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Have you ever seen an eagle shot by an arrow on the grassland? It knows that the harder it tries, the faster it will die, but it will still struggle to fly into the blue sky at the last moment, until it uses up its last strength, and then falls from the sky. Pen % fun % Pavilion www.biquge.info

And I'm going to be that eagle, the one he'll never forget. ”

After saying this, she laughed to herself, smiling so sweetly, like a happy princess waiting for Prince Charming to come to greet her, my heart trembled, this sincerity, how should Yinci repay it?

Just when I was stunned, Gonggong Gao appeared, he lowered his head and said: "Back to Niangniang, the time has come, please ask Niangniang to return to the palace with the slave quickly, I'm afraid that the emperor will blame the slave if it's late!"

Ba Fu Jin came back to his senses at this time, took my hand and said softly: "I thought about it before I did this, this is not a glorious thing, hindering the reputation of the royal family, the emperor will not punish the crime with great fanfare, so at most I am the one who will be punished, you can rest assured, the lord will be fine." If you want to say you owe, you owe me a husband in this life, I owe you a life, we are even, we will never see each other again in this life, if there is still fate in the next life, I am really willing to be a sister with you for a lifetime, even if we fall in love with the same man again, I will not complain to you again. ”

After saying that, she suddenly turned her head and said sharply to Gonggong Gao: "Go back and tell the emperor, if you want to kill or chop, I, Guo Luo Luo, will be waiting all the time, let him stop dragging mud and water, and solve it quickly!"

Grandpa Gao gave her a cold look, and then respectfully made a gesture to invite me out.

I just realized that Bafujin was ready to die from the beginning, no wonder she was so calm, I always thought that I had a deep relationship with Yinci, but compared to her decision, my feelings seemed so weak and vulnerable, I had really failed too many people!

I didn't dare to look at Ba Fu Jin again, for fear that I would be ashamed of myself in front of her courage!

On the way back, I suddenly remembered that Yinci was still kneeling in the Taihe Palace, so I asked Gao Gonggong to take a detour, Gao Gonggong hesitated for a moment, and finally agreed.

But I could only look at him from a great distance, this was already the greatest authority that Gao Gonggong gave me, I opened the curtain, and the kneeling person in front of me seemed to be much thinner than before, I couldn't see his expression clearly, but I could feel his despair and sadness.

I somewhat understand Bafujin's intentions, she wants to exchange his death for Yinci's favor, and the memory of life in exchange for it is so heavy, I'm really afraid that Yinci's thin shoulders can still bear such a heavy friendship.

I suddenly wanted to go back and tell Beatitude: If my child is a thorn in Yinci's heart, now she has pulled out the thorn, but she forgot that since the thorn has been pierced in, there is a wound, and even if it is pulled, it will still bleed, not only did she not heal Yinci's wounds, but instead in the case of Yinci's old wounds, she used her death to become a new thorn in Yinci's heart, so that he added a new injury, this thorn may be deeper than the last time, so the injured person will hurt even more.

I want to ask Ba Fu Jin, ask her if she has thought about it: Now that Yinci has two wounds, and at the moment when he needs someone to accompany him the most, his brother is gone, his lover is gone, the child is far away, and even the only one around him who treats him sincerely is leaving, how should he face that long time alone? Thinking of this, can Ba Fu Jin still be so free and easy?

I would like to ask Ba Fujin: Is she selfless or selfish when she does this and treats Yinci like this? Is she for Yinci or for herself?

I don't think it's a glorious thing to be determined by death, if a person dies, what can he do for the living besides bringing endless sadness to the living?

I live, but I can still give him a glimmer of courage and hope in life, which is a thousand times better than dying for him, from this moment, I am not sympathetic and admire Ba Fujin, but I have found strength from her.

I want to be myself, I want to live well, I can't take away the last ray of sunshine in Yinxi's life!

Yinci seemed to feel my gaze, and suddenly turned his head to look around, I hurriedly lowered the curtain and let Gao Gonggong set off to go back.

Go back, go back and face whatever is coming......

As soon as I walked into Yongfu Palace, I saw a bright yellow back, heard my footsteps, he turned his head, the coldness in his eyes shocked me, at this time I went through this toss, my body has already collapsed and weakened, I didn't have the strength to argue with him, only said in a low voice: "I am tired and tight, I want to quarrel and quarrel, and I will talk about it tomorrow." ”

After that, I only felt that my eyes were slightly dark, my body was soft, and my hand unconsciously wanted to hold something, and the palace maid next to me had no time to support me, and I had been pulled into the arms of a person. Yin Zhen picked me up with a cold expression, put me on the bed, covered the quilt, looked at me for a while, and said coldly: "Don't threaten me with yourself in the future, my patience is running out." With that, he turned and walked away.

I couldn't guess his thoughts, and I couldn't help but sneer: Yes, he is the emperor, even if I have the privilege and be loved by him, he is also the emperor on the high, in order to defend the majesty of the emperor, he will not allow any power that can influence his will and behavior, and I will not be an exception. I found out that I was really ridiculous, and everyone in the world understood the truth, but I only just understood it when I stayed with him.

Shortly after I gave birth prematurely, I broke the rule that mothers are not allowed to go out to see the wind and went to see Ba Fu Jin in prison, and now I am tired and tired, and I fell asleep in a blink of an eye.

In the months that followed, from early spring to early summer, Yinzhen never set foot in Yongfu Palace again, and my body gradually improved. But the rumors about me in the palace have become a hot topic at some point, and they all say that the once-glorious noble has lost his holy grace, and even added many plots that I don't know about, so I complained, I was in pain, and I was crazy...... It's all so vividly presented in the mouths of those people as different versions of the story. It turns out that gossip is also ancient.

The palace is a place where people are cold, and when you are in power, someone smiles at you, respects you, and shows favor to you. Once you lose power, these people who originally talked to you suddenly feel that all the previous investments in you have been in vain, and that disappointment and resentment are transformed into actions, and they become cold eyes, swaggers, and ridicule of you, as if they want to get all the losses back, and it seems that the friendship between people and people must be changed for something to be worthwhile, otherwise it will be a waste of effort, a waste of effort, and a loss.

First of all, in terms of food, the specifications of the meals are not as good as before, and they cannot be compared with the previous meals in terms of the number and variety of dishes, as well as in terms of taste and delicacy. But I don't care, I'm not a picky eater, just eat a few more bites when you close your mouth, and lose weight when you don't fit your mouth. (To be continued.) )