Chapter 122: Between Obsessions
Maybe he was extremely sensitive and sad during his illness, and overnight, Xiang Chunzao not only lost his enthusiasm, but also lost his desire to hear Han Qiushi's voice. Pen fun and pavilion www.biquge.info
The first thing I did when I opened my eyes was to decide not to go to work today.
looked at the pointer pointing to eight o'clock, picked up the mobile phone, found Han Qiushi's name, and without hesitation, sent a WeChat: Body Lamb, please take a day off.
Regardless of whether he saw it or not, he turned off his phone without waiting for a minute, and put it on the bedside table without looking at it again.
I don't want to have the slightest connection with the outside world, and between my obsessions, I broke out of the arrogant and stubborn in Chunzao's bones.
Han Qiushi's sudden indifference without explaining made her feel disappointed, her strong self-esteem was hit hard, and she even felt embarrassed to be self-ashamed.
I'm going to stop thinking about it, get back to the beginning, and break off the relationship with you as a colleague and even a neighbor. I'd rather rent a house for the time being than wait any longer.
Sitting in front of the desk, Xiang Chun was heartbroken.
For her, who is mentally clean, the sensory stimulation of Liu Zhiqiang and Wang Yanyan catching rape in bed is far less than Han Qiushi's indifference to each other.
It's like stabbing down with a sharp knife in chili water and listening to the water droplets blindfolded, one is happy and the other is afraid, Xiang Chunzao is more willing to choose the former, and doesn't want to experience the despair of thinking that his blood is running out and obediently waiting to die!
The heart-rending pain of the flesh is far worse than the collapse and collapse of the spiritual world, as if hearing the wail in the heart, the sorrow is earnest, walking on the edge, the breath is like a gossamer.
Just sit back and wait? No! You can't look down on yourself like that. Cheer up, no one will save you, cheer up, Xiang Chunzao, look at the way you look now, what's the difference between you and a resentful woman?
Stand up!
Where to start?
Get out of here as soon as possible, yes, looking for a house, do you still want to live here?
Turn on the computer, look for a house, cheer yourself up for the early spring, take the first step, you must take this step to have a future, you can't be discouraged, because time will never stop, and life will go on.
The mouse moved, a lot of information was overwhelming, and after a while, there were already a few suitable choices, wrote down the contact information, sat up straight, and was so tired.
Closing his eyes, Xiang Chunzao felt a headache and dizziness. I touched my chest and snorted, thinking it was really funny.
For the sake of Han Qiushi's rejection of Fang Liwei, it is really hasty to think about it, for the sake of the love that is not sure of the other party's mind, he broke off his first love in a few words, what can it be if he is not too mentally retarded?
Stood up, walked to the sofa, picked up the listless puppy to Chunzao, like holding a beloved child, humming a song, and walking around the house.
Baby, are you out of love? Can't see Xiao Rui's shadow, without Xiao Rui's love, are you boring?
Am I also out of love?
If you haven't even touched your hand, is it still in love?
Fang Liwei at the beginning, and now you, you are really in love, why can't you say it?
Don't you know that if you miss it, you may lose your life? If you understand this truth, why don't you break the curse? Do you have to lose it again and again in this life?
But how do you open your mouth? In the face of you who have avoided you, is it still necessary to open your mouth to confess?
No, how can I be frizzy when I am an adult? Since there must be a good reason for me to do this, why should I be bored and embarrassed?
Putting down the puppy, Xiang Chunzao sat on the sofa, picked up the remote control, thought about it, and put it down again, he was really not in the mood to be awake, so he was still asleep.
After taking the medicine, I sat on the bed, touched my thin cheeks, and couldn't help but feel distressed.
In less than two years, my mother is gone, my brother is gone, and my home is gone.
Stop, God doesn't pity me, I should be self-reliant. Otherwise, even if you die, you will be unwilling, and even if you die, you must leave dignity, and do not ask others to point fingers and compare and compare.
Lying in the bed, shivering with cold, curled up, slowly sleepy and weak, slowly confused, as if returning to the warm belly of his mother, like a little tadpole, being cared for and cared for, starting from the beginning, and starting again.
The house was very quiet, and the puppy was napping on the floor.
I couldn't hear the rain pouring down outside the window, and I fell asleep in the early spring, very heavy, very heavy.
Under the moonlight, the breeze was blowing, sitting on a small stool, wearing a white shirt, and Han Qiushi, who had handsome eyebrows, looked up at the starry sky.
"Qiu Shi, how is the girlfriend talking? Isn't it time to talk about marriage?" he looked at him with a smile.
"It's good, but I can't get married for a while. Turning his face, Han Qiushi smiled a little reluctantly.
"Why? You should be married at your age, right? Is it because of the short time you have been together?"
It was because her mother strongly disagreed. Han Qiushi lowered his head.
Such a good young man, why don't you agree? He frowned: "Why?"
"My family's conditions are average, and she doesn't think she deserves it. Han Qiushi smiled slightly.
"Oh, that's right. Such a reason was unexpected, and I didn't know what to say.
"Actually, I'm quite hesitant. Huang Na, oh, my girlfriend's name is Huang Na, she has a very strong personality, and she is very unhappy with her parents for our business. Several times I wanted to retreat, but she was sad and couldn't do it, so I let her go, just consumed. Han Qiushi raised his head and looked up at the starry sky again.
"Huang Na, what a good name! Such a chic name must be beautiful, right?" he also looked at the starry sky, "However, the matter between you two is quite sad, and it is not a matter of consuming it like this." ”
Alas, they all sighed in unison.
After glancing at each other, both of them smiled sheepishly.
"Bang Bang Bang", "Bang Bang Bang"!
What is the sound? Xiang Chun woke up early and listened attentively, it turned out that the grandson of Sister Liu's family had returned.
Dreaming? Was the dream just now talking to Qiu Shi? Where have you seen that scene? Where is it? Yes, isn't that the conversation with Lao Bai and Gangzi when they were training and studying, when they got together under the big locust tree?
Leaning on the head of the bed, Xiang Chunzao picked up the mobile phone, no, you can't indulge like this, you can't open it.
Put down the phone, get out of bed, warm a glass of milk, and drink it in one go, ah, it's so comfortable! Xiang Chunzao sat down at the desk again.
What I need now is to fill up the time as much as possible. Yes, it's writing, and what better way to get rid of it than to bury your head in writing?