"The manuscript thing. It's been half a month. You don't even ask. What the hell is going on. Gu Xiyan couldn't hold her breath after all. Ren Xue is not the kind of person who lets things end without a problem. I didn't ask. is also the same as Xue Zimo. Don't you dare to "entangle" with her with a weak heart?

"No. Maybe it's because it's not suitable. You have your arrangement and layout. I can't change the whole layout because of this one. I still know this. And there's always going to be somewhere for it. "Ren Xue, regardless of whether Gu Xiyan did it intentionally or arranged it. She can't even bother.

"Yes. There is a place to go. I put it in this week. It won't affect you. Gu Xiyan put the manuscript in his hand on Xue Zimo's table.

"What impact can it be. People are always talking about the subject. A lot of the topics are enduring. Ren Xue really never worried about the problem of her manuscript. What she cared about or worried about was why Gu Xiyan didn't ......

Gu Xiyan frowned slightly. She seemed to dislike Ren Xue's tone of speech more and more. I want to return the gesture of welcome. She couldn't figure out her real attitude. Men don't like this kind of slightly ambiguous. I don't know. Even Xue Zimo, who has always been self-controlled, can't escape.

"You say so. It seems that I am a little angry. Gu Xiyan muttered. For this woman. How could I not hate it? Is it because she used to be her "spiritual mentor" or Xue Zimo was not so important to her in the first place.

"How so. The manuscript goes to the editor. It's up to the editor. It's like this everywhere. Again. If you're pushing me to write all day long. I really can't keep it busy. The frequency of hair is slower. Nothing bad. Can make me lazy. Ren Xue finally moved her eyes from the slag to Gu Xiyan's face.

"You know. I'm never going to chase after someone and ask for something. Gu Xiyan looked at the smiling face that had not been seen for a long time. Ren Xue smiled more charmingly. It's not just pretty. There is a kind warmth between the eyebrows and eyes.

"You know that not everyone is going to be that disciplined. Don't be for this. Delayed their own business. Many times you have to say it when you open your mouth......" Ren Xue cautiously closed her mouth.

She couldn't help but pick up the identity of the "enlightener" or even the "instructor" she used to be. This is not right. It's also anachronistic. She has lost that position. I also lost that qualification. And at this time, he said the sentence "I should open my mouth to say it, but I still have to say it", but I still let myself close my mouth automatically. Do you have to say what you have to say?

"You're right. We can't expect everyone to be self-disciplined. The flowers are gradually charming to the eye. Even the wise will make a mistake. Gu Xiyan didn't miss Ren Xue's expression at all. This made her even more entangled. She reluctantly watched Ren Xue being stabbed all over her body. And the resentment in her heart was only separated by a piece of paper that had not been pierced. And that piece of paper will always fall with his depressed breathing......

She admitted. She didn't want to see Ren Xue again. This idea is getting stronger these days.

"yes. Many people will pay for a lifetime for one thing. Ren Xue said, her eyes were a little unfocused. This sentence is like a hammer. When he spit out, he also knocked his heart. Stuffy and stuffy.

"What's wrong with you. Gu Xiyan looked at Ren Xue's face and turned gloomy. His eyes darkened. Even the lips are a little pale. "It's uncomfortable. ”

Gu Xiyan looked at Ren Xue, who was a little dazed. He stepped forward and pulled her arm. But Ren Xue shook gently with her. The body is about to crumble.

"What the hell is wrong with you. Don't be intimidating. Gu Xiyan was a little panicked. helped Ren Xue to the sofa. She shouldn't be sarcastic. Words should not be hidden. She should know that she is no better off than she is in her heart. Isn't it. "Why don't you go to the hospital? ”

"Don't shout. After a while, everyone heard it. I thought something was wrong. Ren Xue leaned on the sofa. Gently grabbed Gu Xiyan's hand. "I just haven't had a good rest lately. ”

"Why don't you go back and rest first? He finished the meeting. I told him. Gu Xiyan pulled her hand out of Ren Xue's hand. Standing up, he was a little at a loss.

Ren Xue lowered her head and forced her tears back. Said "yes". Stand up too. Took the bag. Walked into the elevator.

The air outside was a lot better. Ren Xue looked back at the publishing building. Stand tall and straight by your side. It's as if you're going to be oppressed all the time. It makes her want to run away.

"Why are you back now? "Ren Xue's key hasn't been pulled out yet. Then a simple voice was heard. Raise your eyes and look. Simply sitting on the sofa in the living room.

"I'm going to ask you more. How to be at home at this time. Ren Xue changed her slippers. Sit down on the couch. "What else do you want me to say about your ......"

"I didn't skip class. It's just a matter of taking advantage of the break in the sports meeting to come back and get some daily necessities. Concisely lifted the bag in her hand. "You don't look good. What's going on. ”

"It's nothing. Occasionally, I want to slack off. Ren Xue said and closed her eyes.

"Then you tell me what's going on with this. Jane looked at Ren Xue, who was tired. She deserves a good night's sleep. But she couldn't help but ask about it.

"What. Ren Xue opened her eyes slightly. At this point, she really just wanted to be quiet. "You don't have to do this. Don't throw it away yet. ”

Ren Xue sat up straight. It was a very ordinary pregnancy test. Just yesterday she couldn't help but use it. Because this month's eldest aunt has not moved for a long time. Trembling at the two bars. Panicked and thrown into the trash. I was at a loss and had a sleepless night......

"So what are you going to do? Conciseness has already got the answer from Ren Xue's face.

"It's usually how it's done. Ren Xue looked at Jane pleadingly. Subconsciously put your hands on your stomach.

"Usually the first time to go to the hospital. Jian Jian squatted down in front of Ren Xue. "I'll go with you. ”

Jian Jian clearly felt Ren Xue's hand tremble. This season. But the hands were cold. "Soon. I promise. ”

"But I ......" Ren Xue's first reaction. She didn't want to. A strong desire in the heart. This little thing she wants. She's going to stay.

"It's troublesome. "Even if it's just two words. Jian Jian also understood Ren Xue's thoughts.

"You'd better go to school first. Ren Xue held the warm water that Jian Jian poured for her. Hold it tightly. "Let me think about it. ”

"What's the matter. I'll sign the manuscript right away. Xue Zimo just sat down on the chair. I saw Gu Xiyan walking in. grabbed the stack of manuscripts on the table.

"I think Ren Xue is a little uncomfortable. Let her go back first. I'll tell you. Gu Xiyan looked at Xue Zimo, who was hurriedly signing. "There is no rush in the manuscript. I'm just going to show you first. ”

Xue Zimo was a little uncomfortable when he heard "Ren Xue was a little uncomfortable". The nib paused. The pen for writing the date is noticeably much heavier. Keep your head up. Gu Xiyan didn't know when he had left. Looking through the glass window. She was talking to Wu Qi about something. Busy. It's a good thing for her. For him. It's also a good thing.

He thinks he's well-adjusted. At least he could remain indifferent. At least Gu Xiyan didn't notice it. At least everything is fine......

But he still dialed Ren Xue's phone. Public and private. He thinks of this call. Absolutely necessary. It's just that "your call was unanswered...... came in. The call still hasn't been answered.

Driving the car. It's a bit fast. Even if he doesn't admit the uneasiness in his heart. Two streets were spared. still turned the steering wheel to Ren Xue's residence.

Ren Xue lowered her head and went to open the door. Concise is still not a long memory. There must be something I forgot to bring.

Xue Zimo looked at his hair a little messy. Ren Xue, who turned around and walked in without looking at him. But he was outside the door. There was no follow-up. I stepped into this room. It takes a lot of courage.

"Don't you even have the key? Ren Xue didn't hear the footsteps following behind. I had to turn my head. "What else to take ...... again"

Xue Zimo just stood outside the door like that. Ren Xue also stood firmly at the entrance of the living room. The two were separated by several meters. "Why are you here. Didn't you go on a business trip after the meeting? ”

"Where...... Under the weather. Xue Zimo looked at Ren Xue's face. Just know. Not generally bad. And Ren Xue rarely has this state.

"It's not a big deal. It would be nice to make up for it. Ren Xue pondered whether to let him in. Her residence. He's afraid he'll never want to come in again. "Don't worry. You've been gone for the past few days. I'm not going to delay things. ”

"That. I'm leaving. Xue Zimo was stunned. Seems to be the right thing to say. But I don't think there's anything to say.

Ren Xue watched Xue Zimo get into the car. The sound of the car making a "thud thump". She could hear clearly. The car drove right along the concrete road in front of the building. Turned around. Reentrant. Passed her window again. Then drove out. Disappeared from her sight......

When will it start. Spring is getting shorter and shorter. Through the leaves. The sun was dappled with a slight blazing heat on the windows. The windowsill was actually hot. It's still full of green. Life is always alive in the summer. Energetic......

A failed marriage. I can no longer be with my son. Wishful thinking at one time. Do you have to lose a life? She is a woman who needs and craves love the most. Why do you have to do such "cruel" things again and again?

And that's his child. She also believes he needs children. Even if he doesn't know. Even if it was an accident. As long as there is one of his children in this world. Even if the name is not right. Even if the words don't go well. Even if she pays the price of never seeing each other. She can sit upright. Spend your life in peace. As long as the kid is there.

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(Tianjin)