Chapter 184: Exploring the Human Heart
"What you draw, this is the king, the king symbolizes the highest symbol of patriarchy, patriarchy has a deep influence on you, in the process of growing up, your father must have had an influence on you, I guess, your father is patriarchal, right?"
After Xiaoqian's words, the boy was very surprised. Pen ~ fun ~ pavilion www.biquge.info
"Okay, beauty, I've been playing tarot for so many years, and it's the first time I've encountered someone who can say so much by drawing a card, what else can you see?"
"I regret that the influence that your father brought to you was not a good one, his patriarchal thinking has always made you miserable, you see, the king has a sword in his hand, and the cold is pressing, so you have a bad relationship with him. ”
"Beauty, what's your name, let's make friends, I'm Xiao Miqiu, you can just call me Qiuqiu. ”
"I'm Chen Xiaoqian, a psychiatrist. ”
Leng Yi watched Xiao Qian fool people all the time, and was amazed.
Along the way, Qiuqiu and Xiaoqian chatted well, and the two discussed tarot cards, which meant that they would see each other late.
The end point of this train is the northernmost part of the motherland, and Xiaoqian and his freshman get off halfway.
When he got out of the car, Qiuqiu handed the tarot card box in his hand to Xiaoqian.
"It's rare for someone to talk about it like that, and give it to you. ”
Xiao Qian held the box and said in a voice that only the two of them could hear.
"God's wrong joke, it's not your fault, no matter whether your family can understand you or not, I hope you can live bravely, if you are not even afraid of death, why are you afraid of other people's eyes on you and live bravely?"
"You!" Qiuqiu's sunglasses fell off in surprise.
"So, you still keep this card for yourself, and if we have a chance to see each other again, let's exchange tarot cards. She put the ivory box on the table and got out of the car.
A few words can change a person's life.
Qiuqiu looked at the box, thinking about what Xiao Qian said, took out the train ticket to the end point, looked at it and looked, maybe he should get off the train early, the end of his life, he may not go.
Looking at Xiaoqian's back outside through the train window, Qiuqiu whispered, "Psychiatrist Chen Xiaoqian... What a great person. ”
Freeze swears that he's not a curious person.
But after getting out of the car, she was really curious, what did Mr. Qian say to others in the end, why did Qiuqiu's face change color?
"Freshman, are you curious, why do I talk so much today?"
"Hmm. ”
"It's a good deed every day, although I think I'm a psychiatrist who only recognizes money, but if I can meet someone who impresses me, I will also give it a free look. ”
"You just treated that person?" She didn't seem to see anything, but she saw Mr. Qian talking to someone about Tarot.
"It's not a medical treatment, but sometimes, for those who are bent on death, a word of agreement can change her impulse. ”
"He's going to die?!"
"I talked so happily but didn't want my phone number, said in the conversation that I was going to a distant place without luggage, and finally gave away the most important things casually, indicating that she was likely to make an appointment with her girlfriend to go to a distant place to seek death together, but she was a very kind person, let her girlfriend go, and wanted to die alone. ”
"I... I don't understand, why do you want to die?"
"Because, she's one of God's wrong jokes. ”
Xiaoqian looked at the blue sky, "She has gender identity disorder, this is what I told you to do for our psychiatrist, it is one of the wrong multiple choice questions." ”
"Huh?" is a term that Leng Yi has never heard.
"God played a cruel joke on her, she has a man's heart, but a woman's body, through my judgment and analysis, I think she is different from ordinary homosexuals, she really thinks she is a man, and this cognition is probably related to her childhood, the influence of her father. ”
So that card is completely nonsense from Mr. Qian, she just looked at this person, and she had already guessed her medical history.
Messy in the cold wind, for a good boy, the word homosexuality is too far away, and gender identity disorder is even more unfamiliar, and what is even more terrifying is that she just sat face to face, and she really didn't realize that it was a girl!!
Moxican's hairstyle, thin figure, somewhat deep voice, tall man, no matter how you look at it, it's all a man!
"Mr. Qian, you, how can you tell that?" Now I feel that Xiao Qian is almost like a god.
"Experience, I have at least been in contact with more than 20 strong T's, they are more men than men, the common point is that they are very considerate, you know, there is a saying that once you have a relationship with a lesbian, you will no longer think about men, because they know too well what women need, they will give women a full range of love feelings, the details are taken care of very well, more intimate than men, you see a few men will take care of their girlfriends so well when they go out, and you can know what your girlfriend wants with a look. ”
Leng Yi's mouth couldn't be closed, and his eyes were like that when he looked at Xiaoqian.
She's a good boy, a good boy, it's so exciting to listen to!
"T is the one who plays the role of the husband in Lala, and only a small number of them will be like Qiuqiu, who thinks they are men, who don't go to the women's bathroom, who refuse public bathrooms, who don't dress as women, who behave and even walk like men. ”
Freeze swallowed his saliva, "Mr. Qian, you, you-"
"For a while I wondered if I was here because I hated men, but when I went to a gay bar I found out that I also hated women, and then I met a ruffian - freshman, your eyes are going to fall out. My sexual orientation is normal, and I have to work with them. ”
Gender cognitive impairment is easy to deal with if it occurs in early childhood, but at this stage, psychologists can't do anything, although academically advocate hormone therapy, but according to later cases, it will only be worse.
Just like Qiuqiu, her heart is a man's heart, and giving her estrogen and increasing her feminine characteristics will only make her more miserable, and maybe she will commit suicide.
"Mr. Qian, why do you always find people with problems? I feel like there are no normal people around you..."
"There are so many people on the road, ordinary people look at it, it is a group of normal people, but what they see is the appearance and can't see people's hearts, the world in our eyes is definitely different from ordinary people, such as Qiuqiu just now, ordinary people will think she is a normal man when they look at it. ”
It's not that there are too many psychologically abnormal people around Xiaoqian, but that these people are normal people with a bit of quirks at most in the eyes of ordinary people.
But the irony is that people with psychological abnormalities don't think they are sick, and others don't know that these people who behave a little strangely are sick people, so psychiatrists who see everything have become weirdos in this world.