A few words

Do the math, Xiaolong has been writing books for six years, starting from the end of 09, and has been writing until now, in fact, "The Best Heavenly Master" is not the first novel written by Xiaolong, and he has published a few books in Zhulang before, with mediocre results, and few people know.

After writing for so many years, you may not know that my right hand burned off all but my thumb when I was not yet full moon, because of a fire in my home.

When I was a child, I didn't just know how to play and didn't feel anything, but as I grew up day by day, I gradually discovered that I was different from other people, and the strange eyes of others stung me deeply.

I used to think that my hands were nothing, but when I entered society, I realized its cruelty, so I was very resistant to going out to work.

Before that, I found a beautiful girlfriend, others were very envious, happy but also stressed, especially her family conditions are much better than mine, so that we talked for many years, and her parents didn't even know that I existed.

At that time, I had already started writing novels, but I didn't have much income from writing books at that time, and I didn't even have full-time attendance at that time.

Later, under the persuasion of his girlfriend, he went out to find a job, 800 yuan a month......

I knew that this money couldn't change anything at all, so I wrote a book part-time while I went to work, and I wrote "The Best Heavenly Master" at that time, and I didn't think too much about it at that time, I just wanted to take the 1,000 yuan for full attendance.

Later, I slowly got results, and the second book was bought out, and I was in a very good mood at that time, because if I had 10,000 words a day, I would be able to earn more than 4,000 yuan a month.

That's a good income for us, and I couldn't wait to tell my girlfriend about it, and she was happy for me, so I quit my job and started writing books full-time, almost 10,000 words a day.

At that time, I also had a little confidence, so I asked her to tell her parents about my door, but when they heard about my family situation, they didn't even know the situation of my right hand, so they said separate, can you imagine my mood at that time? I felt that all hope was shattered in that moment.

After that, I kept writing, because my hands were not good, the speed of writing at that time was not very fast, a chapter of 3,000 words, I had to write at least two and a half hours, four chapters a day, that is, more than ten hours, not counting the outbreak and addition at that time.

Can you imagine sitting in front of a computer for more than 10 hours a day, writing constantly?

But for her sake, I persevered, but the more I wanted to make more money, the more pressure in my heart became, and slowly the contradictions between us became more and more and bigger.

Although we persevered for a few more years after my many stays, we finally separated, and just recently, there was a breakup before, some people may know, but then reconciled.

There are my reasons and her reasons, and I can't talk about who is right and who is wrong, in one of her words, it is "the wrong time met the wrong person".

After the separation, I lost the goal of my struggle, I lost motivation, and I didn't want to write, so I always had problems during this time, and I felt very tired.

This is Xiaolong's first love, and he has been talking about it for eight years, but it ended in failure, and I can say that he is physically and mentally exhausted in the past few years, and his hair is half white.

Xiaolong didn't mean anything else when he said this, he just hoped that everyone would give Xiaolong some time.

In the end, Xiaolong assured everyone that the book would be finished, and that Xiaolong would continue to write it as long as there were still people reading it.