Chapter 293, let go because of love

Li He was also helpless about Li Hao's divine mending knife, he was talking about the future, development, and great careers, but in order to comfort his sister who was bored on the side, Li Hao gave Li He a knife.

Looking at his expression, Li He felt that his cousin was deliberate.

Looking at his sister who was smiling happily because of this, Li He found that they were all hearts. Knowing that this matter hurts him a lot...... Well, this is fighting poison with poison, it is shock therapy.

Li He chose to silently despise Li Hao, and then said that he was going to eat dog meat..... Li Chun is a staunch anti-dog meat eater. However, Li He said that it didn't end well, Li Chun grabbed the sofa pillow and beckoned to him.

Li Jie watched his children playing, enjoying his face, and at the end, he said melodiously: "Don't lose the good time of youth, if you can't let go, chase it back, if you can let it go, there will be fragrant grass within ten steps." You haven't been in touch with Qingwei lately?"

"What kind of father, what kind of brother, what kind of sister? I'm going to break up with you, goodbye. After Li He finished speaking, he got up and put on his clothes and changed his shoes, and prepared to go out for a walk, but what made him even more sad and angry was that no one left him.

Coming out of the house, Li He was depressed and didn't know where to go.

It's been almost two months since I came back from England, and what was originally a romantic and beautiful trip has finally turned into a sad trip, and the first love between Li He and Li He has finally come to an end. No matter how you think about it, Li He is unwilling, but Ji Xiao's attitude is very firm, Li He's visa expires, and it is impossible to stay in the UK all the time, so he can only return to China first.

After returning to school, Sang Quinoa also chose to avoid it, which made Li He even more depressed. In fact, he also knew that with Mulberry's pride, he would never approach him after he broke up with Ji Yu, and even Li He himself did not mean to break up with Ji Yu here and turn his head to chase Mulberry, so not only did Mulberry avoid it, but Li He did not approach, so in the autumn of his junior year, the two of them seemed to be a little estranged.

At this time, Li He came out of the house, went to school, and I didn't know if he would meet Mulberry, and I didn't know what would happen if he met Mulberry, anyway, he has often been absent from class since the beginning of this semester, and even if he went to class, he didn't sit with Mulberry.

But where do you go if you don't go to school? Go back to my mother, well, there is also a Zhao Jinzhu there, the little girl is already in her second year of high school, although she has not grown into a natural beauty, but the longer the body is, the more bright it is, the more people who practice martial arts, those legs are particularly moving. However, for Zhao Jinzhu, Li He feels that the relationship between them is not the kind of relationship between men and women, of course, it is not clear, but at least now they don't mean that to each other, nor is it a simple friendship, nor is it brother and sister affection, but they are very close.

Zhao Jinzhu is an empathetic girl, she doesn't talk much, but she is caring, it is good to go to her when she is lost, but Li He doesn't want the little girl to worry too much about herself, and she is afraid that she will not be able to control it when she is vulnerable.

I can't go back to school, I can't go home, do I want to go to Ling Qingyan? But with the police lady, I have never been worried. Dad said that Ling Qingyan's recent performance has been very good, and he is already on an equal footing with him as a master, leading a criminal investigation team, although several people in her group are rookies who have just graduated from the police academy, but they are also a team leader. When he went to find her at this time, Li He was sure that he was throwing himself into the net, and even if it was okay, the young lady would find out what to do with him.

Still, forget it.

Unconsciously, Li He wandered the streets of the provincial capital alone for a long time. It's very late at night, the provincial city is still full of traffic, those visible neon lights, invisible drunken gold fans, is this where he goes?

Li He suddenly remembered Ye Manman, after the Guo family's case was closed, Ye Manman also left Guangyin City, she said that she was going to another place to start a new life, she would find a job to support herself with her hands, and she would pick up her textbooks and retake the college entrance examination. It's just that I don't know if she can really start again after sinking in the rolling red dust for a long time? Li He left her a phone call, but after leaving, Ye Manman never looked for him again.

Li He remembered the beautiful stewardess Zhang Chun again, but after Hainan parted, they also never contacted each other again, and they didn't know where the beautiful little stewardess was now.

The crux of the matter is that Li He has one face after another floating in his mind, but he doesn't know what he is thinking now.

And just when Li He was wandering on the street in confusion, thousands of miles away in England, in a small apartment building.

"Season, you've been in the bathroom for too long. ”

"Ji, can you hurry up, I'm in a hurry......"

The creak, the sound of the door opening.

"Go, go, go, the first thing I do every time I come back is to run to the toilet, Jeda, are your intestines straight?"

"Ji, what are you talking about outside?"

"Nothing ......"

Whoa...... The sound of flushing.

"Ji, your color is not very good. ”

"It's a look!" Ji Xiao, who was sitting at the dining table, replied to her heartless roommate angrily, holding a water cup in her hand, but after a long time, her glass of water still hasn't moved, and she was originally a person who likes to drink water very much.

"Okay, complexion. I don't think you look good. Yeda also poured herself a glass of water, and drank it all in one gulp, she sat opposite Ji Xiao, and said, "I don't understand, you are still depressed for so many days, in this case, why do you want to break up with Li?"

Ji Xiao still didn't look angry, and said, "You don't understand it in the first place." ”

If it were a different person, maybe she would be in a hurry with Ji Xiao, so let's put it well, you always have gunshots and gunpowder, have you eaten gunpowder? But probably Westerners are not so sensitive, and Yeda is not a delicate person, so she didn't care about Ji Xiao's tone at all, just spread her hands, looked incomprehensible, and asked, "To be honest, do you really not love him?"

Ji Xiao sighed and said, "Of course not, you don't understand." ”

Yeda only asked, "That is, you still love him?"

"Love. Ji Xiao sighed, more like admonishing himself, and said: "You don't understand, sometimes, it's really because you love it too much, so you can only let it go." ”

Yeda shook her head, she really didn't understand.

Ji Xiao was also patient at this time, but she was more like explaining to herself, and more like emphasizing to herself, she counted her fingers and said, "Look, it's like this." I love him, for me, he is the person I live in my heart and no one can replace him, he is unique to me. However, I will not be able to be with him in the future, my mentor and my future superiors have talked to me, and I will be stationed abroad all year round, and there will be tasks at any time, and we may not see each other all year round. I can't be with him, but I don't let him go, I'm not there when he misses me, I'm not there when he's lonely, I can't share with him when he's happy, and even when he's sick, when he's hurt, when he's sad, I'm not there for him!

Ji Xiao suddenly had tears flowing down, when she told Li He to break up before, she still looked calm and calm, but now that Li He is not around, she has been depressed for many days, and she suddenly started crying, crying so much that she scared her roommate. I don't know if all British girls are like Yeda, even if they can cry, but it is definitely not Ji Xiao's way of crying.

Crying to the end, Ji Xiao sobbed and said: "Do you know? He was seriously injured once and almost died, but I don't know! What's even more sad is that even if I knew at that time, I was thousands of miles away, I was completely powerless, I couldn't even stay by his side, even if he was irretrievable, and I couldn't do it to guard his last journey, then what qualifications did I have to be his girlfriend? What qualifications did I have to tell him that I love him, and what qualifications did I have to ask him to love me?"

Yeda shook her head, Ji Xiao sobbed, said a little vaguely, and changed the dialect, don't say that Yeda's Chinese level is limited, even if she hears it all, she still doesn't understand, so she can only shake her head and say: "Ji, I don't understand your Chinese's mind, but I think it's not your fault." ”

Ji Xiao said fiercely: "This is my fault!"

Yeda looked at Ji Xiao quietly for a while, sighed very orientally, and said, "Okay, I don't understand anyway, Ji, let's not talk about this." You should be happy, and since you have chosen to break up, you should also be happy without him. ”

Ji Xiao said with tears on his face: "But I can't be happy! When I think that I was not by his side when he was injured, I felt that my heart hurt as if I was being twisted by a hand, and I couldn't breathe in pain." I never be happy at the thought of never being able to miss him as his girlfriend again. ”

Yeda spread her hands and said, "Then don't listen to your superiors' arrangement, you don't do this job, go back to him, how simple." ”

Ji Xiao looked at Yeda, speechless for a long time, and finally shook his head and said, "It's not that simple...... And if I end up being a person who does nothing and nothing but stays with him, I'm going to end up losing him too. ”

"I don't understand," said Yeda completely helplessly, "more and more incomprehensible." Forget it, it's too difficult for me to discuss feelings with a Chinese girl. Let's talk about something else, Ji, I want to eat the boiled fish you made, you haven't made it in a long time. ”

"......" Ji Xiao looked at this greedy roommate and looked at her with a cute look, she knew that the other party was also trying to divert her attention, so she could only smile helplessly and said, "But there are no fish." ”

Yeda jumped to her feet and said, "Oh yes, I'm ready!" she said cheerfully as she ran to the kitchen and pulled out a fish from the fridge that was apparently something she had just bought from the supermarket.

Somehow, when she brought the fish to Ji Liao, waiting for Ji Liao to make her a magical boiled fish as usual, Ji Liao's face turned white, and then Yeda saw her cover her mouth and nose and rush into the bathroom.

And far away on the university campus in Guangyin City, Mulberry suddenly sat up from the bed, she had a dream, and when she woke up, she was already sweating.

One, two, three, three days without a good rest, gritted his teeth and insisted.