Chapter 82
Gu Xiyan lay on the bed, turned off the light, couldn't sleep, 4 months apart, not the longing and sweetness she thought she had, but she vaguely felt a little strange and distance, although it was only vague, although it was only a little, but it made her a little unacceptable.
Theoretically, the degree of liking between lovers decreases at a rate of 3 per year after marriage, and the attractiveness between husband and wife decreases at a rate of 8 per year, and this decline progresses over the years, so there is the so-called "seven-year itch", but the seven-year itch is still three years of pain and a five-year threshold before the seven-year itch
Every time she thinks of those stories of "going farther and farther away face to face, and quietly separating side by side", she will feel a heart-pounding uneasy love, like Journey to the West, it is difficult to obtain the true scriptures in ninety-nine eighty-one, and it will be like the Three Kingdoms for a long time and must be divided
Gu Xiyan also hates herself for being too sensitive and insecure many times, although she is trying her best to cover it up now, she will still inadvertently jump out and ruin her mood, an obedient daughter may not be happy, a marriage that does not quarrel may not be happy, a stable and good job may not be happy, and a day without tears may not be happy
Xue Zimo sat at the desk, and he couldn't get into the state he should be in when he wrote a manuscript for a long time, even if you stand still in place, some things will still be lost, and what should be passed will pass quickly.
He admits that he is still quite afraid of the passage, like quicksand that cannot be grasped, a little bit passing through your fingers, he is afraid that after the trivialities of life collide with each other, he will finally take away all the warmth, emotion and regret
He knew that Gu Xiyan was uncomfortable, that girl didn't ask her to be the main one in everything, but he was used to him being the main one about her, and he didn't care about his few words, but he liked the warmth that he could inadvertently reveal.
However, on the first day she returned, she seemed to be talking about other things than asking about her report card, and with her personality, she should have tossed and turned and couldn't sleep
When Xue Zimo walked halfway up the stairs, he saw Gu Xiyan who opened the door and walked out,
"I can't sleep. Gu Xiyan stepped on the carpet at the door with bare feet.
"I can't write it. Xue Zimo walked up to Gu Xiyan's side, "Be careful of catching a cold." ”
"Are you bothered by something" Gu Xiyan consciously retreated to the bedroom and rewrapped herself in the quilt.
"No, you know a lot of things at the end of the year, maybe I'm getting more and more inefficient" Xue Zimo sat on the edge of the bed and tucked the quilt for Gu Xiyan.
"Is there anything I can do to help you?"
"Just mind yourself. I didn't speak very well just now."
"Yes, I didn't even hear it, which sentence was not in a good tone, which one" Gu Xiyan simply stretched out her arm and pulled Xue Zimo's hand, trembling and shakingly asked.
"Put it back, one moment with your feet exposed, one moment with your hands exposed." ;;;;;;;;;;;;;." Xue Zimo pressed Gu Xiyan's hand back again.
"Actually, it's good to be sick and have someone to take care of. Gu Xiyan took advantage of the situation and pulled Xue Zimo to lie down.
"Talking nonsense all day long, hurry up and go to bed. Xue Zimo simply lay down completely.
"What should I do with your manuscript" Gu Xiyan suddenly remembered this important question, Xue Zimo has always rested after completing tasks.
"Get up early tomorrow morning and write. Xue Zimo smiled, and then added weakly, "Why don't you set an alarm clock first?"
"You're starting to fall, editor-in-chief. Gu Xiyan nestled into Xue Zimo's arms with satisfaction.
"The early bird gets the worm. Xue Zimo hugged the little waist that Yingying was holding, "Why won't you be fat?"
"The meat is all here. Gu Xiyan pointed to his face.
"Hehe, it's called doing surface work only. Xue Zimo gently pinched Gu Xiyan's little face, and at this time, Xue Zimo felt that the uneasy mood downstairs just now had dissipated at some point.
"That's it for me to eat, but I promise to take care of Ren Xue and solve your worries. Gu Xiyan looked at Xue Zimo seriously.
Xue Zimo's eyes sank, his gaze stayed on Gu Xiyan's face, and he didn't speak.
"Is there a few words written on my face that I can't take on this heavy responsibility," Gu Xiyan looked at Xue Zimo, who was a little distracted, and felt a little strange.
"No, but it was a sudden problem. Because I can't spare anyone to go to the hospital during this time. Facing Ren Xue, Xue Zimo had an indescribable pressure, Ren Xue was still the same Ren Xue, still smiling when she spoke, her tone was still not in a hurry, even when he thanked her, her whole body was filled with the atmosphere of what was going on, and then her eyes moved sideways, looking left and right, and kept complaining to Jane that it was really ugly for the doctor to cut off a piece of her hair, but he always felt that something had changed.
"You can rest assured. Gu Xiyan looked like he had absolutely completed the task.
"Of course, it's perfect for you to take care of Ren Xue," Xue Zimo rubbed Gu Xiyan's hair, "And you two haven't seen each other for so long, taking care of both public and private interests, the best of both worlds"
"If you really can't put down your manuscript, just keep writing, lest you be absent-minded when you speak. Gu Xiyan pushed Xue Zimo.
"Let's go to sleep when we say it, the first day my wife comes home, I have to sleep with me no matter what."
When Gu Xiyan arrived at the hospital the next day, Ren Xue was standing in front of the window and playing with her mobile phone, when she saw Gu Xiyan walk in, put her mobile phone in her bag and stood up, "You are here, then I will withdraw first"
"What's wrong," Gu Xiyan pointed at Ren Xue and asked concisely.
"I told the doctor in the morning to be discharged, but the doctor didn't agree. Concisely looked Gu Xiyan up and down, "I think there are probably some sequelae, this time it's up to your editor-in-chief Xue."
"Don't worry, even if it's not for him, it's my duty to do it. Gu Xiyan doesn't mind the concise "joke", this is a straightforward girl
"The night shift is not enough for you to toss, and you still have the spirit to talk nonsense here, hurry back and make up for sleep," Ren Xue turned around and said to Jianjian.
"Then I'm leaving. Jane shook her head, picked up her bag and walked out.
"Why are you in such a hurry to be discharged from the hospital" Gu Xiyan put her things on the bedside table, "When will you be well raised and when will you be discharged from the hospital, you can count on this head to write things."
"I've been so busy at the end of the year, but something like this happened to me, I really can't lie down. Ren Xue sat back on the bed helplessly.
Gu Xiyan helped Ren Xue pull the quilt, "I know that I am like this, why do I always think about others." We talked about you all day yesterday, and I can see that Zimo doesn't know how annoyed he is. ”
"Why didn't he send you here," Ren Xue still asked.
"At 9 o'clock, I boiled chicken soup for a long time, so I couldn't wait, so I let him go first. Gu Xiyan pointed to the thermos bucket, "Do you want to drink something at this time?"
"Well, I'm going to have to drink a little more for all the trouble. Ren Xue smiled, "I just don't know how hot your heat is."
"You know if you taste it. Don't say that the doctor won't agree to you to be discharged, and I won't either. In order to save your life, I also have to make up for you and talk about being discharged from the hospital. Gu Xiyan scooped out a bowl and blew it carefully.
"I can drink it myself, and it's not that my hands and feet are broken, where did I use this treatment. Ren Xue said as she reached out to break the chicken soup.
"This treatment is a must. Gu Xiyan pushed Ren Xue's hand away, "Just sit down." ”
"In the last few months, I have really improved and I am able to take care of people. Ren Xue simply didn't shirk it, and leaned her back back on the head of the bed again.
"Speaking of further study" Gu Xiyan later learned that this time it was originally Ren Xue who could go, every time she thought about it, she always felt guilty in her heart, but every time she didn't know how to open her mouth to say this, today Ren Xue mentioned it, she simply wanted to vomit it as soon as possible, "If you want to talk about baggage, it should be me, I can't handle my own affairs well every time, Zimo has never been favoritism, but this time you have no chance"
"So, don't let him down on his good intentions. Ren Xue was entangled for a while, and pointed to the chicken soup that Gu Xiyan had been churning, "You can drink it."
"Oh, oh," Gu Xiyan hurriedly scooped a spoonful and handed it to Ren Xue's mouth, "You don't get angry, but you should be angry." ”
"It's a little bit old, and it's been so long, why do you care more than me" Ren Xue still smiled as usual, and didn't see any unhappiness, "I haven't called me much since then, just worry about it, be careful."
"I really want to call you, but as soon as I pick up the phone, I feel like I want to tell you about it, but I don't know what to say" Facing Ren Xue, she felt an indescribable guilt, and ruined Ren Xue's hard-won opportunity for her own selfishness.
"Editor-in-chief Xue told me openly and honestly at the beginning, although the opportunity is not easy, I can understand and accept his reasons. Besides, won't there be a quota next year" Ren Xue said and felt a little uncomfortable in her heart, she didn't want to continue this topic, the more Gu Xiyan felt guilty, the more uncomfortable she became, "This soup is very fragrant"
"I told me that my craft is still not bad. Gu Xiyan became a little proud.
"It's a little salty, though. Ren Xue pursed her mouth and said.
"Salty, you still drink so much," Gu Xiyan asked after tasting herself.
"I said that I would like to drink more of you, and it's not salty and can't be swallowed. Ren Xue looked at the annoyed Gu Xiyan and comforted.
"I've really reached the point where I can't do enough to fail. Gu Xiyan put away the chicken soup, "Don't drink it, I spoiled another chicken." ”
"It's not a difficult thing to solve," Ren Xue got up and grabbed Gu Xiyan, "Go back and add some more water, and boil it again, just do it." Looking at you like this, you are getting more and more frizzy, like Jiang Xinran. ”
"Can boiling a chicken turn me into a Xiangpo by the way, I forgot to tell you, Jiang Xinran, I'm going to be a mother" Gu Xiyan suddenly remembered this good news.
"Is it hahaha, when she wants to be impatient, she can't be impatient, think about what Jiang Xinran looks like holding a doll" Ren Xue pulled Gu Xiyan to the edge of the bed and sat down.
"Xiao Chengyu is afraid that he won't dare to hug her," Gu Xiyan thought about Jiang Xinran, who was scratching her ears and cheeks, and couldn't help laughing, and suddenly felt a little lost and sad.
"Now people have children late, she got married earlier than you, and now she has children, you really don't have to be too anxious. Ren Xue sensed that something was wrong with Gu Xiyan, how could she forget this stubble
"I know it's useless to be in a hurry, just let it be, everything will take its course. "Who wouldn't be slapped a few times by life, the cruelty of this world is not that it is unreasonable, but that if you like to reason with it so much, it will throw you the back of the head very much.
"The mentality is really much better than before. Ren Xue sighed in her heart, Gu Xiyan, the girl standing on a certain fulcrum, carefully held the posture that could maintain balance, God knows how tiring life will be, I hope everyone can take it without hurrying
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(Tianjin)