349 Chapter 349: Mood Transformation
Ji Xiaoning lowered his head.
looked at the girl in front of her who was a little touching, with a touch of weakness and gloom.
Lin Xiaomo's lips were pursed, her eyes were a little hopeful and nervous, and she mustered up the courage to meet Ji Xiaoning's eyes, she did not flinch at this moment.
The look in her beautiful eyes is more determined to be lonely stubbornness, bravely took a step, raised her arms like lotus jade, opened her arms slightly, looked hopeful, nervous, and looked at the young man in front of her without blinking, the clean and clear autumn pupils reflected the face of the young man in front of her, the affectionate appearance, as if to portray the young man in front of her forever in memory.
Ji Xiaoning was silent.
Silence.
and Lin Xiaomo's eyes were silent.
There was silence all around.
It is as calm as two green pines, standing for eternity.
Time passed quietly like flowing water, but as time passed, the look of hope and brilliance in Lin Xiaomo's eyes slowly faded, and gradually, what appeared in the pair of pupils was more and more loss and a trace of self-deprecation, and the look in his eyes became more and more dim.
Looking at Lin Xiaomo, who gradually lowered his head, before his eyes finally disappeared, Ji Xiaoning was suddenly stunned by the stubborn sentimentality that bit his lips.
When did he become a hard-hearted man?
It seems to vaguely emerge in front of him, the cold, indifferent, indifferent and unfamiliar face reflected on the virtual touch screen before, such a pair of completely strange, cold eyes that refuse to be thousands of miles away, is it really him?
In the silence, he thought of it again, and he had actually moved to kill his friends before... He's too angry!
has been disturbed by anger to the state of mind.
No!
This is not the result he wanted.
It was only at this time that Ji Xiaoning was at a loss to find that his memory of his past life was gradually blurring.
His memory, more and more pictures, is the world.
He began to be a little vague ... The facial features of a dead friend in a previous life, the facial features of a school girl at the same table who had a crush in a previous life, the facial features of a high school homeroom teacher in a previous life... Even the name of the owner of the pet store next door to his house, he gradually lost his memory... Even the names of the streets near his home that he had been familiar with for more than ten years gradually became a little difficult to remember... Every time I go to school in the morning to buy breakfast at Uncle Zhang and Aunt Zhang's stall, his favorite seaweed egg custard taste, he slowly began to forget, he once said that this is the best delicacy that he will never get tired of eating in his life......
Etcetera......
More and more memories of his past life, when he thought about it carefully, he found that he could only recall vague outlines.
And this is only a short period of three months!
Three months is short, and for more than ten years of life, it is just a fleeting moment.
But it seems that he has experienced a lifetime for so long, and all he recalls in his memory are all kinds of pictures about this world.
A cold sensation that seems to arise from the deepest part of the body.
In an instant, the cold feeling traveled all over the body, taking away all the residual warmth of the body.
He seemed to have been sleeping in the darkness for a thousand years, and in the boundless darkness, he was the only one who was carrying the weight alone.
But there was no way but darkness for him.
He was furious.
The eternal and eternal anger sighed faintly in the body.
Ji Xiaoning was stunned.
The scenes of memory in this world, like frame by frame, are fast forward in the brain like a kaleidoscope, from messy fragments to more and more huge complete pictures.
When was the first time he killed someone?
It's a trip to the ruins of the second-tier city of the old era!
When did he first really see the sinister side of the human heart?
Is it Duan Wentian's frame-up?
No! This was when the brothers Duan Chenghua and Duan Zhenpeng used their power to oppress people, framed him, and detained him!
When was the first real life and death crisis for him?
Is it the third-order bird that was there in the beginning?
Was it the pursuit and killing of the old man of the sword cultivator who was mystically organized after the battle with Duan Wentian that day?
No! It's the Qi family's Han Fei's thousand-mile pursuit!
When did he first start to feel a strong vengeful rage?
It was when he picked up the innocent female reporter who died tragically, with the sweetness and romance of a girl, timidly and nervously whispered to him for an autograph, and when he was poignant and withered in the most brilliant flower season, he angrily and brazenly hit the base of the Sage Organization alone!
Scenes flashed quickly in my mind.
Ji Xiaoning only found out.
In just three months, he experienced the darkness of human nature, the crisis of life and death, and the number of times he was seriously injured and dying far exceeded the number of people in the peaceful era in his previous life.
Fight to the death again and again......
The killing intent is getting heavier......
As a result, he began to be bound by anger, and before he knew it, he was lost in the darkness and could not find a way out.
Now.
Ji Xiaoning's state of mind is changing rapidly.
In him, a huge change is taking place.
It doesn't matter about strength, it doesn't matter about the realm, it doesn't matter how much the ability increases... Instead, his state of mind cultivation is advancing day by day, and the weather is surging.
Like thunder drumming.
One thunderbolt after another is refining the "impurities" of the heart, and one by one the thoughts are gradually rounded, transparent, full, open-minded, crystal clear, and bright and flawless.
It's an invisible, intangible, earth-shaking change.
But it is a real self-heritage, which is constantly accumulating, waiting for the moment when the big Jiao takes off and calls for wind and rain to turn into a big dragon.
"Whew. ”
Ji Xiaoning exhaled a breath of turbidity.
Suddenly, there was a kind of smooth thought, and the body and mind were relaxed, as if he had taken off a heavy shackle, and he was about to ride the wind and want to go, and the whole body of the feather flying immortal felt light.
Ji Xiaoning knew that this was just his momentary delusion.
It's not that he is about to really be like the myth, a sign that he is going to feather the flying immortals.
Lin Xiaomo lowered her white mantis head, her face was slightly pale, there was no blood, there was a bit of sadness in her eyes, and there was a trace of self-deprecation and loss.
From the deepest part of the body, it seems to sigh softly.
In the past years, the scenes of time engraved in my heart were surging endlessly at this moment, and even a few green silks on my sideburns disturbed my mind and I didn't notice it, but at this moment, suddenly, a pair of warm hands were like touching fine porcelain, carefully lifted, so restrained, so nervous, with a little clumsy and hurried movements, gently brushed away the few messy green silks, and gently brushed them behind Lin Xiaomo's white and snow-white ears as delicate as jade glass.
Lin Xiaomo was stunned.
Her lips pursed, she raised her head suddenly, Ji Xiaoning saw her delicate facial features, and also saw her eyes.
The two of them just stood quietly.
The beautiful girl in front of her looked at him quietly.
A pair of warm and powerful arms hugged Lin Xiaomo.
This sudden scene, Lin Xiaomo was already stunned, like a frightened stupid kitten, her body was stiff and forgot to move, Ji Xiaoning he... I actually laughed......
It's no longer cold and ruthless.
"Thank you. ”
Ji Xiaoning said in a low voice, the masculine warm breath spit out from the tip of his nose gently spit on Lin Xiaomo's white ears, which was tingling and itchy, and a flush rose from the tips of Lin Xiaomo's ears.
Me, or me!
I'm Ji Xiaoning!
Perhaps, I can't go back to my old self.
There is no such thing as a static thing in this world.
The only thing that doesn't change is that it's always changing.
What does the eyes of the world have to do with me?
I just have to remember one thing!
Don't lose yourself and don't forget your original intention.
What is my original intention?
Keep the minimum moral bottom line.
Whoever is my friend, I will keep watch with all my might.
Whoever is my enemy, I will slay him.
Thank you, Lin Xiaomo, for letting me find myself from being lost in time before I fell deeper and deeper.
Ji Xiaoning's state of mind has completed the transformation!