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"That's right. You have to make it clear. If not, we won't let you go. You say that going to the hospital is going to the hospital? Who knows if you have other intentions? There are too many people with ulterior motives, although we are all colleagues, but we should be in the same boat at this time, but you want to quit, I don't believe you are really afraid. ”

"That's right. I don't believe it either. You have to explain it today. I don't think it's that simple. You must be making up an excuse to escape. Isn't that right? But why run away at this time? There are only a few reasons to explain. The first reason is simple, you are in a hurry.

As the saying goes, people have three urgencies. If you're really anxious and want to go to the bathroom, then you can just say it. There's no one who doesn't let you go, right? What's more, you're still a lesbian. Since we're lesbians, there's no reason why we shouldn't take care of it. However, you didn't say that, you said to go to the hospital. This means that you are not in a hurry. Am I right?"

"Wrong. Miss by a mile. Actually, I didn't want to talk about this in the first place, and I didn't want to say it. Because, I'm really anxious. But, you also said it. I'm a lesbian. Can I say such a shameful thing in front of so many people? Absolutely not. ”

"Huh? Are you really anxious? It can't be true, right? Why do I feel more and more like it the more I listen to it? Because a person who is anxious should speak several times faster. Also, it's hard to stand. Your standing posture is very stable, and you don't have the posture of bending your knees and shaking your calves in a hurry. ”

"That is. Her posture is so stable, it is definitely not an internal urgency. She just took advantage of the slope to get off the donkey, trying to take the opportunity to make up an excuse for us to let her go. Don't believe her, she's lying again. I think she's probably a veteran. ”

"You don't say I don't see it that way, but now that you say it, I really think it seems to be the case. This woman is so cunning. I wonder how she got into our government department. I remember that the first thing I did when I worked in our government was that we should be honest and trustworthy?"

"It's not because of connections, is it? Although now our federation has strictly forbidden the use of connections to work in the department. However, this woman may have come in very early. At that time, there should have been no such regulation. Oh, my God. If so, this woman's background seems to have some origins. Shouldn't we say that about her?"

"It seems like it shouldn't be. If this is really true, it seems a little scary. Because, this also means that we may all suffer revenge from this woman. Which of you know this woman? What department is she? Now while I still have some time, I'll check her background. ”

"Do you know? Don't you know? What about you? You don't know either? Who knows this woman? I don't know her, but I often see her in the hallway. She must be from our government department. Huh, why didn't anyone raise their hand in response to me? What the hell is going on?"

"That's right. What the hell are you doing? A big living person, so many people here don't know which department this woman is in? Is this woman's sense of existence so weak in normal times? Or are you afraid of being retaliated against by that woman, so you don't dare to say it?"

"Hey, did I say you're all cowards? I just said that I wasn't afraid of death, I wasn't afraid of confinement, and now when I mentioned that I might be retaliated against by this woman, I didn't even dare to say what department this woman was? If I knew this woman, I would definitely say it. What the hell is wrong with you? Speak to me. ”

"I understand why you're angry. Because, if I were you, I would definitely be angry when I encountered such a situation. However, we do the opposite. If you were me, you would not dare to say it if you knew the inside story. Don't ask me why, because you are not me, only those who know the truth will understand me. ”

"Don't sell it. Brother, I've known you for almost ten years, haven't you? We have such a deep friendship, can't you tell me where her department is? Are you a little excessive? Our friendship must be worthy of her news? What? You're shaking your head? Can't you resist? Are you kidding?"

"I'm not kidding. If you knew what department she was in. You're sure to be the same as I am now, regretting knowing which department she is. Because, my current mood is beyond your comprehension. It's also something you can't imagine. It's complicated, it's shocking, it's terrifying, and more importantly, it's not yet possible. ”

"Why can't you say, "Is there a duty of confidentiality? If that's the case, wouldn't we all work together to keep it secret for you? Anyway, there are only a hundred people here." Wouldn't it be nice for all of us to keep that woman's department a secret once we found out?"

"You're naïve. I feel like I've been mistaken for so many years. No. Not mistaken about you. Saying this is something that hurts you too much. Let me put it another way. After all these years, I realize that I think of you too smartly. I thought you would understand my struggle, but I didn't expect you to force me, not only did you not understand.

All right. I'll tell you why. Of course. I still won't say what kind of department this woman is. I'm just going to explain what I'm struggling with. You have to understand. If I tell you now, it means that a hundred people here will know.

I know you very well, because we have been friends for a long time. However, whether or not a long-term friendship can reassure me are completely different things. Like this now. If you ask me to say the answer now, of course I can say it. But it had to be just the two of us.

In other words, if I were to tell you what department this woman belonged to, I wouldn't let so many people know about it, and secondly, I wouldn't let this woman know. Now that this woman is here again, and there are so many people around, how can you let me tell you? Do you really think that you can replace the will of all people? You can't.

Why? Don't believe it? Actually, it's easy to understand. You think everybody is going to be just as secretive as you are, right? But that's certainly not the case. Because, not everyone really wants to know what department the woman is in. ”

"Don't talk nonsense. How could anyone not want to know the origin of that woman? Because, that woman's identity is so mysterious now, it makes us feel dangerous. Otherwise, someone would have stopped us. ”

"That is. If someone really doesn't want to know what department that woman is in, when we forced her to tell her the department information just now, someone should take the initiative to stand up and speak for her. But as it turned out, that didn't happen. What does that mean? Doesn't that mean that the facts are completely different from what we say?"

"You guys are naïve. Just because no one came out to stop her doesn't mean that everyone is interested in what department she's in. That's right. You hear it. It's all about interest. Although most of us in this world have similar interests, such as food, clothing, housing and transportation, it does not mean that all of our interests are the same.

You know what that means? That is, some people are interested in studying well in school, and some people are not interested in studying well in school, and if you force them to do so, you will only bore him. Do you know why this is? Because everybody knows it differently.

Some people are inherently better at understanding than others, while others are inherently not fodder for learning. If you ask him to keep studying, he will become more and more repulsed. And it is precisely because of these genetic differences that the academic performance is different. Learning is a step-by-step process, just like our work.

That is, if a person with a stronger understanding persists in his work, he will become more and more interested. This also means that the more people who learn well, the easier it is to understand the importance of knowledge, the more they understand the importance of knowledge, the greater the desire for knowledge, and the greater the desire, the more interest in learning.

Over time, his results will get better and better. It's a step-by-step process and a virtuous cycle. On the other hand, if the person who does not like to learn is forced to learn, the result must be bad. That person will reject learning, and under this psychological effect, his academic performance will not be good.

Because, the more you reject it, the more difficult it is to really learn the knowledge in your head, and if you can't learn it in your head, it's the same as not learning it, and even worse than not learning it. Because, if you haven't learned it, at least you don't know if it's interesting, maybe there will be a trace of interest, and if you have learned, you must be not interested.

And as long as he loses interest, he will continue to study and his classmates' grades will get bigger and bigger, and at a certain point, he will become a poor student in the teacher's mouth. And the biggest problem of poor students is that even if they really regret it at that time, or they have awakened to the importance of knowledge and want to learn again.

That's hard, too. The reason is very simple, at that time, his academic performance had already pulled down too many classmates, and as long as he pulled down too many classmates to a certain extent, then, he would have too much knowledge that he couldn't understand, and as long as he didn't understand, then it would take a lot of knowledge to understand.

This knowledge is not new knowledge that he has never learned, but knowledge that he has been exposed to for a long, long time. And he was very disgusted with those knowledge. As long as he sees those old things, he will think of the difficult years in the past, so he will not be able to bear it.

Now you understand, as long as he can't take it anymore. Then came the painful days. In any case, it was difficult for him to overcome such difficulties. Because, that was the knowledge he hated the most, that was the knowledge that he used to vomit when he read it, even if he didn't vomit it, he covered his mouth with a towel, and spit it out while watching.

It's impossible to see it. Because, the longer he looks at it, the more disgusted he becomes, and this disgust cannot be easily eliminated. If it is eliminated, then that person is equivalent to denying the past self. Is there really anyone who can do this kind of thing? Nobody can do it.

Because, denying one's past self is like denying one's own life. All the memories of the past will remain in my mind like garbage. In this case, it is equivalent to living with garbage memories every day, can he persevere? No one can do it.

This is not a simple sentence or two. This level is the same as the life and death mark, once it passes, then there is only death. Because, only death can completely throw away all the garbage memories. As long as you don't die, you will always remember, and as long as you remember, it will be painful.

Or use another method, go to the hospital for injections, and use drugs to turn yourself into mentally handicapped. In this way, you will be happy. But is that really the case? No, it won't. In fact, no one would want to go to the hospital to do such a thing. Because the fact that you become mentally handicapped by an injection is no different from suicide.

If one person dies, it doesn't cause trouble to others. But if you are not dead, you are still alive, and you are mentally retarded, and you need others to serve you. I don't know anything, what's the difference between that and the walking dead? And as long as there is a difference, a lot of things are not easy to do.

Because, as long as you continue to live like this, you will definitely cause trouble for others. If it's just for a day or two, that's fine, but if this kind of thing goes on day by day, there will always be a day when it erupts. And as long as it erupts. This is bound to be followed by an unprecedented disaster.

For example, the person who serves suddenly becomes angry and throws the person to the side of the road. What should I do? When the time comes, do you think anything good will happen to that discarded retard? No. He will die on the side of the road, worse than a beggar. Do you think this kind of death is acceptable to the person who has become mentally retarded?

Definitely not. Because, everyone is the same person. I don't believe anyone would be able to accept that they would die on the side of the road. Right? Absolutely. There is a more important point. The reason why I always refuse this practice is that although it is possible to become mentally retarded by using hospital methods, we must not forget our feelings.

In other words, even if we become mentally retarded, we will still feel pain, and as long as we feel pain, do you still think this method is useful?

In fact, really doing it is the worst way. The average person would rather choose the easier way, which is not to inquire about these things. As long as you don't ask, then there will be no trouble and pain. Why not?" )