"I've lived in brothels since I was a kid, for as long as I can remember. Pen | fun | pavilion www. ｂｉｑｕｇｅ。 infoMy mother is the most outstanding woman in 'Peach Blossom Fang', she always accompanies all kinds of rich men, drinks, flirts, goes to bed, and never avoids me. She laughed in their arms, smiling widely. Those men liked her, and there were countless people who came to her every night, and she chose one of them among them, and she would accompany whoever could give the most money. Change one every day. Those men threw money at her and fought for her. She didn't speak, just looked and smiled, and then accompanied the person who won in the end. They say she doesn't have a heart because she's laughing all the time, even when others fight for her. Actually, I know that she has, and she threw her heart away and threw it on a person named Li He. When no one was around, she would cry and shut me and her in the room. She hated him and she hated me, and she said I was a sinister because I was always reminding her of my abandonment. She said that I was a slut, that I had been in that place since I was born, and that I would do the same with her in the future. Then she told me that sluts should be completely cheap, don't be delusional about things you can't get, don't fall in love with any man, no man is a good thing. She asked me to go to school, and from the time I was five years old, I helped her pour wine and serve food for the men. When I was six years old, she died. That's when I met the young master. With that, she stopped, smiled, and began to drink.

The tears on Yue'er's face, shining in the bright moonlight, like a sparkling lake, as if anything that brushes the surface of the water will shatter, and it looks so fragile. Like her story, it's so distressing.

I choked up, and at that moment, I swore that I would protect this girl and that I would not let her be hurt in the slightest.

She looked at me and filled it up for me.

"That winter, my mother died. Many of the sons and brothers who came to see me looked a little like my mother, and asked me to pour them wine and vegetables, they touched my face, pinched the flesh on my body, and made erotic jokes, I laughed like my mother, I was not afraid, because I was already used to it, I was still a child, and they couldn't do anything more excessive, but one day an old man with pedophilia came to Taohuafang, and he ......"

When Yue'er said this, her expression became terrifying, and her fists were clenched tightly, "He, after he put his hands on me, pressed my head in front of everyone, and forced me to lick his ......" I watched Yue'er clench her fists and tremble and sob, gently held her hand, and choked up: "Yue'er, I understand, don't say it......"

How cruel it is to make a six-year-old endure all this and have her repeat it again......

But Yue'er firmly brushed away my hand and looked back at me, a smile actually appeared on her tear-stained face, "I didn't, I bit him viciously on his thigh, and he threw me out of the Peach Blossom Fang from upstairs, and then I saw the young master......"

Yue'er's gaze became gentle, and there was a smile on her face as if she was in a fairyland.

"I fell at the young master's feet, only half a life was left, the young master didn't move, I didn't expect him to save me, because that person's men had already come out, they were scolding, and they drew their knives, and no one in the crowd of onlookers dared to save me, including the people of Peach Blossom Fang. I knew I was going to die. At this time, I heard a cold voice above me, he said, 'Take them down', I looked up, and saw a handsome young man in a blue shirt, the twilight sun said that the top of his head was shooting down, like his voice, fresh, upright, I have never seen such a man, he is different from every man in Peach Blossom Fang, at that time I thought, the 'man in the world' that my mother said should not include his ......"

Hearing this, I knew I had guessed correctly. When you are most helpless, when you are despised by the whole world, there is such a person who stands up and stands on your side, and does not hesitate to oppose the whole world and give you warmth......

She's doomed, I know, because I've been there.

It was that glance that made me determined to follow him for the rest of my life, he took me in, he took me with him, I was his personal servant, I knew what others didn't know, and I could do what others couldn't, which made me very proud, because his trust made me feel different from others. I was with him almost all the time, and even accompanied him to the capital to learn martial arts, I studied very seriously, and I told myself that I wanted to protect him, just like he used to protect me, for the rest of my life. Until the master made the decision to marry him the eldest lady and the second lady with a prominent family. I realized how unrealistic that thought in my heart was. Later, he had a third lady in the capital, and I thought why he couldn't marry me if he could marry a third lady who was a geisha. Then I comforted myself that although he did not marry me, he gave me a lot of power, and the ladies also gave me three points on weekdays. He didn't treat me like them, which means that I am different, because I know that the person in his heart is not any of the three of them," she looked at me with a complicated expression, and continued: "There is a picture in his bedroom all the year round, which shows a girl of six or seven years old sitting by the water and combing her hair, the girl is fair-skinned, cold-faced, wearing a green dress, not very old, but she looks cold and dusty, like a fairy. ”

Green dresses, which were my preference before, but later...... I don't know when I became wearing only a white dress, stubborn, as if mourning something.

I fell into deep thought, and Yue'er spoke to herself again.

"That painting has to be framed several times a year, and even the young master himself goes to frame it, he doesn't want anyone to see that painting......"

"And how do you see that?" I asked.

She smiled a little proudly, "So I'm different." ”

I smiled softly, relieved for her.

"The young master is very possessive, from childhood to adulthood, as long as it is something he likes, no one else can touch it, otherwise, it will either destroy that thing, or destroy the person who has touched it, without exception. ”

I sneered, this is like Jiang Kuo's style, not only is he possessive, but he also imposes this concept on others, otherwise he wouldn't let me disappear because his sister wants to marry Bowen. Maybe I should also thank him for not letting me disappear completely. I thought to myself self-deprecatingly.

"The young master has been secretly looking for that girl, I thought in my heart, let the young master never find that girl, or when she finds it, she already has a heart, and the young master will never allow the person he loves to have no him in his heart. Then for the young master, I have always been the most special one. But......" She looked straight at me and stopped.

I smiled and comforted her, "Don't worry, the world is so big, it's not so easy to find someone, and besides, that girl is so good, she must have been married before he found it." ”

Yue'er sighed disapprenously. I looked at her sad face and somehow came to talk about it.