When Lu Zihao and Xu Qian were not divorced, the rented house was not far from the Temple of Heaven Park, and after having children, they often took Lu Yuan and Lu gradually here for a walk on weekends.

From the moment they could walk and talk, the brothers fell in love with the echo wall in the park, when the echo wall was not fenced off, and the two little ones could stand at opposite ends and talk to each other for a long time.

Although they just know how to speak, they just shout each other's names and say two simple words, but this is endless fun for children who have just experienced the magic of language.

Therefore, Lu Zihao immediately thought of the Temple of Heaven Park and the Echo Wall, so he and Xu Qian took the child to the Temple of Heaven.

Lu Zihao deliberately picked Monday, morning, there will not be too many tourists to the Temple of Heaven, the weather in Beijing is good on this day, the Temple of Heaven near Yongding Gate has been standing here for 600 years, here is the place where the emperors of the Ming and Qing dynasties worshipped the sky.

The two bought tickets at the box office, and the off-season tickets they bought last year have expired, so they can only buy tickets separately.

With the divorce and separation for half a year, Lu Zihao and Xu Qian's contact with each other is becoming less and less, except for the children, how the two of them talk in the past few days, all the way to the Temple of Heaven, they are also silent.

Enter from the north gate, walk to the prayer hall, in the field of vision that can be seen around, you can not see the buildings of the modern city, look up only the sky, look down and only see the main hall.

Xu Qian and Lu Zihao didn't speak, and the two children talked endlessly along the way, Lu Yan's eyes couldn't see, so Lu Yuan kept holding his hand, telling him what was on the road as he walked, to act as his brother's eyes.

The closer the brothers are, the more unhappy their parents' hearts are, but Xu Qian already knows that Zou Lingling is pregnant, and it is impossible for the two to be together again anyway, she just hopes that Lu Grai's eyes will get better soon, so that she can leave here with Lu Yuan.

Thinking that Lu Yan's eyes were better, but he couldn't see his mother, Xu Qian's heart was sour again.

Compared with Xu Qian's soft intestines, Lu Zihao looked at the empty and clear sky, and the magnificent New Year's Hall under the sky, his heart was empty, his eyes were dull and empty, and he didn't think about those doomed problems.

There are not many people in the park, Lu Yuan has not returned to Beijing for half a year, but he is still very familiar with the Temple of Heaven Park, he pulled Lu gradually trotted all the way south, passed through the Hall of Prayer, and ran towards the echo wall.

"Lu Yan! Let's make a call!"

Lu Yuanguan spoke on the echo wall and called the phone, this is a code word that only the brothers understand, Lu gradually nodded happily when he heard it, but he said: "I am not Lu Yan, I am Lu Yuan!"

Lu Yuan didn't understand why his brother wanted to grab his name with him, but it didn't matter, he just had to call.

So the two of them ran to the opposite end of the sound wall and began to lie on the wall tiles and talk, calling each other's names, saying "hello", "goodbye", or babbling.

Lu Yuan whispered to the echo wall: "Lu Gradual, Lu Gradual?"

On the other side, Lu gradually shouted: "I am not Lu Yuan, I am Lu Yuan, I am Lu Yuan!"

"That's... That... Who's Lu Yan?"

"You are Lu Gradual, you do Lu Gradual. ”

"Okay, I'm Lu Gradual, then I'll do Lu Gradual... I... I, you are Lu Yuan, Lu Yuan ......"

"Yes, I'm Lu Yuan, I'm Lu Yuan!"

"Why are you Lu Yuan?"

"Because... Because I'm going to be with my mom. ”

"I'm going to be with my mom too. ”

"Lu gradually can't... ...... with Mom. ”

"What? What did you say?"

A gust of wind blew, coupled with the voices of other tourists around them, the conversation between the two was blurred, and the two began to talk to themselves at the echo wall.

Lu Yuan looked at the wall in a daze, and muttered: "I'm Lu Gradual, I'm Lu Gradual? Lu Gradually, I'm... Me, Lu Yuan!"

Lu Yuan suddenly shouted at the echo wall, and then responded from the other end, "What are you doing, Lu Yan!"

"You... You come here. ”

Lu Yuan asked Lu gradually to come over, but he was already a little confused in his mind, what was his name? He wanted to call the person opposite over and ask.

When Lu gradually heard the voice, he walked towards Lu Yuan, and Lu Zihao and Xu Qian on the side found that Lu gradually seemed to be walking normally, and he didn't need to support the wall, he could trot!

Xu Qian hurriedly stepped forward to hug Lu Yan and asked, "Son, can you see it? Can you see it? Look at your mother, look at your mother!"

Lu gradually looked at Xu Qian, showed a shallow smile, pressed Xu Qian's nose with his fingers, and said, "Mom! ”

Lu gradually could see it, and suddenly he could see it, Xu Qian hugged Lu gradually and tears fell.

Lu Zihao finally breathed a sigh of relief, it was really useful to come here, and the eldest son's eye problem was finally solved.

But when the family returned to the hospital in the afternoon, they found a new problem, a problem that may be more difficult than not being able to see with their eyes - Lu gradually finally did not admit that he was Lu Gradual, instead of saying that he was Lu Yuan, and his younger brother Lu Yuan was Lu Gradual.

As soon as the psychological counselor said that he was Lu Jian, he hugged Xu Qian hysterically, crying and calling his mother, saying that he was not Lu Jian, but Lu Yuan.

This is difficult for Xu Qian and Lu Zihao, and even more difficult for experts, such cases have never been encountered.

In the end, the expert still said, "As long as the two of you remarry, I will see that this disease will be cured soon, and when the two children are together, they will be called whatever they like." ”

But it is impossible for Xu Qian and Lu Zihao to remarry, and in the end, the experts came up with an expedient solution, simply, the two children will change their names, how to live in the future, just one name, anyway, the son is still the son, and he will not change or run.

What the doctor said is right, it's just a name, anyway, twins, which one the two children like to use, even if they change to Luhai and Luhe, it doesn't matter.

But the crux of the problem is not here, but Lu gradually refused to go home with Lu Zihao, he dragged Xu Qian all the way, and he had to be with his mother.

In the end, Xu Qian said: "The two children follow me, you are about to have a new child, you go and take care of her, Lu Yuan and Lu gradually follow me." ”

Lu Zihao categorically refused, the two children are his blood and bones, no matter what, he still has to keep one by his side, and with Xu Qian's current economic situation, it is difficult enough to bring one child, let alone bring two.

During this period of time in Beijing, the room fee was paid by Lu Zihao, Xu Qian had left Licheng for too long, and she lost her summer vacation job there, how could she afford to take her two children back? Even if Xu Qian's parents were willing to help, the old man was just an ordinary farmer, and the two children were growing up, how could they endure hardship?

Lu Zihao could only say: "No, I will take the two children, you can find someone to marry." ”

But when he said this, Lu Zihao himself knew that it was impossible for Xu Qian to agree to give up the child, so the two were at a stalemate.

In the end, there was really no way, Lu Zihao had no choice but to say: "Otherwise, change, Lu Yuan will follow me, let Lu gradually follow you, and then change their names." Later, when they grow up, I'll tell them about it. ”

This unbelievable decision, but although Xu Qian felt sorry for Lu Yan, how could she be willing to let Lu Yuan go?

Thinking of these, Xu Qian's heart was like a knife, at this time she neither hated Lu Zihao nor Zou Lingling in her heart, but only hated herself, hated her for being incompetent, hated that she had seen the wrong person, and hated that she couldn't raise two children.

For a mother, she will always leave her children with love, and if there is hatred, no matter where it comes from, it will eventually pour on her head to protect her child.

"A month, a month later, I will take Lu Yuan back, if he recovers by then, I will still leave Lu Yan with you and bring Lu Yuan back. ”

Xu Qian thought to herself, maybe Lu gradually just thought about himself, and when he recovered, maybe he would miss life in Beijing, as for Lu Yuan, it was indeed more difficult to let him follow him, so let him stay in Beijing for a while and take care of his body.

So, Xu Qian took Lu gradually back to Licheng, leaving Lu Yuan in Beijing, and after nearly a month, when the summer vacation was about to end, Lu gradually suddenly had a high fever, burning to nearly 40 degrees.

Xu Qian originally wanted to take Lu gradually to Beijing, but she had no choice but to go to the doctor first, and she looked at it for a week, and when the fever subsided, Xu Qian found that Lu gradually was stunned all of a sudden, and she couldn't remember many things.

I can't remember that I have an older brother, I can't remember that I have a father, I can't remember that his name is Lu Yan, but I only remember one thing - I am Lu Yuan, and I want to be with my mother.

"Mom, I'm afraid of the dark, don't lock me in the toilet. ”