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It's so shameful, it's so painful, but she can't hate it.

They are just playful children, who don't understand the minds of adults, and don't know what an insult is.

Because I don't understand, I can hurt without scruples.

Their parents thought she was crazy, a fool, and didn't know what it meant to be incorruptible, so they indulged the child...... Therefore there is no need to hate.

He walked by with his new man in his arms and a blank face, letting everyone insult and beat her, without looking back, hateful?

Nor be hateful.

Who made her not the glamorous woman who stood side by side with him?

Don't hate...... Just sadness.

How was the woman who tried to get close to her treated that day on the street?

The Darkguard kicked her away!

Although she didn't approve of this approach, she finally understood that he was protecting her.

Now......

She turned her head to look at the red, nonchalant backs......

Obviously, that indifference is so dazzling, so distressing......

I don't know why, she wasn't desperate enough to give up...... Isn't it painful enough?

"Wait......" She crawled over as if she didn't know the pain, and grabbed the man's red robe in a very humble position.

Her hands were dirty, and she grabbed a mark on her wedding dress.

Everyone gasped.

Kicked out - this was expected, and Hanyu thought so.

However, the man did not move, and even stood in place, letting her pull him.

She tugged at her hem. His hand clenched a little, and his voice brought unprecedented dazedness, helplessness, pain and despair.

"Jiang Kuo, tell me, do I love you?"

As soon as this sentence came out, everyone thought that it was a madman: someone would ask such a question.

How to listen to how to be sick.

Jiang Kuo didn't move, he sensitively caught the tremor and pain in her voice, what did it mean?

"Jiang Kuo. Tell me, am I in love with you, am I in love with you...... Do you feel it?"

The woman continued to ask eagerly, her tone becoming more and more painful, and tears falling down in a row, as if it were an important question that could kill her.

I never felt it, he couldn't help but reply in his heart.

She looked up at his back, her eyes wide and weeping, unblinking. He looked at him very seriously and waited.

Didn't turn around.

There was no answer.

The light in her eyes faded little by little, and she gradually let go of his clothes, and fell to the ground and cried lowly.

The cry was not loud, but it moved everyone who heard it.

That cry comes from the bottom of my heart. From the soul.

This time, it's really sad.

No one laughed anymore, and the scene was quiet. Everyone watched with sad eyes, and some soft-hearted women even turned around and wiped their tears inexplicably.

After a long time, she finally raised her head to look at his back, stopped crying, and smiled.

She said, "I see. Thank you, Jiang Kuo. Thank you for telling me the answer. ”

What did she know? He didn't say anything, what did she know?

But she no longer dwelled on the problem, and looked up at him, smiling sincerely and fragilely. She said, "I'll ask you one last question." ”

The man still didn't move.

The woman stubbornly looked up at her plain white face, smiled lightly and said the only sentence that went beyond the bottom line in her life.

"Jiang Kuo. If I kneel down and beg you. Will you forgive me?"

Jiang Kuo's back stiffened.

He should know that she is proud. How much courage it took to say this.

But he didn't speak.

Just when everyone thought that they would have to wait for a long time, the woman did not let people wait for a long time.

She didn't dare to wait any longer, she was finally not brave enough to wait for him to trample on her dignity with his own mouth.

It was much later that she knew that if she waited for a moment at this time, it would only be a moment...... Everything will be different.

But by the time she knew, it was too late.

She finally got up from the ground trembling, I don't know if it was because of physical exhaustion or because she fell and hurt her foot, and her body staggered.

But at last she stood firm, very straight, very straight.

Even though he was covered in mud and his face was full of tears, he no longer had a trace of despair, and he was like two people with the woman who had just begged hard.

No one will ever think she's crazy anymore.

She smiled at the backs of a pair of people in front of her, her tone was indifferent, and she stopped word by word, "I know, Jiang Kuo, thank you." Thank you for letting me know that you don't love me, I don't love you, and I can't get your forgiveness even if I try my best......"

…… You don't love me...... I don't love you...... I tried my best to get your understanding......

I should have said these words with a smile, but when I laughed, the tears still couldn't stop falling.

Is it because I'm laughing too hard?

Thankfully, he had his back to her the whole time, and he couldn't see the tears.

She continued, "Jiang Kuo, you are the first person who made me abandon my self-esteem, I don't regret it, but I won't do it a second time. ”

"Miss Shen, you are very beautiful. I'm sorry to disturb you. ”

"I wish you a hundred years of happiness and an early birth of a noble son. ”

After she finished speaking, she saluted the two slightly, and then turned to leave without a trace of hesitation.

Fortunately, everything behind her did not seem to have changed because of her appearance, she heard the man cross the threshold with the new lady, the bride sang loudly, and everyone gradually laughed...... The scene just now was like a dream.

No, everything is like a dream.

Like how she would one day crawl like a dog and beg in plain sight, as if she could say something like that to a man;

It's like...... She actually remembered that not long ago he said that he loved her and said that he would never leave her;

Just like a day ago, she actually questioned Lin Yuan, questioned the love flower, and thought that she loved him......

Everything was like a dream.

No, it's just a dream.

An unforgettable dream.

She laughed self-deprecatingly, Zheng Hanyu, you always overestimate yourself.

Do you think he cares about you a little bit, doesn't he care about you?

You don't even understand yourself.

Look. You think you love him, don't you love him too?

Zheng Hanyu, don't tell me who you love again, never again.

I don't believe it!

I won't fall in love with anyone again!

Never again!

It's a winter evening.

As the sun sets, the breeze gradually rises.

The biting chill made the woman wake up all of a sudden, and when she raised her eyes, she unknowingly came to the gazebo.

The first morning of the wedding. It was here that they welcomed her first sunrise in Jiangfu together......

It was here on the evening of his birthday that they bathed in the afterglow of the setting sun......

It was here that he told her seriously for the first time that he didn't like three wives and four concubines and wanted to send away other women......

Also here...... He threw her into the lake.

That's fine.

Right and wrong, turn the head empty.

It doesn't make sense anymore anyway.

She touched the table and chair one last time and said to herself, Hanyu. Don't be sad, don't regret it, don't blame yourself, be brave and go boldly.

Even though...... Even if there is nothing.

Even with nothing, I can find some meaning in being alive.

She was too obsessed with her thoughts. No figure was found, and he followed her in the shadows until he saw her caressing the table and chair affectionately. The shadow slammed down, and finally left without looking back.

Winters in Gangnam are cold.

This is the third day of the newlywed in Jiangfu, and the fourth day after Lin Yuan left.

The fire in the house had long since been extinguished, but she seemed to realize the cold at this moment.

"Whew-" The half-open windows were blown open, and the cold wind was biting.

She squinted at the window for a while, and suddenly saw something white rolling in from the window.

It's snowing!

This is the first snow of winter.

She dragged her chair to the window and sat down under the covers.

"Whew-" A cold wind blew snowflakes on her face, and she subconsciously closed her eyes and felt the snow boy smashing on her face, cold. But with a little pain.

"Whew-"

"Whew-"

……

It was one after another, and it was smashed one by one.

Instead of hiding, she closed her eyes and raised her face. Facing the cold wind and snowflakes, enduring the cold and pain after burst.

Gradually, there was some masochistic connotation.

The wind is getting stronger and the face is getting more and more painful...... But that's not enough.

Still not enough.

She opened her eyes suddenly, and her big eyes were filled with tears for some time.

She lifted the covers, jumped barefoot out of her chair, and opened the door.

There was already a layer of snow in the compound.

She looked at the snow coldly, and without hesitation stepped on it barefoot, the snow was trampled and creaked, and she walked step by step to the middle of the courtyard, stood still, raised her head to meet the overwhelming snow, opened her arms, bit her lip, and remained motionless and silent.

Stubborn posture.

The snow fell quickly on her face, head, nose, mouth, and felt cold.

Half a column of incense time.

The soles of my feet no longer felt cold, the pain in my heart was no longer numb, my arms were sore, and the ten fingers of Qianqian peeking out of my sleeves became red, and I couldn't even hold them. It was like a layer of ice on my face, probably because of the snow in my nose, and I felt pain even breathing.

Two lines of water droplets ran down his cheeks.

I finally felt the pain, finally felt the cold, finally felt sad, and finally shed tears, such a traceable pain was just given by a snow, and it was given by oneself.

It's so uncomfortable.

She fell to the ground on her feet, and asked herself over and over again, why should I make myself sad, why should I abuse myself, what is worth abusing myself?

She suddenly felt very aggrieved, her nose was sour, and tears fell into the snow one by one.

"Saved. She crawled up in the snow, the words flashing through her mind with joy.

She stumbled to her feet and walked into the house.

Take a wooden basin and pour the water in the thermos out, and when you touch it, it will be cold.

No wonder, Lin Yuan has been gone for three days.

There has never been a more time when a little hot water is needed.

Just need a little hot water.

She turned her head to see the firewood that Lin Yuan had prepared and placed it next to the firepit, and rushed over happily to pick it up.

My heart was filled with gratitude.

Turns out I just need a little firewood!

The light of the fire soon illuminated the hut, and the hut, which had been cold for a few days, immediately warmed up.

The water was boiling, and she poured it into the basin impatiently, mixed it with a little cold water, and put her frozen feet and hands in it—oh, how comfortable!

It turns out that when I freeze, I just need a basin of hot water!

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