Chapter 164: Mood Lifting
After a complete look at the last days of her previous life, she was really out of control by all kinds of painful and negative emotions that she evoked, and before she could recover a little, she felt black again......
To be able to see again was to see that she had survived the epicenter again, and then to witness again that delicate woman begin to struggle step by step in the last days......
After reading it for the second time, she didn't break down in tears and cry bitterly, but just came out of her memories with red eyes with tears......
But she still kept chanting the Pure Heart and Breaking the Decision, and she didn't mean to stop at all......
Then:
Third time......
Fourth pass......
Fifth time......
When she watched it for the eighth time, she felt numb, after all, anyone who was forced to watch a disaster movie eight times at a time would not be able to cry like a dog again and again, even if this story was her own personal experience, but Yang Yuxue was really not a crying bag, and her tear ducts did not make many waves. Pen & Fun & Pavilion www.biquge.info
So after coming out of the memories again this time, she just frowned, and there was no sadness on her face. After all, when you calm down and look at something, you can always find a different side of it.
And after she calmed down and watched her end-of-life experience many times, she finally discovered a lot of things that were different from what she knew......
She was confused, a little uncertain, and more at a loss!
So she calmly ushered in the ninth memory documentary, and really watched it carefully with the mentality of a bystander.
It's just that after reading it, she was silent, and the dazedness and confusion in her eyes became more and more obvious......
And the tenth time came as scheduled, and she watched quietly with mixed feelings......
When she came out again, she didn't open her eyes, just silently waited for the eleventh time.
The chanting stopped abruptly, the eleventh time did not appear, and she instantly regained control of her body.
He slowly opened his eyes, but he still sat quietly on the edge of the small pool without moving, and his face was not surprised or happy.
Just looked at the lotus leaves that were growing well in silence, and after a long time, she finally laughed at herself in a low voice: "Pure heart and delusion...... It turned out that I was asked to ...... this way ...... see causal facts?"
Yang Yuxue slowly raised her head and closed her eyes, the corners of her mouth turned up slightly, but it looked bitter......
It was a long time before she muttered, "Cause and effect...... Because who ......?"
"And I'm just one of the living beings who have been implicated...... Who can blame?"
"So, does that mean no one can blame you......"
She finished whispering in a distracted voice, and just sighed softly and was about to get up, when she suddenly felt an inexplicable burst of rain on the Lingtai, and many of the entanglements that had upset her in the past disappeared......
Yang Yuxue was slightly stunned, her mood level actually broke through, and she suddenly improved by a few levels......
Feeling ethereal, there are no more painful disputes of love and hatred!
Only then did she know the power of the Pure Heart Breaking Delusion, no wonder it was not about the cultivation of the state of mind level, in addition to this book of Pure Heart Breaking Delusion at the end, there were also two simpler Pure Heart Decisions and Cultivating Spirits.
It's really unbelievable to have such a lofty mentality, the effect of the pure heart and the decision is too weird, there is a sense of fighting poison with poison, if the willpower is lower, not to mention that if the delusion is indulged in memories, it will be bad......
Even if Yang Yuxue has broken through her delusion now, her mood has improved several levels at a time, but recalling the memories of forced watching over and over again, the involuntary painful taste still makes her shiver!
She silently thought that in the future, until the point of last resort, she would not touch her heart again!
Feeling the tear stains on her face and the soaked chezi, Yang Yuxue got up and prepared to take a bath and change her clothes, but when she came together, she saw a donkey and a bird standing not far away, looking at her pitifully and pitifully......
Yang Yuxue was stunned for a moment, slowly stepped forward and reached out to point the head of the flame magpie and the head of a few donkeys and said, "I scared you, right? But you did the right thing this time, don't come over next time you see me in such an unstable mood, I will try my best to regulate it myself." ”
The donkey's big black eyes were full of worry, and when he saw that his owner had finally returned to normal, the thoughts of this time and the worries just now all poured out, and with tears in his eyes, he arched his head into her arms......
Yang Yuxue hugged its neck and brushed his hair, and said with a smile: "Alas, is our donkey master going to drop golden beans? It's so embarrassing, aren't you afraid that I will make fun of you with this in the future?"
When the donkey heard this, her strength was even greater, and Yang Yuxue cried and laughed and broke its head......
And the flame magpie is really not a taste to look at this scene, but it is also the owner's pet now, okay, why let this donkey occupy the owner's favor?
So it also flew to Yang Yuxue's shoulder and rubbed against her snow-white neck......
Yang Yuxue was tickled by it, and hurriedly reached out to appease it, and for a while Yang Yuxue was helpless to be touched by two pets, one person and two pets made trouble for a while, Yang Yuxue got rid of the two guys, got up to check on Xiao Guangzhu's situation......
Then she chatted with Xiao Guangzhu again, and gave it a few spring breezes and rain, so that it had a full drink, and then took the donkey and the flame magpie out of the bead space.
The donkey and the flame magpie have lived in Yang Yuxue's villa during this time, so they are also very familiar with this place, Yang Yuxue let them go to play by themselves and then went into the bathroom to bathe, but when they came out, they saw Chen Li The woman was teasing the donkey and the flame magpie.
Yang Yuxue glanced at her, continued to wipe her hair, and said, "What's going on with you, how are you entangled with two different forces of other laws?
Chen Lizheng's hand was stiff when she was teasing the donkey, pulled her collar in disguise, and said weakly: "What, it may be the ...... from someone else's fight just now."
Yang Yuxue continued to wipe her hair and said, "I don't want to say, is it because I was forced? I'll help you kill them." ”
Chen Li's face twitched, and she collapsed on the sofa in frustration and said, "No need, I provoked a pair of twins, and I went overboard, and now I'm putting myself in......"
Yang Yuxue took out a comb to comb her hair, and sneered: "Tsk, I see that you are having a good life this day, did you do a lot of things to force good people to become prostitutes when I was away?"
Chen Li's face turned red and jumped up and shouted: "I'm the one who suffers, okay! My clean body for more than 20 years has been ruined by those two guys like this!"
Yang Yuxue glanced at her and said disdainfully: "You still have the face to say, do you plan to open a harem in the future?" )