Chapter 1250: Intriguing
The doorman smiled secretly: "In this case, all the pots will be thrown to Xiaohong's husband." And the most important thing next is Xiaohong's husband's reaction. If he made the right choice, it was certainly for the best. However, if this is not the case, it is different. There may be unexpected developments, but in short, the fewer such things the better.
Although everyone always likes the same thing, sometimes the more the same thing is, the more embarrassing it is, or the more the same thing is, the more different it is from everyone's expectations. Otherwise, if everything is done regularly, there will be no loopholes to exploit.
A society without loopholes is not a human society, and a country without a hole is not a federation, let alone an empire, and there are loopholes on the imperial side, but it is smaller and less than the federation. But that's not the point, the point is, don't let anyone else know about it anyway.
In other words, if this happens rarely, it's the best. However, as long as the probability of occurrence is higher, it will cause everyone's plan, but the other way around. Isn't it good if it doesn't happen? Actually, it's not good. Because, in this way, it means that the whole society loses its vitality.
Let the poor and lowly people have the opportunity to get into the top, and then drag those top people down, so that everyone is satisfied. Because, it means that there is still hope for the whole country. Otherwise, it's just a dead gas. In other words, if we want to make the people of the whole society alive, we have already conquered the empire, and we can only keep it alive.
This is a very serious problem and very ridiculous. It can even be said that it is not just ridiculous, this question must be clarified before it can be continued, what does that little red husband do? However, if nothing else, his mental activity should present two extremes. That's about it.
You're my wife, aren't you? Although you are right. It is true that you are more powerful in terms of power, and in terms of strength, you are also strong, but no matter how strong a person is, he will have weaknesses, and no matter how powerful a person is, he will also have fear, don't you know what it means to be afraid?
This is the first time I've seen a woman like you, but your reaction is also a wake-up call. You've never really loved me. I've always been just a substitute for your ex-husband. Although, I have long had this realization.
But being enlightened and being able to truly accept such an outcome are completely different things. At first, I thought it was nothing, and I could even say that I could live with it. But to this day I know my heart, it turns out, I can't stand it. I just can't hold on.
If I had one more choice now, as I did in the past, I wouldn't have done it anyway. I don't do this unless I have to. However, this is clearly not the case now. One could even say. It's even better without such an idea.
I've been suppressing myself in the past, thinking that I owe you too much for doing this. I'm sorry for you. Now I know that this is not the case. The person I'm sorry for turned out to be myself. All the while, I felt like I couldn't do it or that I couldn't do it. I should take care of you.
After all, you are a woman, and besides, you are still my wife. Well, I should love you. It's also normal for me to protect you. However, you should appreciate it too. In terms of strength, I am inferior to you in many aspects, but who is not too much for you to treat me like this?
Didn't we say we wanted to be equal? In that case, who started to be unequal? Is it really me? Or are you? I'm beginning to doubt your motives now. Or maybe your motives aren't wrong. But what will others think of us if you treat me like this?
Can't you just think about it? It's impossible for people to live in this world without taking into account the feelings of other people? If that's the case, then what are you going to do when you get married? Why don't you just go and live alone in the forest? In this way, you can guarantee that you won't meet a single person.
But the problem is that you don't. What does that mean? Doesn't that mean you're duplicitous? I know you're going to be unhappy again. You might even say, "What kind of thing is this?" Don't go too far. But, what I'm going to tell you is that it's true.
What I said may have been a bit heavier, but there was nothing unreasonable. On the contrary, although what you just said sounds reasonable, it is plausible and all of it is a fallacy. You like crooked things so much? You're not a kid anymore. Why are you so naughty?
Don't you know that adults pay the price if they're naughty? And it's very dangerous. After all, the present is not the same as the past. If you were a child, no matter how naughty you were, it had nothing to do with me.
But you're not right now. Can you see the difference? You're not a kid anymore. You should have grown up. So, don't play me like an idiot, okay? I'm a dignified person. Not to mention that I'm still your father. It's a kind of thinking, and if you simply categorize it, it's anger, anger that arises from not understanding and disagreeing.
The other emotion is the exact opposite. The general inner monologue looks like this. She's right. How could she be so right? This is the first time I have heard such a correct statement. Oh, my God. I've grown so much and no one has ever taught me these things.
Now my wife has taught me these things. Am I supposed to be grateful to her? Even though we're going to get divorced soon. But isn't it too hasty to divorce so easily? I really didn't expect that the two of them would just be together. The words and the things done are so perfect.
It was so perfect that I couldn't find a single reason to refute it. I really wonder if the woman I married is the Virgin. But. None of that matters anymore. The important thing is, why can't I forgive her? I should fight for it. That's right. As his husband, as long as we haven't divorced, I'll have a chance to continue living with her. But is it possible?
It's really a bit dangerous. After all, I'm not the same as I used to be. I had a little problem in my mind. I'm just discovering it, but it's been a problem for a long time now. Moreover, this kind of problem cannot be solved in a day or two.
If I'm going to stay with her, I'm going to have to deal with my mental problems. In other words, I want to forgive her. Don't say that she didn't cheat, even if she really cheated, I have to forgive her. However, it's too hard. Since ancient times, there has been nothing that men can tolerate.
Unless there is one situation that can be tolerated, it is that you are no more. To put it simply, at that time, you can't actually be intolerant if you want. Because, if it weren't for that, what else would you do? Wouldn't it be possible to escape from the grave? And then, do some more duty to her, and beat her again?
None of this is feasible. It is also not allowed to be done in any way. If only they had done so. Then the world would have been turned upside down. After all, you'd be too selfish to say that. If you were and your wife didn't find another man, that's something that anyone would accept.
It's also a ritual that we have to follow, but when you're gone, is your wife going to be a widow for the rest of your life? We humans may have gone extinct long ago. Not to mention going against the Imperials. The Imperials clearly have more respect for etiquette than we do.
But even they know that people can't be selfish to that point. And that's what I'm thinking about. Will I be able to accept her? It's hard. Or rather, it's too hard. Almost unlikely. Oh. That's right. I thought of a way to take her. That was to go to the hospital and erase my memory of today.
Since you don't even have a memory, you naturally won't be angry. If you don't get angry, you won't be able to account for other things. All in all, it's the only way. If it had been otherwise, I really can't think of any other possibility. In a word, it's best not to let anyone else know about it.
It's a private matter, and I'll just go to the hospital alone. Then, I'll do it on my own, and if it's the other way around, and I don't do it, that's a shame. Something big will definitely happen then. After all, this kind of thing is not something that can be solved by just talking, but requires a lot of evidence.
And as long as the evidence is not sufficient, you can't deny a person, since you can't even deny a person, of course, you can't tell others casually. However, if I erase my memory at that time, there will be a problem. That's what the doctor knows. What if one day he leaks this thing?
It seems that the only way to kill the doctor is to kill them. Isn't it too hard for me to erase my memory and then kill the doctor? If I don't have my memory, it means that I may forget everything I think now. So what reason do I have to kill the doctor? It's very difficult. Wait a minute. I seem to have found a way.
Aren't some of those who suffer from amnesia using that method? It's a bit ridiculous, but it's good to be practical. That's right. That's it. I got a tattoo on my arm in advance and wrote that the doctor was going to kill me.
However, even so, there will still be a lot of problems of one kind and another. Although it is said that the problem can be canceled. It's even a solution, but I obviously don't have the ability to do it. If I had the ability, I wouldn't have delayed it until now. All in all, it's better not to have trouble of this or that.
Killing the doctor was the only way to go. But is it really foolproof? It doesn't seem to be. After all, the doctor has been in the hospital, and if I kill someone in the hospital, won't anyone be suspected? I've got a solution. Make an appointment with the doctor first, and that's fine.
It's just that I'm going to lose my memory by then, so is there any way to make an appointment with a doctor? No, no. It's too hard. Or rather, it is almost impossible to succeed. The reason why I envisioned it so well now is that there are preconditions, and I still have lost important memories.
That's right. Because my memory is very coherent, and my organization is clear at this time, so that I will not make any mistakes and logical errors in doing things. But when I lose some of my memories, will I still be as calm as I am now?
Not necessarily. I know my temper, and I'm desperate to know the truth. So, at that point, the best choice I would have made was not to kill the doctor, but to imprison him, and then, carefully, ask why he did this to me.
Although this method is not very feasible, at least I can guarantee that I will not kill people indiscriminately. And as long as I don't kill people indiscriminately, I have a chance to succeed. But the doctor has to cooperate. What if he doesn't cooperate? I'm going to kill people on impulse. It's inevitable.
Yes. Why don't I do it the other way around? What a fool I'm doing. I can give the doctor money in advance, and then ask the doctor to put on a play for me, but the doctor doesn't know that he's doing it to hurt him.
The reason is very simple, the doctor is just a doctor, he is not a roundworm in my stomach, he doesn't know what I really think, he thinks I want him to act with me, but it's actually the opposite. I asked him to do this so that when the time comes, I can kill him without being suspected that I meant to kill.
In other words, when people on the outside know that I am defending myself, then I will not have any worries. And without worries, the contradiction between me and Xiaohong can be perfectly resolved. Therefore, what I should do now is not to continue the theory with Xiaohong, because this will not lead to anything.
The only thing I could do was rush to the hospital, pay quickly, and erase my memory as soon as possible. If I don't have a memory, then Xiaohong and I won't be able to quarrel. If the quarrel can't get up, Xiaohong will definitely not take the initiative to bring up this matter. Then she must have thought that I had forgiven her.
Isn't that the best outcome? That's right. That's what I'm supposed to do. Although it will cost me a lot of money to do this, but I can't get more money to be able to get back together with Xiaohong and regain a harmonious relationship? Isn't her money my money? I'm so smart. That's it. I'm going to the hospital. ”