Chapter 223
Jiang Xinran's last sentence was like a bombshell that blew Ren Xue to the ground, no matter how fully she mentally prepared, no matter how strong her psychological construction was, this sentence seemed to pull her out naked, making her embarrassed!
And Jiang Xinran was stunned as soon as she spoke, she knew that her words touched Ren Xue's last trace of dignity, she was aggrieved and angry for Gu Xiyan, she was upset for Gu Xiyan, but she also knew that Ren Xue was by no means "**".
"If you have anything, I'll tell her. Jiang Xinran cleared her throat and looked away, she didn't want to see Ren Xue's expression stinged by her.
"Zimo had a car accident and couldn't save his left leg...... "Ren Xue also came to her senses, she didn't come to accept trial and attack, she came to talk about it!"
Jiang Xinran was a little dumbfounded when she heard this, she was in a car accident and broke her leg? She couldn't piece together what Xue Zimo would look like when she lost her leg......
"When did it happen? How could there be a car accident?" Gu Xiyan heard Ren Xue's voice as soon as she arrived at the door, and her heart suddenly rose to her throat, and she heard her colleague say that Jiang Xinran was arguing with someone at the door, so she ran out, and it was Ren Xue who didn't want to argue with Jiang Xinran.
"Xiyan, you go and persuade Zimo, if you don't cooperate with the doctor, the doctor can't do anything......" Ren Xue saw Gu Xiyan who came out at a glance, didn't care about anything, and grabbed Gu Xiyan again.
Gu Xiyan could clearly feel the tremor from Ren Xue, "You tell me clearly, when did the car accident happen?"
"On the way back from a business trip years ago, I shouldn't have called him, I will be home soon, why did I call him at that time? If he doesn't call, he won't be distracted when driving, and he won't ......" Ren Xue felt that the "bang" crash sound on the phone would always linger in her ears, making her frightened.
"Business trip??" Of course, Gu Xiyan knew that Xue Zimo was not on a business trip, but went to her house to cooperate with the reunion dinner, and the reunion year was passed in advance, and Gu Xiyan's head was also stunned for a while.
"Let's talk about it in another place, okay?" Jiang Xinran looked at the more and more colleagues who gathered over, and saw that both of them were not very sober, so he had to pull one by one and enter the café next to him.
Ren Xue's anxious and expectant eyes made Gu Xiyan completely collapsed, yes, how could Xue Zimo tell Ren Xue that he was coming to accompany him for the New Year?
How can there be such criss-crossing and entanglement in the world? How can this be? Why is this happening? She is a victim, so she can choose to despise, resent, and not forgive, she can stand on the moral high ground and look down on them, if there are 10,000 ways to repay, she is also 10,000 reluctant to repay them!
What will Xue Zimo do in the future? Such a proud Xue Zimo, without a leg, how will he live?
Gu Xiyan's head was a mess, her fingers were inserted into her hair, her heart was also pinched together, tears rolled out of her eyes, and then she lay on the table and cried!
"Don't force her......" Jiang Xinran patted Gu Xiyan on the back, very distressed, Gu Xiyan is a loving and righteous person after all, even if they force her to have no way out, she still can't completely give up, she can't bear these sudden changes, "Besides, now that you are a family, it's none of her business." ”
"The doctor said that the longer it takes, the more difficult it is to deal with, and once the infection is severe, it is not just a matter of the legs. When Ren Xue said this, she suppressed her emotions and gradually became sensible, "Now no matter who says or says, he doesn't want to listen, I, there is really no other way, I know you will be very embarrassed, but he ...... Listen to you the most. ”
"I knew today why bother," Jiang Xinran instantly felt that Ren Xue should be the most pitiful woman in the world at this moment, the woman in the confinement was the time to recuperate, and she couldn't get out of bed, but Ren Xue was running around in the remnants of the winter.
Since she is an elegant, intellectual, and connotative woman, she shouldn't do that thing that transcends morality, since she has been a third party, she has betrayed the reputation of the junior but has not won the heart of that man, since she has all the children but she can't enter the door of that house, not only can she still encounter such twists and turns without entering the door, and she clearly knows that Xue Zimo is the most obedient to Gu Xiyan until now, is Ren Xue smart? Clever! Stupid enough! "Xue Zimo is not a child, nor is it anyone's ...... whose words can bring him back to life"
"I'll go with you," Gu Xiyan suddenly raised her head, her eyes were already red from crying, "Let's go now!"
Gu Xiyan on the plane didn't say a word, leaned his head on the side, shook and shook with the shaking of the body, and tears fell down "fluttering".
Ren Xue handed over the tissue, shouldn't it be herself who was crying bitterly at this time? And it was the deep pit she dug for herself! Facing the reality of losing a leg, anyone would panic and struggle to the death, but what made her really frightened was that Xue Zimo had no hope of continuing to live in the depths of her heart.
He was scared, he could simply break the jar, and even not care about her and the child at all, maybe he didn't believe that there would be any hope for her life, in such a bad situation, he still just wanted to push her away first, what she understood was not a man's protection of a woman, just push away, no matter what happened to him, it was his reason to push her away, at any time!
Gu Xiyan has been crying so much that she is silent, but she is also immersed in her sad world as if no one is around, she never imagined that Xue Zimo's trip would end at such a tragic price, and this price is completely avoidable, he doesn't have to come to this trip, if he doesn't come, there will be no disaster this time, the song is over, the people are scattered, why does he have to worry about everything like this?
Ren Xue was a little stunned, Gu Xiyan was still like that, she would always cry when she encountered something, Xue Zimo had said before that he was most afraid of Gu Xiyan's tears, which would make him feel that he owed her in his previous life, yes, weak women are always pitiful...... If, as she said, she really let go, how could she cry so heartbreakingly? At this time, when Xue Zimo saw her tears, would he still be as irritable as thunder or indifferent?
Xue Zimo's anger and embarrassment stopped at the door, trying to calm himself down, even at this moment, he didn't want Gu Xiyan to see his embarrassment.
Gu Xiyan had never seen Xue Zimo like this, she closed the door, she didn't know how to speak, she only cried along the way, so that she didn't have time to think about the problems after seeing Xue Zimo.
"Or is it ......" Gu Xiyan's gaze fell on Xue Zimo's left leg uncompromisingly, this leg was broken last time, so panicked that she ran to the hospital in her pajamas, and now the same leg brought her back here again.
"It's still ......" Xue Zimo touched his left leg, except for the swelling and pain, which made him suffer a lot.
"It's really going to get into trouble......" Gu Xiyan subconsciously walked to the edge of the bed and sat down.
"Who told you?Ren Xue?She's not lively enough!" Xue Zimo's right hand slapped vigorously on the quilt, Ren Xue could never be as quiet as Gu Xiyan.
"She went to look for me, it was such a cold day, she was still in confinement, I thought that I would never see her again in this life, she only knew that you were on a business trip, she said that she shouldn't call you at that time......" Gu Xiyan's hand gently stroked the white quilt, "Xue Zimo, if you have anything, I will feel guilty for the rest of my life." ”
"This ...... It's none of your business," Xue Zimo stared at Gu Xiyan's hand that had pulled the quilt together because of trembling, if one leg could be replaced by the previous Gu Xiyan, he would also admit it, "In the future, if you change your problem of taking everything on yourself, you will be led by others." ”
"I just saw Shi'an, it's pink, it's cute...... Xue Zimo, you're a father!" Gu Xiyan lowered his head, tears fell on the quilt, drop after drop, and soon became wet.
"Xixi, don't talk about it......" Xue Zimo hurriedly interrupted Gu Xiyan's words.
"Teacher Xia cried and told the doctor just now, change her leg for you......" Gu Xiyan grabbed Xue Zimo's hand, "Don't ruin their hope!"
"I'll tell you to stop talking!" Xue Zimo wanted to break free of Gu Xiyan's hand, but he didn't succeed, where did Gu Xiyan get so much strength!
Gu Xiyan's tears dripped on Xue Zimo's hands, and Xue Zimo's heart trembled again, you must know that Gu Xiyan was never like this when he divorced.
"If even you are like this, what confidence can I have to continue for most of my life? I still want to see the previous you, calm and calm, no matter how big things are, you won't be carried away......" Gu Xiyan looked at Xue Zimo's slowly gathered eyes, wiped her tears, "You said it before." The more stressful you are, the more rational you are', I still remember it, I always hope that you live well, no guilt, no burden, no sorry, if you can get over this hurdle this time, I am also willing to take back what I said that night, I can forgive, I can forgive everything!"
"Is it really possible?" Xue Zimo muttered.
"I now know that at the end of every dead end, there is another dimension of the sky, when there is no way out, forcing you to take off into the air, what Xue Zimo can't do?And there will be no one less who loves you, and there are ten more people, I believe that you will not drag anyone down, even if Xue Zimo's life changes, it will only become more different......" Gu Xiyan grinned at the corners of his mouth and looked at Xue Zimo as if they had just met.
"What about you?" Xue Zimo's gaze stopped on Gu Xiyan's face, and the Gu Xiyan he liked to see the most seemed to be back.
"Xue Zimo, I don't want you to regret it for a lifetime, and you can't make me regret it for a lifetime. Gu Xiyan's forehead wrinkled, "If half a leg can make it easier for us all, would you like to?"
"You know I do. Xue Zimo's nerves twitched, and his legs began to ache faintly.
"Words count, you can't escape from the battle! What you promise me, you can't break your promise!" Gu Xiyan secretly breathed a sigh of relief, her expression was also a lot more relaxed, she knew Xue Zimo's heart knot, and the bell had to be tied to the bell!
"In this life, I will never break my word again. Xue Zimo smiled gloomily, his life was too long, he didn't want Gu Xiyan to apologize.