Chapter 206: I'm going to break off

[Well, I'm going to break off, I don't want to code words lately, I'm too busy and the pressure is too much, let me fall, you guys...... Cancel the collection of it.,I've been in the water for a lot of chapters.,I'm sorry for you.,Restore the update if you want...... I don't know when. 】

It is clear that he is already a good person in the ninth world, and he can transcend the mortal world and become a Buddha and a god in only one life, but because of himself...... The Buddhist scriptures say that saving a person's life is better than creating a seventh-level floating slaughter, but the blood on his hands in the dream has probably already covered up all the good!

In this world, good and evil are never equal, even if a person has done a thousand good things, as long as he has done a bad thing, it seems that all the good before him has been wiped out.

For kind people, human beings will always subconsciously take an inch.

Gods and Buddhas...... Actually, isn't it? How ridiculous is it?

The void has been good for nine lifetimes, but in the last life, all the steps were disrupted by himself......

Nan Xian Ge lowered his eyes slightly, looked at his slender and white fingers, and raised a slightly bitter smile.

She was the one who hurt him, but she couldn't do anything about his current situation.

What she owes to the void is more than a life?

"Yu, give an order as soon as possible, let our people, in the name of 'emptiness', open charities in various parts of China to help all those in need of help, and give them donations and other assistance, provided that ...... To assess the character of each help and rescue target, it must be a person who is perfect, pure and true, and this kind of person will really know how to be grateful. Nan Xian Ge stopped, pondered the thoughts that had gradually formed in her mind, and then calmly instructed Yu, and at the end, she said: "All of them must be named "Empty Hell", and build a statue of him at each charity point, and I will give you his portrait as soon as possible." I don't know the rest, but you can see how to do it. ”

Her voice is not as soft and warm as she used to pretend, nor is it as cold and indifferent as she usually talks to members of the secret door or mountain eagles, but with an incomprehensible emotion, like pity, like reminiscence, or a little dependence.

Such a southern string song, such a boss, is something Yu has never seen before, that kind of emotional complexity, which has never been shown by this girl in front of her, who has always been resolute and indifferent, in just a few questions and a few steps, what did she think of? or who did she think of? So that she had this kind of expression?

Yu didn't know, he knew more than once, weakly, that he had never really understood her, not because he didn't want to, but because he couldn't see through, couldn't guess, and ...... Don't dare to see through it, don't dare to guess it.

He didn't know about her past, just as he didn't know who the "emptiness" she suddenly said was, he had never heard such a name in her mouth, and it was so hard to fathom when he suddenly mentioned it today.

It's a little unbelievable, and it's a little funny.

Who would have thought that the cold-blooded and ruthless secret door that kills people like hemp would one day actually do charity? If you say it, I am afraid that not only will no one believe it, but will also be used as a laughing stock by the Taoists, right?

But so what!

As long as she said it, no one would refute it, no one would question it, and she wouldn't even dare to speculate too much.

Nanxian Song, Poppy, is the soul of the secret door, the secret door of Nuoda, this killing machine, all revolving around her, only carrying out her orders, only following her original intentions.

In the secret gate, the poppy is the king, unique and noble.

"Yes, Yu will do this as quickly as possible. Yu lowered his head slightly, and responded respectfully, from his calm and respectful voice, he couldn't even hear any other emotions, and completely followed and executed.

This is also the point that Nanxian Ge is satisfied with him, he will not ask why, and will do absolute prohibition.

"Thank you for your hard work. Nan Xian Ge walked into the dining hall and seemed to say such a sentence meaninglessly, but it made Yu bend his calm eyes, and excitement crossed his eyes.

Being able to hear her say such a sentence is what everyone in the secret door looks forward to, and Yu, is no exception.

He thought that maybe he was too close to her, so he began to lose control of his heart and became a little insatiable.

It shouldn't be like this, he's just a slightly inconspicuous subordinate next to her, just closer to her than the others, he shouldn't have those unrealistic thoughts about her, even once she notices it...... Yu didn't know if he would be able to stay by her side or stay at the secret door.

After all, the poppy of the secret door has never been a person with a heart, and all those warm and reassuring appearances are just a person named Nanxian Song in the disguise of the poppy, no matter how real it is, it is indeed just her disguise!

The essence of her, the real her, has never put anyone in her eyes, let alone in her heart. She has no heart, even those clean and pure eyes are only because they don't contain anything in this world, so they look so clean, so how can he surpass it, and how dare she detect it.

But...... Yu retracted the excitement in his eyes, and smiled silently behind her, but what could he do? He couldn't control himself, and he couldn't control his heart, he knew that he was insatiable, and he wanted more and more, but he couldn't control it, he was disgusted with himself for a while, but he still pretended to follow her well, greedily breathing the air around her, staring at her back, and compulsorily writing down all her words, even the tone of every word, he wanted to be closer to her.

I must be sick, that's why I have such a sick and unbelievable heart, Yu guessed.

I don't know that the subordinates who are standing respectfully and quietly behind him have ups and downs in their hearts, and Nanxian Ge eats slowly and methodically, and his every move is extremely elegant and noble.

Because of her occasional pickiness about food, the chefs who secretly prepared meals for her were specially collected from all over the world, and every day she worked hard to study new dishes that suited her appetite, but at this time, eating this exquisite and delicious lunch, Nan Xiange thought of the breakfast that the official seat brought her, it seemed that it tasted better than what she was eating now?

In this way, Nan Xian Ge felt that she was a little lost, and went to J Province, not only did nothing happen for any pastime, but also made her lose interest for a while, and she wasted time boringly, and now she counts it, it seems that she missed the breakfast that the official seat promised to bring her?

With this reckoning, Nan Xian Ge put down his chopsticks and sat there with his chin in his hand and thought carefully.

Things in this world have never been very fair, just like Nan Yiwu and himself in the previous life, and just like the official seat and himself in this life.

At least she is a person who loves appetite a little, but she doesn't have the ability to make delicious food like the official seat, and the official seat clearly has such a good talent, but she is not a person who loves to eat.

With a soft snort, Nan Xian Ge got up, and Yu behind her quietly pulled the chair behind her at the right time, giving her enough space to turn around and leave.

"Boss, let's go rest for a while!" Yu couldn't help frowning when she saw that she was ready to be busy again, and proposed worriedly, having said that, he didn't dare to carry even the slightest hint of forced persuasion.

Nan Xian Ge stopped his finger swiping the screen of his mobile phone, glanced at Yu coldly sideways, and then nodded slowly in his slightly apprehensive waiting: "It's okay, if you can't do anything without me, then there is only a secret door of a bunch of waste, and I don't need to keep it anymore." ”

Her voice was cold, cold and seemed to cool down with the air around her, there was no emotion on her delicate face, there was no other emotion in her voice except cold, but Yu was clear that the person in front of her was probably unhappy, at least when it came to a bunch of waste and no need to keep a secret door, she was angry.

Although he didn't know why she was angry.

But this did not prevent him from being terrified, he raised his head in horror, and when he looked at her, he could only see her back, and he was indifferent.

"When I woke up, I brought Ancher to me, along with my teacher. She didn't say what was wrong with the secret door, what was wrong, but changed the subject.

"Yes. Yu's two hands hanging by his side were clenched into fists, and although his voice was still calm, it was no longer enough to hide his uneasiness, and he began to recall all the things that had happened in the past few days, what was wrong, and made her angry, and even had the idea of dissolving the secret door.

But he couldn't imagine that although he had a high status in the secret door, not everything was handled by him or needed to be reported to him, and he couldn't manage so many things alone, if anyone had the heart to hide something, it would be difficult for Yu to explore the truth, but he couldn't, it didn't mean that Nan Xian Ge couldn't, Nan Xian Ge was the master of the secret door, although she didn't care much about the affairs of the secret door, but she was almost clear about everything that happened in the secret door, but she didn't say it, and few people knew.

When she was silent, she made people who had a heart mess up, made mistakes, and exposed more and more horses, even if it was good to conceal it.

Nan Xian Ge didn't know Yu's uneasiness and fear, she was even aware of the emotional changes of the people behind her at the moment, but she didn't open her mouth to analyze and explain for him, but just changed the topic, leaving him more uneasy and confused.

She knows what she is doing, what she wants to do, why she does it, every step she takes, it will only take her step out after countless deductions, she can't allow anything beyond her control in her hands, whether she is domineering or possessive, she has always been such a person, she will not change, and she will not change for anyone.

And Yu's reaction, and what he will do next, she already knows clearly, even if it may not even be clear to Yu himself.

She didn't foresee the future. She only needs to understand a person's style of behavior, personality characteristics, and then guide a little bit, control the environment around this person to show what she wants, then this person will unconsciously do what she wants, and then get the results she wants him to get.

This kind of Nanxian song is terrifying, no one wants to contact it, but no one knows that such a person exists, even the people closest to her never know.

I didn't know it before, I don't know it now, and I will never know it in the future.

Just like in the next game of chess, the chess pieces actually don't know that they are chess pieces, and they think that they can control the square inch, but in fact, they are limited by her number of moves, and they only exist in one square inch, and they can't break free, and they never want to break free, because they don't know their true identity.

Just as the authorities are fascinated, the bystanders are clear.

But Nan Xiange, she is the absolute controller of all the chess pieces in a game of chess, and she is the only one who plays against her from beginning to end.

Those she had to deal with, her opponents, were just controlled by her and pushed to the opposite position, and then she manipulated them to play against herself.

In fact, she has always known that her so-called guardian of the Lan family, the person behind Anche, the opponent, she has always known that the other party will not be her opponent.

She also knew very well that the so-called revenge on the Nan family was to relieve the hatred of her miserable death in her previous life, so she killed Nan Xianyi and sent Nan Yan to prison.

These...... It's all an excuse, and the reason why she did this is just to find a reason for herself to live.

So she built the secret door, entered Longyan, and disguised it for eighteen years.

But all this, everything, Nan Xian Ge actually knew from beginning to end, those reasons were actually excuses, she didn't even want to ruin the Nan family's idea of avenging herself who died tragically in the previous life, and the person behind Anche ...... In fact, it was the product of her own operation after she was bored.

She created an enemy opponent for herself, she imposed hatred on herself, and then like a player who followed the rules of the game, she did the task step by step, brushing up on the degree of completion.

Even the official seats...... Nanxian Song chuckled lightly and stopped thinking about it.

That's it, although she is extremely bored and bored, but there is no reason for the chess game she set up at the beginning to be completely ruined like this, because she still has no idea of ending the rest of her life, although everything in this world is extremely boring, it will unconsciously make her greedy, and this life does not belong to herself, she has to live well, even if she never thought about living.

Gently pushing open a door in front of her, Nan Xiange's dark and deep eyes did not have any emotion, like an emotionless machine, no, maybe not like a machine, because the machine still has cold and all kinds of garbled programs, but she has nothing, in those eyes, from beginning to end, she can't let go of anything, she has never put anything down.

It's actually quite difficult to live, for someone who doesn't want to live.