Chapter 151

Gu Xiyan didn't want to suppress anyone, she felt that she really wanted to leave, she clearly knew that such a cycle of knives, guns, halberds, axes, hooks and forks was not the life she wanted

The more I think about it, the more I think about it, and the more rational I become. She sometimes jumps out of the circle and analyzes herself like an outsider, looking at her appearance, one is gentle and elegant, the other is dignified and beautiful, and she looks at her personality, one is calm and calm, and the other is delicate and thoughtful

Watching Ren Xue go in and out of Xue Zimo's office, occasionally talking, even he felt that he had no sense of disobedience, let alone other people

In fact, if they really love, she won't stop it, not because of how big her heart is and how big her belly is, but because first, she is not a person who asks for it, and second, she knows how to be perfect, even if she is covered in bruises

Thinking about it carefully, in the past few years, she has become more and more acute, even paranoid, she protects herself while often being defeated by her own self-shame, she is fighting against Teacher Xia's gap theory on the one hand, and often wondering if it will be like that on the other hand

Even if there is no Ren Xue, how long can she and Xue Zimo go together In the final analysis, it is just a fuse. If you let it go yourself, Ren Xue is not a good choice

However, Ren Xue didn't give her a chance to practice, and when her thoughts became clearer, Ren Xue left quietly.

Yes, quietly, at least for her, she didn't know anything about it before she heard the discussion in the office, but she believed that Xue Zimo definitely knew it from the beginning, it was the choice and decision in the world of the two of them, and she was isolated.

Gu Xiyan looked up at Xue Zimo who was concentrating on eating, his appearance could really only be described as attentive, he didn't speak, he only had the plates on the table in his eyes, and he didn't notice that he was looking at him.

"Is there anything you want to say" When Gu Xiyan lowered his head again, Xue Zimo spoke.

"Why did Ren Xue leave so suddenly," Gu Xiyan took a celery with chopsticks and rummaged it around in the bowl.

"Her own choice. "Xue Zimo said a little too lightly, and in the past ten days, Ren Xue has also been very breezy and light.

"I don't know where she will go" Gu Xiyan picked up a few grains of rice and stuffed them into her mouth, to be honest, she didn't have any appetite, Xue Zimo was so calm, Ren Xue was so chic, why couldn't she do it herself

Usually at this moment, shouldn't the original partner cheer such an ending, isn't it too cheap for her to worry about her whereabouts at this time, it's really annoying virgin cancer

"She's always been sure about doing things, so there should be a better place to go. Xue Zimo felt a little comforted when she said this, Ren Xue didn't have to worry about him, no matter what she faced in the future, I believe she has the ability to live her life well. It's just that at this time, for some reason, his heart is empty, so he can't lift his spirits.

"It's just that I didn't know until today" Gu Xiyan muttered to herself, she used to talk about everything and now she will never see each other again, and it has only been a few years in between, and Ren Xue has already regarded her as no different from ordinary people.

That's what she meant, and she didn't want to make a noise. Xue Zimo put down his chopsticks, "I don't want to trouble everyone." ”

"If you go like this, won't it be troublesome" Gu Xiyan sighed, not being entangled has always been Ren Xue's style, and she can afford to let it go, but in this situation, how should she deal with herself

looked at Xue Zimo, "Why didn't you leave her and agree to her so easily"

"Sometimes retention is just a dilemma. Xue Zimo also looked at Gu Xiyan, her mother's words were still in her ears, did she really want to leave" Not to mention that this must be her decision after careful consideration. ”

"Thoughtful" Gu Xiyan muttered these words, and there were no waves on Xue Zimo's face, could he really not be nostalgic at all, it is impossible for everyone to be like him, everything and every sentence are well thought out, women are always driven by emotions or emotions.

"Don't you eat it, I'll wash the dishes today. Xue Zimo rolled up his sleeves, put away the dishes on the table, put them in the sink, and turned on the water pipe

Gu Xiyan sat there and could only see Xue Zimo's back, when did such a man who rarely goes into the kitchen start to take the initiative to do this, life is indeed the most able to change a person, no matter what way

Xue Zimo picked up a bowl and scrubbed it carefully along the side, in fact, the bowl was not greasy, but he kept rubbing it, and for a few moments, it was Ren Xue's face that crossed his mind

Ren Xue didn't leave the office building until 8 o'clock last night, because there was no one on their floor at that time, and his car was parked opposite the publishing building, and it was already dark at that time, and he watched her stand on the side of the road with a small box and take a taxi.

He didn't call her in the end, and their conversation only stayed on Ren Xue's sentence in the afternoon, "I put this in the first drawer on your right hand, if you can't find anything, you can take a look".

It was a list of all the items in his office that Ren Xue had sorted out, very detailed, clearly written the ownership of each item and the location of storage, for more than ten days, he sometimes forgot that Ren Xue was leaving, every time he looked at her calm appearance, and carried out everything in an orderly manner, he thought she had forgotten

In the whole room, there was only the sound of "whooshing" water in the water pipe, Gu Xiyan retracted his gaze, and mechanically pulled the napkin in his hand, this thing is very interesting, you can tear it in one direction and it will be unbreakable, if you change the direction, it will be effortless to tear it in half.

"You don't go to read a book" When Xue Zimo turned around, he found that Gu Xiyan did not hurry upstairs after eating and read hard like before, but tore the napkin unhurriedly, there were already several on the table, "I'm still tired"

"It's quite tiring, don't you think" Gu Xiyan grabbed the notes in her hand and crumpled them together, no one wanted to be so tired that day

"Rest when you're tired, this thing isn't here or two anyway. Xue Zimo sat opposite Gu Xiyan again, to be honest, Ren Xue left, he didn't have to worry about contradictions every day, and he didn't have to be frightened anymore, God knows, every time he saw Gu Xiyan and Ren Xue together, how panicked he was, even if sometimes they just passed by

It's unfair to Ren Xue, and his thoughts are too selfish, but he still breathes a sigh of relief, "I still have that attitude, it's a good thing to be admitted, even if it's just in case, it's not a bad thing." Just don't burn yourself out because of this. ”

Under the silver-white chandelier, Gu Xiyan's right hand supported her head, looking at Xue Zimo steadily, the words just now made her feel that the original Xue Zimo seemed to be back, not deliberately to please her, these words came out of his mouth naturally, but made people feel comfortable.

It's just that this matter has evolved into a battle in the struggle between mother-in-law and daughter-in-law since it was put on the agenda, so it is not as simple as he thought it would be to pass the test.

"It was my mother who was wrong that day, I apologize to you, she shouldn't be suspicious. Xue Zimo was uncomfortable by Gu Xiyan's persistent eyes more than once, and this time was no exception, that kind of eyes were not sharp, but he always felt that Gu Xiyan wanted to see him through inside and out, like a meat skewer on a barbecue grill, but he wanted to run away before he was scorched on the outside and tender on the inside.

"If you say it, at least you will be suspicious" Gu Xiyan deliberately omitted the subject, most people will believe what Teacher Xia said, isn't it because no matter what, with Teacher Xia's prestige, how can he forget that his daughter-in-law is splashed with dirty water With Teacher Xia's style, how can he do things without evidence Among most people, it is possible that Xue Zimo is also one of them.

"Mom is just dizzy, I don't believe it. Xue Zimo didn't let Gu Xiyan finish speaking, he admitted that the relationship between his mother-in-law and daughter-in-law was not easy to handle, but what he didn't expect was that it had risen to the level of "nonsense", thinking of his mother's analysis and speculation that was both real and illusory, he was angry and funny, the world of mother-in-law and daughter-in-law will never stop

"You believe in Ling Zhanchi, but he is quite trustworthy. The corners of Gu Xiyan's mouth turned up slightly, and she was dizzy, you must know that Teacher Xia rushed in with this as a reason at the beginning.

But remembering that day, even in that situation, Ling Zhanchi still spoke for himself, did not let things continue to deteriorate, and was still a good person.

"Xixi, do you think that my mother and I are in a trench now" Xue Zimo looked at the upturned corners of Gu Xiyan's mouth, and there was a hint of ridicule there.

"If it were me, I think I'd believe it. Gu Xiyan has been restraining the old idea of "coming out", but she always involuntarily changes the topic again, "However, my mother probably won't tell me these things." ”

"Mom, you know, take care of it. Xue Zimo had nothing to say about this, he couldn't blame his mother for being too lenient, he was raised like this. He didn't dare to say anything like that to make Gu Xiyan believe him, because he had already given himself a big mouth.

"Speaking of treatment, I am treated more. Habit becomes natural, I get used to it. Teacher Xia's suspicion has long been taught by herself, and she has long understood that "if you want to add sin, there is no excuse"

"But whatever, don't say those angry words in the future, the speaker is unintentional, and the listener is intentional. Xue Zimo could see that Gu Xiyan was indeed used to this mode of life, but he had always been able to "throw bricks and lead jade", and the focus was on the back.

"What" Gu Xiyan admitted that everyone was not calm that day, and she talked a lot angrily, and she didn't know which sentence Xue Zimo was entangled in at this time.

"Do you really want to leave" Xue Zimo finally asked this question that she was worried about, if she also wanted to leave, she would never let her go so easily and smoothly like Ren Xue

Gu Xiyan didn't speak, but her eyes subconsciously avoided Xue Zimo's direct gaze and lowered her head.

"It's better not to even think about it. Xue Zimo didn't wait for Gu Xiyan to "answer", so he blurted out.

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(Tianjin)