Gu Xiyan wore Aunt Ling's apron, Aunt Ling's hat and sleeves, carefully wiped every corner of the entire room, and finally removed the curtains and washed them. Please search for products & books to see the most complete and fastest updates

When Ling Zhanchi came home again, Gu Xiyan was half-lying on the sofa, feeling that his feet and toes were hurting, but he was very attached to this feeling, whether he was tired or painful, he could divert his attention.

Actually, she knew that she was cowardly and afraid, she would rather Xue Zimo never come, if Xue Zimo came, she was afraid that she would be soft-hearted and couldn't help but go back, but if she was separated from Xue Zimo in the end, she didn't know what her life would be like in the future, not to mention that she didn't know how to mention it to her parents, there was a reality in front of her, she didn't even have a place to live in this city

4 years of marriage, whether it is sweet and joyful, or painful and anxious, she has long tied herself and Xue Zimo together, she survived the rumors, she survived the family pressure, and she survived the physical injury, but in the end she was defeated by this man who she had entrusted her life

Whether it is worth it or not, she can't tell herself, she was a vain woman with other plans in the eyes of Teacher Xia from the beginning, and Xue Zimo made her unclear whether there was a long time in the world of feelings.

She wanted to know how those white-headed people came over, how Xue Zimo, who once thought he was rock-solid, had changed his mind, and how her love could be so vulnerable

Feelings are such things that can't be covered up even if they want to, even if it's just a look, she also knows that there is concern in those eyes, let go because she is obsessed with her thoughts and can't bear it but can't get that heart back, and she is even more afraid that in the future world of the two, there will always be someone hiding in a corner, even if with the passage of time, it is covered with a layer of dust and her face is blurred, but it really turns into a thorn, poking in the middle between her and Xue Zimo, like a shadow, no matter who moves slightly, the bones are stuck in the throat, and it is difficult to speak

So far, the retention has only stopped at the moment when she grabbed the suitcase, whether it was her fierce behavior that overwhelmed him for a moment, or something else that made him hesitate, she finally managed to get out of the door, and he didn't chase him out

Even if he is sad and disappointed, he should always hold her and hug her as soon as possible, and not let her out of that room, Xue Zimo is considerate, but that is already the past

When Ling Zhanchi entered the door, he saw Gu Xiyan half-leaning on the sofa with her eyes closed, quietly washing the vegetables and coming out, Gu Xiyan was already lying on the sofa, it seemed that she was really tired from an afternoon

"Gu Xiyan," Ling Zhanchi walked to the sofa and shouted.

There was no response, so I looked down at the slightly red face carefully, and hurriedly reached out to touch the door of the head, and it was really hot

I went to Aunt Ling's house and got a thermometer, and shook it gently, "Gu Xiyan, get up and take your temperature." ”

"Hmm" Gu Xiyan sat up in a daze, "Are you going to eat?"

"Take your temperature first. Ling Zhanchi said and handed her the thermometer, "I'm hungry."

"I just want to eat. Gu Xiyan clamped the thermometer into her armpit, and then asked with wide eyes: "Why do you want to take your temperature?"

"Don't move. Ling Zhanchi grabbed her hand, "Don't you know that you have a fever?"

"I'll just measure it," Gu Xiyan's hand was held by Ling Zhanchi, and the harder he retreated, the tighter Ling Zhanchi gripped it, "It's just that you let go." ”

Ling Zhanchi only realized at this time that Gu Xiyan was struggling with this problem, and hurriedly let go, "I didn't mean to, I thought you were going to take a thermometer, don't you feel it, you must be having a fever"

"I didn't say you did it on purpose," Gu Xiyan felt that Ling Zhanchi's lifeless explanation was a bit funny, "It's not all for the spotlessness you said, I'm tired to death." ”

Gu Xiyan indiscriminately charged Ling Zhanchi, physical exhaustion is only part of the reason, and mental exhaustion is real.

"It's all discounted, why are you still working hard. Ling Zhanchi didn't understand Gu Xiyan's thoughts, everything was just a cover-up, using cleaning as an outlet to vent, he didn't want to or dared to let himself stop, "Zimo, I'm coming to you in the afternoon."

"I didn't see him. Although Gu Xiyan's heart trembled, she still pretended to be calm and raised her hand to take out the thermometer, "382 °C." ”

"He wants you to go back. Ling Zhanchi took the thermometer and looked at it carefully, "I'll just say that you have a fever, are you a wooden person and don't feel it." ”

"I'm the wooden man, and now I don't care what he says. He probably did the same, and the reason why he asked me to go back may have been just because he was afraid of the rumors coming back. The question now is not whether he wants to, but whether he can do it. Gu Xiyan felt dizzy at this time, and looked at Ling Zhanchi with a little sadness, "You don't get married, you are a smart person." ”

"At this time, I don't want to listen to what you say about whether marriage is good or bad, now take medicine first, and then obediently lie down in bed. Ling Zhanchi said as he took the medicine from the drawer, poured the water, handed it to Gu Xiyan's hand, watched her swallow the medicine, and then raised her chin in the direction of Aunt Ling's bedroom.

Gu Xiyan didn't say a word, walked in, put the quilt on her body indiscriminately, stared at the ceiling with her eyes wide open, everyone agreed that the foundation of marriage is love, it may be that Mary Sue has read too many articles, most women believe that love has the power to destroy the world and overcome everything, but marriage will make them sober up.

She is a living example of how a marriage based on love is not necessarily happy, and by extension, a marriage without love is not necessarily unhappy.

Now it seems that the foundation for their marriage to run stably is gradually becoming like a gossamer, and no matter how much infatuation and love they had been smoothed out by the reality one by one, to put it bluntly, love itself is just a feeling, and self-hypnosis by oneself cannot continue forever, and if you think about it, you don't know anything

Ling Zhanchi cooked the meal and came to the door of that room, the door was open unscrupulously, Gu Xiyan slept very deeply, and walked over to pull the quilt for her.

Looking at him like that, he was not worried that she would not divorce or be separated from Xue Zimo, he would continue his protection without changing his original intention, he was just worried that she would lose the courage to pursue happiness and the ability to find happiness from now on

Whether a person is happy or not may not be directly related to whether your parents are sheltering you, whether the growth process is smooth, whether you have a marriage, or whether you have children, but it has more to do with your heart, your personality, and your belief

In fact, the dilemma of many women is not that their husbands have an affair, nor is it that their marriage fails, marriage is just one of all human relationships, no better than other relationships, and no worse than other relationships.

The most fundamental reason is that they don't like their lives at all, like a dying fish, trapped in the shallows. The failure of their marriage is just a reminder to them not to think that getting married will ease their difficult life situation.

And Ling Zhanchi doesn't want to see Gu Xiyan fall into a predicament in life because of the failure of her marriage, no matter when, he hopes that she can still be a good girl who is not improvised, not discounted, not cheap, not bad.

After Xue Zimo and Ling Zhanchi met, they kept sitting in the office, unable to do anything, "This may be the difference between us, in front of you, she will always be chosen, and here in me, she can always have a choice"

Ling Zhanchi's words have been lingering in his ears, he only knows that he wants to give her everything he can give to Gu Xiyan, and he has never seriously considered whether she needs to give it to her, it turns out that there is another way of saying "being chosen".

There is an argument in the theory of fate that husband and wife are the ones who pay off the debts of each other's predecessors in this life, and if one party owes too much to the other, then in this life they will also become ascetics in marriage, and they will live in pain and depression all their lives

He has always regarded Gu Xiyan as his fate in this life, fate is neither early nor late, when he longed for such a person, that person appeared, just at the right time, but he didn't expect that there was another wrong time in his life

And what is Ling Zhanchi about Gu Xiyan, why did he blatantly protect Gu Xiyan under his wings, if Gu Xiyan's impulsive kiss stung his eyes, then Ling Zhanchi's words undoubtedly poked his heart today

When did Gu Xiyan start to "plan" for divorce, from when she remained silent and no longer tried to improve the relationship, when she no longer responded enthusiastically to his words, or when she began to separate rooms and focus on her own life

However, no matter when it started, unfortunately, he interpreted most of her behavior as "everything is fine", and a small part of her behavior was attributed to "occasional little temper", and sometimes he was glad that she was finally no longer overly sensitive, that she had finally grown up sensible, that she was finally no longer extreme and paranoid, and sometimes even enjoyed that long-lost freedom

But now he found that he was unexpectedly fragile, so fragile that Gu Xiyan's sudden decision made him stunned and caught off guard to deal with it

There is no compromise in love, and he never wants Gu Xiyan to make compromise, but in fact, she is indeed living in a compromise, especially after he returned with guilt, even he feels that she is even more compromised.

"Anything that is not gained, but everything that is lost, is always the most right", in this way, Ling Zhanchi and Gu Xiyan are in this category, Gu Xiyan said that day that her disappointment was not because of one or two things, but whenever she needed someone to accompany her, she was not there

When his mother told him to hear it, he said that he didn't see it with his own eyes, so he could not believe it. Today, Ling Zhanchi's words were in and out of words, the tone and expression when he said those words, and then thinking about Gu Xi's resoluteness that day when he didn't look back, Ling Zhanchi appeared appropriately, and the two did not shy away from being in the same room and talked all night

Although he didn't want to believe it, he had to believe that if Gu Xiyan really wanted to let go, where should he go

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(Tianjin)