Chapter Twenty-Eight: Apologize?

In the dream, there are large snowflakes flying in the sky, falling quietly on the earth, the earth is snow-white, only the familiar flowers and plants bend down to endure the weight of the snow...... The whole world was quietly and quietly admiring this grand dance of snow, everything was so quiet and peaceful, as if the world was like this, as pure as snow, without hunger, without calamity, without oppression...... I watched quietly and watched the snowflakes flying in the sky, circling, falling, falling, falling...... A smile appeared on the corner of my mouth, I knew that winter was coming, and I knew that spring was not far away. Pen × fun × Pavilion www. biquge。 info

Someone put a hand on my forehead and sighed softly.

Wake up, I know I've slept for too long.

When I opened my eyes, it was Jiang Kuo beside my bed, and he even held my hand tightly. I skimmed his face, which shimmered with plausible joy, and the three little maidens with herbal towels behind me cried and laughed in surprise.

"You're awake at last, ma'am, you've been asleep for three days!"

"Yes, the doctors said that you would wake up soon, but it took you three days to wake up, and you were scared to death!"

"Madam, your fever has subsided, and there is nothing abnormal, why did it take so long to wake up?"

I didn't speak, I just looked at them and smiled. I don't know why they were so sad, or so joyful, when I had just been in the house for four or five days.

I'm afraid that everything I have now, food, clothing, shelter, and transportation, and ...... These maids smiled or tears inexplicably...... All this concern only exists because of his 'favor'?

This kind of life of relying on people who harm themselves is not pleasant. Little by little, it will rob you of the last bit of dignity as a human being.

The lips are chapped, I don't know if it's because of a fever or lack of water. However, the brain is clear and refreshing, and if you ignore the mood, it should be considered a good state.

Yue'er and they supported me with all hands and feet, fed me medicine, and brought me snacks. I don't resist, I do whatever they tell me to do, and I let it go.

When they were finally almost busy, they found that the young master next to them was looking at me silently, and he hadn't spoken for a long time, and the atmosphere couldn't help but be awkward.

"Go down, your lady has just woken up, don't work too long, let her rest." ”

"Yes. The girls obediently withdrew, not forgetting to close the door.

……

"Is it because you feel that life is hopeless, that you don't want to get up?"

I don't speak, I laugh.

"Don't put that smile in front of me, as if everything in the world can be solved with laughter!" he suddenly yelled at me uncontrollably, "How many smiles do you have?!How many more have I never seen?"

His tone froze me so much that I didn't smile habitually.

"Did you know that your smile can bring disaster to you? If you don't smile all the time, maybe ...... Perhaps......," he repeated suddenly, with some pain, "perhaps, you wouldn't have had such a fate." ”

I sneered, "How do you know?

He paused, lowered his head, and did not speak for a long time. I have never seen such a Jiang Kuo, he stubbornly lowered his head, his hands seemed to be a little nervously clenched into fists, as if he was making some difficult decisions.

"I'm sorry. He finally squeezed out three words with great difficulty.

I laughed, laughing out of my eyes. I found that I was waiting for him to say sorry, for him to understand his mistake, for him to repent. Although it was too late.

His face was blood-red, and I knew someone like him probably hadn't said it a few times.

I gradually stopped laughing and looked at him mockingly, "What are you sorry for me? Do you regret it at last? Do you regret that you shouldn't have stubbornly taken away my qualification to love Bowen, robbed me of the opportunity to see him from afar, and even willfully took away my hometown, and took away my chance to be happy from now on?"

"No!" he immediately retorted loudly and resolutely, "I will never regret taking you away from him! I just regret being so rude to you these days, even leaving you alone in the cold wind to give you a fever!"

I was surprised, it turned out that he still didn't know his own fault, I laughed at myself and said, "Yes, how can you leave a threat by your precious sister's side, your sister is so precious, she is a golden branch and jade leaf, and the rest of the people are like grass, and they are innocent of death...... Heh, how could I expect someone like you to admit his mistake......"

"It's not like that! it's not just that!" he suddenly stood up and interrupted me with a shout, his face full of irritation and pain, and even tears.

"Hmph, isn't that so?" I sneered sadly, "It's not like that, could it be that Bowen stalked Jiang Liu to death, could it be that Bowen made you coerce and lure me, could it be that Bowen asked you to take me away, could it be ......?"

"Enough!" he suddenly yelled, "Bowen, Bowen! Everything is Bowen, you trust him so much, you love him so much, you love him so much, you love so much that you don't care about your own happiness?"

"Man, happiness?" I smiled sadly, my heart was like ashes, "Is there still happiness in my life? I only love Bowen one man in my life!"

"Ha, ha, huh?" Jiang Kuo staggered back a few steps and laughed.

I looked at him coldly, "How can a person like you understand, how can you understand the pain of not being able to love." ”

He paused, and the laughter became louder, and even seemed to be laughing so violently that tears flowed down his face in rows. This man doesn't seem to have shed today's tears in his life.

I smiled sarcastically, with a hint of revenge. Probably if you stay with the devil for too long, you will become evil.

He finally stopped laughing and looked at me with a look of great sadness, I don't know why, but I wasn't curious because I didn't care.

I quickly came back to my senses, "If you really feel sorry for me, then stop acting in front of others, and stop making me suffer inexplicable jealousy and hostility." Don't come to me again, I'm a concubine you don't love and don't love you, and you married me here just because you don't want to be a piece of kindness to Bowen. Don't let others care about me, don't let others think of me, don't let others mention me, don't let anyone disturb me, and give me a peaceful life!"

His face became more and more pale, and finally he sneered a few times mockingly, nodded desperately, and walked backwards to the room, and finally disappeared.

After a long time, when Jiang Kuo said to me bitterly: "Anyway, you just like to make people desperate." "I suddenly remembered this sunny autumn day with a sense of guilt, and remembered his expression of pain and despair.

If I knew...... I would never have said such a cruel thing in any way.

But at that time, I had already wounded him too deeply, too deeply......

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