn't come back, so I followed my mother. Gu Xiyan muttered.

"Oh, it's rare that you have time to chat, so long time has passed, Teacher Xia's temperament has already passed, I feel better" Xue Zimo frowned when he heard Gu Xiyan's tone, his intuition was not too good.

"Hmm. Gu Xiyan rubbed her cold hands, not wanting to say this question again, "Then you can only wait a little longer, I put a blanket in the car"

"Knowing and knowing, it all came in handy, and the snacks were all eliminated by us as a meal. Hurry home, sleep and cover the quilt, don't get cold. Xue Zimo instructed softly.

"Hmm. ”

Xue Zimo hung up the phone and looked at Ren Xue behind him, curled up in his seat with a blanket.

"Do you have to be like this" Ren Xue smiled helplessly, "It's a sin to be single."

"Being single has the benefits of being single, and getting married has the trouble of getting married. Xue Zimo has Gu Xiyan's shadow in his head, and for this girl, it seems that there are more troubles after marriage than before marriage.

"I sighed because of feelings, what's the matter with you" Ren Xue propped up her body, maybe Gu Xiyan confided in her a lot before, or anyway, she seemed to be more and more willing to listen, more and more eager to listen.

"Marriage is not the end of life, right" Xue Zimo had a slight understanding but said out of nowhere, on the difficult road, in the quiet night, it is really good to have a listener sitting next to him.

"Of course, I understand that it is a journey of life, and the end of life should be more than life, and the struggle will not stop" Ren Xue couldn't guess what Xue Zimo wanted to say for a while.

"I feel that many women don't think so, because most women enter marriage, and the pace of life comes to an abrupt end, and then they stand still for a few years, and then" Xue Zimo realized that those bleak endings may be because there is an essential difference in thinking between men and women.

Then in the face of various changes in men, watching the distance between each other getting bigger and bigger, chasing for a while, complaining for a while, and finally finding that love is not a good thing to maintain life. Ren Xue continued, "In fact, many times, it is not because of a third party. ”

"The third person doesn't have to be someone, or time, or personality, or whatever. Xue Zimo hadn't studied the emotional issue carefully, but at this time, it seemed that he was brought in by Ren Xue, which made him have the idea of discussing and discussing.

"Love is originally a process of dissipating each other's enthusiasm, but growing mutual tolerance. The temperature of love will gradually recede, and problems will gradually appear. Ren Xue has always believed that this is a law of conservation of emotional quality, and those lovers who grow old together must be moved when they are in love, and they know some gratitude during the Cold War, and there is no other secret.

"Don't think too much about everything, it's going to be tiring. Xue Zimo looked back at Ren Xue, the woman in front of him was sometimes more rational and calm than him.

Ren Xue looked at Xue Zimo quietly, if the distance between people is an arm's length, and the temperature is close to body temperature, it is the most comfortable distance between people, and the distance of an arm at this time makes Ren Xue suddenly have an illusion, "Even if he is not the person who accompanies you to old age, he is also the person sent by fate to cross you."

"What are you thinking" Xue Zimo raised his hand and shook it in front of Ren Xue's eyes.

"After going through some things, when you reach a certain age, for women, the days become more and more difficult, time, environment, everything around you are constantly beating your pride, you can't rely on the warmth given to you by others to dispel your loneliness and sadness, and you don't want your misfortune to affect the people around you, so you can only use other ways to fill this gap, stubbornly tense, or even the days are gradually alienated from you. Ren Xue's voice seemed to float from a long distance, but her eyes didn't move.

"In my opinion, you are a very strong person, and sometimes you are really thinking that something may not be a big deal to come to you. Xue Zimo is still not used to a woman doing inner analysis and monologue in front of a man, and he is even more uncomfortable with Ren Xue's self-pity.

"Haha, it's unfortunate to be an abandoned woman, and I don't want to be a complaining woman who complains about real life. Ren Xue suddenly laughed again, in this world, some people are obsessed with good and evil, some people are obsessed with success or failure, some people are obsessed with right and wrong, and some people are obsessed with life and death, but women are obsessed with love and hate

"No wonder Xixi admires you and keeps saying that you are a person worth dating. Xue Zimo was a little surprised by Ren Xue's speed of frequency modulation, life owes her so much, it is rare for her to be so free

"In the face of a woman's feelings, nine out of ten are unproductive, I just think that when you love, you have to believe in it, and when you don't love, you have to believe in yourself. Most of the pain is actually the result of refusing to leave. Otherwise, by the time you find out, it's already stealing all your options. Ren Xue did not deny that Gu Xiyan was dependent on her at some point.

"It's easy to say, it's not easy to do" Xue Zimo suddenly thought that such a person who is good at comforting others must have spent many days comforting himself.

"The former is voluntary, the latter is forced. Ren Xue simply stuffed her feet in the blanket, "Which one do you think is more difficult?"

"Of course, it's voluntary, and it's easier to do. ”

"I'm just the opposite, I use a hundred reasons to convince myself, and then one reason goes back to the original form, it seems to be forced, but I find an exit for myself, all kinds of tests before marriage are not tests, and tests start after marriage. Ren Xue's eyes suddenly lit up, "The next topic is here"

"I thought of a good idea," Xue Zimo also became excited.

"Discuss the test of feelings in married life, the topic can be borrowed from Wei Yingwu's poem, how about the ten years of flowing water after the clouds parted" Ren Xue was obviously a little excited, leaned over and grabbed Xue Zimo's sleeve.

"It's also a shame that you used this sentence. "Xue Zimo has seen Ren Xue's head tonight, not an ordinary sea and sky.

"The materials accumulated some time ago are not in vain," Ren Xue turned around and took the computer and put it on his lap, "This time it can be all strung together." With that, he went straight to write his own manuscript.

Xue Zimo turned her head, put on headphones, and no longer bothered Ren Xue, there was only the sound of Ren Xue crackling and tapping on the keyboard in the carriage, her afterglow looked at Xue Zimo, and when she saw that he was no longer talking, she exhaled softly, maybe the waiting time was too long, it could be that the trip was too long, it might be that it was relatively embarrassing to be silent, so it was okay to be open-mouthed tonight, and actually began to move her hands and feet, just pulling Xue Zimo's sleeve, she herself was startled by herself, although Xue Zimo didn't seem to mind, although she retreated silently, but the nature of reaching out and the shock of closing her hand made her more and more uneasy

Xue Zimo closed his eyes, and the piano music that he often listened to came from the headphones, whether it was common love or nostalgia, the sound of the piano music was soothing and clear, and every note seemed to be knocked on people's hearts, making people forget themselves easily

The feelings in this world are the two most unforgettable: each other is tired of old age, forgetting each other in the rivers and lakes but missing crying The two choices are actually just two kinds of pain, the former makes people disheartened, and the latter makes people worry about the dead

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(Tianjin)