I helped him carefully put the painting away and put it back away, and then said goodbye to him. Pen × fun × Pavilion www. ｂｉｑｕｇｅ。 ｉｎｆｏ

I had only taken two steps when he suddenly came up and grabbed my hand, and he looked a little panicked, and I couldn't help but wonder.

Chapter 100: Sadness and Forbearance

"I'll see how you're doing. "He's already taking my hand and checking my pulse.

He took a breath of relief, and I asked what was going on, and then looked at his expression, but he had already closed his eyes.

After a long time, he opened his eyes and said, "Those medicines have some effects, but your body is still very weak. ”

I was already laughing, "It's okay, I've always been like this." ”

He knew that I was not in good health early on, hey, today's Lin Yuan is a little strange.

By the time we arrived at the Falling Rain Pavilion, the sun was already about to set. The light in the room was even darker, and there was no sound outside. They must have thought I was asleep.

I wiped my face with the water in the house before opening the door and going out.

As soon as I went out, I saw Jiang Kuo standing at the door of the hall with his hands in his hands, and a group of little girls were waiting on the side.

In the light of dusk, which was not very strong, he was dressed in a new dress of wide blood red, with a slender and straight figure, and stood in the doorway with his hands in his hands, almost blocking most of the light.

This man is really a good man, so many women flock to him. But the one he loved, but he couldn't come back, so he was so pitiful that he had to find a stand-in.

But I don't pity him, there are inexplicable grievances, sourness and resentment in my heart.

I'm not going to ask him. There are many things that cannot be asked, even if they know each other.

Did I ask him, "Jiang Kuo, do you love me?"

He may or may not say love, but it doesn't mean much, because I know it's all just deception.

Or I asked him, "Jiang Kuo, am I just a stand-in, a stand-in for Princess Lengxiang?"

What would he say to me? He would probably be angry and angry with me.

It's just embarrassing each other.

My father taught me since I was a child that it is difficult for a gentleman not to be strong. So I don't ask questions that are difficult for others to answer.

We are not acquainted, and we are not familiar with it to be outspoken. Yes, he was a stranger at this time.

It was so strange that I didn't know how to face him. In order not to be too gaffe, I can only hide those things in my heart, such as the man in front of me who says he loves you has been lying to you, for example, the man in front of me just uses you as a stand-in, for example, this person has been planning for a long time in order to find a stand-in, and finally broke up you and Bowen......

There are too many thoughts that will pour out when I see him, I can only desperately suppress it, pretend to turn a blind eye, otherwise I will definitely not be able to help it, I can't help crying and making a fuss in front of him, and I lose all my demeanor, or go up and slap him with all my might, and I will hurt myself even more.

He doesn't love you, you're nothing.

He doesn't care, it's useless for you to make trouble.

He doesn't love you, you have to love yourself.

I felt like I was going to cry - no, I was already crying, my heart was crying, but my smile was bright.

"Madame—" A girl next to me saw me come out and called out.

He turned around when he heard the sound, his face full of smiles, but there seemed to be a hint of nervousness.

He said, "Are you up and sleeping well?"

My eyes were sore...... Could he not be so gentle with me, so good, so good that I think I am the one who is really held in my heart. It's so good that I can't help but forget that I'm a stand-in.

Remind me occasionally, let me not forget my identity, otherwise I will ** one day, forget my identity, self-righteousness, how can that be good?

He was already walking towards me, his eyes were puzzled, "Didn't you sleep well?"

I pursed my lips and barely managed to squeeze out a smile, but my mouth was full of bitterness, "Okay." ”

He walked over and looked at my face, his brow furrowed again, "Why are your eyes so swollen, have you ever cried?"

I nodded subconsciously, I was not used to deceiving him, but what did he do to me...... I hurriedly collected my thoughts, and when I saw that his face was dark, I realized what I had done, and quickly shook my head.

I was probably looking funny, and he actually laughed, "What's wrong with you?"

His voice was worried and doting, so I couldn't get angry, and as soon as I was wronged, tears began to fall again, oh my God, when did I start crying in front of him.

He held my face and wiped away the tears that fell a little helplessly, but the tears were more and more, and he panicked all of a sudden, "What's wrong with you, baby, baby, what's wrong?"

The more I cried. So he panicked even more.

There was a little maid next to her who couldn't help laughing. Jiang Kuo hugged me in his arms and scolded those girls angrily, "What are you laughing at! Who of you bullied her!"

A few little girls trembled with fright, and hurriedly knelt down, "Young master, how dare we, Madame was obviously very happy just now." ”

He's coming to coax me again.

This scene is like I'm playing tricks, and what I just heard and saw seems to be a dream.

I said something muffled on his chest, and he didn't hear it for a while, and then asked, "Huh?"

Xiaoqiu laughed "poof" on the side, and several little girls also laughed.

"Tell me what's wrong with you?" he said to me in a childlike tone, trying to lift my face.

A few little girls laughed so hard that my face was flushed, and I couldn't get up on his chest, and said again in a sullen voice, "I dreamed that you didn't want me anymore." ”

He froze for a moment, then laughed heartily, and the little girls laughed even more happily.

"Get out!"

His voice was still the same domineering, but he was full of joy and smugness like a child, and a few little girls went out giggling, and they didn't forget to bring the door.

"Yu'er......" he tried to pull me away, "they're already out...... Hurry up and look up and let me see you......"

"I don't ......" I stubbornly refused to get up, as if I lost my temper.

He laughed again and said softly, "That's just a dream, why don't I want you?" I'm afraid you don't want me." ”

...... "Is that just a dream? He may not want me, but because he loves others, and if that person is still around, why would he want me?"

Tears came out again, this time crying so sadly that even my shoulders shrugged.

He also seemed to see it, one hand hugged me tightly, but the other hand was up, and said seriously, "I swear, I will never abandon Yu'er for the rest of my life, and I will only love Yu'er alone for the rest of my life, if not, the sky will thunder." ”

I was stunned for a moment, and when I looked up, his expression was so sincere, and he looked like he should have been.

But there was no joy in my heart, but anger gradually rose.

You see how sincerely he lied, so naturally, as if it were true.

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Tsk, it's a hundred chapters by accident, and I never give up on what I like...... Hey, hey, little dazed.

Ahem, let's talk about these two people.

In fact, their biggest problem is communication.

Both of them are too proud and strong, and like to bury their real thoughts and things in the deepest depths, and don't say anything.

Just like today's incident, Han Yu was sad to death, but he never refused to ask.

So,,, they are going to miss it step by step,,, after all...

Character determines fate, this sentence is true, and it also applies in love.

No one can complain, all results, failure or success, happiness or loneliness, are self-inflicted.

All we can do is to let ourselves grow little by little, and get closer to the temple of happiness and success little by little.