In Samsung Hospital in Seoul, Kim Jong-ming, who was sitting outside the operating room, was in a state of confusion, to be honest, he was not worried about Kim Tae-won, because the doctor had already told him that the probability of success of the operation was very high, and the probability of postoperative recovery was also very high, and he was really not afraid that a doctor would come out and tear off the mask, and then say something to him with a sad face. What he was really confused and puzzled about at the moment was fate!

As a human being in two lives, Jin Zhongming's biggest expectation has always been to live a chic and clean life, but when he saw life, old age, sickness and death in a row in just one week, these seemingly distant things happened in front of him, he was a little uncertain. As soon as he closed his eyes, the child in a small dress when his junior high school classmate Bongja got married, Lee Hyo-ri and others talked about the loneliness of marriage, the serene face of Lee Soon-jae's mother lying on her bed, and the nervousness and fear of Kim Tae-won from last night to now, these things are constantly circling around him like a marquee. Moreover, what puzzled him the most was that he couldn't help but think of himself in the gap between these pictures, thinking of his parents, Krystal, Sika, Beck, and even, vaguely thinking of Han Enjing and Chu Long.

For a while, Jin Zhongming felt that he should let go of something, but it seemed that he should not wait for me. In short, touching the scene is emotional, and the environment is created by the heart, and Jin Zhongming, who was deeply touched at this moment, felt that he should sort out his mood well. However, reality is always the most dramatic, and something is still waiting for him!

At two o'clock in the afternoon, Chris, who had not been seen for several years, appeared in front of Jin Zhongming, panting and looking panicked, but she was still relieved when she saw Jin Zhongming.

"It's time to come out in a little while. Sit here and wait!" Kim Jong-ming opened his bloodshot eyes. Then he reached out and patted the seat next to him.

Chris sat down without saying a word. Then, in Jin Zhongming's surprised gaze, he actually took out a small mirror and began to arrange his sweat-soaked hair.

"I have to make a good impression on him. Chris also noticed Kim Jong-ming's expression, so he rarely blushed. "When he comes out, he'll definitely mind if he sees me like that. ”

Jin Zhongming nodded, agreeing with this statement, and after a pause, he suddenly remembered a question: "Your younger brother went to study abroad, your mother went to take care of him, and your grandparents had plans to emigrate, right?"

Chris nodded.

"But you're going to stay in Korea and play in a band, right?" Kim Jong-ming continued.

"That's right!" Chris nodded in confusion. She didn't know what Jin Zhongming meant by asking this at this time.

"Then why did you go to the Philippines? Wouldn't it be good to stay in Seoul and live with your dad? And it should be a lot easier for you to study music or start a band with him, right? It won't be a tantrum with your dad, right?"

Chris put down the mirror a little embarrassed: "I didn't lose my temper before, I was driven away by my father." ”

Jin Zhongming was dumbfounded, although Chris was tall, and then his long hair covered half of his face, he looked really precocious, but he knew very well that this girl named Jin Shuxian was actually the same age as Krystal, and she was a 94-year-old yellow-haired girl! And Chris should have gone to the Philippines last year, in other words, how rough was Kim Tae-won's experience at that time to drive his 13-year-old daughter to the Philippines to live with his grandparents? Seeing that the meteorological observatory said that there was another typhoon, he wouldn't be upset?

"What did you do wrong?" Kim Jong-ming thought for a moment and then adopted a more conventional speculation.

"I didn't make a mistake. Chris shrugged. "It seems that he thinks I'm annoying and takes time to take care of me. He asked me if I was going to the Philippines, and I thought he was annoying. I nodded in agreement. ”

Jin Zhongming was stunned for a moment and then nodded in response: "I said something inappropriate, I think your father's stomach cancer is retribution!"

"It doesn't matter!" Chris replied in a tone that didn't match her age. "For someone like him who can eat 2,000 bowls of ramen a year, it's good that he can only get stomach cancer until now. ”

"What about the future?" Jin Zhongming decided not to continue the topic of stomach cancer, anyway, this guy's stomach is going to be gone.

"What's next?" said Chris, a little puzzled.

"Will you go back to the Philippines in the future?" Jin Zhongming sat on the chair with his hands crossed, then lowered his head and lowered his whole body forward, he was unconscious under the sleepiness.

"Not anymore. Chris lowered his head. "Even if my dad catches me again, I won't go back. ”

"Oh!"

"Even if it weren't, I wouldn't be going back. ”

"Oh?"

"My grandparents have lived in the Philippines all their lives, they don't understand what I say or do, I can't go to school, I don't have many friends at school, and my personality is like that, so it's really lonely there. ”

"I think your withdrawn personality is pretending to be cool, or that you yourself are suffering from secondary two diseases. Jin Zhongming didn't show any mercy to the other party, he still remembers the appearance of Chris before, combing her non-mainstream hairstyle, carrying a guitar all day long, a group of people go to play together, but she can disappear in minutes.

"Then even if I have the second secondary disease, I will be cured. Chris didn't even lift an eyelid. "When I go back to Seoul, at least my father, who is a secondary school student, will have a word to me. Of course, it would be nice if my brother was still here, because my brother is also a secondary school disease, and I am the only one in the family who can talk to him the best. ”

Kim Jong Ming was a little surprised, he knew that Kim Tae-won had a son, and he also knew that the other party went to study abroad at a young age, but he always thought that it was a more conventional behavior, but now it doesn't sound like that.

"Your brother?" Jin Zhongming asked tentatively.

"My brother has had autism since he was a child. Chris didn't mean to hide anything. "In the beginning, when he was very young, I hated him at home, because I could clearly feel that my parents treated him differently than they did to me. That's why I don't like him following me. always takes advantage of his parents' inattention to leave him at home and go out to play by himself. ”

Jin Zhongming stared at the ceiling with a slight discomfort.

Later, when he also started elementary school. I'm slowly getting to know something. Chris continued unhurriedly. "He couldn't stay in the school in South Korea at all, and everyone knew that this fat boy who didn't dare to speak or go to physical education class was the son of Kim Tae-won of the resurrection band, so he was often bullied. Although some people don't bully him, they will run over to see him like some rare animal. That's when I became a non-mainstream in the school, and if you have a weird hairstyle and a strange behavior, people will naturally be afraid of you, and then when you teach those who bully your brother, the effect will be much better, after all, in Korean schools, if a girl wants to suppress her seniors, this kind of creature can only rely on this kind of unconventional thing. With that, Chris pursed his lips. "Later. Then he went to study abroad, and I thought you knew about it. ”

Kim Jong-ming's expression was in a trance again, and of course he understood the meaning of Chris's 'later'. Later, in order to let his son have a normal living environment, or simply to stop him from being bullied, Kim Tae-won decided to let his wife take him abroad to join his parents, and let the child live in a strange environment to escape these things. Kim Tae-won himself was separated from his family because of his music, and he chose to stay in Seoul to continue his music career and his resurrection band.

But what about Chris? Chris has become a recognized bad girl in school at this time, right? I can't change it if I want to, not even if I go to the Philippines, and the only thing this little girl has gained in a foreign country is probably to know what loneliness is.

An autism. Just let such a near-perfect family of four be divided into three petals, and the so-called disintegration is not an exaggeration. Think about it this way. It's no wonder that Kim Tae-won, who is not afraid of heaven and earth, will be scared like that when he knows that he has another notorious illness, he is really afraid of the well rope after being bitten by a snake for ten years! Not to mention that the wound from the snake bite has not healed until now!

At the thought of this, Kim Jongming felt that something was stuck in his chest and abdomen, which made him restless, and the sleepiness dissipated, he stood up, and then began to pace back and forth in front of the operating room.

“chris。 Jin Zhongming abruptly shouted to the little girl sitting there.

"Huh?"

"Even if you stay in Seoul, you'll be lonely. Jin Zhongming's tone was normal, but he was a little out of control in his heart, otherwise he would not have said such a thing. "Your dad will still focus on the music, he will still float outside all day, the only change is that he knows that his stomach is gone, so he eats a little more decently. You will still be like two years ago, a little girl sitting alone in her house with a guitar in her own house, otherwise you can only carry a guitar and walk aimlessly on the road to Hongdae. ”

"I know!" Chris's hair was combed and then successfully covered half of her face again, her regular hairstyle, but it made Kim Jong Ming unable to see her expression clearly. "But where else can I go? My dad's home is my home after all!"

Jin Zhongming was immediately speechless, and he even felt that his words just now were a little embarrassing.

However, when the siege was lifted, the lights in the operating room dimmed, and several doctors walked out of the operating room, and as soon as they came out, they took off their masks and hats and then showed their faces covered with sweat.

The next morning, Kim Tae-won's wife flew back to Seoul with her chubby son, and successfully reunited with Chris and Kim Tae-won, who had regained his senses. However, Jin Zhongming's sister-in-law also seemed to be frightened by this incident, so the family of four began to discuss the issue of staying in the family. Seeing this situation, Jin Zhongming wisely chose to get up and say goodbye.

Leaving the hospital, everything seemed to be calm again.

PS: Kim Tae-won is really admirable in a sense, he encountered drugs at the peak of his life, but he quit that thing for the sake of family and music, and then when everything seemed perfect, the family was once again torn apart by his son's autism, but he still stuck to Seoul for music, and when everything gradually subsided, it seemed that when new hope began to appear, he suffered from stomach cancer, but he still got back up and continued his music and band. The Resurrection Band has maintained its position as the de facto leader band in Korea for decades, and his soul is a great contributor.

PS again: I am also very depressed in these chapters, and I have no sense of security in life at all. (To be continued.) )