Chapter 283

"I promised Aunt Ling to take good care of you, so you can't have anything to do......" Gu Xiyan's tears finally flowed, 5 years, a stone pressed on her heart finally fell to the ground, but unfortunately, Aunt Ling never came back.

He only knew that she was bent on leaving him, he only knew that she had become bigger than the sky, and he only knew that the birds of the same forest would fly separately, because of her departure he had been depressed for a time, once doubtful of feelings, and once resentful of her...... It turned out that she left just to get him a new start!

He devoted his body and mind to his career, and there was no lack of gambling in it, and he was angry at why Gu Xiyan would leave him at that time! Liu Su repeatedly complained that he couldn't communicate with her, but he didn't know where his heart had gone.

is this woman who is angry and resentful and misses at the same time, and she comes back after 5 years, but it is even more heart-wrenching and distressing!

In order not to let him go bankrupt, she had to work alone, with hard work to bring up Mengmeng, and endured heartache to watch him marry another woman...... And he was still proud to show his "great achievements" in front of her again and again in front of her, and at this time he realized that every step he took was in exchange for Gu Xiyan's loss.

The higher he climbed, the farther he got from her, she was firmly pressed against the bottom of the stone, already pressed into the foundation, and the castle he had built was romantic, but she was long gone.

If this agreement hadn't been seen by him today, would she have to continue living like this?

Just knowing that Mengmeng is his child, he already feels that he owes her a lot, and there is something he doesn't know, in the past 5 years, how much has she done for him, and how many lifetimes will it take him to pay off?

The thing that can make her happy is nothing more than to give her a happy and stable family, but now, it seems that she can't ......

Thinking of this, Ling Zhanchi's heart hurt even more, when he was about to go bankrupt, when Aunt Ling left, it was not as uncontrollable as today!

No wonder Gu Xiyan chose not to speak, she didn't explain anything, didn't complain, didn't complain, just went through all this silently. Although she is not a very active person, she is more concerned about being afraid or not wanting to add "unnecessary" trouble to herself.

After making so many sacrifices and enduring so long, can you still suspect that she doesn't love herself? It's just that the more she loves herself, the more heartache she feels!

"If I knew this at that time, I would definitely ask my father to help you, and I would definitely not look at you like that!" This is her true words, if she knew at the time, she would not have watched Ling Zhanchi enter a desperate situation, but when she remembered the reason why Ling Zhanchi was defeated like that, Liu Mingsheng was also involved, and he didn't seem to be so confident, "I just want to warn her, it's just a warning......"

"What qualifications do you have to warn her?" Ling Zhanchi turned his head and looked at Liu Su coldly, her tone was more solemn than her eyes, and at this time she was already in tears, looking more sad than Gu Xiyan.

Liu Su's heart kept sinking, her hands and feet were cold along with her back, Ling Zhanchi's appearance made her feel scared, if she was scaring herself, then this time might be completely over!

"What's there, go back and talk about it, I don't want Meng Meng to see this. Gu Xiyan wiped away her tears, picked up Mengmeng and walked to the house.

She felt that Liu Su was more pitiful than herself, a woman who wanted to be windy and rainy, but she had twists and turns in her feelings, and this persistence brought her pain and helplessness after all.

Liu Su's helpless appearance could feel the panic in her heart. Women are a species with rich associations and insecurity, and the feeling of losing a loved one is something that every woman does not want to experience.

For a moment, Gu Xiyan wanted to tell Ling Zhanchi that he shouldn't have treated Liu Su like that, the reason why she didn't tell him was that she loved him so obsessively and obsessively, or that she was worried about losing him, she had a father who loved her like her life, so naturally she couldn't see her daughter suffering, and it just so happened that this father still had some things for her to rely on......

Liu Su returned to the hotel, hugged Secretary Yao and cried, she was really wrong, she shouldn't have been lucky, she threatened Gu Xiyan with the agreement, she didn't threaten Gu Xiyan, she challenged Ling Zhanchi's final bottom line!

Because Gu Xiyan said, "...... I don't want Mengmeng to see this", Ling Zhanchi obeyed and quickly "withdrew" from the small courtyard.

As a result, she moved a stone and shot herself in the foot, and no one could help her this time.

When Secretary Yao comforted him softly, the mobile phone rang, and when he saw that it was Ling Zhanchi calling, he hurriedly showed it to Liu Su, and Liu Su really couldn't help but stop making a sound.

However, the little hope that just appeared in Liu Su's eyes was quickly extinguished by Secretary Yao's expression, Secretary Yao put his mobile phone on the table, looked at Liu Su's red eyes, and sighed, "Mr. Ling said let me accompany you back to City A first......"

In fact, there is another sentence behind Ling Zhanchi, "I am not short of manpower here now, you go back and see what Dong Liu needs", in other words, Ling Zhanchi "opened" her!

Since she could tell her so directly, she couldn't find any reason to stay, and she didn't know how to explain to Liu Mingsheng.

In her thinking, although Liu Mingsheng did not fully trust Ling Zhanchi, because Ling Zhanchi had scruples about Liu Mingsheng, he had always maintained a harmonious atmosphere on the surface, and today he sent her back for some reason, which was equivalent to a slap in the face of Liu Mingsheng......

When Liu Su heard this, he began to cry again, and when he came out of the courtyard, Ling Zhanchi only said one word to her: "You go back to the hotel!" Even the back of him turned around seemed to be resolute.

He can keep asking Gu Xiyan and keep asking her to explain, but to himself, why don't he have a chance to say a word? He didn't see Gu Xiyan's five years, but how she came over in the past five years, he was clear.

It's like liking a dress too much and never being able to find a suitable day to launch it grandly. After thinking about it for a long time, good clothes in the closet have become tomorrow's yellow flowers, or the clothes are still bright, but people are unconsciously haggard and beautiful.

In fact, a man's attitude is the temperature of a home, his soul has no temperature, this home is cold, no matter how much money, no matter how much house, no matter how much she warms up, it still can't get hot, which is enough to make a woman feel cold, make a woman disheartened, and finally the heart is like water.

She once fantasized that every separation was temporary, and after calming down, she would reconcile, and she would hug naturally like ordinary men and women, but she didn't expect that once she was separated, she would lose a chance to be together.

Slowly, she found that her enthusiasm had disappeared again and again in an impatient tone, drowning in the faster and faster phone calls, and sinking into fewer and fewer conversations......

is called love, we should strive to create this kind of tacit understanding of loving each other, getting along without getting tired of seeing each other, and marrying love should be even if it is noisy, it will not extinguish the desire to spend the rest of your life with him.

But it's really too tiring to love someone, 5 years, she is sometimes a hysterical shrew, sometimes a resentful woman, her face is getting haggard and fierce, whether it is the sweetness of the love period or the love and thoughtfulness in the marriage, she is getting farther and farther away from her.

Maybe from the beginning she was like gambling, even if she lost a mess, she still held the corner of the table and refused to leave, she often comforted herself: as long as she hasn't left the table, the gamble has not ended, then she is not losing!

While playing the happy appearance in the eyes of others anytime and anywhere, she tried her best to endure Ling Zhanchi's intentional or unintentional negligence, she always wanted to attract Ling Zhanchi's attention, and wanted to attract his attention to herself, although this kind of patience and contradiction is not as painful as cheating, but it is the depression and torture of the days and months.

People say that marriage should not come from compromise and improvisation, but it should not come from exchange, and when one day you can't take out the weight, the balance will be completely unbalanced......

For several hours, Ling Zhanchi was like a jigsaw puzzle, from Ouyang Yichen's words, from his own memories, and from Gu Mengmeng's state...... spliced together the Gu Xiyan he hadn't seen in the past 5 years.

Jiang Xinran walked into Ling Zhanchi's office again, the ashtray on the desk was already full of cigarette butts, picked them up and dumped them into the trash, "Do you have to do this?"

It was easy to get Secretary Yao back, but it was Liu Mingsheng who came with it. Once war is declared, it will inevitably be another storm.

"Isn't this a matter of time or time?" Ling Zhanchi took a hard puff of his cigarette and spit it out, although it was a matter of time or time, there was still a big difference between 80% chance of winning and 50% certainty, but he didn't want to wait any longer after seeing that agreement, "Afraid?"

"Who have you seen me afraid of!" Jiang Xinran obviously scoffed at such a question, Ling Zhanchi's chessboard was not small, and he was even more daring, he had been carefully deploying every step in the past few years......

"That's good. Although marriage can save him a lot of detours and energy, he didn't want to stay under Liu Mingsheng's wings for the rest of his life at the beginning.

He always thought that he was the weight on that scale, but he didn't want to be Gu Xiyan, this was like a fuse, stimulating his most fragile nerve and igniting the fire in his heart!

In 5 years, even if there are thousands of flowers, there is not a single leaf on the body, and there is no flower and tree worth staying for him. He doesn't break flowers and leaves, he doesn't stop to look forward to it, half of it is a pure heart and few desires of self-cultivation, and half of it is a person who has ever had the best in the world.

He has not yet reached the realm of "let the fate arise and disappear, and he does not ask about affection and affection", for Gu Xiyan, he has always only had four words, "it is inevitable", if there is any obstacle ahead, then he will spare no effort to move it away......

In the evening, Gu Mengmeng picked a very long story and gave it to Gu Xiyan, so that before she could finish it, Gu Mengmeng entered the dream, looked at Gu Mengmeng's satisfied little appearance, stood up gently, walked to the window, leaned against the wall, and looked at the moon outside.

This is destined to be a sleepless night, according to Ling Zhanchi's temperament, he will not give up, if the conflict escalates and the situation from 5 years ago is repeated again, won't it be tantamount to harming him?

Thinking of this, Gu Xiyan began to blame herself for being too impulsive, if she endured it a little longer, Liu Su would definitely "prevaricate" in the past.

Some people say that love is decreasing, and its formula is that it will decrease with the increase in the amount of time two people spend together, she and Ling Zhanchi seem to be proving this sentence in reverse, although she is far away in the world, he can't be careless!