2. Ex-boyfriend approach
Outside the door, the two of them stood, staring at each other.
A minute ago, Gao Shen called out to Duan Ran. Nothing special, she just called his name, low, deep. Maybe it was the nostalgia that made him stop, or maybe he didn't really plan to leave in the first place, so he turned his head and turned back.
It's just that neither of them spoke, he looked at her with a calm expression, and he couldn't distinguish joy and anger.
Gao Shen suddenly laughed, and his clear black eyes radiated with sincere joy.
What are you laughing at, he asked curiously.
Remembering the old days, she said.
What was once upon a time?
She laughed again, and the laughter fell into the noisy hallway, barely audible.
"When I think of my youth, you always couldn't tell the difference between me and Gao Yi. She withdrew her gaze from Duan Ran, turned to stare at the black wall on the other side of the corridor, and said softly: "At that time, I still had long black hair like Gao Yi, and my mother always dressed us exactly the same, combed the same ponytail, braided our hair, sang the same songs, and walked the same road. At that time, you often went home with us, but you always couldn't tell us apart, you said that the left is Gao Yi, and the right is Gao Shen, but I am obviously the one on the left, and Gao Yi is the one on the right, at that time, you will always scratch your head and say, next time you will not be mistaken, but next time, you still can't tell the difference. ”
Duan Ran chuckled lightly and lowered the coldness in his eyebrows: "At that time, every time I made a mistake, I would be depressed for a while, and I thought of many ways to distinguish you from each other. ”
But then, I don't know from which day, you can tell the difference, and from that time on, you have never been wrong. ”
He remembered that the way he used to distinguish them was that he had carefully observed them for a long time before he came to the conclusion that the success rate was extremely high, and for this reason, he was complacent for a while. Now that I think about it, it's not difficult, it's just looking at the eyes. Gao Yi's eyes are full of vitality, smart and lively, while Gao Shen's eyes are calm and firm, with a little bit of victory and defeat, and with a trace of calmness that dares to face the result.
Gao Shen twisted his eyebrows, raised his eyes and stared at Duan Ran, a bright light flashed in his eyes: "Actually, you know what, I was also depressed for a long time at that time. ”
Duan Ran subconsciously asked, "What are you depressed?", and after a while, as if remembering something again, he pursed his lips and stopped talking.
Gao Shen smiled, remembering the scene at that time. When she was young, she thought that the three of them were really good friends, and no matter what happened, they would never leave each other, but later, she found out that he did not leave, but they were no longer as good as before, he never looked for her alone, never went home with her hand in hand, and never gave her all kinds of gadgets. From that day on, he recognized Gao Yi and also recognized Gao Yi. At that time, she was still comforting herself, they were all together anyway, and it was different who was holding hands, and after that, she put this matter behind her. Now that I think about it, I realize that I am really stupid, he likes Gao Yi, in fact, it started at that time, but she didn't know it, until the day she died, Duan Ran said it, and she realized.
But what is the point of what to say at this moment, she shook her head and said lightly: "It's nothing, it's just ......"
Before she could finish speaking, two women passed by her, and Gao Shen didn't want others to hear what they were saying, so he closed his mouth and didn't continue.
She watched the two of them drift apart, and somehow she suddenly felt that one of them was dressed a little familiarly, a well-cut short red gauze dress, with flowing sleeves and a deep V collar, which often appeared in the pages of fashion magazines.
When the two of them were about to enter the private room in the corner, she suddenly came back to her senses, yes, it was her. The one wearing sunglasses is the female star who was entangled with Ling Chen just now, Ruan Lian.
But how did she end up here?
Now, shouldn't she be with Ling Chen? Could it be that Ling Ling is here too?
For a moment, doubts filled the mind. But in an instant, thinking that she had already left work, she calmed down and didn't want to continue to investigate.
After work, the safety of her employer has nothing to do with her, and besides, there may not be early morning inside.
She recalled the news before her rebirth, about two years later, when Ruan Lian had become an important female artist in the entertainment industry. However, lace scandals such as "Ruan Lian behaves intimately with a certain little fresh meat", "Ruan Lian travels to Europe with XX male stars", "Ruan Lian and a wealthy businessman go to a mansion together" still often appear in the headlines of the entertainment page. Gao Shen knew that it was hype and propaganda.
Things in the entertainment industry, true and false, false and real, who can really tell the difference, perhaps, Ruan Lian and Ling Chen, are just a show.
Duan Ran also found the two of them, but after seeing the two of them passing by, he didn't pay any more attention. Turning her head to look down at Gao Shen, she was only halfway through her sentence and hadn't finished speaking. But Gao Shen was still staring at the backs of the two of them, and she didn't turn back until the other party entered the private room.
"Do you know those two?"
Duan Ran's question interrupted her contemplation, and then she came back to her senses and remembered today's topic.
"I don't know, it looks a little familiar. ”
"What were you going to say just now?" Duan Ran continued to ask.
The inquiring tone made Gao Shen suddenly panic, and his brain went blank for a while. But before long, calm was restored. Then, he said, "You like Gaoyi, right?"
Duan Ran was startled, and suddenly had a faint uneasy premonition.
"If you like Gaoyi, then chase it!"
The tone was always flat, but he found that Gao Shen's face was slightly red, as if he had tried his best after a long journey.
He remembered what she had said when he expressed his heart to Gao Yi before, she said: "You know, my sister is very simple, she hasn't liked anyone else for so many years, but now it's different, she likes you, she likes it very much, if she confesses to you one day, please don't tell her that you like me, if you can, I want you to promise her." At that time, her expression was so sincere, even a little humble, that his heart hurt.
He was calm for a long time, and he pondered his words: "But ......" for a long time, he didn't continue.
But what, Gao Shen actually knew, Duan Ran sued her on the day she died. He said if it weren't for your sister begging me, how would I be with you. yes, how could he be with her? He obviously likes Gao Yi.
"It's nothing, if she likes you too, I want you to be together. She looked at Duan Ran fixedly, her eyes were bright, as sincere and firm as when she said to him when she was a child, I will protect you.
Duan Ran didn't answer. In fact, when Gao Yi said those words, he didn't answer, he just let go of her hand weakly.
Now, hearing Gao Shen's words, he has nothing but surprise. Gao Shen should like him, although he doesn't know when this liking originates, but Gao Yi will not lie to him, let alone leave his self-esteem for no reason, and beg him in a low voice. As for why Gao Shen changed suddenly, he didn't know, and he had no clue.
"Does Gao Yi like you?"
Duan Ran was stunned for a while, his eyebrows were pressed into his eyes, and his expression was gloomy: "I don't know." ”
"You haven't told her for so long, do you like her?"
He leaned his back against the wall a little frustrated, and his voice was muffled. ”
"And what did she say?"
Hands habitually inserted into their pockets: "She didn't say anything." ”
"Then you didn't ask?"
"I asked, but she didn't say. ”
Gao Shen sighed, walked over to Duan Ran, and patted him on the shoulder encouragingly: "It's okay, I'll help you figure it out." With that, he turned around and went back to the box.
Duan Ran hesitated for a while, and also followed. Although he didn't know what kind of medicine Gao Shen sold in the gourd, he still vaguely felt that she was still the brave, righteous, restrained and fierce girl when she was young. So, he was willing, believing in her.
In the box.
The cake had been placed on the table, and the beer was everywhere, and in Gao Yi's hand, at some point, there was a large bouquet of roses, Gao Shen turned his head to look at Duan Ran, and found that his face was gloomy and ugly.
She suddenly noticed that her head hurt a little, and she was pulling and pulling on and off. Gao Yi has been very popular since she was a child, she knows this, and now, the limelight is stronger, and she has heard of it for a long time. But like this, in front of everyone's eyes, it was the first time she had seen roses, and it was in front of Duan Ran, which made her a little worried.
Gao Yi beckoned to her and said briskly: "Come on, blow out the candles!"
Gao Shen licked his lips and slowly rubbed it over.
After blowing out the candles and drinking beer again, Gao Shen didn't like the taste of beer, so he didn't drink it, and cut the cake by himself.
After cutting a piece, he carefully put it on a plate, and brought it to Duan Ran: "For you"
Duan Ran was still angry, and his face was gloomy. The hand that took the cake couldn't help but tremble a little, but his eyes were rolling on Gao Yi, reluctant to leave.
Gao Shen didn't stop, went back and cut another piece, picked up the fork and ate it himself. She went to the company's new movie press conference in the early morning at night, and it didn't end until 10 o'clock, and during this period, she has not been able to eat, she has long been hungry, at this moment, she can eat sweet and beautiful cakes, which makes her so satisfied that she flies to the sky, although her heart is still a little blocked, but it can no longer affect her to eat.
At 1 o'clock in the morning, everyone dispersed. The boy who was selected by Gao Yi to sing wanted to send Gao Yi home, but Gao Shen refused. "Let's just go back. She said.
"But you two girls, is this safe?"
Gao Shen pushed the drunken Gao Yi to Duan Ran, and waved his hand loudly: "You forgot, I learned sanda, besides, Duan Ran and us all the way, it's okay." ”
The boy reluctantly left.
Gao Yi was very drunk, and he walked staggeringly, Duan Ran couldn't see it, so he picked her up and let her hang on top of him like a koala. Gao Yi was also well-behaved, like a kitten, lying quietly on his shoulder, her hands naturally around his neck, her ink-like black hair slid down softly, spread to his waist, and then extended into the night, half-asleep and half-awake, she frowned and muttered: "Well, I'm sorry", I don't know who it was for, in an instant, she chirped, and then turned into a coquettish tone: "Duan Ran, you...... You're amazing. ”
Duan Ran's nose was sour, and a feeling suddenly surged in his heart, menacing, and he couldn't resist.
Perhaps, this life has been planted in her hands. He thought.
Gao Shen raised the corners of his lips slightly, and there was a warm current in his chest, stretching, stretching, and reeling, so he was so relieved. In the previous life, when she saw such a scene, she was still stupid and unaware, and even ignored the worry and pity in Duan Ran's eyes. Now, once again, I experienced, witnessed, and watched, only to find that in fact, he had never deceived her, his every move, every silent smile was closely connected to Gao Yi's world, but she was stupid, even if this scene was full of eyes, she still couldn't see the causal entanglement.
Fortunately, God gave her a chance to do it again, and this time, she knew it, and she would no longer be obsessed. Thinking about it at the moment, making such a choice is not as difficult as imagined. I thought I would cry, just like when I gave away my beloved toys when I was a child, sad and reluctant, resolute and sad, but, no. She's okay and in a good mood.
I couldn't help but look up at the sky, the distant sky, the nebula was faint, a full moon was quietly shining, the streets were uninhabited, in the deep darkness, she walked resolutely in front, with her hands in her pockets, humming a song.
"Gao Shen, thank you. Duan Ran said softly.
Gao Shen smiled and did not answer.
The street lamps on both sides of the road were still on, and the dim light was stretched for a long time, and the wind, swaying, came from a distance, gently and gently rolling up the hem of her clothes. Those infinitely extended, fluttering lights and shadows, so gently, brought her into memories, and in a trance, she remembered the night she died.
At that time, she and Duan Ran had been together for a year, and although the relationship was not very good, it was not very dull. Or maybe she prayed for less, so even if he only gave her a small response, she would feel very satisfied.
The night she went to look for him was the fifth day after Gao Yi went to work in the field, and on that day, she did not say hello in advance, but used the key he gave her to open the door for the first time. But the moment she opened the door, she was stunned.
At that time, he was kneeling on the ground crying, hysterical, something she had never seen before, but there was a strange woman lying on the bed without clothes, wearing heavy makeup, plump breasts and fat buttocks, looking at him coldly and crying.