Xue Zimo leaned against the railing on the side of the airport security entrance, his eyes wandered from the crowd of people who kept shuttling back and forth, and he still didn't see the figure

It's been three days, he can't help but stand here for a while two hours before the flight to City B takes off, he just wants to watch her go through the security check, get on the plane tomorrow is the day she reports for duty, seeing that the time for the plane to take off has passed, Xue Zimo's heart is getting more and more empty

Maybe she used to wait for him to eat, wait for him to sleep, wait for him to sleep, wait for him to know that he is doing useless things, but he stubbornly wants to see her for the last few last looks, even if it is a back, and there is no reason to see each other again

Returning to the car, staring at the co-pilot's position, he was distracted for a while, Gu Xiyan's face that was either in a daze or smiling jumped out, Xue Zimo smiled bitterly, and finally felt the feeling that Gu Xiyan felt when he talked about Qin Kai, his chest would swell, as if something was about to rush out of his body, it had passed through the muscles, but it was blocked by the bones, and his whole body was uncomfortable

I don't know how Gu Xiyan feels now, if he can alleviate her pain, he would rather she hate him, even if it is to grit her teeth, even if it makes him pay more, but she left without a sound, and he can't even see it for the last time

Parked the car, crossed the road, and came to the door of Ren Xue's new rented house, only to suddenly remember that Ren Xue had a prenatal checkup today, he promised her to pick her up, and hurriedly took out his mobile phone and dialed Ren Xue's phone, which rang a few times, but the phone was not picked up for a long time, but the door in front of him was opened.

"You haven't eaten yet, I'll do it. Ren Xue felt that this kind of atmosphere would one day drive people crazy, and getting along politely and cautiously made her a little breathless.

"Good. Xue Zimo subconsciously replied, don't say that he was unprepared in the face of a sudden child, and he was equally panicked in the face of another brand-new woman, even if it was Ren Xue.

Ren Xue put on the apron and breathed a sigh of relief in the kitchen, no matter whether he looked at himself or not, as long as he was not in his sight, he would be relieved.

"Do I need me to do something" Xue Zimo came to his senses from his panic, and thought that it was extremely inappropriate to let a woman with a big belly cook for herself, at least she had to help herself, although he didn't know anything about the kitchen.

"No," Ren Xue blurted out, but the moment she turned around and met Xue Zimo's gaze, she changed her mind, "Or, you cut this." ”

Xue Zimo picked up the knife and stared at the lettuce in front of him, thinking about where to start

Ren Xue's afterglow looked at Xue Zimo, Gu Xiyan told her more than once that this man had nothing to do with the kitchen, he couldn't do it, he didn't think about it, and he didn't plan to learn it, "It's not difficult, that's it." ”

Ren Xue said that when the knife fell, a layer of skin was peeled off, and Xue Zimo smiled a little embarrassedly, "It seems to be more difficult than rushing the manuscript." Gu Xiyan was also embarrassed by this thing, one can make a plate of vegetables, after being cut by her, she got two or more, he once said that it is okay to buy it directly from someone else's cut, and sure enough, Gu Xiyan will not be disturbed by it from then on

After hesitating, the slippery lettuce that was already lying on the cutting board in front of him was even more embarrassing.

"Practice makes perfect. Ren Xue couldn't help but lift her heels as she spoke, standing for a long time, it was heavy from the waist down, which made her feel overwhelmed.

"If you're tired, you can go out to eat. "Xue Zimo has no other way, going out to eat can save a lot of trouble, no need to do it, no need to wash it after eating.

"I'm not tired, it's good to eat at home. Ren Xue continued the work in her hand and never stopped, "You don't need to do anything, you can start the meal in a while." ”

Ren Xue looked at Xue Zimo standing stubbornly and indifferently, "Then you go and set the dishes and chopsticks." ”

Xue Zimo walked out of the kitchen, this was a process he had rarely participated in before, firewood, rice, oil, salt, sauce, vinegar and tea, no matter how ordinary life it was, and he was often absent before Ling Zhanchi was right, he was bullying her

"Xiyan, school is about to start" Ren Xue didn't actually want to ask this question, but she knew that no matter how she hid from this question, she couldn't get around it.

"Hmm. Xue Zimo's tone was very calm, but the trembling in his heart still made him stop his chopsticks.

"Originally, I wanted to send her off," Ren Xue knew that it was extremely inappropriate to say this, "but I'm not sure if she needs it" She was actually more worried that Gu Xiyan didn't welcome her appearance.

"Don't talk about her, okay" Xue Zimo couldn't bear the irritability that came up, he couldn't balance this kind of divided body and mind, and while staying by Ren Xue's side obediently, he got into the nostalgia for Gu Xiyan

"I know you're very guilty, and I also feel like I don't have the face to see her" Ren Xue also put down her chopsticks and looked at Xue Zimo seriously.

"I said don't talk about her" Xue Zimo threw the bowl on the table and stood up with a "rub", "The previous ones are all gone, what do you still want?"

Ren Xue listened to the bowl fall to the ground with a "bang" and broke into several pieces, watching Xue Zimo pull his coat and walk out of the door, the sound of closing the door was more unacceptable to her than the sound of the bowl breaking

What else did she want, what else could she do, the result she got was not disgraceful, Xue Zimo didn't blame her in her mouth, in her heart, although she could see Xue Zimo's reaction as not being able to adapt to such a situation for a while, although she made up her mind that she would wait for a turnaround, but she also knew that she was likely to be exhausted physically and mentally by that little hope

At noon, when I heard Xue Zimo say on the phone, "You check first, I'll pick you up later", she was very surprised, but joy also followed, she actually stood at the door of the hospital with a smile as if she had just fallen in love for nearly two hours, until she took cold water to extinguish the small flame that was burning in her heart

Squatted down with her upper body straight, picked up the few pieces, her eyes were foggy, she wanted to untie the knot, but she didn't want Gu Xiyan to become a topic that could no longer be talked about between them Ren Xue, is there some price you can't pay, and some debts you can't repay

sat down again, stuffed two mouthfuls of food into his mouth, and chewed stubbornly while comforting himself, it would be okay, she would be fine, the child would be fine, and Xue Zimo would be fine

Xue Zimo shut the crisp voice behind him, he didn't want to be like this, he originally wanted to accompany her to have a meal, eat quietly, he has always had full confidence in integrating into an environment, he has his responsibilities, he has his responsibility, he will not let his children suffer anything, nor will he let Ren Xue suffer anything.

He acted like he was extremely conscientious, accumulating a hundred times his attention, constantly reminding himself that before doing anything, he had to think about Ren Xue and the child first, so that he looked more like a man in charge

But just now, he couldn't hold back, Gu Xiyan, when this name became just a name, he wanted to hug her tightly and not let go, let her stay in his heart like that, whether she felt guilty or indebted, even if she stabbed him indiscriminately in his heart, no matter how hard he endured, he didn't want anyone to touch it

When Jian Jian came back on a bicycle, he saw Xue Zimo smoking by the flower bed

"Looks like you're quite self-conscious. Jian Jian stopped beside Xue Zimo.

Xue Zimo heard the concise voice and extinguished the cigarette, "Hurry up and go back and see if Ren Xue has anything to help." I'll go first. ”

Hearing this sentence concisely, he simply stopped in front of Xue Zimo, "No matter what, she is now pregnant, you are a man, can't you be a little attentive when you do things?"

"It's because I'm a man" Xue Zimo was halfway through his words, realizing that he didn't have the need to explain anything to this girl, and instinctively stopped.

"Xiao San'er, the name is not right, she knows that she shouldn't, she admits it, so now, are you going to keep her as a mistress" Jian Jian hates the most The people in front of her look like they are light and breezy

"Don't talk nonsense, how can I treat her as a mistress" When Xue Zimo said the word "mistress", he felt a little embarrassed.

"Yes, she's not a mistress, it's impossible for a mistress to give birth to a child, she's just a surrogacy tool" The concise chin was slightly raised, and her eyes were full of contempt, "After giving birth, she can probably get out, right?"

Xue Zimo clenched his fists, he had never thought so, nor did he plan to do so, he just had no way to convince himself, he had no way to put Ren Xue in the position where Gu Xiyan had been, he even lost the ability to be decisive and decisive, he couldn't even get out of Gu Xiyan's shadow, let that girl come and go when she wanted in his head

"Shameless" scolded succinctly, but he didn't talk too much with him, and went to put the bicycle.

Xue Zimo sighed, shameless, he didn't expect that one day he would become a shameless person

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(Tianjin)