When Li He woke up, he saw a familiar chandelier on the ceiling when he woke up, the style was very special, like a hatching Zerg base, which looked cool, but was actually very cheap...... The question is, there are also such chandeliers in hospitals?

Li He suddenly felt that something was wrong, because this chandelier reminded him of something that was long ago, such a chandelier should not have appeared in the hospital.

In fact, Li He was still very conscious until he entered the operating room, and it was not until the anesthetic began to take effect that he gradually lost consciousness. Until he lost consciousness, he knew very well that the knife he had been stabbed this time was very deep, and he had shed a lot of blood along the way, and if he didn't get it right, he would hang up.

Now that I've woken up, of course I've been rescued...... But even if he was rescued, shouldn't he continue to lie in the hospital and continue to be treated? Could it be that when he woke up, even his wounds were completely healed, and he was already carried home?

That's right, home.

Li He sat up violently, and then looked at everything in front of him with a look of fear.

That's right, this is his home, there are familiar decorations, familiar furniture, familiar mess and the musty smell of instant noodles that have not been collected for a long time! That chandelier was bought when he got married, and his wife kept saying that he wanted to be cheap, but he said that it was different.

The wardrobe was bought by her wife, maybe the only brand furniture in the house, but it was not a famous brand, and later the cabinet was empty, and Li He also pasted two life-size photos of fruit girls on the sliding door of the cabinet...... Also, the computer desk, which used to be a dresser, then he threw away the dresser and put the computer desk there, so that he could sit on the bed and surf the Internet, or lie on the bed and watch a small movie......

Everything here is so familiar, but this familiarity makes him extremely afraid.

Isn't he supposed to be lying on a hospital bed? How could he be lying on his own bed at home? And this home is still the one he lived alone after his divorce at the age of 35 before he was reborn, and it was as dirty as a garbage dump!

What is this status?

Is it because he was stabbed to death by a bald kun, and then time staggered, and he actually returned to 2017 more than ten years later? Or was it because he was reborn back in the past, back to the golden age of his 16-year-old self, in fact, it was just a dream, and then because he dreamed that he was stabbed to death, he woke up?

But if the more than two years of heavy life are just a dream, then this dream is too long and too real. How could those countless details, those moments of reality, be dreams? Although it is more bizarre to be stabbed to death and return to before being reborn, if everything before is just a dream, this is even more difficult for Li He to accept.

The more Li He thought about it, the more frightened he became, if everything was just a dream, then his fledgling career, then his university, then everything he had, was just a bubble? If everything was just a dream, then he had never had those college roommates in his life, he had never had a bright school flower, and especially, there was no Ji Xiao?

The more I think about it, the more frightened I become, but the more I look at everything around me, the more real it seems.

Everything in the room was so familiar that he could tell at a glance that this was the room he lived in after the divorce. The house was bought before he got married, a second-hand house, a very remote location, a very old house, he bought it at a price that couldn't be cheaper, and repaid the loan, but he couldn't see any hope of appreciation, even if it was demolished, it couldn't be demolished. In 2017, many newly opened real estate projects in the provincial capital were unsold, and there was really no hope for such dilapidated second-hand houses.

And Li He's mood at this time was even more desperate.

If it's just a dream...... Well, where is there any rebirth in this world? Even Charlotte in the movie is just a dream.

A dream, that's more reasonable, isn't it?

Li He got out of bed, a little lost.

If a person returns to reality from a dream, if he dreams of the last days, the kind of bloody times, the last days that can be eaten anytime and anywhere, and the last days that can be sacrificed for a piece of moldy bread and may abandon all dignity to plead, then he will feel extremely happy when he wakes up like this.

But a person dreams that he has returned to the past, everything has changed, and he is no longer the humble self like an ant, and even has a beautiful and moving love and a peerless girl, how much psychological endurance must be to wake up from such a dream so as not to collapse?

Li He hasn't collapsed yet, but he doesn't know whether he is pinning his hopes on being reborn is not a dream, everything in front of him is a dream, or if the gap between the front and back is too big, and now his heart is actually numb and blank.

Intellectually, the latter should be more reliable.

When he got out of bed, he found that it seemed to be evening, and the light in the room was not very dim, but it was a little blurry. Walking over and opening the curtains, the familiar streets outside the window are still full of cars, the lights are on, this is the most tempting moment of the city, all the confusion and temptation, from now is just beginning.

After watching quietly for a while, Li He walked into the bathroom, wash his face, if it was a dream, he would wake up as soon as he touched the water. The location of the bathroom in his home is very bad, there is no window at all, even in the daytime, he can't see anything without turning on the light. Li He turned on the light, and everything in front of him was chaotic and cramped, and he was almost suffocated, no matter how familiar and real this place was, it could be a dream.

Moreover, unscrewing the faucet, stuffing the whole head under the faucet, and drenching his head directly with cold water, no miracle happened, he did not suddenly wake up from the dream, and then went back to the past.

The water was cold, and he realized that he was still wearing thermal underwear, and the day he was stabbed was the end of summer in 2000, shortly after the start of the new semester, and at this time, it was like winter.

Raising his head, the cold water flowed into his clothes, the cold stimulated his skin and nerves, and he clearly saw in the mirror a man with messy hair and a stubble face, both thin and old, just like an old man who lived alone in his forties, without any vitality or a trace of vitality!

Where is the boy who stands like a javelin, with sharp edges and a well-proportioned physique, even if not very handsome, but a smile full of sunshine?

Nima, it's really a dog, it's just, a dream!

Li He slammed his fist on the mirror, and with a click, the mirror cracked a few cracks, and his blood also dripped down the crack in the mirror, and the distinct stinging pain on his fist could not be faked.

It turned out to be just, a dream.

Li He's eyes were blurred with tears, and then he smiled, took a towel from the towel rack that was not very clean, and wrapped his broken hand around, he couldn't calm the huge gap in his heart, but he couldn't jump off the balcony because of this.

So, no matter where it is real, you have to face it, right?

I'd rather come back from the end of the world, in that case, the happiness must be high.

Li He held back the feeling of suffocation in his heart, walked out of the bathroom without saying a word, walked to the living room first, rummaged through the cabinets and found medical alcohol and cotton swabs, and then gritted his teeth and disinfected and bandaged his hands that he had just broken by hitting the mirror.

Well, and still care about yourself, which is a good sign.

And after all, he has done forensic medicine, and he has done such a job as treating wounds.

Then, turn on all the lights and light up the dimly lit room. No matter what, a dream, wake up when you wake up, you still have to live. Because of this dream, I suddenly realized that since I have to rely on myself to be reborn, then I still have to rely on myself in the final analysis to change the situation of my life in reality.

Lighting up the room is to give yourself a positive psychological hint, you can't do it, that's fate, but as a 35-year-old man, he is actually not old, and there are still decades to live in the future. Since there is no chance to hang up, then do the work in your hands, at least you have a job that outsiders think is good, and you are also a civil servant, and you also have a uniform.

His mind was still in turmoil, but before he could figure it out, Li He decided to start tidying up the house first. This work, after being reborn, did a lot of work, and also helped his mother do it, which moved his mother to tears. Okay, I'll go see her tomorrow and help her clean up, I can't care about it before, and in the future, I will have to rely on each other.

It took more than two hours, the living room, bedroom, kitchen, bathroom, all the rooms were cleaned up by Li He, and the large garbage bags containing garbage were stuffed with several bags, and many things were thrown away. I didn't see the wedding photos, and when I was reborn, I seemed to have a vague impression of my ex-wife, and I couldn't remember what she looked like, but I didn't expect to wake up, and I still couldn't remember what she looked like.

It's not surprising that I didn't find a wedding photo, after all, I was divorced, and there is a high possibility that I burned all the photos at that time. It's strange that I still can't remember what she looks like, maybe I've never been married at all, maybe it's the old king next door who is divorced.

Well, after cleaning up, Li He changed his clothes from the inside out, shaved his beard, rewashed his hair, and was ready to go out to get a refreshing haircut, and by the way, have a dinner, or a supper, all the same, and then go to a movie. It seems that there is a domestic movie that is very hot, and American-style personal heroism is replaced by a complex ignited by the Chinese.

Tomorrow go to work, take one step at a time, and if there is no rebirth, it does not mean that there are no opportunities in life.

Before going out, he carried a couple of garbage bags in one hand and a car key in the other.

The house is a second-hand house, and the car is also a second-hand car, not the Wrangler in the dream, but there is always a car, and if you think about it seriously, it is not really so miserable. It's just that my heart is still messed up, after all, waking up from such a dream, to say that I don't feel anything is false.

After getting into the car, Li He forgot where he was going for a while, was stunned for a while, smiled inexplicably wryly, and reached out to debug the radio in the car. The car is a bit old, it doesn't have the function of connecting to the phone's Bluetooth, and it has an MP3 interface, but Li He prefers to listen to the radio.

It doesn't matter which frequency it is, anyway, a female anchor with a nice voice is telling some old songs that were once very popular, and while listening, she drove the car out in a trance.

However, when Li He drove the car onto the main road, the green light in front of him had just turned on, and his car had just crossed the zebra crossing, a song floated out of the radio, but suddenly made him feel as if he had been hit by an electric current.

"Bang!", Li He stepped on the brakes, and the body shook violently, but more precisely, it was the rear car that hit his car hard.