Chapter 139
Xue Zimo was a little anxious during the meeting. A change from the usual suave style. There was a fire. The issue under discussion today is not a big one. It's all in the details. Xue Zimo has always been patient. We will listen carefully to everyone's opinions. Then consider it comprehensively......
And today. From the deputy editor-in-chief to the responsible person of each page and section. was stunned by Xue Zimo's roar. Sit there and don't dare to squeak. For a while, there was silence in the conference room.
Until Ren Xue walked in from the outside. Tell Xue Zimo that there is an important phone call. only then did he pull Xue Zimo out of everyone's eyes that dared to be angry and dare not speak.
Xue Zimo walked into the office. I saw that the phone was well placed. I also understood Ren Xue's intentions in my heart. Sit down in your chair. Take off your glasses. Pinch the corners of your eyes. It's not a worry-free master. More and faster chapters are here.
Ren Xue made tea. Put it in front of Xue Zimo. Didn't speak. Pull out a bottle of eye drops. "I heard this is good for the eyes. ”
It's been two or three days. She looked at Xue Zimo's eyes, which went from bloodshot to red. In succinct terms. She is doing her own thing. She didn't know that she was consuming like this, neither far nor near, neither abandoned, nor sticky. What kind of outcome do you want? No crying. I don't want to be brutal. Didn't want to leave. Sooner or later, one day you will have to exhaust yourself to the point of running out of gas.
"Oh. Thank you. Xue Zimo opened his eyes. Sour and unbearable.
"I've stayed up too late. Ren Xue also felt that she couldn't control her mouth more and more. That concern. Just think about it in your head. Why do you have to say it?
"Possibly. Xue Zimo found that he was cherishing words more and more. Pick up the eye drops. But it didn't drip into the eyes. The potion trickled down the corner of his eye. He really couldn't rub anything else in his eyes. Discouraged, he put the potion on the table.
"You lie down......" Ren Xue didn't expect Xue Zimo to be good at such trivial things. And it's so easy to give up.
Xue Zimo stared at Ren Xue for a moment. Ren Xue's face was full of openness. He also leaned generously on the back of the chair. "For me, it's a technical job. Every time, Mr. Xia came. ”
As he spoke, his phone rang. Xue Zimo struggled to his feet. Scoop up your phone and place it next to your ear. "Hey ......"
"Don't move yet. Ren Xue hurriedly raised her hand up. almost poked Xue Zimo's eyes.
Ren Xue's voice was mixed with Xue Zimo's "Hey......" echoed in Gu Xiyan's ears for a long time. Let her not know what to say for a while. Listened to Ling Zhanchi's words. Reluctantly dialed the phone. It turned out to bother them again.
"Hey......," she said. But I felt something surging from my stomach to my chest.
Xue Zimo sat up straight all of a sudden. Gu Xiyan. Gu Xiyan finally called him. He knew she would figure it out. She'll call him. Although this time it was a bit long. But the long wait was worth it.
"Xixi. Xue Zimo's voice was full of joy.
Ren Xue subconsciously covered her mouth. Be the first to update the eye drops. Walked out quickly. The heart was beating "suddenly". Now it's just the three words "Gu Xiyan". Enough to make her run away.
Looking at Xue Zimo, who was suddenly full of energy, through the window. A bitter and bitter ......
"It's me. Gu Xiyan felt as if her mouth had been glued. It's a bit of a gap.
"Isn't it over? When can I come back. Xue Zimo just wanted Gu Xiyan to come back quickly at this time. He didn't look forward to Gu Xiyan's return as eagerly as he did now.
"Why don't you ask me how I did? Gu Xiyan couldn't hide the loss in her heart. Here in Xue Zimo. Sure enough, everything seemed to be turned a page. That's how they differ. More and faster chapters are here. He only looks forward. But she kept looking back......
"That's right. How's the test? Xue Zimo didn't want to ask Gu Xiyan about this. But Gu Xiyan finally called him. He had to follow her no matter what.
"I failed the first course. Gu Xiyan said unscrupulously. She wanted to see Xue Zimo angry. I feel a little more comfortable that way.
"Hang it up, hang it. Anyway, the unit just needs this resume. Xue Zimo didn't care about Gu Xiyan's exam. Doing well in the exam is a talking point. If you don't do well in the exam, it's just a talking point.
"Isn't it important. Gu Xiyan listened to Xue Zimo's understatement. Isn't it difficult to do well in the exam? Wouldn't it be embarrassing, why wouldn't he mind now?
"What time are you going to come back? I'll pick you up. "Xue Zimo really doesn't mind. Those questions are trivial. Now the most important thing is. Although Gu Xiyan didn't know. But he wanted to "change from evil to righteousness."
"I'll tell you when I book my tickets. Gu Xiyan suddenly felt that this kind of conversation was extremely boring. It's all like this, and there is no "care".
Take a moment out of your busy schedule to pick her up. In the past, she would think that Xue Zimo squeezed out that little time. I will cherish it. But now she felt like the time she had been squeezed out. Maybe not. There are other more important things he can do. She doesn't care. She's not uncommon. She didn't want it anymore.
"What are you talking about? Ling Zhanchi was at the moment when Gu Xiyan hung up the phone. Blurt out. "At least ask him if he's been busy lately. Say don't work too hard. It's all better than that. Could it be that the two of them are left with such poor conversations such as "whether they can take the test, whether they do well or not, and whether they can go home".
"You know, I know. He's always been busy. Is it still necessary to ask. Or do you think you can make it clear on the phone? Gu Xiyan turned her head and glared at Ling Zhanchi. He frowned. Is it that bad.
Follow his advice. It's good to face it head-on. But he still had the luxury of expecting her to tell the result. Do you expect her to bow her head and admit her mistake? Really good brother.
"You mean you're not done yet. Ling Zhanchi suddenly felt that this woman was a little terrifying. A phone call is the beginning of reconciliation. Why should she chase after her? She must not know how to push men too hard. It's not a good thing for women.
"Of course, it's not over. Gu Xiyan opened the car door. Got out of the car. She knew that what Ling Zhanchi said to her was not the same thing. But she admitted that Ling Zhanchi was right. Whether it's an argument or an affair. She has to face it eventually.
In the past few days, she has been turning over and over by herself and thinking about it a lot. I also weighed it for a long time. There are only two paths: either pretend not to know. I assume it didn't happen. As long as Xue Zimo turns back in time. Then move on with your life; She has always had a habit of cleanliness in her love life. There is no room for half a grain of sand. And what Xue Zimo needs to pay is discredited. And then there is no place to be ashamed. In the end, they broke up......
In the depths of her heart. Update as soon as possible It is impossible for her to watch Xue Zimo's reputation be damaged. Despite the fact that she is a victim.
Ling Zhanchi looked at Gu Xiyan's back. He didn't turn a corner for a moment. What you say is not fueling the flames, lest the world be chaotic. He was still determined to do the same wish: never to get into the horns.
Xue Zimo put down the phone. Settle your mind. only to find that Ren Xue was no longer there at some point. The bottle of eye drops was still uncapped. Pick up that little bottle cap. Twisted it gently.
He had been holding Gu Xiyan's hand well. Go hand in hand. I didn't want to look back, but I found that the two of them were different from each other.
He also slowly discovered that marriage was like two living people living in the same house. Even if the temperature is the same. The sensation will also vary. You're sweating profusely. She has ice muscles and jade bones. At that time, you had a chill. She is as warm as spring......
Most of this life is just about eating and dressing. But the pace of life matters. If you can't keep the same pace at first. That's it. It can completely mess up other things.
He never imagined that he would stage such a scene in his lifetime. This made him doubt his emotions. Doubts about their own sanity. It turned out that he was no different from other men. You can't resist any temptation.
He had never liked that things were out of his control. The reason why he is calm. It's nothing more than that he anticipated something more than others. It's bound to happen. It can happen. Absolutely not. He's got it right. So many years. It seems to be getting more and more familiar. became his style.
But Ren Xue. But it far exceeded his expectations. Experience that night. He was terrified. Get icebergs down one's back. He knew that he had always been dull to his feelings. The limits of one's own heart do not limit oneself. It can't limit others.
In fact, everyone knows exactly what they want. But not everyone will have the courage to say it. Be consistent with your heart. On the other hand, it's actually a kind of power. Ren Xue. Far stronger than yourself.
He felt guilty that for a while he seemed to be enjoying the vague and ambiguous feeling. He didn't dare to imagine what kind of scene Gu Xiyan would be like after knowing about this matter. But for her, it is definitely no less than a catastrophe.
Ren Xue stood on the top floor. It was very windy. It blew her hair all over the place. In fact, the heart is even more chaotic. It was obvious that he was the superfluous person. She used to want to be a strong person. I came out of the shackles of a marriage. Always have the courage to destroy everything that is broken. endured suffering. Stand up to the ridicule and scorn of others. Don't be sensitively and sentimental like a lady. Open your eyes only to the future. Don't worry about anything. Fear of what. I only strive to be strong physically, emotionally, and professionally......
But I don't know that loneliness is deeply rooted in my body. She was so eager to take a precious place in his heart. I don't want to turn into memories of each other one day. No matter how wonderful the memories are. But that's always in the past, already estranged.
Look at the city. Those densely packed houses. One after the other. Endlessly, insatiably extending outward in their own vision.
She knows that there is no one or the other in the world of feelings. Black and white. It's love or hate. And she is long past her girlhood. Can boil from time to time. Can be ice from time to time. Can wander around. Can be unpredictable. She understands it too. Love is more than self-knowing. And self-made.
The blessing is thin and shallow. Something that has passed. It's better not to read it. It's better not to see.
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(Tianjin)