Chapter 120
Dancing e-book "How can you pretend so much" Gu Xiyan looked at Sun Hailing and his wife who disappeared in the rearview mirror, and shook the goosebumps on his body
"Then I have to thank you for your cooperation," Ling Zhanchi simply pulled up a rope and strung two "grasshoppers", "Look at what you say, talk about me, you can't run away by yourself."
"Why do I have to be coerced by you every time," Gu Xiyan thought about the whole process, she did not resist or expose it, but enjoyed Ling Zhanchi's one-on-one full-service treatment as an accomplice from beginning to end
"How can I say that coercion seems to be very cruel, I just suggest that you take a leave, provided that you can ask for it," Ling Zhanchi easily took himself out again
"If your business is negotiated, there should be a commission, right" Gu Xiyan couldn't take advantage of it, so he simply transferred it to the economy, anyway, even if he retreated to the second, he would have to make the same, and he would not sacrifice so much in vain
"Commission" Ling Zhanchi exaggeratedly shouted, if someone else is already about to jump, if it weren't for the fact that it was good for her to take the postgraduate entrance examination, what kind of green onion would Zhao Hai be
"I sacrificed my time, sacrificed my brain cells, sacrificed my habits, sacrificed my precious reputation, do you want to cross the river and tear down the bridge, then it's better not to have a next time" Gu Xiyan looked at Ling Zhanchi's incredible expression, and the rich man all looked at money, and his eyes were open, and he was hungry for money, and he listened to the voice that raised by eight decibels, just like ripping his flesh
"You can't see it, now they are following behind, whose hands are in the initiative, you really can't see it, or are you teasing me," Ling Zhanchi said, looking at Gu Xiyan with extremely worried eyes, "This postgraduate entrance examination is really harmful, it used to be just a bad head, but now it is not even good to make eyes, it seems that it is better not to be admitted, and if you study for a few more years, will your head still be good?"
"Close your crow's mouth and turn your face away," Gu Xiyan couldn't bear it anymore and called out, seeing that kind of look, he directly felt that he had always been an idiot
"Gu Xiyan, have you ever thought about the graduate school entrance examination, is it really you who want to take the exam, or is it for something else," Ling Zhanchi turned his head without objection, and his tone became serious
"What do you mean" Gu Xiyan stared at Ling Zhanchi with her eyes, which ditch did she want to take her
"Before, I didn't think I was speaking very profoundly, let alone language arts, but now how can I be so old that I have to say the same sentence more than twice before you can understand, is it because my style has changed, or" Ling Zhanchi deliberately stopped, and the open-ended ending always allowed people to use all kinds of imagination
"It's not easy for you to realize now that you're not a normal person," Gu Xiyan looked at the face next to her who pretended to be puzzled, and the little flame in her heart jumped up and down, changing all kinds of ways, burying her, is it interesting
"But I do want to know," Ling Zhanchi ignored Gu Xiyan's counterattack this time, and said those words fixedly
"What do you want to know," Gu Xiyan gently tugged his chin with his hand to confirm with her that he was really not a normal person or something else
"About the graduate school entrance examination" Ling Zhanchi was sure that his words had changed, and now he could only repeat it over and over again to get the answer he wanted to know, hey, his quick temper, hey, no longer prompted patience
"Oh, it turned out to be this," Gu Xiyan thought of this, and now it feels a little complicated
"It turns out that you are still so grinding," Ling Zhanchi narrowed his eyes, suppressing the irritability in his heart, this rhythm is slower than squeezing toothpaste, I like to say it or not
"It's not that it's grinding, it's that I don't think about how to say it," Gu Xiyan was also a little puzzled, for her, this matter twisted and turned, and made such a big deal out of it, and it was no longer as simple as she thought
"Is it that difficult" Ling Zhanchi heard a taste of helplessness from Gu Xiyan's tone
"When I first told Zimo about this, I just wanted to find a topic to attract his attention," Gu Xiyan suddenly felt a bit like a resentful woman who had been put aside by her husband for a long time
Ling Zhanchi regretted it a little the moment Gu Xiyan spoke, he really couldn't hear Gu Xiyan speak in such a tone of attachment and resentment, and the hand holding the steering wheel tightened again
"I've been thinking about it, after 4 months of separation, when I said this, he would immediately stop him, he didn't respect my thoughts, did Ling Zhanchi dig a pit by myself and buried myself," Gu Xiyan bit her lip and looked at Ling Zhanchi in thought
"Zimo, if you think it's what you think, you won't refuse," Ling Zhanchi knew Xue Zimo's virtue, and he reminded him that women's minds are not straightforward many times
"You really know him very well," Gu Xiyan pulled out a smile, worthy of being a brother who has played since childhood, "Sometimes I really want to make him nervous."
"I thought so too," Ling Zhanchi looked at Gu Xiyan's gritted teeth, and wanted to laugh, and then asked according to his own conjecture, "Then are you angry?"
"I don't like to be in charge at all, I want him to participate in every decision or choice I make, I won't say that he is dictating and interfering with my freedom, I won't think about how I will be affected if this thing fails, I just want to follow the advice that comes out of his mouth, so that at least I will feel that he cares" The more Gu Xiyan thought about it, the more she felt wronged, and the more she looked like a puppet forgotten in the corner, not saying anything, not making trouble, and not making any sound
"Why don't you just tell him this," Ling Zhanchi stopped the car, opened the window, and lit a cigarette
"I know what he thinks, if I can rely on my own strength to shorten the gap that Mr. Xia said, at least the family relationship will be eased a lot because of my hard work, his pressure will be reduced a lot, and he can have more time and energy to do other things" Life is always a balance, people are good at using this balance for all kinds of replacements, and she has lost more than she has on this scale
"You have to know that this is just your own speculation, you haven't asked Zimo, how can you know what he thinks," Ling Zhanchi was a little blocked in his heart when he heard this, he really shouldn't have opened that head, and now he didn't want to hear it at all
"He's been looking for that balance, he thinks this is, so why don't I do it," Gu Xiyan choked on the smell of smoke blown by the wind and coughed twice
Ling Zhanchi had to extinguish the cigarette and throw it out
"So I at least have to arm myself to be so positive, and even invincible to be worthy of his hard work," Gu Xiyan has always lived in a pressure-free environment, she doesn't like to be forced to do things, being squeezed into a corner, so that she has no choice, even if she worked hard for Qin Kai in the college entrance examination that year, no one forced her
"It's not necessarily invincible, but it's not wrong to be positive," Ling Zhanchi felt that Gu Xiyan's thinking was a little biased, and he never thought that compromise, concession, and curry favor could bring any good results
And I don't want to hold back, "There is no arguing with you, I don't let each other go, there is no sharp teeth and sharp gunpowder smoke filling, there is no mess after the noise, only occasionally there is a dull pain, but I can't find out where the pain is."
Xue Zimo has never been aggressive and harsh on her, she has always learned to tolerate a certain moment of negation, allow a certain stage of questioning, forgive herself for momentary vacillation, forget some moments of despair
All love is the same, there is a center, there is sacrifice, there is doubt, there is a sudden enlightenment, so hard love is your most precious gift, but the world is really rough, sometimes the years are not gentle at all
"After talking for a long time, only this sentence is his own," Ling Zhanchi actually wanted to tell Gu Xiyan, when you feel that your efforts have made the greatest concession and sacrifice, what others think may just be this broken thing, worthless, you can't give what you need, everything is in vain, even if you put your whole body into it, it is just a self-inflicted greatness
"Yes, later, I also found that my perspective was a problem, when I was admitted to college, I didn't know what major to choose, and then my dad said that there should be nothing to learn what I should like the most, but I didn't feel at ease, I only asked what I liked, right, my dad said that what I like is sex, and what is close to me is the most suitable for me," It was also remembered that her father's words made her feel relieved and do what she liked
"Uncle is the real master", everyone has their own most suitable things, when facing life, what you need to learn is not how to make yourself strong, but to let your own strength whisk away the dust and shiny, "So no matter what others say, you should be very confident, and you should not go to graduate school for others, just for yourself."
"I can't do it a little bit, just for myself, they are all people who love me, and they are also the people I love, it seems that there has been no way to break free and refuse, and there is nothing wrong with doing that" Gu Xiyan was a little dazed for a while, she used to envy Jiang Xinran for being so free and easy, Ren Xue was so strong, but she has always been the object of protection of others
"If you are admitted, do you think that the difficulties you are facing now can be solved or improved" He once told Liu Su that everything has to move forward, Liu Su asked how to move forward, he said that if it is wrong, stop is to move forward, and now he feels that Gu Xiyan stepped on the wrong step, but he can't let her stop
"Now, what else can I do besides making up for it with diligence," Gu Xiyan certainly didn't think that this would solve all the problems, she might subconsciously want to get rid of that environment
"You have to know that in life, it seems that you have solved a difficult problem, and then it will throw you a more difficult one, you can only catch it and solve it again, when you don't stop, if you want to make a water dragon, you have to have the ability to turn over the river and the sea, you want to be a small jasper, but you can also capsize the boat in the gutter, there is nothing easier than anything, the road is your own choice, everyone fights in the end, it's just a mentality," Ling Zhanchi just wanted Gu Xiyan to understand that the days of pessimism are not continued in the eyes of others, but in their own hands, if you don't let go, no one can take away your initiative
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(Tianjin)