Chapter Eighty-Six: I'll Give You Back to Him
"Am I upsetting you again?"
His cautious face made me even more sad. Pen | fun | pavilion www. ο½ο½ο½ο½ο½ο½ γ infoI can't help but say something for such an aggrieved self. Just to make him sober.
"Jiang Kuo," I looked at him seriously, word by word, meaning something, "feelings are irreplaceable." "There's no way I'm going to replace her.
Chapter Eighty-Six: I'll Give You Back to Him
He looked at my extremely serious appearance, paused, and suddenly laughed, but his eyes were extremely bitter, "I know that the words you promised me when I was in Jiang Xinju just now were not serious-I know that you have always wanted to leave me, because you are actually as persistent as me: if you like something, you can't quit." β
My heart moved, "Are you sure you're the one you like so persistently?"
He laughed self-deprecatingly, his hurt expression making it impossible to see the authenticity, "I've been thinking, I've been scared, I've been afraid that you'll leave me, I've hidden myself in the dreams I've woken up, I'm afraid of the moment I wake up." I should thank you, at least on my birthday, for your patience to play with me. β
It turned out that he had been sober all along. I was so ...... to him at the time Gently, I involuntarily took a step back.
He smiled absently, helpless and lost, "You don't have to be afraid. I will not pursue what you promised meβon the contrary," he paused, looking at me as if to engrave me into his memory, "I suddenly want to grant your wishes. β
"Wishes?" I looked at his face, as usual, as before, as if it was understood, but it seemed complicated, "I don't understand. β
I looked at him carefully, there was no trace of the past playfulness, and his face was full of bitterness and calmness, which seemed to be more similar to the infatuated young man that Steward Jiang said, but it was for the woman I had never met before.
"I'll give you back to him. β
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Suddenly I felt like the world was still......
The result I ever wanted the most came to ...... But my heart is blank?
Give it back to him, the one who won't let me go, tell me he's going to give it back to the person I love the most?
Until he shook his hand in front of my eyes and mocked, "What?
I came back to my senses and blurted out without thinking, in a bitter and bitter tone, "Tired of me?"
"Huh?"
His surprised expression made them suddenly react to what they had said, and an inexplicable panic rose in their hearts, and they turned around and left.
He reacted quickly and grabbed my arm, "What do you mean?"
There was utter shock in the voice, disbelief, mixed with joy that was about to move.
I was like a child who had been spied on a secret, and my face flushed uncontrollably, how long had it been since I had been so out of control!
"Let go of me......" I frantically reached for his hand, just trying to get away.
His probing gaze locked sharply on my dodging eyes, and then mad joy welled up in my eyesβmy look and movement betrayed me!
He pulled me into his arms and said incoherently with joy, "Yu'er, Yu'er, I really didn't expect it...... You saved me, you know, thank you for saying that, Yu'er!How could I be tired of you, I'm just afraid you'll hate me!Yu'er......" he kissed me on the lips without saying anything, "I'm such a bastard...... I didn't even know...... I ...... you like that."
The doubts and irritability in my heart that were born because of the words that I said out of control became like nothing because of his undisciplined words and actions, and finally I faintly gave birth to a little joy!
It turns out that I told myself again and again that he likes anyone else, but it is just an excuse, and I tell myself over and over again how hateful he is, just to paralyze myself! It turns out that I have been avoiding it! Since then? I have not rejected his touch? What was the feeling I had towards Bowen before? Am I a woman with a watery poplar?
My heart was a little chaotic, but my body was kissed by him and softened, I retained the last bit of reason and pushed him with both hands.
He paused for a moment, then let go of me and looked at me inquiringly.
I blushed, and when he saw it, I forgot why I pushed him away, and glared at him in a panic.
He chuckled, "Are you shy?"
I glared at him again, and my face turned even redder. He laughed and buried me back in his arms, "Yu'er, Yu'er, little baby?"
I was stunned, goosebumps rose all over, and I wanted to push him away, but my legs were weak and weak, so I had to accept my fate by his arms, listening to his voice like coaxing a child over and over again and gently ringing in my ears, but the sweetness in my heart rippled in waves.
ββ¦β¦ You don't hate me, do you? Baby Yu, do you like me?"
I struggled restlessly to push him away, but he hurriedly patted me on the back as if comforting and hugged me tighter, "Okay, don't say it, don't talk about it, we're shy in the rain!"
The face was even redder.
"It's okay, the days ahead are still long, I'll let you admit it...... Yu'er, Yu'er, falling asleep, then I'll say something to you that will make you shy?"
"Hmm. I snorted to indicate that I was still awake.
He smiled triumphantly, "Yu'er, Yu'er, I miss you so much-"
He lowered his head again and caught my lips accurately......
At the end of the memory, on the night of his birthday, I was forcibly held in his arms, blushing over and over again to listen to him say meaningless but inexplicably sweet words, and bear his sudden rise over and over again...... I didn't want to refuse.
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What little sanity I had left made me refuse his retention, and he sent him back to the Rain Pavilion, and then drove him away.
-- I need to be calm, I need to be calm, why am I so uncalm? Why do I jump when I know it's a pit? I've always been very sensible, so why do I ...... today?
- No, no, who said it was a pit? Maybe it's just your imagination. What's more, he is already your husband, can't you get along well?
-- How can I lie to myself? The person he loves is obviously not me, he only loves that person, and when he suddenly wakes up one day, I fall into it, what should I do? Don't be stupid, Hanyu, you shouldn't be like this, you should keep a short distance from him as before, and it's better to be physically injured than mentally injured, isn't it? Besides, the person I like should be Bowen, am I a watery poplar, a woman who sees strange things? No......
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The two voices fought desperately in my head, and I held my head on the bed and cried in pain, until finally I was so tired that I fell asleep.
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Is it true that a girl who is sure that she only likes one person and has no feelings for other men at all?
I don't think so.
Many times, we may be confused by the other person or people who accompany us and take care of us.
I've read a book that says we all have the ability to be in different places and like one or more people at the same time.
Hanyu is like this now, she is actually confused by Jiang Kuo's hot and cold treatment, she didn't figure out her true intentions, so she ...... caused the tragedy that followed.