"Originally, I thought that you would choose to find a stable job and live a stable and ordinary life like ordinary girls. Pen @ fun @ pavilion wWw. ｂｉｑUｇE。 info I didn't expect that you would refresh my understanding of you again, you are always so unexpected. It's amazing that you have such a long-term vision, such a forward-thinking vision, and the courage to realize your dreams. ”

Gu Nianhua was really surprised and happy by Jinxiu's ideas and courage.

Jinxiu's face began to turn red again.

However, this time it was not only because of shyness, but also a little bit of weakness.

These decisions she made were just because she had seen the development of the next few years in her previous life, if she was really just an ordinary Zhang Jinxiu, she would not have these thoughts now.

So, it's not how special she's not, it's because she's cheated in life.

Gu Nianhua only thought she was shy, smiled, and then said, "Jinxiu, do you know my original plan?"

Jinxiu shook her head.

"My grandfather was a veteran soldier who participated in the War of Resistance Against Japan, the Civil War, and the War against the United States and the DPRK, and his life's hope was to protect his family and defend the country. I grew up with him since I was a child, and my only dream in this life is to be a soldier of the People's Liberation Army, to defend the motherland, to defend people's peace, and even to defend world peace. From the day I joined the army, I was ready to sacrifice my life for my country at any time. ”

When Gu Nianhua said these words, the expression on his face was very resolute.

Jinxiu could see from his expression that Gu Nianhua really liked the barracks, and he was performing the duties of a soldier with his life.

Gu Nianhua glanced at Jinxiu, and his words changed: "However, since I met you, no, it should be that since I found out that I liked you, I have one more dream in this life." That is to be with you, to accompany you to watch the sunrise and sunset, and to accompany you to grow old. ”

Jinxiu's face burned again as soon as she returned to normal, but she felt that there were some things that really needed to be explained clearly at this opportunity.

"Gu ...... Captain Gu, can you like it...... Like me, I'm quite surprised, and thank you for all your help to me. But I'm not going to get married, so you really don't want to waste your feelings on me. ”

Gu Nianhua was a little surprised, he didn't expect Jinxiu to have such a plan. "Is it because of the previous events that made you afraid of marriage?"

Splendid is silent. The experiences of her previous life left too heavy a shadow in her heart, even if she knew that Gu Nianhua was not Wang Dagui and would not let her repeat the tragedy of her previous life, she still didn't have the courage to accept him.

Gu Nianhua understood, and he was also distressed. He has always felt that Jinxiu is very strong, and he can still live an optimistic life after so many things.

But he ignored that no matter how strong Jinxiu was, she was only a seventeen or eighteen-year-old girl, although those things did not cross her, but they also left a deep shadow in her heart, making her never believe in love, let alone marriage.

It is even quite possible that even her mother's experiences had an impact on her.

"Jinxiu, I didn't force you to promise me now. I said I would try to make you like me and be with me willingly. Don't worry, I will try to help you open your heart knot and come out of the shadows. I like you, and I hope you can live happily ever after for the rest of your life. ”

"But I really don't want to ......"

"Jinxiu, do you want to live in the shadow of those people for the rest of your life? If those people knew that you had lived in pain all your life, they would be very happy. And how sad will those who truly love you and want you to be happy see you in such pain?"

Jinxiu was silent, she had never thought about it, but instinctively wanted to escape from a marriage that might bring unhappiness and pain. But I never thought that those who cared about her would be sad?

Although she doesn't think that if she gets married, she will be happy, but if she doesn't get married, those who care about her will definitely be sad. For example, aunts, godmothers......

Gu Nianhua saw that she didn't speak, and knew that she was listening, so he continued: "I know that you must be very resistant to feelings and marriage now, and I can also understand your feelings, after all, everyone will be affected after experiencing those things." So, Jinxiu, don't blindly refuse, try to look at feelings from a different perspective. ”

"But I can't. "Jinxiu was a little dazed.

"It's okay, take your time, I can wait for you, I'm willing to wait for as long as I want. ”

"What if I never get out of it and accept you?"

"Then I have no choice but to admit it, who made me a dead-eyed person?" Gu Nianhua smiled bitterly. "Jinxiu, I know that if I talk to you about my feelings now, you will definitely feel pressured. ”

Jinxiu nodded, she did feel heavy in the face of Gu Nianhua's enthusiasm.

Gu Nianhua sighed in his heart, sure enough. chuckled: "I'm sorry, I was too anxious before, after all, I don't have much experience in this area." From now on, let's get along as ordinary friends, and when you're sure that our relationship can go further, let's continue, do you think it's okay?"

Jinxiu hesitated: "I ......"

"Don't be in a hurry to refuse!" Gu Nianhua saw her hesitation, and hurriedly said: "Jinxiu, give me a chance to get close to you, and also give yourself a chance to get out of the shadows, okay? Don't worry, I won't force you to accept my feelings." Even if you still can't face your feelings calmly in the end, at least we won't regret it. ”

Jinxiu looked at Gu Nianhua's expectant eyes, but finally couldn't bear to refuse him.

"Good. ”

Gu Nianhua breathed a sigh of relief and smiled brightly.

Jinxiu was dazzled by Gu Nianhua's smiling face, she was embarrassed to turn over, pulled the quilt over her head, and said sullenly: "It's not early, I'm sleepy, good night." ”

Gu Nianhua was in a very good mood, and felt that the pain in his legs seemed to be much lighter. After so much thought, Jinxiu was finally relieved.

As long as she didn't block all the roads, then he must have a way to open her heart.

Jinxiu was lying on the bed, her heart beating fast. I was a little annoyed in my heart, why was my position so unfirm? I was so persuaded by Gu Nianhua that I was relieved! But I felt a little sweet in my heart, she didn't seem to resist Gu Nianhua's proposal, and she seemed to have a little expectation.

With such a chagrin and sweet thought, Jinxiu finally waited until Gu Nianhua fell asleep, then closed her eyes and let her consciousness enter the space.

As soon as I entered, I saw Wang Tingting wearing a practice uniform, and she beat the sandbag hanging on the beam of the house with a straight sway.

"What's wrong with you?" Jinxiu asked cautiously, Wang Tingting's face was very ugly, wouldn't she fight her?

Wang Tingting glanced back at her, then threw down the sandbag and rushed towards her.